It's too late

1.

Not long after, Li Xin went to the company one morning and was surprised to find a bunch of delicate red roses on the desk in his office. His first reaction was that someone had sent the flowers to the wrong place.

"Ah Xin, have you had peach blossoms lately?" Sister Li from the company joked that Sister Li is an old man in the company, and she is usually kind and loves to make some irrelevant jokes with everyone.

Li Xin looked at the red roses and was speechless: "Sister Li, if there are peach blossoms, I will give them to you. It's impossible..." It's impossible for a gentleman to receive such a red rose, "Sister Li, take the flowers away." , it would be better to insert it on your desk."

Sister Li smiled happily: "Aren't you afraid that the sender of flowers will be angry?"

"I don't even know who gave it to you, so you can take it away." Anyway, it wasn't Mu Shaohua who gave it to him. That bastard chased him, and he was too lazy to catch up with the romantic affairs. If he had known, he wouldn't be so easy to catch up .

Li Xin stuffed the flowers into Sister Li's hands and started to do business formally. He didn't think about flowers specifically, just thought it was someone's prank.

When it was time to get off work in the afternoon, Li Xin finally knew who sent the flowers, because the person was right in front of his eyes.Met in a hurry at the airport, thinking that there would be no chance to meet again in this life, but I didn't expect that after that, someone came.

"Xin, are you okay?" Lu Yuan asked standing by the car.

"Mister, my name is Li Xin, please give me your full name, and thank you for your concern." Li Xin didn't want to talk to him, and wanted to go around Lu Yuan's car, since they broke up, just be a passerby.

Lu Yuan took Li Xin's arm and said, "Xin, we haven't seen each other for so long, let's have a meal together."

Li Xin pushed Lu Yuan's hand away with the other hand, and replied calmly: "I'm sorry, my lover is still waiting for me to cook, and I don't have time to eat with you. Call me Li Xin again."

Seeing a taxi approaching in the distance, he quickly waved his hand, got on it and let the master drive, leaving Lu Yuan standing where he was.

When he got home, he found Mu Shaohua lying on the sofa. Li Xin walked over and lay on Mu Shaohua's body.

Li Xin usually puts down his bag when he returns home and says "I'm back", but he has never seen such a comforting gesture today. Mu Shaohua hugged Li Xin tightly and asked, "What's wrong? You're not in a good mood either."

"'Yeah', you are in a bad mood." Li Xin raised his head from Mu Shaohua's chest and asked.

"It's nothing. I saw him at school today. He had a girlfriend. He was walking with his girlfriend on the road. They were not far from me. It's just that he only remembered to greet his girlfriend and didn't notice me. I kept hearing That woman asked him what he wanted, and he felt angry. I used to be so good to him and he didn't want it, but he actually likes such a materialistic woman. Could it be that I am so inferior compared to that woman." Mu Shaohua touched He touched Li Xin's face and rubbed it carefully.

"I don't admit that you are bad, but I have pretty good eyesight." Li Xin continued to bury his face on Mu Shaohua's chest and said sullenly.

"It means you have good eyesight." Mu Shaohua remembered the question just now, "You haven't told me why you are in a bad mood yet?"

"I met my ex-boyfriend, he was waiting for me in front of the company, and he gave me a bouquet of red roses in the morning." Li Xin didn't hide anything from Mu Shaohua, he felt that lovers should tell them the same Secret, how many couples in the world are not together because of misunderstanding.

"Hey." Mu Shaohua patted Li Xin on the back, "He won't want to turn around, what are you doing, prying the corner of my wall."

"The corner of the wall will not be shaken." Li Xin got up from Mu Shaohua's body, "I'm not a dog. If I'm happy, I'll call it, and if I'm not, I'll drive it away."

Go to the kitchen and prepare dinner.

"I'm here to help, what do you want me to do?"

"Peel the potatoes, and tonight I'll make three delicacies from the ground and stewed beef brisket with potatoes." Li Xin was not too polite, and now Li Xin and Mu Shaohua's life is like a couple.This poetry writing is what Mu Shaohua should do. After all, two people live together, and everyone should learn to adapt to each other and add themselves to each other's life.

Mu Shaohua peeled the skin, and suddenly said: "Li Xin, we are together, don't forget the old love."

"I just want to say this to you, but don't surrender when he cries." Li Xin walked over with a spatula and kicked Mu Shaohua's leg.

Mu Shaohua looked at the back of Li Xin cooking and felt very satisfied, living a quiet life is good.

2.

Even though Li Xin spoke rudely to Lu Yuan, he didn't even glance at Lu Yuan from the corner of his eye.But for the next two weeks, Lu Yuan would wait for Li Xin to leave work every day under Li Xin's company, just to have a conversation with Li Xin.At the beginning, Li Xin responded with a few words, telling Lu Yuan not to come to him, saying that the two of them had broken up, and it was not good to continue like this.But as Lu Yuan didn't listen, Li Xin didn't even have the idea of ​​talking to him.

It's not that he is deliberately indifferent to Lu Yuan, nor is he hating Lu Yuan.Li Xin was just thinking, when Lu Yuan said that the breakup was clean and tidy, he moved out of the shared house the next day, no matter how Li Xin tried to find Lu Yuan, he called Lu Yuan's friend Cheng Hao, Cheng Hao said: "Li Xin, if you break up, don't stalk him. If you let him go, let yourself go, go home."

You see, their five years of relationship ended with "letting go". Li Xin didn't know what he did wrong, which caused Lu Yuan to break up. After all, they have been together for five years. There is no love but family affection. Why be so desperate .

Li Xin is not a stalker, he just wants to ask clearly why he wants to break up and always give him a reason.He doesn't believe in the saying "breaking up is breaking up, so there is a reason, if you want a reason, I can make one up for you".

Well, in the end he was willing to give up and let Lu Yuan go.His mother passed away two years ago, and he decided to forget the past and come to this city to start again, not to stalk the past. He wanted to let himself go, but he never thought that those who said let him go would not let him go.

Today Li Xin has to make it clear to Lu Yuan, otherwise Li Xin will go crazy, and Lu Yuan's behavior has already begun to affect his life.

"Xin, I really love you." Lu Yuan and Li Xin sat in a coffee shop not far from Li Xin's company.

Li Xin didn't want to correct Lu Yuan's title problem, and he couldn't correct it after so long. It's just a title, and it can't represent anything else.

"Lu Yuan, let's have a clear chat today. You're blocking me every day, and I'm tired too. Why did you break up with me back then? I still can't figure out why you broke up. Our relationship was obviously very stable back then. "Li Xin didn't want to talk nonsense in circles, so he asked directly.

"I was wrong about what happened back then, now we can start over." Lu Yuan reached out to hold Li Xin's hand on the table.

Li Xin immediately pulled his hand away and said: "Lu Yuan, I have a boyfriend, please show some respect. Since you don't want to talk about what happened back then, why come to me again, the only thing I can't let go of for you now is the breakup. The rest is gone. I started to live my life again, and I hope you can too, anyway, you are the one who broke up."

"We used to be together for five years, did we just forget our relationship?" Lu Yuan smiled wryly.

"We haven't been apart for four years?"

"Give me a chance to love you again, I won't hurt you again, and I will cherish you well."

"Lu Yuan." Li Xin couldn't help raising his voice, "We broke up, don't come to me. You asked me to let you go before, but now I ask you to let me go."

Li Xin felt that what he said was clear enough, but Lu Yuan seemed like he couldn't understand, and kept asking him to give him a chance to start over.Why should he give it?He was the one who said to break up back then, and he was the one who said to get back together this year. Is he just a dog?Li Xin admits that those five years are not easy to forget, but he has adjusted his mentality to face up to that relationship.

I don't want Lu Yuan to disturb his current life. He is very happy now. There are people waiting for him when he returns home. He no longer feels lonely when he returns home alone. He knows he is satisfied.

Relentless, he raised his left hand, took off the watch on his left hand, stretched out his hand in front of Lu Yuan, and said in a cold tone: "Look, I couldn't stand you not giving me a reason to break up, I couldn't stand your ruthlessness, I almost threw you Fortunately, my mother came in time. Even if I was saved by sending me to the hospital, now you have the chance to start again. If I die, you can say it to the tombstone. Love you, Li Xin Dead, that Li Xin who only has Lu Yuan in his life is dead, don't look for me again."

Lu Yuan stared blankly at Li Xin's wrist, he knew that Li Xin didn't like to wear a watch, especially when he was with Li Xin and reminded Li Xin of the time, Li Xin didn't like wearing a watch even more.He had seen Li Xin's watch a long time ago, and thought that his habit had changed, but he did not expect that there was such a big scar under the watch.If he knew that the breakup would hurt Li Xin so much, he would not dare to break up.

Lu Yuan trembled and wanted to touch the scar on Li Xin's hand, but Li Xin retracted his hand and put on the watch again.

"Lu Yuan, didn't you have a happy breakup before, I hope you are now too. You will find someone who loves you in the future and live a happy life." Li Xin tried hard to calm down, Xiaozhi responded with emotion and reason Lu Yuan said.

Lu Yuan sat blankly in his seat. He left Li Xin for Li Xin's good. He didn't know that Li Xin would commit suicide. If...he knew that Li Xin would almost die. Leave Li Xin.He regrets it.

Li Xin didn't wait for Lu Yuan's answer, and didn't care.He turned the page over and let out a long breath.

"I have to leave beforehand." Li Xin thought that there was nothing else to do, turned and left.

Lu Yuan didn't stop him, and now his mind is in chaos.

Li Xin walked out the door easily, he should cherish the life he earned from his fate and make himself feel happy.

3.

Since Li Xin and Lu Yuan made it clear, Lu Yuan may have felt a debt in his heart, and he didn't come to him for a while, Li Xin felt relieved.

On the early morning of the weekend, the cloudy day for many days finally turned clear, and the sun shone warmly in the tidy house. Sitting in such a house, the mood followed by the beautiful weather became brighter.

Li Xin got up early and simply prepared breakfast. After the two had eaten, Li Xin took advantage of the good mood and weather to tidy up the house.Li Xin was busy cleaning like a serious housewife.After breakfast, Mu Shaohua, like an old man, lay down on the sofa with a magazine, looking leisurely.It's not that Mu Shaohua doesn't help, but that Li Xin dislikes him being in the way, and the more he helps, the more busy he is, it's better to let him sit on the sofa and stay still, so that he can work much faster.

What happened to the two men, why don't they still live like ordinary couples.

Mu Shaohua looked at the magazine and moved his eyes to Li Xin who was cleaning the floor with a vacuum cleaner, and sighed in his heart, this is the life he thought of before.There is a person who loves you by your side, and someone will greet you.Although he loves men by nature and cannot marry women, he still wants an ordinary life, just like the life he has now.

Just thinking about music, Mu Shaohua's train of thought was interrupted by the ringtone of the mobile phone. Looking at the name on the mobile phone, Mu Shaohua felt that time had passed so long that he almost forgot about this person.Pick up the phone: "Hello."

There was no voice coming from the other end of the phone right away. After a while of silence, a weak voice came: "Brother Shaohua, this is Zheng Lu. I don't have enough money with me, please go to the XXX store on XXX Road to borrow it." Do I have a sum of money?"

Mu Shaohua was also silent, but he still said, "Wait for a while."

Unexpectedly, after not calling him for a long time, the phone call turned out to be borrowing money. Mu Shaohua had never felt such a failure in life.

When Li Xin heard that Mu Shaohua called and hung up without saying a word, he looked up at Mu Shaohua curiously, and found that Mu Shaohua was in a low mood, so he asked, "Is it bad to make a phone call?"

"He asked me to send money there for him." Mu Shaohua got up and said to Li Xin, "It happens that you are going out to buy groceries, it's not far from here, let's go into the supermarket together."

Mu Shaohua didn't explain who he was, and Li Xin knew about it.

Li Xin thought about it, and knew that Mu Shaohua also wanted to prove to himself that he did not meet Zheng Lu privately and express his loyalty.Li Xin is not angry at Mu Shaohua for sending money to Zheng Lu. If Mu Shaohua is too indifferent to Zheng Lu, it will be abnormal. He has not given up on Zheng Lu for a long time, and it is impossible to forget it all at once. Lu Yuan's five years.

Without talking nonsense, he picked up his coat and changed shoes with Mu Shaohua and went out.

Li Xin finally saw Zheng Lu, whom Mu Shaohua often talked about when he was not with him, and gave him the impression that he was a shy boy who liked to lower his head when he spoke, and listened carefully to the soft voice.

"Brother Shaohua, thank you. I will definitely return the money to you some other day." Zheng Li said with a blushing face.Today he went shopping with his girlfriend, and the girlfriend saw a beautiful necklace at a good price and asked him for it.He fell in love with his girlfriend, and the girlfriend always wanted a lot of things, and the price was not low. His family didn't have that much money, but he didn't want his girlfriend to know, for fear that her girlfriend would look down on him, so he insisted.But this necklace was too expensive, seeing his girlfriend's hopeful eyes, he had no choice but to pretend that he didn't bring so much money, gritted his teeth and called Mu Shaohua to borrow it.

Mu Shaohua knew Zheng Lu's family situation when he was pursuing Zheng Lu, and he knew what was going on when he saw the price of the necklace, but he didn't dismantle Zheng Lu's stage, and cooperated with Zheng Lu in acting, paid the money and said: "Okay, wait for you Just give me the money when you have time."

After a few words of politeness, without looking at Zheng Lu again, he walked out with his arms around Li Xin's shoulders.

Li Xin looked back and saw Zheng Lu's thoughtful face, turned his head and smiled and said to Mu Shaohua, "I think I look better."

"This is jealousy." Mu Shaohua winked at Li Xin and smiled mischievously.

Zheng Lu watched Mu Shaohua walk away, and watched his girlfriend around him keep trying on the necklace in his hand, and kept looking in the mirror and ignoring him.Thinking of Mu Shaohua's tenderness towards the people around him just now, and comparing the difference between his girlfriend and Mu Shaohua, I feel very uncomfortable. Mu Shaohua also treated him like this before.

The more he thought about it, the more wronged he became. When Mu Shaohua chased him, the people in the dormitory didn't treat him very well, but they would still be polite when they met him.After Mu Shaohua left him, everyone in the dormitory knew that he had dumped Mu Shaohua, and it was even more embarrassing to show him that he had a girlfriend, especially Yang Shi often laughed at him sarcastically.

No one understood him, and no one treated him as well as Mu Shaohua.

He doesn't want to live this life anymore.