It's too late

1.

Mu Shaohua and Li Xin were loving each other on the sofa, and were about to continue on the bed.Li Xin's cell phone rang, Li Xin had no choice but to push away Mu Shaohua's face, and fumbled for the cell phone from the clothes under the sofa.

"Hi, hello." Mu Shaohua didn't let Li Xin go, and licked Li Xin's ears for fun. Li Xin avoided sensitively and patted Mu Shaohua on the back.

"Li Xin, is that you? I'm Cheng Hao."

"Oh, you have something to do with me?" Li Xin couldn't figure out why Cheng Hao would call him when both he and Lu Yuan made it clear.

"Li Xin, since seeing you, A Yuan has been working hard, day and night, and his body can't bear it..."

Li Xin interrupted Cheng Hao: "What does this have to do with me? I just told him clearly that he and I are no longer possible."

Although the words are heartless, they are also Li Xin's true feelings.If it is really good for both parties, it is best not to break the ties, which will make both parties unable to step down.

"Li Xin, you can't blame A Yuan for the breakup..."

Li Xin interrupted Cheng Hao again, and asked Mu Shaohua to back away first, sat up and supported his head, and said, "Cheng Hao, you all said that the breakup was not Lu Yuan's fault, and that was my fault? Don't you?" Tell me the reason for breaking up, and let me not blame Lu Yuan, why should I agree? He is the one who broke up for no reason, and he is the one who wants to come back now. How can there be such a good thing in the world? I will not go back Lu Yuan's side, besides, I'm doing well."

What's more, he has Mu Shaohua, and when he returns to Lu Yuan's side, what will he and Mu Shaohua do?separate?He is not this kind of person, Li Xin said that he couldn't do it.

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone before he said, "Aren't you coming to the hospital to see Lu Yuan?"

"Is it useful for me to go? I'm not a doctor."

The other side sighed, "Li Xin, you are A Yuan's heart disease, and he was not willing to break up at the beginning."

"I just want to know the answer back then. You said he had no wrong answer, otherwise I would always be confused."

"If a mother is terminally ill and doesn't have much time, and she asks the other party not to disturb her son during this time, so that her son can live a normal life during her lifetime, will you agree?"

Li Xin understood the reason, it turned out to be the case.

What else does he not understand?

Li's mother was terminally ill. Before she learned of her illness, Li's mother knew that Li Xin and Lu Yuan were together, and it was Li Xin who told her.At that time, Li's mother didn't react much and felt very calm. Li Xin thought her mother was very open-minded, so she didn't take it seriously.

On the other hand, Li's mother secretly approached Lu Yuan and told Lu Yuan that she would not live long, and only begged Lu Yuan not to come to Li Xin these days.Assuming that Li Xin really can't forget Lu Yuan, then she admits it, but Li Xin forgets Lu Yuan these days and finds a good girl to marry and live, then it's worth it for her to do so.

In the end Li's mother left him and Lu Yuan but failed to make him fall in love with women.

Lu Yuan had good intentions, and it was Lu Yuan who confessed to him. He felt that he had a responsibility to Li Xin and felt sorry for Li Xin, so he chose to let go.

It's just that Lu Yuan couldn't let Li Xin go, so he came back to see if Li Xin was with a woman. If Li Xin was alone, Lu Yuan naturally asked Li Xin to forgive him.Things are changing all the time, I didn't expect Li Xin to stay with another man, of course Lu Yuan was not reconciled.

"Which hospital is he in?" Li Xin asked.

"XXX Hospital on XXX Road."

Li Xin hung up the phone without saying a word, Mu Shaohua did not walk away from Li Xin, and heard the conversation clearly.He put a piece of clothing on Li Xin from behind and hugged Li Xin tightly, saying, "Do you want me to go with you?"

Li Xin tightened Mu Shaohua's hand around his waist, trying to draw heat from Mu Shaohua.Mu Shaohua understood Li Xin's meaning and hugged Li Xin even more tightly.

To be honest, Mu Shaohua was a little worried that Li Xin would break up.Although Li Xin didn't say much about him and his former lover, Mu Shaohua knew that Li Xin hadn't forgotten that relationship, otherwise he wouldn't be entangled in the reason for the breakup.Mu Shaohua is still willing to believe in Li Xin, they have not been together for a long time, but their relationship is not shallow, they will be together for a long time.

Li Xin's mind was really not calm, the truth stimulated him, he thought about countless reasons for breaking up, but he never thought about his mother's obstruction.When Lu Yuan broke up, it was for his own good.

When Mu Shaohua said he was willing to accompany him to the hospital, Li Xin was touched. There was a person who was willing to support him behind him and believed in himself. He felt much more relaxed.

Agreeing to Mu Shaohua's request, they went out together and drove to the hospital.

2.

Sitting in the car, Mu Shaohua was driving, the car was very quiet, and no one broke the calm.Li Xin's heart was not calm, and he didn't speak a word along the way, looking at the scenery outside the car, he just kept holding Mu Shaohua's thigh with his hands and didn't let go.

Ask about the ward where Lu Yuan lived, and when he reached the entrance of the ward, Mu Shaohua said he was waiting for Li Xin to come out in the corridor, Li Xin nodded and agreed, saying that he would come out in a short time, then turned and entered the ward.

Seeing Lu Yuan lying on the hospital bed, his face was pale and tired.

Lu Yuan was very happy to see Li Xin coming in, and beckoned Li Xin to sit beside him and patted the side of the bed.Li Xin walked over and didn't sit on the bed, but pulled a chair and sat down.

"I didn't expect you to come here?" Lu Yuan said kindly as if he didn't see that Li Xin could keep his distance.

"I know the reason for the breakup."

Lu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and said with a wry smile: "Cheng Hao told you, you came to see me because you know the reason."

"Yes." Li Xin said bluntly, "I want to make it clearer. When we broke up, you left me so bored. Even if I know the reason now, I don't thank you at all. I just broke up with you. At that time, I was so sad that I was dying, I committed suicide but failed..."

Hearing Li Xin talking about suicide, Lu Yuan hurriedly explained: "I was abroad at the time, so I didn't know..." Lu Yuan wanted to say more, but was interrupted by Li Xin raised his hand.

"Listen to me, Lu Yuan. When I think about suicide now, I want to scold myself for being stupid. I would die if I broke up. At that time, I really loved you to death. However, Lu Yuan, after so long, especially after experiencing me After the death of my mother, I realized that human life is not long, and maybe one day people will disappear. I want to cherish the people around me and find someone to live in. Now that I have found it, I don’t want to change, do you understand?" Li Xin looked seriously into Lu Yuan's eyes.

"I don't understand." Lu Yuan shouted violently, "I broke up for your own good. If I didn't break up, I would be the one who stays by your side now."

"Then why did you break up without discussing it with me? Was I so unreliable as your boyfriend at the time? You said you broke up for my own good, so was it for my good that I almost died for you? You Make a decision for me without authorization, and leave after saying it is for my own good, have you ever respected my opinion?" Li Xin was a little angry at the end.

Many people do things you don't want to do in the name of doing it for your own good.His mother is like this, wanting him to live the lives of most people, regardless of whether he is born gay or not, and whether he likes women as well as men.The same is true for Lu Yuan, thinking for his own good, breaking up without explaining the reason to him, no matter whether he is willing to accept it or not.

He is not an accessory, has no thought, no ability.He admitted that he was immature back then, which made people a little worried.But he was also a man, a man who could take his own responsibilities.He doesn't need others to treat him like a three-year-old, making decisions for him, not discussing with him, and not respecting his ideas.

When he was with Lu Yuan back then, Lu Yuan loved him like a child. He thought it was Lu Yuan who loved him too much, and he was complacent about it. Now it seems that Lu Yuan's overbearing behavior caused the irreparable things later.

If Lu Yuan could explain it clearly to Li Xin back then, he didn't believe that the two of them would have no way to discuss it.After all, Lu Yuan didn't think about his feelings, and didn't respect his opinion.

"I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions." Li Xin tried to calm down and said, "I am also a man, love is not your business alone, you have no confidence in me when you leave, right? You think I will definitely choose mine Mom, I won’t spend my whole life with you. Lu Yuan, you really don’t understand me. If you told me clearly at that time, I believe I can handle the matter between you and my mother. I will honor my mother and do my son’s duty. Accompany her for treatment, even if life is hard, we will not be together. But you have always treated me like a child, and only do what you want. "

"That's right, a person who can commit suicide for love is immature, no wonder you don't believe it." Li Xin laughed at himself.

Li Xin stood up and bid farewell to Lu Yuan, leaving a sentence: "My mother was fine when she left at the end, thank you for your concession."

Lu Yuan didn't keep Li Xin, he was thinking about Li Xin's words, didn't discuss with Li Xin, didn't believe Li Xin?It seems that this is the case. When he is with Li Xin, he always takes the initiative to take care of Li Xin. He always feels that Li Xin can’t do without his control. Li Xin’s affairs, big and small, are all arranged by him. For his dissatisfaction, he also made up a reason for him to refute Li Xin, and automatically ignored it.He never felt that Li Xin's opinion was very important. He felt that his decision was correct, and it was fine if he treated Li Xin well.

He forgot that Li Xin is also a man, a person who can make his own decisions, has his own thoughts and opinions, and can handle things perfectly by himself.

When Li Xin walked out, he quickly threw himself into Mu Shaohua's arms, and Mu Shaohua said dotingly, "It's over?"

The past is all over, let's move on to a new life.

"It's over." Li Xin's mood relaxed a lot, and he rubbed Mu Shaohua's face intimately with his face.

Cheng Hao calculated the time and came back from buying food outside. Seeing this scene, he suddenly felt that it was impossible for Li Xin to return to Lu Yuan's side. There was no way for Li Xin and the man holding him to get in. The scene was extremely warm.

3.

A few days later, Mu Shaohua went to the hospital again, not because of Lu Yuan, but because of Zheng Lu.

When Mu Shaohua received a call that day, he asked in a low voice, "Brother Shaohua, can you come to the hospital?"

Mu Shaohua frowned, actually he wanted to avoid suspicion, after all, he had said a lot about Zheng Lu in Li Xin's ear, but he was afraid that something would really happen to Zheng Lu, so he asked, "Is there a big deal? If it's a small matter, I'll ask Yang Shi to help you."

"Don't let Yang Shi come over." Zheng Yu's tone was very resistant, and said, "They don't like me, so they don't want to come, and I don't want them to come. Brother Shaohua, I hurt my foot, you can come here for a while trip?"

No matter what, when Zheng Yu was injured and asked him for help, it was impossible for Mu Shaohua to refuse.I went to the hospital to pick him up and went back to the school dormitory, and asked Zheng Lu on the way: "How did your foot hurt?"

Zheng Li chirped and said, "Brother Shaohua, can you please tell Yang Shi and the others not to hate me? If you don't come to our dormitory, they will hate me even more."

No matter how stupid Mu Shaohua is, he can understand it. When Mu Shaohua chased Zheng Lu, he didn't avoid suspicion. Yang Shi and the others knew that they liked men, and Zheng Lu didn't like to communicate with Yang Shi and the others. Lose face.But at that time, Zheng Lu accepted his kindness and made them misunderstand that Zheng Lu would accept him, while secretly resisting himself.Later, after I made it clear to Zheng Lu, I didn't go to Zheng Lu's dormitory to find him.It didn't take long for Zheng Lu to make another girlfriend. Yang Shi was partial to him, and of course put a knife in both sides of his brother, and pushed the whole fault to Zheng Lu, and blamed it on Zheng Lu.

Back at Zheng Lu's dormitory, Mu Shaohua called Yang Shi out: "Yang Shi, don't torment Zheng Lu next time, did you hurt his feet?"

"Brother Hua, he is the one who is sorry for you." Yang Shi looked angrily, refusing to admit his mistake.

Mu Shaohua patted Yang Shi on the head and comforted Yang Shi: "What are you sorry for? I just treat him as a younger brother, don't be a moth, lest I always come out to sweep the tail and make your sister-in-law angry."

"Ah? I have a sister-in-law, Brother Hua, congratulations." Yang Shi looked flattering.

Instructing Yang Shi and the others not to bully Zheng Lu, and also instructing Zheng Lu to pay attention, Mu Shaohua went home without looking back.

When Mu Shaohua came home, Li Xin had already prepared dinner.

"It's quite late today." Li Xin asked curiously when he saw Mu Shaohua coming back from the outside. Normally, Mu Shaohua would not go out at this time and would stay at home.

"Well, Zheng Lu is injured, I'll go to the hospital to pick him up and take him back to the dormitory." Mu Shaohua didn't want to hide it from Li Xin.

"We go to the hospital a lot these days."

Hearing the faint smell of jealousy in Li Xin's words, Mu Shaohua walked up to Li Xin and picked up a piece of ribs to eat, and said with a smile: "Don't, I only went when he was injured. If you are unhappy, I will let someone else go." alright."

"I didn't mean that, you didn't accompany me to the hospital last time." Li Xin wanted to say that he was fine, but in fact he felt a little uncomfortable. Looking at Mu Shaohua's eyes that I understood everything, he honestly changed the topic back , and took the initiative to say frankly, "Well, I'm actually a bit of a taster. Maybe you mentioned that person too many times in front of me. I always feel that he is my rival in love."

Mu Shaohua hugged Li Xin in his arms with a smile, kissed Li Xin's face and said, "I will try my best to let others go in the future and avoid appearing in front of him. But it's cute to see you jealous."

Disgusted, Li Xin pushed Mu Shaohua away, "My mouth is full of oil." He asked Mu Shaohua to carry the food to the living room, not talking to Mu Shaohua, and concentrate on cooking.

Seeing Li Xin's ears turn red, Mu Shaohua went out contentedly with the food.