To my dear senior sister

The stars were shining brightly, the moon hung high, human beings fell into a deep sleep, the lights on the floors of the residential areas were gradually turned off, and the whole city seemed to be at rest.

Gu Xianxi got up in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom in a daze.Because she was not familiar with the environment here, she stumbled several times before entering the toilet.

When she came out of the toilet, her original drowsiness had long since dissipated.

With a clear mind, when she walked back softly, she passed the sofa where Wen Lian was sleeping.After a pause, without thinking, he turned around and walked towards the sofa.

Over the past few years abroad, Wen Lian has developed the habit of curling up in the quilt when sleeping alone.For her, this is both warm and safe.So when Gu Xianxi walked over, what he saw was a big bump.

If it weren't for the lower feet, Gu Xianxi really couldn't tell the difference between the beginning and the end.

With a teasing mind in mind, she carefully lifted the quilt covering Wen Lian's head, for fear that too much movement would wake her up.

With the moonlight coming in from the window on the wall, Gu Xianxi could see Wen Lian's face clearly.

Full forehead, long black hair scattered on both sides, narrow eyeliner, the corners of the eyes are slightly raised, with a hint of publicity.Looking past the upturned nose and thin lips.It is said that thin lips are thin and affectionate, but as far as Gu Xianxi knows, no matter whether it is publicity or affection, these two qualities are not compatible with gentleness.

Wen Lian's life is just like her name, gentle and introverted, never causing trouble, and unwilling to say a word that has nothing to do with her.Back then, if the patient who bullied her hadn't really pushed her into a hurry, she would never have taken off her white coat and confronted that person.

It was that accident that made Gu Xianxi expose Wen Lian's ridiculous lie.Since I don't love her anymore, why bother to stop the patient's atrocities for her?Taking off the white coat and throwing away the name tag, I thought... Even if I lose my job and stop being a doctor for the rest of my life, do I have to stand up for myself? ...

Gu Xianxi looked at it, and felt that this face was hateful, and dared to lie to her that she had a boyfriend.

Now that something happened to her, her so-called boyfriend didn't even have a ghost.Only her, a former senior, is willing to "pity" her.Wen Lian who has a boyfriend is really pitiful, she might as well go back to her side.

In the blink of an eye, thinking about what happened before going to bed again, Gu Xianxi smiled brightly.

Fool, they obviously don't know what to do, and she may not be infected, so why do they avoid it like this.

Even if there is...

Gu Xianxi leaned down and kissed the corner of Wen Lian's mouth.

so what?

Opening his eyes again, the silvery moonlight seemed to have frozen a layer of frost on Wen Lian's face.The hazy sense of distance made Gu Xianxi confused whether the scene in front of her was real or not, maybe it was just a dream of hers?

She stretched out her hand, trying to pinch Wen Lian's nose, and then pinch her cheek, to make sure it wasn't a dream.Just when we are about to meet...

Wen Lian opened her eyes suddenly, and sat up in a jerk. Her soul hadn't transitioned from the nightmare scene, and the scenes in the dream appeared in her mind as if they had happened in real life, scaring her forehead. He was sweating profusely, and his teeth were trembling constantly.

She was out of breath, and looked around the living room in a panic. There was nothing in front of her eyes. After distinguishing that this was the reality, the tense muscles all over her body immediately relaxed.

It turned out to be just a dream, she wiped the cold sweat from her forehead, felt that the pajamas on her back were completely soaked, breathed shallowly, and pulled the quilt to cover her chest.

She sorted out her thoughts, how could she have such a dream?

It must have been too stressful these two days.

After she calmed down completely, she forced herself to forget the nightmare just now and fell asleep again.

In the morning, Joyce was still sleeping late, and Wen Lian and Gu Xianxi were both early morning and late night people, so they couldn't fall asleep even if they slept too much, so they got up early in the morning.

The porridge cooked by Gu Xianxi was not ready yet, Wen Lian sat at the dining table and waited.She frowned, thought for a moment, and asked Gu Xianxi who was sitting beside her, "Sister... did you come to see me last night?"

Gu Xianxi's hands froze, thinking that last night's movements were too big, which woke Wen Lian up, and asked to cover up, "What's wrong?"

"I had a nightmare last night..."

"In my dream, there was always a pair of hands asking me to go with her... I thought it was you... I almost followed her." Wen Lian said with downcast eyes.Looking back now, she felt scared.If I really left with those hands, I don't know what will happen now, it's the same as summoning a soul.

So it wasn't about what she did last night, Gu Xianxi breathed a sigh of relief, and comforted: "It's just a dream, don't think too much." When she was going to meet Wen Lianlian last night, suddenly Thinking that this might wake Wen Lian up, she withdrew her hand and went back to her room to sleep.

"Well, maybe I'm oversensitive." Wen Lian nodded in agreement.

Seeing Gu Xianxi's slender and amiable hand on the table, her heart moved and she stretched out her hand.

The fingertips touch lightly, like scratching the heart, and then the palms are clasped, and finally the fingers are intertwined.

How long has it been since you held senior sister's hand like this?Wen Lian was both touched and happy, as if he was stupid.

Excitedly pulling Gu Xianxi from the chair in front of her, Wen Lian hugged her waist tightly, and buried her face in front of Gu Xianxi's lower abdomen.

"Don't leave me again..." she muttered.

Although Gu Xianxi didn't speak, he had already engraved the answer in his heart.She will never leave Wen Lian again, regardless of life or death, she will always be by Wen Lian's side.

Naturally attracted to each other, the rhythm of the heartbeat and breath was out of order at the same time, Gu Xianxi slowly closed his eyelids, waiting for the warm intimacy.

Just when his lips were about to touch, Wen Lian suddenly woke up, pulled himself away, and said rationally: "I can't..."

She couldn't do that, not kissing.If the lining of her mouth is damaged, it will harm Gu Xianxi.

Even though it has not been confirmed that she is infected with HIV, she has persistently regarded herself as a patient in the AIDS window period.

She is not only responsible to herself, but also to Gu Xianxi, but she ignores Gu Xianxi's disappointed eyes.

In order to take care of Wen Lian, Gu Xianxi asked the hospital for a few days off.Even though it was difficult to get leave from the hospital, because Gu Xianxi had been working for so long and hadn't had a break, the personnel department gave her a special approval.

During the week of getting along, Gu Xianxi found that because of her arrival, Wen Lian had swept away the previous depression, but still couldn't escape the worry about infection.

Because HIV antibodies will not appear until at least two weeks after initial contact, so blood tests must be done after two weeks.

During this time, Wen Lian became more and more sensitive to her physical condition.And as time went by, she became more and more anxious, and later became a little nervous.

Every morning, she looks in the mirror and touches her lymph nodes.If there is something strange, she will make a fuss and pull Gu Xianxi over to compare with herself to see if there is any change in size, and she will take out a thermometer to measure her body temperature at every turn.

And these are the early symptoms of AIDS.

The more she knew herself, the more nervous she became.Gu Xianxi looked at it distressedly, wishing she didn't know so many things.

Wen Lian also noticed the change in herself, knowing that she would not react so soon, but she just felt awkward.

As the day of blood test approached, Gu Xianxi received a text message from the bank, saying that the salary of the previous month had arrived in the account.Because she was too busy with work in the past two months, she didn't pay attention to how much money was left in her account.Taking the opportunity of going downstairs to buy something, she checked her bill by the way.

She forgot without looking at the bill.It seems that his gambler father hasn't asked her for money for a long time.

She spent less money, and after deducting the salary that had just arrived in the account, after calculation, there was nearly a thousand left over from last month's salary.

If it was given to her father, where would the 1000 yuan be left?

Gu Xianxi flipped through the text messages in a daze, only to realize that her father's recent request for money was more than a month ago.

Are you looking for a job to make money?Gu Xianxi didn't believe that a person who was addicted to gambling could change his mind so easily.

She called to inquire, but no one answered the phone, so she returned to Wen Lian's residence full of doubts.

After placing the bought things on the dining table, Gu Xianxi's attention was immediately diverted by Wen Lian who was taking a small mirror in the living room.

"Ah~" Wen Lian put the small mirror close to his lips, then opened his mouth wide, trying hard to see his oral mucosa clearly.

This is one of the early symptoms of AIDS.

Gu Xianxi looked at her movements dumbfounded, walked over and put away the mirror in her hand, and said, "Don't be so nervous, you'll be fine, and you can go for a checkup in a few days." Then she sat down next to Wen Lian on the sofa.

Wen Lian couldn't snatch back her own mirror, leaned her head on the sofa wearily, frowned and said, "Sister, I'm so scared..."

Afraid that it was hard for them to reconcile, and she... the more she thought about it, the more afraid she became.

She thought it would be good if she thought about it, but she underestimated her psychological pressure too much.If this continues, she will be forced to death by herself.At the same time, she also remembered one thing, she had to ask Gu Xianxi for clarification, but she just didn't find a good time to do it.

"Otherwise..." Gu Xianxi was thinking of some way to distract Wen Lian.At least don't let her keep paying attention to her body.

"Shall we go out for a walk?"

"Where are you going?" Wen Lian has no motivation to do anything now, he just wants to slump at home and make a mess, elegant, coquettish, and informal.

"Just take a stroll~" In fact, Gu Xianxi didn't think about where to go.

In the end, Wen Lian agreed to come out after Gu Xianxi half begged and half acted like a baby.

Relaxation is the main purpose.

Perhaps, she wanted to take this opportunity to ask Gu Xianxi those questions that were deeply hidden in her heart, but it was not necessarily true.