you are pregnant with my cub

The leaves in late autumn have turned yellow, and a few scattered pieces hang on the treetops and will not fall.

As soon as Liu Qing turned around and saw that it was Dou Ze, he agreed first, and then said, "I'll deliver food to Nan Nan."

Dou Ze's head buzzed, and it took two seconds to realize that Dou Yuan had changed Nan Nan's ward!He pursed his lips, and heard Liu Qing say: "Your sister said that Nannan is not going to have surgery now, so she changed it back first, but your father didn't move." After Liu Qing finished speaking, he looked at him again, saw his expression, and asked : "Your sister said she discussed it with you, don't you know?"

"I know, I know, but I didn't expect her to move so fast." Dou Ze felt uncomfortable, and comforted his mother: "You have to run around every day after hard work."

"It's only a few steps away." Liu Qing said, "Then, are you going to see Nan Nan with me? Or go to see your father first?"

"Let's go and see Nannan first, is my sister off work?" Dou Ze asked.

"She didn't go to work this afternoon. She said it was a major overhaul of the company's equipment and she had a day off." Liu Qing told him as he walked, and then asked: "Your sister finally found such a good job, and I advise her to do her best. Don't rest."

Dou Ze's heart thumped again. Dou Yuan has always said this since he was a child, and he did the same when he divorced Xie Jun. He didn't turn back when he divorced. It's just that he was young at the time and didn't expect the many consequences now, but now it's like this. What are you still stubborn about?

Nannan lives in a multi-occupancy ward. Although the patients in the ward go about their own affairs quietly, they are not as comfortable as a high-standard single ward.When they entered, Dou Yuan was cutting Nan Nan's toenails. He looked up and saw Liu Qing, and said, "Mom, didn't I tell you? You don't need to deliver food."

Liu Qing put down the lunch box and said, "Aren't I afraid that you won't have time to buy it?"

It is inconvenient for Dou Yuan to say more.

Liu Qing opened the lunch box and poured out the porridge for them to eat.

Nan Nan had already had dinner, she held the bun and looked up at her mother, implying that she couldn't eat anymore.Dou Yuan took it, took a bite, and went to drink the porridge again.

Seeing that Nan Nan didn't move his mouth, Liu Qing urged, "Nan Nan, eat quickly, how can you get better if you don't eat?"

Just as Nan Nan was about to speak, Dou Yuan interrupted her and said for her: "She had some snacks in the afternoon, and I will ask her to eat later."

Only then did Liu Qing feel relieved, and said: "Then remember to eat later."

Dou Yuan pretended to eat two mouthfuls, but couldn't bear it any longer, and advised her: "Mom, you go back and take care of my dad first. The doctor just said that Nan Nan will be tested, and I will take her there when it is finished."

Hearing what she said, Liu Qing nodded, then turned around and asked Dou Ze: "Then you will come with me? See your dad."

"You go there first. I'll tell my sister something about work and ask her to introduce me to two clients." Dou Ze jokingly sent her to the elevator, and when he came back, he saw Dou Yuan waiting for him at the door of the ward, and then walk over.

The two walked towards the stairwell together tacitly.

Dou Zexian said: "Sister, Nan Nan's illness is finally hopeful, what are you bothering about? Just to make a bet?"

"I'm not out to get angry, but to repay the debt." Dou Yuan folded his hands and looked at him: "I can't figure out that Huo Siming is such a pervert. If I knew it earlier, our family would die of illness and starvation. I will not ask you to ask him."

"...It's not clear at all for a long time." Dou Ze lowered his head: "You can't get angry here with the child's illness, you can just change the ward, why resign?"

"I have somewhere to go, don't worry about it." Dou Yuan looked at him sullenly for a while, then asked again: "Are you sure you are really pregnant?"

Dou Ze sighed, with a helpless expression on his face: "It's absolutely true, the fetus is moving, and I couldn't sleep at night because of kicking."

Dou Yuan reached out and touched his stomach through the clothes, and said, "Take off the clothes and let me have a look."

"Don't... look like a monster, don't look at it." Dou Ze was a little embarrassed, protecting his stomach.

"You are my own brother, and the monster has to be seen. Hurry up, before there is no one around." Dou Yuan reached out and pulled his shirt out of his trousers, and opened it up a little, revealing the abdomen that had been stretched tightly by the fetus. There is only a thin layer of belly, which is so tight that even the veins of the veins can be seen, as if it is about to burst.Dou Yuan looked at it, couldn't help feeling distressed, tears were about to flow down again, he pulled his clothes back for him, and asked, "What did the doctor say?"

"The birth inspection is normal, and the goods will be unloaded in December." He lightly stroked Dou Yuan's back, and said, "Don't cry, am I okay? Don't be angry, can you go back to work again? If you want to do this, isn't my sacrifice all in vain?"

"If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have asked you to make such a sacrifice!" She wiped her tears and asked again: "Our dad was diagnosed with illness in July, why did you hook up with him in April or May?" Up? Huh?"

Dou Ze lowered his head and remained silent. Dou Yuan looked at his expression and asked with red eyes: "Did he force you? You said you are also a big man, why... why are you?"

"I drank too much at the time, and I didn't think of it. Who would have thought of going there?" Dou Ze sighed softly, and said, "This is the end, the child is about to be born, who will spend the rest of my life with?" He turned his head Forced to smile at Dou Yuan, said: "He treats me very well."

"No matter how good it is, he's still a man, and you don't have any feelings for him." Dou Yuan wiped away his tears and said, "You're still young, Dou Ze, so you can't just waste your life like this."

Dou Ze licked his lips: "Who says you don't have feelings anymore?" After a pause, he was a little embarrassed, and said, "He wants to have sex reassignment surgery because of me."

"..." Dou Yuan glanced at him: "Then what do you mean now?"

"He has helped our family so much, if I walk away, wouldn't that be ungrateful?"

"You mean I'm ungrateful?" Dou Yuan glared at him.

"That's not what I meant." Dou Ze rubbed the ashes on the ground with his toes, sighed softly, and said, "It's hard to say about feelings. If you really want me to leave him, you're really reluctant."

"... Are you tempted?" Dou Yuan looked into his eyes in disbelief. "Didn't you like girls before?"

Dou Ze didn't dare to look at her, so he looked away, and after a while he said: "I don't know, anyway, he's quite pleasing to the eye now." He said halfway, then looked up to the window in the stairwell: " Besides, what is the use of love? How many vows of eternal love did not end in the end?"

"Then you're going to be like this from now on?" Dou Yuan still frowned.

"There is no other way, let's take one step at a time." Dou Ze smiled, and said again: "Don't worry about it, treat the child well."

"Don't persuade me."

Dou Ze hesitated for a while, then jokingly said, "It stands to reason that Huo Siming is Nan Nan's aunt. Isn't it natural to see a doctor for the child?"

"Stop talking, you have a big belly, you don't know whether you are an aunt or someone else is an aunt?" Dou Yuan glared at him. "I don't care about your nonsense, you can do whatever you want."

Dou Ze quickly smiled and said to her, "Sister, you are so kind."

"Stop boasting, I don't even know if I'm a person now." She waved her hand and went back to the ward. "You go to see Dad first."

When Dou Ze walked out of the gate of the ordinary ward, it was already dark, dark clouds covered the sky and the moon, and the wind howled and flew sand and stones. He covered his mouth and nose with his hands, and braved the strong wind all the way to the corridor of the high-ranking ward, and sent a message to Huo Siming. Text message, tell him to wear thicker clothes when he goes out, it is best to wear a scarf and mask.

When he entered the ward, Liu Qing was closing the window, and Dou Aiguo said angrily, "If you want to change it, I will change it. Why did Nan Nan change it?"

"Dad, don't worry about it. Anyway, Nannan is usually delivered to you. It doesn't matter where you stay at night. Besides, you have to change your medicine in a few days."

Hearing what he said, Dou Aiguo thought about it, so he stopped insisting.Dou Ze sat for a while, waiting for Dou Yuan to arrive, Dou Aiguo also asked: "Isn't Yuan Yuan on holiday this afternoon? Why isn't it here now?"

Liu Qing explained to him: "It is said that Nan Nan is going to do a small test, and it probably hasn't finished yet."

Dou Ze waited for a while, guessing that Dou Yuan probably still couldn't get over that hurdle, so he didn't wait any longer.

When I went downstairs, I found Huo Siming with a piece of clothing in his arms, waiting for him downstairs in the ward with his trouser pockets in his pockets. There was still the north wind calling outside the door. Hearing it was scary, Dou Ze joked: "I thought you would Stand firm and be a small white poplar that will not fall down in the strong wind."

Huo Siming smiled, and handed over the windbreaker in his hand. Dou Ze took it and put it on by himself, saying, "My sister changed Nannan's ward and resigned." Looking back at Huo Siming again, Ask him: "Did you introduce her new job?"

Huo Siming nodded, afraid that he would get angry, and explained: "At that time, I wanted to lighten your family's burden."

Dou Ze didn't pursue it, nodded and said, "I know."

The wind was so strong that it blew away the saplings on the side of the road. Two big men walked out against the wind. Huo Siming turned around and zipped Dou Ze's clothes to the top, and put on his coat and hat. Said, "It will probably rain again tonight."

"One autumn rain and one cold, the days will get colder and colder in the future." Dou Ze shrunk his neck, seeing Huo Siming's hair blown by the wind like a tree branch by the path, falling straight to one side , and said: "You bend over a little, walk behind me, and I will shield you from the wind."

Huo Siming smiled and said nothing, took his hand and walked home.

Dou Ze didn't insist anymore and let him hold hands. It was already past ten o'clock at night when the two arrived home.Dou Ze poured a glass of water to drink when he entered the door, and when he saw Huo Siming following him, he asked, "Do you want some water? The wind just now made dust on my front teeth."

Seeing him holding the glass of water, Huo Siming directly took a sip from his hand, Dou Ze froze immediately, thought for a while, didn't say anything, and went upstairs to take a shower.When he came out of the shower, he looked in the mirror, and suddenly realized that his stomach looked like half a ball about to burst, his wheat-colored skin was stretched translucent, and he looked terrified.

He didn't come out for a long time, Huo Siming was a little worried, he stood at the door and called him: "Have you finished washing?"

Dou Ze agreed, quickly put on his clothes and came out, and suddenly came back to his senses, seeing that Huo Siming had already consciously lay down on the bed, he said, "Didn't you say to sleep in the study at night?"

Huo Siming closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Dou Ze sighed helplessly, and ignored him. When he was lying on the bed, Huo Siming moved his body to this side again, and he hurriedly said, "Stay there honestly, don't come over."

Mr. Huo stopped moving, turned to him and asked, "Did your sister say anything at night?"

"I didn't say anything, I just said that I would bring her with me during the next prenatal checkup, she was worried." Dou Ze replied, and then pushed him: "Lie down a bit."

Huo Siming had no choice but to move back half an inch, hesitated for a while, looked into his eyes and asked, "Is it really uncomfortable?"

"what?"

"Sleep in the same bed as me."

"...No, I'm just not used to it." Dou Ze sighed softly and said, "I'll get used to it slowly in the future."

It was raining heavily outside the window as Huo Siming expected, and the raindrops hit the window in a hurry, making a sound like death.Hearing the sound of the rain, Dou Ze took a look at Huo Siming's expression, saw that his eyes were open, he was looking up at the ceiling like a corpse, and his whole body was tense, so he held his hand and said softly, "It's okay, go to sleep."