To my dear senior sister

Gu Xianxi lowered his head, staring at her eyes, lost in thought.

The room was so quiet that only the breathing of the two could be heard.

After what seemed like a century, Gu Xianxi moved his palm to the corner of Wen Lian's clothes, and muttered in a low voice, "I don't know... I never thought that you would die..."

Wen Lian's question just now played back in her mind, as if she was speaking to herself, but also as if she was speaking to Wen Lian, she shook her head to herself: I never thought you would die, so I don't know...

Wen Lian's throat choked, with mixed feelings, he tried hard to suppress the surging emotions, and said in a hoarse voice: "If I really die...you have to live well, you know?"

Before she could finish her words, Gu Xianxi blocked her lips with her fingers.

Nonsense, you're not going to die.In the darkness, the expression on Gu Xianxi's face could not be seen, Wen Lian could only feel the faint trembling of the fingers on his lips.

She grinned, held the finger on her lips, tried to press it to the tip of her heart, and comforted Gu Xianxi and said: Yes, how could I die.I have a long, long life to live.

Although Wen Lian said this, Gu Xianxi was still sensitive to what she was going to do.Afraid that he was thinking too much, just as he was about to ask, he heard Wen Lian say.

At least one hundred years of life is enough... Holding Gu Xianxi close to her, Wen Lian said with a smile: "When the time comes, I will go to the square dance with you."

The uneasiness in Gu Xianxi's heart was suppressed, and he pouted and retorted: "I'm a hundred years old, how can I still jump?"

How romantic is it that we can have the babysitter push us around in a wheelchair?Wen Lian thought for a while, and said solemnly.

As soon as these words came out, Gu Xianxi couldn't help laughing, and his thin shoulders trembled slightly in Wen Lian's arms.

Seeing that the coping was over, Wen Lian let out a shallow breath.

Staring at the person in the mirror for a long time, her face was pale, her lips lacked blood, her eyelids drooped heavily, and her eyes were half closed, just like a terminally ill patient.Even though he purposely wore a bright yellow coat in order to look more lively, he still felt that something was missing.

Wen Lian raised his hand and tugged at his collar, scanning his eyes from bottom to top, what was missing?She reached out and took a baseball cap from the hanger, put it on her head, and lowered the brim of the hat to cover half of her face. Only then did she feel better.

She was going to the hospital for a blood test soon, and she didn't want acquaintances to see her like this.Her eyes moved back to her face, and she looked at herself in the mirror.

"Are you ready?" Gu Xianxi asked after getting out of the room after changing her clothes.Because she was going to accompany Wen Lian to the hospital, she tried her best to dress as simple as possible, just an off-white coat and jeans.

"Huh?" Wen Lian was brought back to his senses by her, and he looked away from the mirror dully, looking at Gu Xianxi.She took a deep breath, suppressed the restlessness in her heart, and nodded.

"Then let's go." Gu Xianxi pointed out, and after receiving Wen Lian's response, she took her bag from the sofa and was about to open the door.

"Senior sister..." Wen Lian stood on the spot, hesitating in his footsteps, with an apprehensive expression, he stretched out his hand to stop Gu Xianxi.

"What's wrong?" Gu Xianxi turned around and asked suspiciously.

Wen Lian struggled violently in his heart, hesitated to speak, flexed his fingers, finally gave up, withdrew his hand with difficulty, shook his head and said: "No..."

When he came to the hospital, Gu Xianxi handed over his bag to Wen Lian to look at, and then went to register for Wen Lian.Wen Lian's face is low, not to mention that this matter put a lot of pressure on her, so Gu Xianxi took the initiative to bear these matters, without Wen Lian saying a word.

Wen Lian sat on the bench in the corridor, looked left and right, then lowered the brim of his hat again, not wanting to be recognized by others.

After waiting for a while, she lowered her head to look at the bag in her arms, hesitated for a moment, raised her head and looked in the direction Gu Xianxi left, guessing that Gu Xianxi would not come back so soon, fumbled to take out her wallet from her pocket .

Unzipping the zipper, apart from a few 100 yuan bills and a small amount of change, there are only a dozen cards left.

Most of these cards are from the bank, which is most of Wen Lian's income from graduate school to now, as well as money from her parents who call her occasionally.She didn't use much, except for the large amount she gave Papa Gu last time, all she spent was piecemeal.

It doesn't say that there are hundreds of thousands, there are still 10,000+, and she doesn't know the exact number.

Wen Lian rummaged through it for a while, and after confirming that it was correct, he took out a note from his pocket filled with these passwords, stuffed it in, and zipped it up.

Just about to put the wallet into Gu Xianxi's bag, she stopped again, opened the wallet again, and found a one-inch photo from the inner interlayer.

Young face, with youthful immaturity, smiles like a flower.That was Gu Xianxi who had just turned 20 years old.

Wen Lian was fascinated by the people in the photo, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smirk.

When Gu Xianxi was in the hospital, she would often help some elderly people to register, so registering a number was very familiar to her.When queuing, it took some time, and the rest came quickly.

When she came back, Wen Lian had already hidden the wallet and put the photos next to her body.

Gu Xianxi stood in front of Wen Lian, holding the medical record and payment card in one hand, and holding Wen Lian's hand in the other, and said, "We're going to the laboratory to draw blood."

Wen Lian nodded absently, stood up, and didn't care where Gu Xianxi took her, as long as she followed her.

After coming to the laboratory and handing over the list to the doctor.The doctor asked about Wen Lian's situation. He heard that Wen Lian had the same occupation as him, and he came for the HIV test because of an operation accident. There was pity in his eyes, without any discrimination, and he was going to draw her blood.

Wen Lian rolled up her sleeves and asked the doctor to tie a tourniquet on her upper arm.After a while of slapping, the veins in the arms floated out.

While the doctor was holding the needle, Wen Lian closed his eyes, his throat squirmed, and turned his head away, unwilling to see the blood flowing out of his body.

Gu Xianxi, who was standing beside Wen Lian, was equally nervous. Seeing this scene, his heart ached, and he couldn't help but stretch out his hand to wrap Wen Lian's head into his arms, hoping to give her some strength.

The momentary pain, the slight warmth without even frowning.The blood with body temperature slowly flows into the blood collection tube along the thin tube, filling it up quickly.

The doctor quickly pulled out the needle, and pressed the cotton swab dipped in iodophor on Wen Lian's arm.

After a tube of blood was drawn out, Wen Lian felt his whole heart go cold. The hand that was drained of blood clenched its fist, and the whole hand trembled under the table.She didn't want Gu Xianxi to worry, so she asked calmly, "How long will it take to get the report?"

The doctor put a label on Wen Lian's blood tube, and wrote a few words on her test sheet. Seeing that it was not convenient for Wen Lian to take it, he handed the test sheet to Gu Xianxi and said, "Come and get it at two or three in the afternoon. , we will report to you as soon as possible."

"Thank you..." Wen Lian said with absent-minded eyes.

The two left the laboratory, and Wen Lian was so weak that he almost fell to the ground within a short distance.

Fortunately, Gu Xianxi quickly supported her and led her to sit on a chair in the corridor.

Gu Xianxi took out a tissue and wiped off the sweat on Wen Lian's forehead, worried about her current situation and asked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable there?" Wen Lian shook his head.

Gu Xianxi also guessed that she was too worried about her body and wanted to divert Wen Lian's attention away.She glanced at the time, and it was still a long time before two o'clock in the afternoon, so she asked, "It's still early, so where are the gaps between us going?"

Wen Lian leaned his neck on the back of the chair, faced the corridor coming up, shook his head with a pale face, and moved his lips and said: "I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to know the result."

After waiting for two weeks, the outcome that will determine her life is about to come out.Wen Lian was frightened and nervous. When Gu Xianxi couldn't see her, her teeth were trembling, and she didn't have the strength to walk.

"Alright then." Gu Xianxi had no choice but to hold Wen Lian's hand and wait with her.

There are people coming and going in the corridor, no matter the doctors, nurses or patients, they all walk past in a hurry, no one will stop and pay attention to them curiously.

Time passed quickly, and when the clock was about to reach two o'clock, Wen Lian, who had been turning the back of his head towards Gu Xianxi, suddenly turned his head.

"When I came in just now, there was a KFC in front of the hospital, did you see it?"

"Is there?" Gu Xianxi recalled carefully.

"Yes." Wen Lian nodded affirmatively, and opened his mouth with difficulty: "I want to eat the popcorn sold inside..."

Gu Xianxi glanced at the time again, "But I'm going to get the report soon..."

Wen Lian smiled and said, "It's okay, I can wait."

Gu Xianxi was hesitant, Wen Lian seldom asked himself anything, this time he had to satisfy her.She stood up from the chair, took out the wallet from her bag, and said, "Then you have to wait for me here, don't run around."

Wen Lian nodded with a smile.

Gu Xianxi held Wen Lian's inspection sheet in his hand, and was about to leave as he spoke.Wen Lian grabbed her and said to the inspection sheet in her hand: "Shopping, why are you taking the sheet?" He stretched out his hand to pick it up, "Give it to me."

Gu Xianxi came to his senses, and handed the inspection sheet to Wen Lian.

After Gu Xianxi's figure disappeared around the corner, Wen Lian's smile was pulled down.

This was the first time she lied to her, and the last time.

The KFC at the door was all nonsense, she just wanted to distract Gu Xianxi.

To get the report, as long as she is alone is enough, including knowing the result.

Wen Lian lowered his head, inexplicably wanting to laugh.

Why are you so pitiful?Be lonely even if you are not alone.She laughed so much that tears came out, she wiped her hands clean, stood up holding the handles, and walked towards the window where the report came out...

When Gu Xianxi came back, Wen Lian was no longer on the chair in the corridor.

She thought she was dazzled, and walked over in a panic.There is nothing wrong with the location, the person is indeed gone, and the bag she left here is also gone.

Is it possible to go to the toilet?Gu Xianxi put the popcorn on the chair, looking around for Wen Lian...