King glory Ma Chao's fan: Wakazuki

"Senior must be lying to me, you can't take this kind of thing as a joke." I forced a smile and looked up at Ma Chao.

I expect that Ma Chao will immediately stand up and refute that what Guiguzi said is false.

...but he didn't.

Crystal dewdrops slipped from the leaves and dripped into the soil.

Invisibly, there seems to be a hand strangling my soul, depriving me of breathing, and tearing my heart apart.

"Meng Qi...Meng Qi..."

Trembling all over, I hugged his waist tightly.I hugged him so tightly that I was afraid that he would leave me in the next second.

"He's lying to us, isn't he? He's lying to us..."

My nose was sore, and two lines of hot tears fell from my cheeks.

I don't believe it, I don't believe it.

I have been with him for almost ten years, from the initial hypocrisy to the later mutual affection.I have already lost him once, why is God so cruel and wants me to lose him again.

"sorry."

Ma Chao said this sentence again, in exactly the same tone as before.

I stared blankly at him, my eyes glazed over, my soul seemed to have been taken away, my lips subconsciously moved twice, but no sound came out.

"It seems that I said something wrong."

Guiguzi stood aside and took a long time to make a sound.

"How long is it?" I asked almost out of control.

"About three years." Guiguzi said.

three years.There are only three years left.

Ten years is just a blink of an eye. In the past, I fought against the sky and stole the time to spend the rest of my life with him.But now, God wants to take him away again.

"Mother, why are you crying? Are you angry with Xi'er? It's because Xi'er is bad, and Xi'er is no longer playful."

Yun Zhongjun let Xi'er fall to the ground, and when she saw me crying, she immediately ran to me to comfort me.

I looked at Xi'er, and the tears couldn't stop falling.I knelt down, held Xi'er in my arms, and buried her on her shoulder, crying.

If Xi'er knew that her beloved father couldn't watch her grow up and accompany her to see everything in the world, how sad she would be.

On the way back to Yicheng, none of us spoke.Xi'er lay quietly on my lap, staring at Ma Chao.

I have a lot to ask at this time, but I don't know where to start.

I should have thought that the art of reincarnation is not that simple, and the seven-star life-extending lamp can only last for one era, that is, 12 years.

Ma Chao and Zhuge Liang knew this from the very beginning, but they never told me that they must be afraid that I would be sad.

Thinking about it now, Ma Chao was able to let go of everything and stay by my side because he knew he couldn't accompany me to the end, so he cherished every moment he could be with me.

"Mr. Zhuge, is there no other way?" I pursed my lips tightly, flipping through Zhuge Liang's collection of books again like ten years ago.

Zhuge Liang just shook his head, "It seems that you already know, but these 12 years are already a gift from God, how can you ask for more?"

"Can I share the rest of my life with him?" I still didn't give up.

The blue strategist sighed and closed the book in my hand, "You know it's impossible, so why ask me."

It turned out that I still couldn't change the ending.

I returned the book to Zhuge Liang and walked back slowly.Walking outside the house, I heard the conversation between Ma Chao and Xi'er.

"Xi'er, if one day I'm gone, you must take good care of your mother." Ma Chao picked Xi'er up from the ground.

"Where is Daddy going?" Xi'er asked innocently.

"To a place far away."

"Will you come back?"

"Maybe not."

"Xi'er doesn't want Daddy to leave."

Ma Chao looked at Xi'er, his eyes filled with reluctance.

"If one day I am gone, you will never hear my voice or see me again, but I will still be by your side."

"When Xi'er is playing outside, I will wait for you at home."

"When Xi'er is sleeping at home, I will guard you at the door."

"You can't see me, but I never left you."

Xi'er nodded with a half understanding, and then put her arms around Ma Chao's neck.

I stood in the doorway with my back against the wall and my hands covering my cheeks.

I watched the leaves fall from the branches, and the fallen leaves kept spinning in the autumn wind, and finally drifted to nowhere.

The sky outside the house was overcast, and the air became cloudy, as if it would rain at any moment.It was as if a hole had been torn out of my heart, and it was cold and painful when the wind blew in.

I think of the days when I met Ma Chao, it always rained.Slight drizzle, torrential rain, but I don't know that the rain is telling parting.

The word love is the most painful, it has tortured me for so many years, but I still refuse to give up.

I think of a poem I read in my early years. The first sentence of the poem says: "First, it is best not to meet each other, so that you don't fall in love."

God sent Ma Chao to me, let me taste the bitterness and sweetness of love, and let me understand that there are still people in this world to rely on.

But what did I do wrong, God wants to punish me like this.

I have been with Ma Chao for so long, and I have long since turned love into family affection.

He is my lover, and even more my relative, the love that blood is thicker than water, and our souls have long been fused together, inseparable.

I was cooking dinner in the kitchen, cutting vegetables while weeping, cutting my finger with a sharp knife, but I felt no pain.

"lady."

Ma Chao didn't know when he stood behind me, and moved the knife away distressedly.He then brought gauze and wrapped it around my injured finger.

I wiped away my tears and pretended to be calm, "Where's Xi'er?"

"Just fell asleep."

"What do you want for dinner? Sweet or spicy?"

"Madam decides."

"Let's make it spicy. I may eat it less in the future."

"..."

As I spoke, my tears fell again.

"sorry Sorry."

Ma Chao embraced me, his voice trembling.

"Why do you say sorry?" I asked.

"Because I can't protect you forever." He replied.

I put my hand on his chest and stained his clothes with tears, "Who am I? How can I need protection."

"My wife is the most beautiful and toughest person in the world, and she is also the person my husband loves the most in his life."

favorite person.

The love of my life.

We have been strong all our lives. We spent the first half of our lives alone in two corners of the world, and we came together after going through many hardships.

"There are still three years left, don't make it look like you are going to leave soon." I stopped crying, and came out of his arms with a smile, "Everything has a turning point, I will definitely find a way to keep you alive."

"Okay." Ma Chao took my hand, his palm was so warm, as if it could melt all the glaciers in the world.

Maybe time will heal the scars and take away all the pain in the world, but it cannot go back.

The seeds sown by fate have germinated and borne full fruit.A story has a beginning and is destined to have an end.

I will lose my lover.

twice.

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Unfinished