After the divorce, the ex-husband joined the Shura field

There are basically no people in the western restaurant at two or three o'clock in the afternoon. After all, everyone who should have dinner at this time has finished their meal, so if you look at their table, there are only walking waiters left.

Chu Xingqi was still immersed in the fact that his sister was his brother, staring blankly at Song Xingli cutting up the steak gracefully, but his mind still didn't turn around, the main reason why he didn't turn around was that he was bent.

He fell in love with a man.

Still love at first sight.

How to do?

Song Xingli ate a mouthful of steak, and looked up at Chu Xingqi who was sitting in a daze: "What's wrong? Are you hungry?"

"I..." Chu Xingqi put his hands on the dining table, sitting like a good baby, with a troubled face: "But, but I like you, what should I do?"

Song Xingli was stunned for two seconds, and then he was amused by Chu Xingqi: "What if you like it? What can you do, liking is your right, and I won't take it away."

Chu Xingqi wrinkled his face and drooped his shoulders, feeling very melancholy: "But you are a man."

"My ex-husband is also a man."

Chu Xingqi: "..." It seemed that he was even more scared. He suddenly thought of the three men just now, and suddenly seemed to think of something. He covered his mouth in shock, and stared at Song Xingli: "Then those three men, they all like you ?"

Gan!Sister... Bah, no, brother is so hot, so what should he do? Chasing women is definitely different from chasing men, and he is a freshman who has nothing, so why should he chase people.

Not to mention there are so many terrible rivals in love.

Song Xingli pushed the plate of steak in front of Chu Xingqi in front of him and cut it open for him: "Maybe, but these are not important. The important thing is what I think, not what they are going to do. I don't want them and I don't want anyone else." If you want to get close to me, don't want me to look at them."

When Chu Xingqi heard Song Xingli say this, his eyes were full of stars, which was so cool, no wonder the temperament given to him by women's clothing that night felt very rusty, not at all feminine, just that kind of natural heroism.

women's clothing...

Looking down at Song Xingli's beautiful and slender hands cutting the steak for himself, he subconsciously swallowed, this man wearing women's clothing has no sense of disobedience, it's so beautiful.

So why divorce?

There is a man with shit in his eyes who doesn't want such a beautiful brother? ! ! !

That's right, it's his! !

"Brother, is your ex-husband's eyesight so bad that he actually divorced you?" Chu Xingqi began to think about which of the three men just now might be his brother's ex-husband.

Speaking of...

Brother came out of the room of that big star Luo Qing!

"Could it be Luo Qing?"

Song Xingli used a fork to stuff a piece of beef into Chu Xingqi's mouth: "Eat, you are so small and you need to eat a little more to grow taller, otherwise grandma will look like a sufferer."

Chu Xingqi showed doubts on his face: "What is shou?"

Song Xingli met Chu Xingqi's innocent and blank eyes, and he smiled and hooked his hands: "Come closer, I'll tell you."

Chu Xingqi approached curiously.

He only felt Song Xingli's warm breath fall on his cheeks, making him numb, and then heard Song Xingli say softly with a smile:

"It's lying under me."

The soft voice of the voice teased his sense of hearing, causing his half-bent waist to freeze suddenly, and his sideways eyes met Song Xingli's smiling eyes, his heart speeded up again, and he felt that he had completely fallen into these beautiful eyes. In, let him willingly drown in the overwhelming temptation.

With a soft waist, he sat back on the chair with a 'click', and looked at Song Xingli with a blushing face.

"I... I'm not ready yet."

What to do, what to do, this seems to be his blind spot, at most he has seen men and women, and men and women seem to have never dabbled in it, now it's all right, there is another learning content.

Song Xingli was amused by his shy and serious appearance: "I'm just kidding, don't take it seriously, eat it quickly, don't get cold later. Oh, by the way, I haven't asked which university you are from yet, I will send you off later Let's go back?"

When Chu Xingqi heard that it was a joke, he looked like a wilted flower, his eyes darkened a little, ah, was it a joke, he was serious.

"I'm from Xinling Conservatory of Music."

"Conservatory?" Song Xingli was immediately interested in the boy who studied art: "What is your major?"

"violin."

"The violin is very good."

After chatting for a meal, Chu Xingqi's current mood is not ups and downs, and he observes Song Xingli's expression several times during the chat, which seems to be different from his attitude. He really wants to fall in love. He also admitted.

But what about Song Xingli?

In fact, he doesn't even care about divorce.

At this moment, the phone rang, and Chu Xingqi picked it up and saw that it was a message from his roommate, telling him to rush back to rehearse, and then he remembered that there was still rehearsal in the afternoon!But he wants to go to the bar with Song Xingli to have fun.

Song Xingli wiped his mouth with a napkin when he was full, and then found Chu Xingqi looking at him hesitantly:

"What's wrong?"

"I have to go back to rehearse when I go down, maybe I can't go to the bar with you brother, why don't we go to the weekend, okay?"

Song Xingli thought it was something, and it was naturally important to learn: "Okay, we will make an appointment when you are free."

"Then...then leave a contact information?" Chu Xingqi excitedly handed out his mobile phone: "I can do it for wx, weibo, and Twitter!"

Song Xingli took his mobile phone with a smile, and left his own number and wx: "Call me if you want to find me in the future. I like to make calls. Don't refuse to answer them, or I will be angry."

Especially if he didn't pick up after calling many times, he will block directly.

Subconsciously touched my stomach, um, it doesn't hurt when I'm full.

After he was full, he drove Chu Xingqi back to the Xinling Conservatory of Music. Along the way, the boy kept chirping like a bird, which made him feel strange, as if there was no such thing in his life. Such people existed.

If he counts himself.

Looking at Chu Xingqi from the corner of the eye, he seemed to see himself back then, who was also full of enthusiasm and fearlessness for everything, including liking.

"Brother, you, are you free next Tuesday?"

While waiting for the traffic lights, he heard Chu Xingqi ask, and tapped the steering wheel with his fingertips: "I'm free, what's the matter?"

Chu Xingqi's eyes lit up when he heard that he was free, and he turned to look at Song Xingli excitedly: "I have a report performance, brother, can you come and see me?"

Song Xingli met Chu Xingqi's expectant eyes, shining brightly, as if he was very important, that's why he looked forward to him going to the report performance.

Withdrawing his gaze to the front window of the car, the hands holding the steering wheel gradually tightened.

So why do people always repeat the same mistakes, why do they always look forward to an unsure thing, and even why they continue to look forward to it after they fail.

"Xing Qi, why do you like me?"

Chu Xingqi blushed when asked this question, and hugged his seat belt shyly: "That's right, it was love at first sight."

"There are reasons for falling in love at first sight, there must be reasons." Song Xingli set his eyes on the ring finger of his left hand, where there is still a faint mark, and the place where he hasn't seen the sun for a long time will be whiter than other places, but Every time you look at him, you are mocking him.

There will always be lies hidden in places that are not exposed to the sun, and they are either taken off actively or willingly.

He was not reconciled to his willingness to be let down like this.

I don't hope that Chu Xingqi will do the same.

So he hates falling in love without any reason too much, he will feel that he was too absurd back then, so he is so desperate and desperate.I also blame myself for being so stupid, I didn't leave any heart to be taken advantage of by others.

"I like your back."

A 'beep' sound from the rear of the car's horn swallowed up these words, and Song Xingli's thoughts were pulled back in an instant. He stepped on the accelerator and drove away without even having time to hear what Chu Xingqi said.

"Huh? What?"

Chu Xingqi hurriedly covered up his strange words just now, and shook his head with a smile: "If you like it, you just like it. There is no reason. When I first saw my brother, I thought you were my type."

I silently added another sentence in my heart, even if he was married, he didn't care.

Because he really likes Song Xingli's cold, proud yet sensual temperament, how can someone have such a contradictory yet extremely beautiful feeling, sometimes they say that the art they pursue is to experience such beauty in contradictions, without collision Where is the beauty.

"Really?" Song Xingli said inwardly, it's a pity, this is a silly child: "Brother, I'm going to be 30 years old, 10 years older than you."

"Age and gender are not a problem. The important thing is that we have common hobbies." Chu Xingqi put his backpack on his lap, took out a bottle of perfume from his bag, and hung it in the rearview mirror of the car. The delicate little hanging ring was sprayed.

The very fine perfume mist passes through the hanging ring, and under the sunlight from the window, it looks like a beautiful water mist flower blooming in the air, and the sexy fragrance that belongs to "Liberate Orange County, hit the sun" gradually permeates, layer by layer. A layer of aroma coverage, from the base note to the base note, people who like perfume like to taste this kind of smell change.

"Brother, the last time you sprayed Gaultier's 'Fragile', you appeared like a girl in a perfume glass bottle. I thought it was just beautiful, but I didn't expect it to have noble connotations. The first smell is elegance. Sweet white flowers, fresh and moving, make me feel as cool as drinking honey water. And the fragrance of tuberose at the end makes me immerse myself in your charm, but your glimpse does not stay on me, So let me yearn for it."

After Chu Xingqi finished speaking and put the perfume in the car box, he smiled sweetly at Song Xingli and said:

"Although I know you are not easy to chase, I still want to chase your shadow, just like my endless pursuit of art. Brother, can I chase you? Give me a chance, okay?"

The young man's beautiful and fiery words are comparable to the scorching summer, hot and stuffy.

Such straightforward liking reminded him of his past self. Seeing Chu Xingqi was like seeing his past self, just like a mirror, reflecting the unreserved pursuit of the passionate self who fell in love at first sight with Shi Jin back then. , straightforward but naive.

Stupid enough.

"Xingqi, let's be friends first. Your brother and I just got divorced, so I don't want to be a scumbag and find a substitute."

Chu Xingqi looked at Song Xingli who was smiling in front of him, he didn't know why he felt uncomfortable. Under this smiling face, he seemed to feel the pain that he didn't want to show others, even the curvature of his lips was far-fetched.

So who among those three men hurt Song Xingli?How could they be willing to hurt Song Xingli?

She smiled sweetly at Song Xingli, her eyes darkened when she lowered her head to eat the meat.

The little milk dog turned into a little wolf dog in seconds, vicious.

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With a beep, the fingerprint unlocked successfully, and Song Xingli pushed open the door.

After seeing off Chu Xingqi, he went home, stood at the porch and looked at the messy house, he told Aunt Zhang not to move, just lay it out so casually, and tidy it up after Shi Jin cleaned up everything.

Holding the collection of red wine just taken out of the warehouse, he walked to the living room.Originally, I wanted to go to the bar and have a good drink. Today, the two of them wanted to celebrate, but they didn't have anyone to accompany them and they were afraid of being too embarrassed, so they went home and had a drink.

When he walked, he would step on the copper decoration of J&L, and kicked to the side in displeasure. Now he is annoyed when he sees this thing.

Put the red wine on the glass tea table, sit casually on the floor and take the corkscrew aside to open the red wine.

The red wine spilled from his lips stained the white neckline red, and the soreness in his abdomen made his eye sockets hot, and the tears just followed the overflowing red wine into the collar, and he didn't feel sad when he couldn't see it.

He's fine, he did a great job today.

He's relieved, isn't he?

Get rid of Shi Jin, get rid of Luo Qing, get back all my things, and find myself.

Looking at his personal photo on the TV cabinet, his vision gradually blurred.

...But obviously he did what he wanted to do the most, divorced Shi Jin and broke up with Luo Qing, why is he still so uncomfortable.

Just like this, he drank half a bottle of himself, exposing his most vulnerable side in front of the wine all morning.

He put down the red wine bottle and hugged it in his arms, holding the mouth of the bottle tightly as if he was looking for something with his strength, looking at the picture of himself hanging on the wall, he gasped for breath, and tears flowed down like this.

"...Why, why do you treat me like this, what did I do wrong..."

It was almost evening, and the night gradually engulfed the daylight. The light changed from bright to dark. The balcony where the afterglow was scattered and the living room where the lights were not turned on were like a boundary line of light and shadow, as if separating two worlds.Reflected on the ground, the figure curled up with legs crossed is extraordinarily thin, so thin that it seems that it will be swallowed by darkness in a short while.

The overly quiet environment made the crying sound a bit obvious, but it was uncomfortable to listen to.

The piercing heart that was choked in his throat was swallowed up in the dark, no one could see him, and he didn't want to be seen in such a mess, because he was really in a mess before, and stupidity that doesn't know anything is a mess.

Why should a person like him be let down, why should Shi Jin let him down, is he not careful?Is he not mature enough?Is it because he can't meet Shi Jin's requirements?

He couldn't figure out why Shi Jin and Luo Qing wanted to hide it from him so much. Besides the fact that they fell in love behind his back, there was nothing else to tell.

But it never occurred to him that one or both of them were self-righteous, huh.

Think he can't handle it?

What was that car accident, at least he was someone who had practiced. He had an argument with Luo Qing's father at the time, otherwise he would have died.

Sitting weakly on the sofa, when he leaned back, his hip seemed to be scratched by something. He frowned and wiped back, and found that it was the J&L copper decoration that he wanted to tear apart.

The hand he was holding trembled slightly, and his eyes were red looking at the complete J&L. He still remembered the mood when he designed this pattern, but he never dared to think about the possibility behind it.

Why did Shi Jin like to call him Xing Xing so much, but he didn't take the X of his Xing Xing, but the L in Li.

But now I understand that L may be Luo.

Thinking about what Shi Jin and Luo Qing might have done during the few years when he was not around, maybe Shi Jin would not be as mature and indifferent to himself in front of Luo Qing, as if he was conniving Luo Qing to sit in the office on the table.Perhaps Luo Qing would not be as obedient and obedient in front of Shi Jin as she was in front of herself, and as dazzling and flamboyant as she was sitting at the desk.

You're obviously learning from him, aren't you?

Obviously Luo Qing told him that Shi Jin likes to be obedient and well-behaved, and he has already followed Shi Jin's request.

Why lie to him?

Staring at this piece of J&L with red eyes, he held it tightly almost with all his strength. The veins on the back of his hand slightly emerged due to the force. He wanted to hold back his tears, but the emotion that had been collapsing for too long was finally completely broken.

"why!!!!"

The completely shattered rationality, the hissing and cracking lungs that are no longer tolerated, echoed in the huge house, extremely angry but surrounded by grief, and finally sad, not sad is a disguise.

He's actually not that strong.

With a bang, J&L's copper plate hit the personal photo on the TV cabinet, and the glass photo frame shattered like a spider web under the attack of gravity, and his smiling face in the photo was shredded by the shattered glass. Like his heart, it was broken and torn apart.

It's fake to laugh.

Holding the wine bottle and burying his head between his arms, he choked up sobs one after another, that heart-breaking pain, and really felt that he was not alone, not a complete person anymore.

How many 20 years a person has in his life, how many people he can meet in his heart, there are only two in total, one is Fa Xiaoluoqing, and the other is his lover Shijin.He paid with all his heart, but in the end they all lied to him.

Yes, Luo Qing's father died because of him, but he almost died too, didn't he?

With so much blood, now that I think about it, I can still feel the pain of the cold knife being pierced into my body. Before he could yell, he was choked by the throat. If he hadn’t struggled in the end, he hadn’t tilted the steering wheel and let the car fall into the river There's no way he's still alive.

If he forgot that memory, wouldn't that be called forgiveness? If he still remembered Luo Qing, it would be impossible for him to stay in the Song family, but by accident, he lost his memory.

However, Luo Qing still blamed him for this matter, thinking that he was going to find Shi Jin in the heavy rain due to his willfulness, which caused Luo Qing's father to suffer.Therefore, the saying that those who do not know are not guilty no longer applies to Luo Qing, because Luo Qing regards his goodness as his due, and then takes every step to approach Shi Jin, using his soul-deep feelings for Shi Jin to torture him.

As for Shi Jin, he really doesn't understand, he seems to never understand what Shi Jin is thinking, Shi Jin has never said, nor explained, what is the purpose of having a mouth.Including the matter of Luo Qing, since it was to prevent him from recalling the past, why didn't he say it? Is it so difficult to protect him from speaking out?And why did she get close to Luo Qing, why did she create so much ambiguity.

He wouldn't think that this was going against the grain, ironclad evidence, a hypocritical excuse, it wasn't just a cover.

Now that I think about it, I feel that this kind of love, a love that requires speculation, is too tiring.

After all, he became what he hated the most.

"...Song Xingli, you are so stupid, so stupid, so useless." Holding up the unfinished red wine, he was about to drink it down.

At this moment, his mobile phone rang, and he stopped holding the red wine bottle. He glanced down at the screen of the mobile phone and found that it was Director Huang's call.

"Xingli, are you busy?"

He adjusted his breathing and smiled: "No, not busy."

"It's like this. We will start recording next Tuesday. We will have a rehearsal first. Because you appeared as a mysterious mentor, your rehearsal venue is with the mentor group. Tomorrow, a staff member from the program group will come to tell you about it The process, do you need an agent? You see you were in the dance troupe before, but now you are reappearing as an individual in everyone’s field of vision, I think you will need someone to show you the way.”

Song Xingli shook the remaining half bottle of red wine and smiled: "No, I don't need a manager."

Song Xingli doesn't need others to plan his route for him. He has lived for 28 years. If he still doesn't know what he wants, what path he wants to take, and what goal he wants to achieve, then his life is really in vain.

Love is not enough, career must be brought back.

Director Huang on the other end of the phone also smiled when he heard Song Xingli's tone: "I knew you would say that, but after all, it's a show, so you still need someone to follow you. Is there an assistant?"

"Assistant?" Song Xingli thought of VV who had been diligently helping him collect evidence during this period: "Well, there is someone to choose."

"If there is, that would be great, then we look forward to our second cooperation."

After hanging up the phone, he half-closed his eyes and looked at the photo frame he smashed.

He will take back the grievances of those who bullied him one by one.

'Ding Dong'——

The doorbell rang and he looked towards the gate.

"Xing Xing, it's me, I'm here to get something."

It's time to advance.

Look, every time someone hits him with a gun.

His face sank.

He wiped the tears off his face indiscriminately.

The author has something to say: Xing Xing's father has a dark face: Shi Jin, I heard that you failed my baby?

Shi Jin: Dad, I was wrong, I——

Star Dad: Kneel down!

Shi Jin 'thumped' and knelt down.

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