you are pregnant with my cub

Huo Siming held Dou Ze's hand, gently closed his eyes, his eyelashes were still trembling, and he was just falling asleep.

Dou Ze looked at him sideways, and asked softly, "Why do you hate rainy nights?"

Huo Siming opened his eyes and rubbed his fingers.Dou Ze's pajamas were light and flimsy, hanging on his stomach, and his hemispherical stomach was supported on a thin pillow. Huo Siming reached out to lift his pajamas, but when he stretched his hands halfway, he remembered something and asked, "I Can I have a look?"

Dou Ze hesitated for a while before nodding, and then warned: "Don't mess around."

Huo Siming smiled, and opened his clothes, revealing an ugly and deformed belly with stretch marks like split melon skins.Huo Siming sat up, stretched out his hand to touch his belly, and asked, "Is it uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, if he doesn't toss, it won't be so uncomfortable." Dou Ze stretched out his hand to touch it, with a gentle smile on his lips, and said, "I hope he can be healthy and safe."

Huo Siming's big palm reached up and covered Dou Ze's hand. His hands touched, but Dou Ze didn't pull away and let him hold it, but he was still a little nervous.Huo Siming couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed his hand, and then gently kissed his belly. Dou Ze turned his face away, clenched his fist with the other hand, and closed his eyes.

When Huo Siming saw it, he gently loosened his fist, clasped his fingers tightly, and said, "Dou Ze, don't be afraid." He lay down next to him, and the two faced each other, Huo Siming wanted to kiss But he didn't dare, just reached out and stroked his cheek gently, and said slowly: "My mother is of Chinese-Portuguese mixed race, she was very beautiful when she was young, and she lived by her beauty. According to today's terms, she is a peripheral girl."

He said something, and Dou Ze opened his eyes to look at him, and heard him continue to say: "My father, you have seen it. Decades ago, black and white had everything, and there were countless mistresses. My mother had sex with him at a ridiculous party." One night."

"When she found out she was pregnant with me, her stomach was already big. After she was born, the sentence I heard her say the most was 'If I knew it earlier, I should have had a baby'." Huo Siming learned this sentence in Cantonese. His tone was very slow, and his speech was emotionless, as if he was telling someone else's story. "When I was young, I grew up eating Baijia food. Since I can remember, I have often heard her serving other men at the door of the rented house. She was only 22 years old at the time."

Dou Ze opened his mouth slightly, a little surprised.

"Later, my mother became addicted to drugs for some reason, and there were used needles scattered all over the corners of the house. Bai Ruo'an was my neighbor at the time, and his father was a drug dealer, who sold drugs to my mother. This kind of thing is very common in poor areas." Huo Si Ming raised his eyes and saw that Dou Ze seemed to be showing an unbearable expression. He leaned over and kissed his forehead lightly, and said, "If you don't want to hear it, don't talk about it."

Dou Ze shook his head, grabbed his hand, shook it, and said, "Go on."

Huo Siming continued: "...Later, Bai Ruoan's father died for some reason, so he often hang out with me. Later, my mother was in short supply for drug money, so somehow she contacted my father..." Huo Siming said here, After a pause, a little sadness appeared in his eyes. "But she's actually not sure if I'm a child of the Huo family. That night, the weather was like this. Bai Ruo'an and I robbed other children and went home. My mother said she would take me out to eat."

Dou Ze's heart twitched. He couldn't help but reached out and patted Huo Siming on the shoulder, trying to comfort him, but Huo Siming didn't respond. He seemed to be immersed in that rainy night, and continued, "Bai Ruoan also went together at that time. My mother pulled us to the pier, and I saw a red car parked there from a distance, and several bodyguards in black stood beside the car with umbrellas. My mother pushed me and told them, I am Huo children of the family."

"A bodyguard asked me to go there, but my mother refused, saying that I had to give money first before telling me to recognize my ancestors. She hid broken glass from nowhere in her hand and pressed it directly on my temple, threatening them. Ask for money."

Dou Ze reached out to touch the scar on his temple, remembering what Dou Aiguo said the day he had the operation, the wound was caused by his mother.

"At that time, the peninsula was about to return, and the law and order were chaotic. I only saw the bodyguard bowed his head and said something at the car window. When he met my mother again, he raised his hand. With a puff, she fell down, with a bruise on her forehead. The next bullet hole." When Huo Siming said that onomatopoeia, his pronunciation was very strange, even a little funny, but Dou Ze felt chills all over his body when he heard it. He couldn't believe that such a thing would happen in this era. Caressing Huo Siming's cheek, rubbing it lightly, trying to relieve the fear of the two of them.

"Bai Ruoan and I were both drenched in the rain. He lowered his head to call my mother. I saw that the bullet hole on her forehead didn't move. Later, Bai Ruoan and I were taken into the car together. When he saw my dad, he took a look at me. , looked at Bai Ruoan again, and then asked the bodyguard, which is his son. The bodyguard said I was, so he touched Bai Ruoan's neck and said, "This one is also very good." "Huo Siming's skin was originally fair, but now it is even whiter. Dou Ze sat up, stroked his shoulder lightly, and said, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

Huo Siming shook his head in his arms, and continued: "The paternity test was done that night, and Bai Ruoan and I were taken back to Huo's house. They sent me to boarding school, but Bai Ruoan stayed behind." He looked up Dou Ze glanced at him: "When I was in high school, one time when I went home on vacation, I heard Bai Ruo'an crying in the room at night, and then I saw my dad riding on his back to burn cigarette butts. ..."

Dou Ze's hand stroking his back froze.At this moment, the sound of the rain was getting weaker, Huo Siming also sat up, hugged him into his arms with his backhand, kissed his cheek lightly, and said while kissing, "It's all over."

Dou Ze still had some palpitations, but he didn't know what to say. He touched Huo Siming's arm and hugged him again.Huo Siming turned off the overhead light, helped him lie down, hugged him from behind, kissed his neck, and asked in a low voice, "Scared?"

Dou Ze shook his head, and answered him in a low voice: "No, I'm just a little surprised." He sighed, and said, "Mr. Bai is so energetic, he doesn't seem to have experienced these things at all."

"The more you experience, the more indifferent you become." He said softly, holding Dou Ze's arm tightly, and deliberately asked: "Why do you only care about him?"

Dou Ze turned over to face him and said, "I always thought you were born with a golden spoon in your mouth."

Huo Siming smiled, and laughed at himself: "I crawled out of the underworld."

Dou Ze shook his head and said, "I really admire you. If it were me, I might not be able to live to this day, but I still live so well."

"That's because you are too kind." Huo Siming said with his lips pursed: "My father has five sons, and the elder brother is 30 years older than me. Because of the age gap, they don't care much about me, and they only treat me as a member of the family." Little thing, my status in the Huo family was not as good as Bai Ruoan's."

"My eldest brother and third brother are siblings from the same mother. The two formed a faction and fought against my second brother. Later, the eldest brother was killed in the fight, the third brother was disabled in the fight, and the fourth brother was not in good health and died of illness."

Dou Ze couldn't help but looked up at him, and said, "Your second brother is quite awesome, why didn't you see him at the family dinner last time?"

Huo Siming hesitated for a second, then said, "...he died in a car accident."

It was the first time for Dou Ze to come into contact with these rich secrets, and he felt a chill in his heart. He glanced at Huo Siming and asked, "Among the juniors in your family, is Huo Qiping the only one?"

"There are more than a dozen more, some have settled abroad, and some are scattered among the people." Huo Siming rubbed his hair and said.

"For so many years, you must have suffered a lot." Dou Ze said with a smile: "But now that the dragon chair falls on your head, it is considered a reward, right?"

Huo Siming smiled slightly, and said, "Go to sleep." After saying that, he hugged Dou Ze from behind, and rubbed his crotch against his butt, making Dou Ze tense for half an hour. , I couldn't help it, so I moved forward quietly, and was caught back again.Dou Ze couldn't tell if he was asleep, so he asked in a low voice, "Huo Siming, are you asleep?"

Mr. Huo pretended to fall asleep without making a sound, Dou Ze moved forward again, and was caught back again, repeated several times, he was also tired and didn't bother to make a fuss, so he just passed the night like that.

When he woke up the next day, Dou Ze squinted his eyes and said to Huo Siming, "Don't hug me to sleep at night, it's so hot that I can't wake you up."

Huo Siming pretended to be in a daze, as if he didn't remember it, and asked, "Is there any? I was a deep sleeper, so maybe I didn't hear it."

Dou Ze only thought he was telling the truth, covering his head and going back to sleep. When Huo Siming was about to go downstairs, he suddenly woke up again, called Huo Siming, and said, "My sister resigned!"

"You said it yesterday." Huo Siming put on his cuff buttons, came over and kissed his face, and said, "What do you want to do? Let her former colleague come forward, and I will arrange another position for her?"

"That's not necessary." Dou Ze sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, and said, "It's about Nan Nan's kidney transplant. Don't really ignore it. I even said that you are Nan Nan's aunt."

Huo Siming laughed when he heard this, and couldn't help hugging him and kissing him: "I won't show up at that time, and ask the doctor to tell her directly."

Dou Ze smiled and nodded, happy: "Mr. Huo is awesome!"

Huo Siming put his arms around his waist and asked, "Can I still sleep with you in my arms that night?"

"..." Dou Ze was stunned for a moment, then buried himself in the quilt again, and said sullenly, "Hug me, hug me."

Huo Siming pulled back his quilt and said, "Then give me a kiss first."

"Aren't you afraid of being late? Doesn't your company hold a morning meeting every morning?"

"Bai Ruo'an is the host, it's the same."

"I haven't brushed my teeth yet."

Huo Siming looked at him with a disappointed face and said nothing, Dou Ze couldn't help but be stared at by his little eyes, and remembered his childhood experience, so he sat up, put his arms around his neck and kissed him. "Little Huo Siming, can you go to work?"

Huo Siming smiled, kissed the tip of his nose again before leaving.Dou Ze fell asleep and ran away, and couldn't sleep and went back to the cage to sleep. He got out of bed when Huo Siming went out.After breakfast, I called Dou Yuan again. The phone beeped several times before it was picked up. The background sound was messy. Dou Yuan had to amplify his voice so that he could hear him. He shouted, "Why are you calling at this time?"

"I want to ask you, what are you going to do after quitting your job?" Dou Ze asked.

"I've already found a job, don't worry about it." Dou Yuan shouted again.

"You won't go inside the factory, will you?"

"I'll tell you when I go back at night, help me carry around in front of my parents. Hang up first, I'm busy here."

Dou Ze wanted to say something, but hung up right away.He had no choice but to purse his lips, sit there and peel an orange, and read "Child Developmental Psychology" after eating, reading Huo Siming's notes next to him.

When Huo Siming came back for lunch, he had already watched a third of it.Mr. Huo took off his coat, stood at the door of the study with a smile and called him: "It's time to eat."

Hearing his voice, Dou Ze raised his head and said, "Are you back?" He put down his book and stretched, and then said, "I think it's perfectly possible to take the postgraduate entrance examination during pregnancy, and go directly to the examination room after unloading. "

Dou Ze came over to help him arrange the slippers, smiled and said, "I agree with both hands." Then he asked, "Is there any major you want to study?"

Dou Ze couldn't help but look at him: "I was just joking." After thinking about it, he praised him again: "The Ph.D. in Finance is just different, and the annotations are better than the original text."

Huo Siming smiled and patted his head, and said, "How can you be so exaggerated?" "Oh, Mr. Huo, don't be modest." He dragged Huo Siming downstairs, but Huo Siming dragged him back , close to his ear and said: "Have you brushed your teeth?"

As soon as Dou Ze heard this, he knew that something was wrong. Before he could resist, his lips were covered. While sucking his saliva, Huo Siming supported his waist, and his hands subconsciously slipped into his clothes again, and was caught. Dou Ze stopped, and his tongue became even more vigorous.Dou Ze was so kissed by him that he couldn't breathe. He reached out and pushed his shoulders. Huo Siming's hands were free again, so he got under his clothes again and rubbed his chest.

Dou Ze was so kissed that he almost couldn't stand up, even if he tilted his head back, he couldn't avoid it, probably because of pregnancy, his chest was also soft and numb.He couldn't take it anymore and shook his head, and while being kissed, he mumbled, "No, no, no..."

Huo Siming kissed him twice more before letting go, leaning on his shoulders to lick his neck, Dou Ze raised his head and gasped, scolding him: "If you do this again, you won't kiss him again."

Huo Siming gently bit the skin on the side of his neck, licking and sucking. Dou Ze couldn't bear it, pushed him away, took a few steps back, wiped the drool on his neck, and unconsciously looked at him Scanning her lower body, she saw the stretched trousers, her face turned red and white, and she walked away with her mouth pursed.

Huo Siming stood there, sighed, and felt ashamed.He has been a vegetarian for 30 years, but now he is guarding Dou Ze but he can't move, especially when the two of them share the same bed recently, they are a little anxious to get angry.

Sitting at the dining table, Dou Ze panicked whenever he thought of that night, and couldn't help trembling all over.After waiting for half an hour, Huo Siming changed his clothes and came down, pretending to be calm and saying: "Let's eat."

Dou Ze remained silent, and went to serve the meal. Both of them were a little embarrassed and relatively speechless. Huo Siming looked at his face, fearing that he would get angry, so he hesitated for a long time, and said without end: "Bai Ruo'an has a new girlfriend again. .”

Dou Ze hummed, and after a while, he stirred the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks, struggled to speak, and said, "In the future... I'll type it out for you with my hands, okay? Well, that really won't work."

Huo Siming opened his mouth and didn't react for a long time. He looked up and saw Dou Ze's pale face, and said, "No, today was an accident, and I couldn't control it well." He paused and said, "Don't mind."

Dou Ze pursed his lips and said nothing.After eating a meal, the two of them went upstairs to take a nap, and Dou Ze felt stiff all over when he went to bed.Once Huo Siming returned to the pre-liberation period, his hard-won foundation, along with the commitment he made this morning, were all destroyed in his lower body.

Huo Siming lay there sighing, Dou Ze heard it, turned to look at him, and said, "Aren't you going to hug me?"

"...It's fine if you don't hug me." Huo Siming smiled stiffly with the corners of his mouth pulled: "This way you can sleep more comfortably."

Dou Ze was heartbroken, turned over suddenly, and stretched out his hand to pull Huo Siming's belt belt. Mr. Huo was startled by that action, thinking that he was going to tear off his descendants, so he quickly grabbed that hand: "Dou Ze?"

"Anyway, sooner or later..." His face was pale, obviously a great deal of courage.

Huo Siming held his wrist, sighed, and said, "Dou Ze... don't do this, if you don't want to, I won't force you."

Dou Ze lowered his eyes: "...I'm sorry."

Huo Siming gently rubbed his hands and said, "No need, don't be afraid."

After a while, Huo Siming looked back at him and saw that he had regained his composure, before asking: "Before you were pregnant, did you have a high frequency of self-abuse?"

Dou Ze pursed his lips and said, "It's okay, once or twice a week." He tried to calm down again, glanced at Huo Siming, and asked, "What about you?"

"I'm fine too, I'm not as impulsive as I was when I was 20 years old." He deliberately comforted Dou Ze, and then asked: "Then after pregnancy?"

Dou Ze quickly looked up at him, pursed his lips, and said, "I haven't passed these two months."

"If you don't groom for a long time, it's not good for the prostate." Huo Siming looked at his face, and added: "You guys who study physical education should have said it before?"

Dou Ze didn't speak, closed his eyes, and heard Huo Siming say: "In the future... I can help you."

Dou Ze remained silent for a while, and after a while, he grabbed Huo Siming's hand and put it on his belt, which was a tacit consent.