Just don't get divorced [Interstellar]

After a rain, the air is much fresher. After the stung, the treetops are full of flowers, and the branches sprout new buds. Looking from a distance, there is a layer of fine and dense green, which makes people feel refreshed at a glance.

This is the best time of the year on the home planet of the imperial capital, and it also makes Yan Shuqing, who is used to the yellow sandy climate of the Falcon base, feel comfortable and nostalgic. He has always hated the dry and cold weather, but he has been in the Falcon team for a long time. , Returning to the mother star is still a bit of a homeland feeling, and I am not used to it.

Stepping on the wet ground, he pushed open the door of a private clinic, and before he saw anyone, he heard the sound of babbling milk.

"Little ancestor, this is really inedible, let go! Let go!"

"This doesn't work either! Ouch...hahaha...don't poke me to be ticklish!"

The sound of Chen Cheng's chickens flying and dogs jumping came, accompanied by giggles, he sat on a chair beside him, the hair on his head was messed up like a bird's nest, and the reagents, instruments and gauze beside him were scattered everywhere. A chubby, chubby little guy was lying on his lap, stretching out his fleshy little paws, poking his stomach with a surprised expression, and giggling cheerfully, not knowing what he was happy about.

Seeing this scene, the corner of Yan Shuqing's mouth twitched, and he laughed uncontrollably.

Hearing the sound, Chen Cheng turned around, and when he saw him, he rushed forward with a round "meat ball" like seeing a savior, "My God, you are finally back! If you don't come back, I will kill you!" I was tortured to death by your son! Look at him messing with my hair, I just applied hairspray this morning!"

As he said that, he hurriedly pushed the little guy out, but when the little guy saw Yan Shuqing, he leaned out of Chen Cheng's arms without being hugged by others, stretched out his two little hands and threw himself on Yan Shuqing, his mouth screaming excitedly. "Whoa whoa whoa" sound.

Yan Shuqing hurriedly caught him, and the little guy staggered so heavy that he couldn't help poking his round face with a smile, "Why is Juan so good today? Do you know how to ruin your Uncle Chen's hairstyle?"

The little guy named Hanamaki and nicknamed Juanjuan giggled and rubbed it sticky in his father's palm. He laughed until he lost his eyes. belly.

The little guy is less than one year old but very smart. Although he can't speak yet, he can already understand most of his father's meaning. Yan Shuqing was amused by his reaction, and couldn't help but tap the tip of his nose, "Then next time Let's make persistent efforts and strive to take away the candies that Uncle Chen secretly hid in the drawer, shall we?"

As soon as he heard the word "sugar", the little guy's purple grape-like eyes lit up instantly, he raised his four paws with a "wow", patted his little hands and feet happily, his little butt twisted back and forth on Yan Shuqing's arm, and looked Look eager to try.

Yan Shuqing couldn't help laughing, and Chen Cheng who was beside him jumped up angrily, "Yan Shuqing, you are nothing! I helped you look at my son for nothing all morning, and you just teamed up with this brat to bully me? You Do you know that the brat was taught badly by an irresponsible parent like you!"

"Oh?" Yan Shuqing smiled, curled up his lips, and sat on the chair next to him holding Juanjuan, "Juanjuan, are we bullying Uncle Chen?"

The little guy seemed to understand what he said, half leaning in his arms, obediently crossing his calves, shaking his little feet on his own, looking at his father and then at Uncle Chen, showing a bewildered look on his face. Expression, "... huh?"

"Look, Juanjuan doesn't even admit it, you old man, don't bully our father and son."

"This little guy is just pretending to be good in front of you."

Chen Cheng curled his lips angrily, glanced at Yan Shuqing and said, "Don't forget whose stomach he got out of, a certain person went to the Falcon team with a big belly, and almost died after a hail of bullets rolled around. , How obedient can the son born be, and still be a monkey? If you want me to say that your son is really up to you, he is always busy finding work for himself. "

Hearing this, Yan Shu was stunned for a moment, glanced at the little guy with a finger in his arms and a bulging bun face, and slowly pursed his lips.

In fact, until now, almost a year later, he still dare not recall everything that happened in the Falcons.

After learning the news of Jin Heng's death in battle, he was devastated. Although he was brought back to his home planet by Chen Cheng, he lived like a walking dead every day.

He opened his eyes every day to eat, check, and sleep, and there was nothing else to do. When he was performing missions in the Falcons, he was looking forward to taking a vacation every day to rest, but when he really rested When he got down, he fell into a huge panic.

A lot of time every day makes him panic. Even though Chen Cheng always takes time to accompany him, the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world is always with him every day. He has lost too much, from his family, To the position of major... Even Jin Heng left him, sometimes when he opened his eyes in the morning, he didn't know why he was still alive.

But that's all, as time went by, his stomach finally couldn't hide it anymore, and it bulged little by little.

Psychologically, he still can't accept that he has become a submissive who wants to reproduce, and he dare not face the inflated self in the mirror. In Cangjian, any submissive who is pregnant does not have to go out again. It is also rare to see a man with a full belly, but he is alone and has no one to rely on. When he thinks of going out with a big belly and suffering countless cold eyes and side-eyes, he doesn't even have the courage to go out.

Staying alone in a closed room every day, with no one to confide in, and unable to live as Yan Shuqing, he is like a dirty mouse hiding in the sewer where he cannot see anyone, living in fear every day, just waiting for a few The "unknown fear" in the belly of the moon.

At that time, he really had the urge to just finish it off and let it go, but when he really took out the gun and put it on his head, he could remember the last look he gave Jin Heng when he disappeared into the fire.

So nostalgic and affectionate, it made him tremble with pain every time he thought about it, and he couldn't forget that Jin Heng had used his life in exchange for his current peace.

Every time at this time, the little guy in his stomach would move very violently, as if he could sense his mood, give him silent company, the hand holding the gun hangs down weakly, he is really reluctant to let an innocent little guy accompany him Send yourself to death.

So from that day on, he secretly hid the gun, put away all sharp instruments in the house, and gritted his teeth no matter how painful he was in his heart. Eight months later, he lay peacefully on the operating table, despite Chen Cheng cut open his stomach with a sharp scalpel and welcomed a fresh little life.

I thought I could at least see a child as beautiful as the Q version of Jin Heng, but when I opened my eyes, I saw a wrinkled and crying little guy. It was ugly, but he knew that he would never be alone again.

"Hey, what are you thinking?"

Chen Cheng's voice interrupted his thoughts and brought him back to his senses. At this moment, Juan Juan was lying on the chair beside him, biting his fingers and staring at him curiously.

Yan Shuqing hooked the corners of his mouth, and moved his body while lying on the medical chair, "It's nothing, just lying flat like this makes me think of the same posture when I was cut open by you before. Now that I think about it, I still feel like that." The scalp is numb, so are you alright, when are you going to check?"

"Don't move around." Chen Cheng pressed his shoulders and continued to scan his limbs and abdominal cavity with the instrument, "If you know you are afraid, take good care of your body. You were injured so badly back then, it is already a miracle that you can give birth to Juanjuan , you must take good care of your body now, or you will suffer in the future."

Yan Shuqing rubbed his forehead and said with a smile, "Then it won't take me two months to come to your place. I'm not a woman and I have to confine myself. Besides, it's been almost a year, and any injuries are too early. Enough."

"Am I a doctor or are you a doctor?" Chen Cheng rolled his eyes at him and continued to check with his head down.

Yan Shuqing made a grimace at the son next to him, and the little guy let out a happy "wow", and the little rabbit hat with two ears on top of his head slid off and covered his eyes, he was stunned for a moment, not understanding what he was doing. Why did it suddenly turn dark in front of my eyes, I tilted my head, purred unhappily, kept swinging my two little hands back and forth, and sticking out my two little red ears, like a fat, silly rabbit.

Yan Shuqing likes to see his son's red ears the most. Sometimes, in order to make him angry on purpose, he deliberately takes away his favorite duckling. Two red ears, very much like Jin Heng's awkward look.

Couldn't help stretching out his hands to pinch his son's chubby ears, rolling back and forth, the father and son were having fun, but Chen Cheng next to him suddenly held his arm, and asked in a deep voice, "Shuqing, what are you doing?" Have you resumed training recently?"

"Ah? No, I don't have time to take care of my son every day, so I don't have time for training."

Yan Shu didn't raise his head, and continued to make his son happy.

"Then what's the matter with the lactic acid that suddenly appeared in your muscles? You didn't exercise a lot, where did these things come from?" Chen Cheng didn't give him a chance to dodge, he pointed his finger, and a holographic image appeared in front of his eyes.

"Your bone density and muscle strength have not yet returned to their original levels, and you are not suitable for high-intensity physical training, but the instrument shows that you have just exercised vigorously an hour ago, but you tell me what is going on. "

Chen Cheng poked the hologram with his fingers, his eyebrows furrowed tightly, Yan Shuqing paused, and shrugged indifferently, "Probably because it was raining just now and I was in a hurry to buy milk powder for Juanjuan so I ran back .”

Chen Cheng's complexion turned even worse in an instant, "It doesn't take a whole morning to get from the store to my house, so I said why you entrusted my son to me and ran out by yourself early in the morning, because you went to training, you What have you trained, going up the mountain of swords or going down the pan of oil?"

Speaking of this, Yan Shuqing simply stopped covering up, and after a moment of silence, he said in a low voice, "It's just a whole morning of gun practice."

One sentence made Chen Cheng heave a sigh of relief, he stood up and walked back and forth for a few steps before gritting his teeth and said, "Yan Shuqing, are you still planning to go back to Falcon Team?"

Yan Shuqing was silent, helping Juanjuan to straighten the crooked bunny hat.

"It's been almost a year, why...you don't give up! Why don't you take your son to live a good life now? Why do you have to think about going back every day? What's the use of you going back, Jin Heng has already... "

"He's still alive." Before Chen Cheng could finish speaking, Yan Shuqing interrupted him directly, "I went back to your home planet with you just because of Juanjuan, I had no other choice, but that doesn't mean I believed what you said .”

"I said that I can feel that he is still alive. Whether you believe it or not, I must go to Canglan Mountain again. At the time, my health and conditions did not allow it. Now that I have fully recovered, I must go to him. "

"Did you find so little this year!"

Chen Cheng rubbed his forehead vigorously, sighed and said, "I understand how you feel, no one can accept it, but it's been a year... Even the corpses are gone long ago, so green, people have to look forward , don’t continue to dig into the horns.”

After listening to these words, Yan Shuqing was silent for a moment before hooking the corners of his mouth, "Don't worry, I know what's in my heart, Jujuan is still young, I won't leave him and go by myself, I usually just practice casually, and I don't mean to just leave Come on, don't worry about me."

Hearing this, Chen Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, when his terminal suddenly rang, Yan Shuqing got up and put on his shoes, "Okay, you have business to do at the military headquarters, so I won't bother you. Go first."

As he said that, he turned around and picked up the chubby curly roll, squeezed his little hand and waved to Chen Cheng, "Say goodbye to uncle, let's play again next time."

"Hmm... yah" Juanjuan grinned, revealing two big dimples, stretched out his hand to Chen Cheng's side, rubbed his mouth with foaming milk on his face, and gave him a loving kiss.

Yan Shuqing hurriedly ran out the door with a smile, leaving Chen Cheng hopping on the spot, "Yan Shuqing! Your son wiped my face with saliva again!"

***

The fragrant bone broth is stewed on the stove, and the rich aroma floats in the whole house.

Wearing an apron, Yan Shuqing was standing in the kitchen, stewing soup, and skillfully kneading buns of various shapes on the chopping board. The little guy smelled the aroma, and greedily crawled around on the small bed in the living room, holding the steamed buns in his mouth. Drooling non-stop while holding a pacifier.

When the basket of steamed buns was ready to be brought out, the little guy almost crawled to the side of the tall cradle enclosure, looked at his father pitifully, and made a "woo woo" sound with his lips pouted, A look of being wronged by the sky.

The little guy is not very old, but he has a smart head. He knows that his father likes him the most, so he looks happy one second, and the next second he curls his mouth and is about to cry. Yan Shuqing has already figured it out His routine, but he still voluntarily took the bait every time, and took a flour-soaked hand to touch the tip of his nose, "Little brat, forget about it, I don't know who loves to act like a baby so much."

With a flour-smeared face on his face, Juanjuan uses his four paws together, hugging his father's arm tightly like a koala, and shyly buries his head, only revealing a pair of bright black eyes that are unblinking. look at him.

Yan Shuqing's eyes are standard peach blossom eyes, with the tails of the eyes slightly raised, and the pupils are a bit amber in the light, but the little guy has a pair of extremely energetic jet-black eyes, the round and big pupils are very pure black, just now When he was born, he closed his eyes and cried loudly. He looked like an underdeveloped dried sweet potato, but now he gradually opened up, his eyebrows and eyes are just a replica of Jin Heng, especially his eyes, which are almost the same as Jin Heng's. exactly the same.

Yan Shuqing couldn't help laughing every time he saw him put his eyes on his face and show a silly expression, thinking how cute that guy Jin Heng would be with such an expression, now the little guy showed a pair of red ears , looking at him like this, couldn't help but make his heart tremble slightly.

Just now he was able to hide his emotions in front of Chen Cheng, but now only the father and son, the repressed longing in their hearts flow out uncontrollably.

In fact, he lied to Chen Cheng just now. Not only has he been secretly training, but the intensity is even greater than in the Falcon battle. He said that he was just practicing casually, and he would not leave easily, but Only he himself knew that there was not a single moment in this year when he didn't want to go back to Canglan Mountain immediately.

He didn't know whether he really had such a feeling that he firmly believed that Jin Heng was still alive, or whether he had been deceiving himself.

Perhaps what Chen Cheng said was right, he had already gotten into the wrong place and had become obsessed, but he didn't want to wake up, and he couldn't let this incident be submerged in his memory like he promised Chen Cheng, and look forward to everything.

Even if it is parting from life to death, there is always a last word to say, even if it is a sudden death, at least the memory of the deceased will not be a painful memory in the end.

But Jin Heng didn't even leave him a word, just like that, he just disappeared in front of his eyes, leaving him with a hurried back and a midnight dream that always woke him up again and again.

This is too cruel for him, so he would rather lie to himself, even if it is to complete an obsession, he must continue to search.

If you can't find him in one year, there are two more years, if you can't find him in two years, you still have a lifetime. If you can't find him in your whole life, he will give up. It's not that he doesn't look forward to the next life, but that he can meet Jin in the next life. Heng's chances are too slim, he can't be too greedy.

Raising his hand to trace the familiar eyebrows, Juanjuan bit his father's finger with a "owwow". The soft and tender little guy like a glutinous rice ball has no teeth yet, and it doesn't hurt at all when he bites his fingertips. A little itchy, this is his favorite game to play with his dad.

Yan Shuqing smiled lowly, bowed his head and kissed the little guy's cheek, Juanjuan rushed forward happily, and wanted to continue kissing, when the doorbell rang suddenly.

Yan Shu was stunned for a moment, wiped his palms on the apron, got up and went to open the door, but when he opened the door, he saw a figure he hadn't seen for a long time.

"...Han Ming?"

Standing at the door in a neat suit, Han Ming glanced at Yan Shuqing and smiled, "Long time no see."

Yan Shuqing is glad that he has to hide his identity at any time on his home planet, so he always wears the disguise of "Shu Yan" when he goes out, and now he is in a hurry to cook for the little guy when he comes home and doesn't remember to take it off, but now it has helped him a lot .

Seeing him staring blankly, Han Ming couldn't help laughing, "What, you're so stupid to see an old comrade-in-arms? Why don't you invite me in?"

Yan Shuqing paused for a moment before showing a polite smile, "Sorry, I can't believe it since I haven't seen you for a long time, the house is a bit messy, don't mind."

As he spoke, he opened the door and walked into the room. Han Ming glanced around the room and saw Juan lying on the small bed. He raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Shu Yan... who is this child?"

"Oh, my son."

"Your son?" Han Ming instantly looked in disbelief.

Yan Shuqing had long thought of an excuse for others to ask questions. After all, he was not considered to have left the Falcon team, so he always had to face this question, "Yes, my adopted child has been recuperating on the mother planet for a year, and he can't perform the task. , I don’t have any acquaintances around me, it’s a bit lonely, I happened to go to the orphanage with my friends that day, and I thought this little guy was cute, so I brought him back and adopted him.”

"So, no wonder, I almost thought it was you who gave birth, and I was wondering how you even have a child after not seeing you for a year."

Han Ming laughed, his sword-browed and star-eyed eyes looked even more energetic. He was stronger than a year ago, and he was also a bit more heroic. It was the result of training in the army.

Yan Shuqing is really not familiar with him. Although he has a comrade-in-arms friendship, Jin Heng had some conflicts with him before because of this person. Now that he suddenly sees him, besides embarrassment, he is more puzzled, "Speaking of which, you How do you know I live here?"

This house is not the one he and Jin Heng used to have, it is a small apartment he rented deliberately to hide his identity, so he is not afraid of being tracked down, but suddenly someone who should not know the address comes to the door, even if he is an acquaintance, he still Somewhat uncomfortable.

Mentioning this, Han Ming touched the tip of his nose, "I'm sorry... I heard that I could return to my home planet this time, so I thought of coming to you, but before I came, I was still on an urgent mission in the team and didn't have time to contact you, so I asked General Chen, Shu Yan, you... are you not angry?"

When he spoke, he lowered his head, looking a little embarrassed, his side face flushed slightly, obviously he also knew that he had done this abruptly.

Speaking of which, Yan Shuqing can't say anything if he doesn't like others to disturb his life. After all, it's understandable for comrades who haven't seen each other for so long to inquire about each other's whereabouts.

Sighing in his heart, he pretended to be innocent and smiled and said, "There's nothing to be angry about. How are General Chen and the other teammates in the team? It's been a long time since I've seen you. The general knows where I live. Don't come and see me."

Han Ming let out a low laugh, his handsome eyebrows looked extremely confusing under the light, "It's all good. A few days ago, Admiral Chen was still talking about you, a great hero, who wanted to retire to the second line after making great achievements in battle. He was wondering when you If you can go back, everyone misses you very much, and I... miss you too."

When he said the last few words, he raised his head and stared at Yan Shuqing for a moment, with some emotion flickering in his light brown pupils.

Yan Shuqing's heart skipped a beat, avoiding his eyes, "Oh yeah, I miss everyone too."

As he said that, he stood up, turned his back to Han Ming, deliberately ignored the emotion in his eyes, and changed the topic while pouring juice, "Speaking of what you are going back to your home planet this time, don't you have to go back to the Falcon team?"

Han Ming's Adam's apple heaved a few times, staring at his slender back in an apron, he curled his lips for a while and said, "I'm here to carry out the mission. Tomorrow the military department will report a banquet to welcome foreign envoys. Falcon is in charge of secretly Security work, when I was notified, I was performing a mission near the home planet, so the base sent me over."

Yan Shuqing nodded, and politely handed him the juice, "It doesn't sound easy, so I wish you a successful completion of the task."

He never took the initiative to bring up the topic, but just answered mechanically. Han Ming's eyes darkened, he stood up with his pockets in hand, took the juice and leaned on the table beside Yan Shuqing, "Since we have all given blessings, don't come together." Clink a glass?"

His cup was raised, Yan Shu raised his eyebrows, and the two cups touched.

"Since there are still tasks tomorrow, why don't you go back and rest early?"

As soon as these words came out, it was an order to evict guests. Han Ming lowered his head and eyes, suppressed the stiff smile on the corners of his mouth, and drank the juice in one gulp, "No hurry, it's rare to see you, I always have to say a few more words. How are you doing? I think you've lost weight."

"It's pretty good. It's very pleasant to take care of the children and take a walk." Yan Shuqing lowered his head to drink the juice, and didn't look at him at all.

"...Are you still sad about Duanze?"

Han Ming was silent for a moment and suddenly threw out this question. Yan Shuqing paused with his fingers pinching the cup, a look of displeasure flashed in his eyes, and then he smiled, "It's all over, there's nothing you can't see."

"But you don't look happy at all."

Han Ming raised his head and looked at him for a moment, his eyes suddenly became sharp, "You said that you adopted a child because you were lonely, and you went for a walk every day, but you didn't even mention whether you had any friends. Not good, right."

"Han Ming, this is not something you should worry about."

Yan Shuqing put down his glass, his eyes sank completely, "Whether I live well or not is my own business, don't you think that as a comrade-in-arms, I am too lenient?"

"But I don't care about you as a comrade-in-arms."

Han Ming locked his eyes, and there was something deep in his long and narrow eyes, "You are living in such a bad way, can you let me take care of you? I said I miss you very much, not just talking about it, Shu Yan, I have always liked you -"

"Woooooo!"

A loud crying sound suddenly exploded in the living room, and at the same time interrupted Han Ming's words, curled up in the crib and couldn't see his father, babbling a few times but no one answered, he couldn't help crying cry.

Yan Shuqing hurried over to hold him in his arms, the little guy cried like he had been wronged so much, his two big eyes kept dropping golden beans, his little nose was red and snot bubbled out, what would happen to him? The son was finally picked up by his father, his face was immediately pressed against him, and he grabbed the corner of his father's clothes sobbingly.

"Uh... Ba... Ba..."

Juanjuan was in a hurry, and even choked out the words "Dad", the corners of Yan Shuqing's mouth twitched a few times, he was almost amused by him, this little guy really helped him a lot, just like that guy Jin Heng, he is best at doing this kind of thing thing.

He lowered his head and kissed his cheek, and coaxed him for a while, the little guy finally stopped crying, but he still pouted his lips in grievance, kicking a little foot with an unhappy expression on his face.

Yan Shuqing raised his head to look at Han Ming, and smiled apologetically, "The little guy may be going to sleep, and the noise is too much, so I won't see you off, let's talk about it next time we meet."

At this point, Han Ming took a deep breath, staring at Yan Shuqing's thin waist and tall back, with a look of resignation flashing in his eyes, he twitched his mouth, "Then I won't bother you, Shu Yan, next time I'll see you again."

After saying this, he twisted his lips, turned around and walked out of the room quickly. Yan Shuqing breathed a sigh of relief, bowed his head and kissed Juanjuan hard.

"Little fat man, Dad will pinch a little rabbit for you tonight."

"...Huh?" Juanjuan froze for a moment, then waved his little hand, "How about it, little rabbit!"

"Wow! (≧▽≦)/"