To my dear senior sister

Gu Xianxi originally wanted to fall in love with Wen Lian, and took her to a few places she might like.

Like a museum in the north of the city, or a bookstore and coffee shop not far from it.

Wen Lian liked to take her to these places when she was studying.The two sat inside, reading the book without disturbing each other. Occasionally, when they got tired of reading, they raised their heads, and unexpectedly collided with each other's eyes. It was a tacit and comfortable feeling.

So later, when she and her colleagues wandered around these places by accident, warmth would involuntarily pop up in her mind.

The couple sitting in the corner, isn't it like they used to be?

Inadvertently, its address is engraved in my mind.

When Wen Lian suggested that he want to go shopping in these places.Although Wen Lian wanted to go with her, but he didn't have the energy and interest to go.

She has had trouble sleeping and eating for several days, her body is slack, and she doesn't want to go too far.Mental stress is more tormenting than physical pain.

"I'm sorry..." Wen Lian said guiltily.

Gu Xianxi touched Wen Lian's sharpened chin recently, feeling distressed, but also wanted her to go for a walk to divert her attention, and finally had no choice but to agree not to go so far away.

Not far from Wen Lian's residence, there is a riverside park.Every evening, there will be a lot of grandpas and aunts dancing in the square over there.In addition, there are trails around the river for residents of nearby communities to take a walk. It is also a good place to receive the caress of the river wind at close range.

Gu Xianxi wanted to take Wen Lian around here after dinner, as a walk after dinner.

In the evening, before going out.Gu Xianxi saw the rare Joyce, holding a large bowl of fruit salad, sitting cross-legged in front of the TV watching TV, and kindly invited her to go with her.Joyce was unwilling to make a light bulb, so he refused decisively.

After they left, Joyce watched intently. On TV, the hero and heroine confessed affectionately, stuffed a spoonful of mango into their mouths, and muttered, "Dog food doesn't taste good at all."

Now that Wen Lian is being taken care of, it's time for her to continue traveling by herself.

Where are you going this time?Lijiang of literature and art, or Hugu Lake where you can see the Milky Way at night?Otherwise, go to Tibet again.Last time, just after getting off the plane, she passed out due to lack of oxygen.Fortunately, there is a young lady tour guide, otherwise she would not know how she died, so cowardly.

Willow trees are planted in an orderly manner on the river bank, and with the swaying of the branches, they bring fresh river breeze.

It was already the end of autumn, the wind carried a coolness, and the fallen leaves fluttered down from the trees, piling up the entire path.Another year is going to pass in a blink of an eye, when Wen Lian found out this, he couldn't help but be speechless, time flies so fast.

Waves of river wind brushed her cheeks, making her sober up a lot.

Only then did Wen Lian have to admit that going out for a walk could make her feel better.At least the haze covering her heart has lightened a lot.

She took a deep breath, turned her head to look at Gu Xianxi who was walking side by side with her, and found that the tip of her nose was a little red from the wind, and she had to tuck her clothes from time to time.

It's obviously not that cold yet, Wen Lian was only wearing a thin short sleeve, so she didn't feel cold at all.

Stopping in her tracks, she stretched out her palm, touched Gu Xianxi's fingertips, and she knew what was going on, and said, "It's not winter yet, and your body is cold again?"

Gu Xianxi's body froze, but she didn't expect to find out.

In the winters of the past few years, there is no warm coat.When Gu Xianxi was working, she had to wear a nurse's uniform. She couldn't wear too thick clothes inside, and wearing a down jacket outside made her look bad, so she could only live by holding her warm baby all day long.

When she came out, she didn't pay attention so much, she didn't put on any more clothes, and she didn't expect that it would be so cold by the river.

Not wanting Wen Lian to worry, she said bravely, "It's okay, it's not cold."

Wen Lian could tell at a glance that she was being stubborn, but he only had one piece of clothing on him, and he couldn't take it off for her.

Without even thinking about it, she stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Xianxi into her arms, wanting to warm her with her own body temperature, and asked, "Would this be better?"

Gu Xianxi didn't expect her to make such an intimate gesture suddenly, her mind froze, her face flushed so red that she was about to bleed.

Seeing the passers-by looking at them with strange eyes, Wen Lian was stunned, and let go of Gu Xianxi.

"Eh..." She reacted, came over and touched her cheek, and said embarrassedly: "It seems inappropriate for the public..."

"How about we go back?" she asked.

Gu Xianxi held her hand, the blush on his face hadn't faded and he said: "It took me a while to come out, let's go again."

Wen Lian was more inclined to go back, but Gu Xianxi insisted on going on, so she had no choice but to follow.

After walking half a circle around the river, both of them were tired, so they stopped to rest.

Sitting on a park bench, Wen Lian was so tired that she wanted to close her eyes.

Gu Xianxi took a deep breath in his hands, rubbed his fingertips, trying to speed up the blood flow in the local microcirculation.

Hearing the sound of music from the square dance across the river, she raised her head and took a look. She didn't know what she thought of, and she smiled suddenly, and said to Wen Lian: "When we get old, it would be nice if we could be as happy as them .”

Wen Lian opened his eyes and followed her gaze.A group of uncles and aunts in colorful clothes twisted their waists and danced happily.

She smiled and said, "At least, you have to grow old." The pessimistic thoughts are nothing like what she used to say.

When Gu Xianxi heard this, the smile on his face receded.

Obviously, Wen Lian also found that what she said was inappropriate, and her mood continued to sink. She looked up at the sky and said, "I suspect... that I'm going to suffer from depression again." Her current state is the same as when the first patient died. very similar.

Gu Xianxi stretched out his hands, pinched Wen Lian's ears, rubbed them lightly twice, and persuaded: "Don't think wildly, you know?"

"But..." Wen Lian wanted to defend himself, but Gu Xianxi interrupted him before he finished speaking.

"The person who promised to be a superman for me, how could he die before me?" Gu Xianxi leaned on Wen Lian's shoulder and said, "So don't think about it, you will be fine."

Senior sister, I want to be your superman and protect you...

Wen Lian's face turned red suspiciously, and he hesitated and asked: "Did you tear up that book?" The book she was talking about was the one she gave to Gu Xianxi on his first birthday. Book.There was a secret in it, which she thought Gu Xianxi would not know.

"Otherwise, how would you know the contents of the letter I hid in the interlayer of the cover..."

Because of the secret love at the time, Wen Lian didn't have the courage to speak out, so before sending the notebook to Gu Xianxi, Wen Lian wrote a letter with girlish feelings overnight?love letter?Sandwiched between the protective hard paper and the cover of the book, there is also the photo she took for Gu Xianxi inadvertently for the first time.

She thought that as long as she didn't tell... Gu Xianxi would never know...

Looking back, Wen Lian only felt that she was childish at the time...

Gu Xianxi smiled slyly and said, "Guess."

Wen Lian was so ashamed that his whole body was burning hot, feeling ashamed, and said in a vain way: "I can't guess. I thought you didn't find out..."

"The thickness of the two covers is totally different, you can tell by touching it. Do you really think I'm stupid?" Gu Xianxi smiled while pointing Wen Lian's head.In fact, she had already discovered it, and she just couldn't bear to pierce Wen Lian's shy face.

The words stuck in Wen Lian's throat, speechless.

Having said that, an idea popped into her mind.Now that the old matter was brought up again, she also wanted to take this opportunity to open up her heart to Gu Xianxi.

There are few people coming and going here, so no one will pay attention to what they are doing.Wen Lian put his palm on Gu Xianxi's waist and said, "I want to know something, can you tell me?"

"Huh?" Gu Xianxi moved away from Wen Lian's shoulder and looked at her.

"I want to know..." Wen Lian frowned, wondering if he should continue.

This is a huge knot in her heart.She has wanted to know the answer to this matter for a long time.

At the same time, this is also a very tangled issue.

If you ask, it may hurt their current feelings, but if you don't ask, this is another knot that cannot be resolved, and a hurdle that cannot be overcome.She couldn't predict what the result would be after asking.The need for adventure, she fears.

After weighing the two, Wen Lian made up his mind.

She took a deep breath, turned her face sideways, not wanting to look into Gu Xianxi's eyes, and asked, "Why...why did you break up with me at that time?..."

No matter who brings up the matter of breaking up, it will hurt two people in the end.

Wen Lian didn't deliberately want to tear open the wounds of the two, but he had to bring up old things.Because in addition to unraveling her own knot, she has one more thing to solve.

Gu Xianxi's smile froze on her face, she didn't want to mention the past, let alone the matter of hurting Wen Lian.Fearing that Wen Lian would run away again, she hugged Wen Lian's waist and put her chin on her shoulder. Seeing that Wen Lian didn't seem to resist, she asked, "Is it important?"

"It's very important." Wen Lian persistently wanted to know the answer.She hated the reason they broke up until she died.

Gu Xianxi didn't know where to start, but fortunately Wen Lian would not run away, she had a lot of time to think.

Slowly recalling that time in my mind.

...The rumors spread from the nursing department, the protagonist pointed directly at Wen Lian and her.

She is from the nursing department.Wen Lian would know about it, let alone her.So she fell into conflict earlier than Wen Lian.

She didn't know that the person spreading the rumors knew much about them, and maybe the next step was to reveal their names.

Wen Lian could not care about her reputation, but she couldn't... She couldn't afford the bet, so she surrendered!

and also……