King glory Ma Chao's fan: Wakazuki

People always take "willing to be a lovebird in the sky, and Lianlizhi in the earth." as a kind of oath.

But what is the next line of this poem?

It is "Forever and ever, sometimes it will end, and this hatred will last forever."

Even if it is forever, there will be an end, but the regret and longing for not being together has no end.

I began to be afraid of the night, afraid of the dawn, afraid of the day being lost, afraid of not seeing him when I woke up the next day.

"After I die, bury me in Xiliang."

Before Ma Chao left, I hugged him like before. We looked at each other and were silent.

13 years, we have been together for 13 years.

I have a lot of things I want to say to him every day, but today, I can't say a word.

Ma Chao bowed his head and kissed my lips, he was so gentle, so gentle that nothing in the world could compare to him.But I still cried, and he just hugged me tightly, and then he cried too.

It happened to be New Year's Eve when he left. In previous years, Yicheng would be very lively at this time, and every household would open the windows to let the bright sunshine into the house, preparing for the New Year.

The adults would take the children to set off firecrackers, and Xi'er clamored to play every year. Ma Chao had no choice but to take her to play.

This was a very lively and joyous day.But this year's New Year's Eve, there was no more laughter.

Because Yicheng lost its mighty general, Xi'er lost her father, and I lost my husband.

Xi'er only cried once on the day Ma Chao left. She was very strong and said that she would protect me for Daddy when Daddy was gone.

Later, I accidentally went to the storage room, and saw Xi'er curled up by herself, crying softly facing the wall.

I asked her why she hid it, and she said that her father said that she should not cry in front of her mother.Because mother also likes to cry, seeing Xi'er crying mother will also cry.

I wiped her tears and held her in my arms.Xi'er's eyes are very similar to Ma Chao's, and so is her profile. She is the only consolation God has left for me.

A few days later, I took Xi'er back to Xiliang, because Ma Chao said he wanted to stay here even after his death, so I wanted to fulfill his wish.

A Xiao also came with us, because Xi'er was too young to hold the Lenghui gun, so A Xiao carried the whole journey for her.

I took Xi'er to meet the old village owner in Xiliang. The old village owner's hair is already gray, and his legs and feet are not as flexible as before.

I told Xi'er about the mistakes the old village owner made before, and Xi'er didn't like him, but still called him Grandpa.

When the old village master saw Xi'er, tears welled up in his eyes, he must have thought of his son.He stroked Xi'er's hair tremblingly, and muttered, "So I was wrong from the beginning."

I asked the old village owner, "Do you regret it? Do you regret the decision you made? Look, you don't even have your last son now."

The old village master closed his eyes, tears rolled down his old face, "Regret, but what's the use of regret?"

Yeah, it's no use regretting.

If it is wrong, it is wrong, and if it is passed, it is passed.

Ma Chao will leave a legendary deed in the history books, will be admired by future generations, and then will be forgotten by future generations as time goes by.

After living in Xiliang for a while, I took Ah Xiao and Xi'er back to Yicheng.Ah Xiao is still working in Liu Bei's residence, while Xi'er is continuing her studies with Zhuge Liang.

Snow fell in Yicheng, the sky and the earth turned grayish white, and the snow on the mountains in the distance was blindingly white.

A Xiao took out a cloak from the room and put it on for me. At first I was stunned for a moment, thinking that Ma Chao did this for me a few years ago, I felt a burst of sadness in my heart.

A few years later, Xi'er got married, and her husband was Liu Bei's child, who treated her very well, and Ah Xiao also found someone she liked, and the big thing I was thinking about was finally settled.

I went to Xiliang alone, with my name as a summoner, no one would dare to set foot here.

I go to Ma Chao's grave every day to see him and accompany him.The time with him is not long or short.So long that I can dream of him every night, but so short that I never see him again when I turn around.

Over the years, my eyes are not so good after crying, and I often have physical problems. I feel blurred when I see things, and I am used to stumbling.

I have a few strands of white hair on my hair, and many wrinkles on my face. I am not as pretty as when I was young, but fortunately, Ma Chao can't see these at all, so I don't have to worry that he will dislike me.

"You buried your bones in the mud of the spring, and I sent the world full of snow." The poems I read when I was a student are somewhat touching in retrospect.

In recent days, the number of times I have dreamed about Ma Chao has become less and less. People say that when a person disappears in your dream, it is because you are forgetting him.

It's funny to say, I have been in this world for more than 20 years, most of the time I have him by my side, how could I forget him?

Granny Mang from Yicheng always told me, if you forget it, forget it, it’s better than never forgetting it.But how could I forget him?

My husband is an incomparably brave general, the five tiger generals known as Jin Ma Chao, the man I love the most in this world, and who loves me the most.How could I, how could I forget him.

Meng Qi, remember what you said to me earlier?

You said that I will go to a place far away, so far away that you can't find me, you are actually saying that you will leave, right?

At that time I said, no matter where I go, I will come back to you.If you can't find me, let me find you instead.I will find you anywhere in the world.

It is said that people will enter reincarnation after death, and those who were deeply in love in the previous life will meet in the next life.

Then please wait for me, I will definitely find you first among the crowd in the next life, and then we will never be separated again.

"Mother, mother..."

In the haze, I heard Xi'er calling.

After Xi'er got married, whenever she had free time, she would bring her husband and A Xiao to visit me in Xiliang. They knew that my health was not good, so they would bring a lot of supplements every time.

"Shh, don't disturb my sister, she is just tired and wants to sleep well." Ah Xiao whispered, but her voice was tinged with tears.

"Then mother, you should sleep for a while, after you wake up, Xi'er will tell you the stories I heard from Mr. these years, mother will definitely like it." Xi'er held my hand and said softly.

Warm tears dripped on my hands, I tried to open my eyes, but I could no longer see their appearance clearly.

In a daze, I seemed to see Ma Chao, he still had that handsome face, calling my wife over and over again.He smiled and stretched out his hand to me, and I smiled as well.

I had a dream that day, about our beginning 20 years ago, about that rainy night, he pointed a cold gun at me.

I thought it was a nightmare, and I was terrified at the time.

But now, I am not afraid anymore.

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Unfinished

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