I heard you don't know Mary Sue? [Transmigration Book]

On a summer afternoon, there are very few pedestrians on the hot street.Feng Mo was wearing a large hospital gown, squatting beside the bus stop, looking up at the bright sunlight with no expression on his face, his hands covered with bruises under his sleeves were tightly clutching his trouser legs, his knuckles were blue and white.

He had nothing on him except a hospital gown, a wallet containing his ID card and money.When fleeing from there, he even forgot to take the medical records.

In fact, it doesn't matter if you don't take it.He already knew that he would die, and the non-stop treatment was just a waste of time.

He didn't have more patience and time to spend in that hospital full of disinfectant smell.It was almost like being in jail.It's even worse than being in jail, at least the real prisoners are still visited.

In the morning, he was locked out by the landlord of the apartment. His savings had all been spent in the hospital, and he was unable to find another home for himself.I don't know if that counts as a home.Perhaps, he never had.

"I just said that he won't be able to pay the rent sooner or later. What can a pre-adult orphan do... You can see that he won't live long like that. If he really dies here, who will dare to rent this house in the future! And not I wonder if it's an infectious disease!..." The landlady obviously couldn't accept that he died in her apartment.

"Mr. Feng, I'm sorry. I can't do a heart transplant for you in this situation. In view of your financial situation...you know, the hospital can't do anything..." This is what his attending physician said.When he said this, his face was full of pity.

Feng Mo thought, that expression was quite strange, as strange as sarcasm.He never felt that he had anything worthy of pity or irony.

There are too many things in this world that he has never understood.His psychiatrist said that it is all human instinct. We live in this world and have experienced various things, so we will naturally understand and experience it.But Feng Mo never agreed with his words.

Perhaps it should be said that even though there are countless perfect and profound explanations in the book, he is just like looking at a painting and knows what it is, but he has no chance to understand the feeling of being in it, and he cannot understand it.

But the hospital was not wrong.The landlady was not wrong either.No one is obliged to bear the burden of life and life for him.

The sun scorched the earth.Sweat wet the bangs, and then slid down the corners of the eyes, which looked like tears at first glance.But he never cried.

"You don't know, this kid is very weird and evil, he never plays with other kids, to be honest, I really doubt if there will be a lunatic raised in the future, his mother drinks and gambles all day long, throw him for some money Just pat your ass and leave, leaving such a mess for me to clean up! Who is willing to adopt this kind of child, if you want him to smile, he won’t laugh, he won’t cry, and he won’t give you a word. He died, but he was sent back a few days after he brought him home, saying that the child had a flawed character and he was afraid that he would not be able to raise him well! I was really unlucky in eight lifetimes to accept such a loser!" This is the orphanage when he was eight years old The dean said it with his back turned to him. It was the first day of the new year, Feng Mo had just finished saying Happy New Year to her, and she turned around and started chatting about him with others.

...he is very eccentric.The whole 13 years were expressionless.personality disorder.Social Disorder Syndrome.From the age of five, just these two things have become his lifelong obstacles.

For a time he thought he was normal.Is not it?Everyone's personality is different, he just doesn't like to talk and has no expression, what's so strange?But the strange thing is that those people think he is sick, but never tell him, they always say that he is defective, and no one says to him "you are sick and need to be healed".So he thought he was normal, and the people around him didn't like him just because of his unpleasant personality.

Until the age of 12, he left the orphanage.It was the first time someone scolded me as a neuropathy.Wherever he went for the first time, he became a representative of the "weird" and "fake high-minded" who were out of gregariousness.It was the first time I knew that he was "sick" and that he had been stupid for six years.It's just that it's too late.As the doctor said: "You don't think you are sick from the subconscious, and even deep hypnotherapy can't change it. It is true that patients with personality disorders are rare, but they are not completely absent. My opinion is that no matter what, you must first Face up to your condition, the premise of the treatment plan given by the hospital is that you have the motivation to live. Mr. Feng, I think if your mother can participate in your treatment process, your condition will be much better..."

What the doctor said is correct.But at that time, he didn't even know where his mother was.

"That guy always doesn't cooperate with the treatment, he doesn't say anything when he asks, and it takes a long time to hold back a sentence. I really think that this girl is here to serve him. If it wasn't for completing the practice report on caring for disabled patients, I wouldn't bother to care about him! Besides, I have never seen anyone come to see him. Dr. Li also said that he is an orphan. Thinking about it, this kind of person must have no friends. Like a robot, sometimes I really wonder if he is still alive..." This is The nurse who took care of him said it while chatting with other nurses.Feng Mo remembered that the nurse was very sweet, and her voice was also very sweet. Others in the hospital said she was kind like an angel.

What a disappointment.There is nothing in this world that he misses.

Feng Mo loosened his grip on his trousers, spread them out on his knees, looked at his swollen hands and deep purple fingertips, felt the pain coming from all over his body, his eyes were blank.

Summer weather is always changing.It was hot and unbearable before, and it was cloudy in an instant.The torrential rain quickly poured down, and the whole world was shrouded in the rain curtain, making it look hazy and empty.

A girl in school uniform next to her was talking on the phone while holding her mobile phone, laughing loudly and full of energy.That is the publicity that every normal high school student should have.

Feng Mo shook his head vigorously, trying to clear up his dizzy mind.He can't fall here, the result of fainting can only be sent back to the hospital.He didn't want to spend the last time in that place.Turning his head to look at the girl, and then at the book with a colorful cover in her hand, Feng Mo felt a little warmth in his eyes.

Nice, he thought, this girl looks like a little sun.

At this moment, the girl was turning the pages of the book, reciting the dialogue of the characters in it up and down, and praising the heroine in the book to the person on the other end of the phone from time to time.

"'As early as five years ago, when my parents died in a car accident, my tears seemed to flow all at once. From a little princess who was held in the palm of my hand and cared for, to a Cinderella who was dependent on others. A cowardly and honest uncle, a mean and greedy man Auntie, let a talented girl who only knows how to play piano, chess, calligraphy and painting be busy working to make money all day long, she is so cold-eyed, how many times she wanted to give up, but she just thought of her underage brother who still lives in her uncle's house, so she endured everything.'Baby, you Look, how strong and forbearing this heroine is! I like a heroine with this kind of character hahaha! The writing and characters are not bad, I just read this book for the third time! Let me tell you, the heroine is the real variety Handsome! I'll read it to you, you can learn..."

Feng Mo listened blankly, and it took a long time to realize that what she was reading was a popular romance novel, that kind of best-selling book full of optimism and romantic feelings that don't know the world, as well as various illogical fantasies.Very magical childish world.

Almost half an hour later, the girl reluctantly put the phone into the bag, turned around and ran towards the nearby bus, but halfway through the run, she looked back at Feng Mo, as if hesitating for a moment, and then He walked to the squatting boy with a smile and threw the book into his arms. "This is for you. I think you probably need some positive energy now! Although I don't know why you came here in broad daylight wearing a hospital gown, it doesn't look like you have recovered, but since you I’ve come here, I definitely don’t want to go back, and there’s nothing I can do to help you... Well, I think this book should make you a little bit happier. Believe me, my dear heroine and heroine will definitely influence you, Bring you full of romance and hope! Love bg, I am proud! By the way, remember to go back to your family after reading the book, you seem to need to be taken care of, I’m leaving, goodbye~”

Feng Mo finished listening to the girl's words expressionlessly, watched her run away with a smile, then lowered his head to stare at the strange-looking book in his arms, reached out to pick it up, and looked carefully at the kissing boy and girl on the cover, feeling a little bored, Looking up and looking around, the rain has stopped.Stretching out his hand to support the bus stop sign, he stood up slowly, his body shook involuntarily, then stabilized in time, raised his hand holding the book, and thought of a girl who was about the same age as me, but who was very different from being cheerful and romantic, and what the girl said The goodwill shown in the book did not throw the book out after all.

What is the life of a normal teenager like?He also... wants to know.In the end, he was still envious.

The pressure of life and the dignity of life made him unable to straighten his waist, and he had no way or courage to try.Now that he has nothing, he can finally experience it without any scruples, but he is about to die.

He died and no one knew.

Feng Mo dragged his increasingly tired body and quietly walked towards the hotel in the distance.