you are pregnant with my cub

Huo Siming glanced at Dou Ze, saw that his eyes were tightly closed and his mouth was tight, so he softly comforted him: "Don't be nervous." He sat up on the bed with one hand, and put the other hand through his soft sleeping bed. The pants are lightly kneaded.

The heat from Huo Siming's palm burned through the soft cloth to Dou Ze's lower body. He flicked his toes like a fish off the shore.

That night when he was lying on the bed in the hotel, Huo Siming entered from behind, and the pain of being split by a sharp knife left a deep impression on Dou Ze.He couldn't help thinking that his lips turned white, his body trembled physiologically, and his lower body was like a dead object, drooping limply.

Huo Siming looked at it, went in and kneaded him for another ten minutes, but there was still no response, so he had to withdraw his hands, bent down and gently hugged him into his arms, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Dou Ze."

Dou Ze didn't speak, let him hug him, but still trembling, said with white lips: "I didn't mean to."

"I know, blame me." Huo Siming kissed him on the cheek: "I'll sleep in the study from now on."

Dou Ze opened his eyes to look at him, hesitated for a while, and said, "No need, I will get used to it slowly."

They explored the most comfortable way to get along with each other, retreated step by step, but finally reached the bottom line that could not be touched.Dou Ze did not expect such a violent reaction from himself, and neither did Huo Siming.

He hugged him to comfort him gently, while promising: "I won't hurt you again, really."

Dou Ze straightened his stomach and turned sideways.Huo Siming let go and didn't dare to touch him again, and said in a low voice: "After Bai Ruoan left Huo's house, he visited a very famous psychology teacher, and he still keeps in touch until now. Do you want me to contact him?"

Dou Ze didn't look back, wrapped in the quilt and said in a low voice, "Wait until the baby is born."

Huo Siming agreed, and retreated from the bedroom, regretting that he was too impatient just now, and shouldn't lose his sense of propriety just because Dou Ze is in good condition these two days.

Dou Ze drooped his eyes and closed his eyes, panicking in his heart.Sex is a hurdle that must be crossed no matter what. They kissed and hugged. Dou Ze thought that he was used to the intimate contact between men, but he was discouraged at the critical moment...

He lay on the bed for a while, and when the hour hand pointed to three o'clock, he went downstairs, but Huo Siming was nowhere to be seen, and there was no one in the study.Dou Ze felt a little disappointed, and laughed at himself: How can there be so many problems?As soon as I closed my eyes, it was over.

He sat on the sofa for a while, thought for a while and called Huo Siming, and when he answered it, Dou Ze felt a little guilty, and asked him in a slow voice, "Where have you been?"

Huo Siming said softly, "The company has something to do. I came here temporarily to meet a client, and I'll be back in a while."

Dou Ze breathed a sigh of relief, and went to the study to pick up the "Children's Developmental Psychology" to read.

In the outskirts, fiery red maple leaves covered the ground, and the rain from last night was still wet and damp.Huo Siming's car was parked in front of a small villa.As he walked out of the house, he said to the person who saw the guest, "I will try my best to persuade him to come."

Behind Huo Siming was a man with a pale face, about his age, wearing a white coat and gold-rimmed glasses, and said, "Try to please him, and don't put too much pressure on him."

Huo Siming walked down the steps, stood still and asked him, "How is Xiaobai these days?"

"Mr. Bai has already recovered. If there is no problem, I advise him not to come here often." The young man put his hands in the pockets of his white coat and said slowly, "Overtreatment may not be a good thing."

Huo Siming was stunned for a moment, and persuaded: "Duanwen, why are you so rigid?"

Yu Duanwen stood there without moving his eyebrows, and said: "Some patients will become dependent on the doctor during the treatment process. This is normal. There is no need to intervene, and they will gradually recover."

Huo Siming stopped persuading him and got in the car to say goodbye to him.

When Huo Siming returned home, the aunts who were cooking had already arrived. The two greeted him respectively, and said with a smile, "Mr. Dou is reading in the study."

Huo Siming took off his coat and went upstairs. He saw Dou Ze sitting on the sofa in the study reading a book. When he heard the sound, he looked up at him, and asked him cautiously, "How's the business talk going?"

Huo Siming was taken aback for a moment, then realized, and said, "Very good." Standing far away by the door, he smiled at Dou Ze, and said, "Read a book."

Seeing that he was about to leave, Dou Ze quickly stopped him, brought over the fruit plate on the coffee table, and asked him a little flatteringly, "Are you hungry? Let's eat a piece of fruit."

Huo Siming looked at his expression, then poked a piece of mango into his mouth with a stick on the fruit plate, and said, "Eat it, I'll go change clothes."

Dou Ze followed behind him, feeling a little uneasy, to the master bedroom.Huo Siming unbuttoned two shirts, turned around and saw that he was still standing there, afraid of irritating him, he reminded: "I have to change clothes."

Dou Ze pursed his lips, thinking that he was still angry, and retreated with his head down, waiting outside the door.After Huo Siming changed his clothes and came out, he saw Dou Ze standing with his head bowed against the wall, and asked, "Why are you unhappy?" He wanted to go up to hug him, but he was afraid that it would make him feel more disgusted, so he had to take a step back , standing two steps away.

Seeing him standing so far away, Dou Ze thought he was really angry. After hesitating for a while, he pursed his lips and whispered, "I'm sorry, don't be angry. Let's... try again tonight..."

When Huo Siming heard this, he understood, and said, "I'm not angry." Seeing that his head was still lowered, he said, "Dou Ze, don't force yourself, we still have a long time, we can take our time. "

Dou Ze looked up at him, his eyes were a little red, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Why am I so useless?"

Huo Siming restrained his urge to hug him, leaned against the railing behind him, and said, "How can it be useless? You are so strong, you are still holding on after such a big incident happened at home, and you are also holding on when you find out that you are pregnant. Never complain...you are great, Dou Ze."

"You and Mr. Bai have gone through that kind of thing, and you are still so strong. What is my matter?"

Huo Siming hesitantly stretched out a hand, patted his shoulder, and said, "Both Bai Ruoan and I have had a history of mental illness, and it's not as strong as you think." He rubbed the firm lump on Dou Ze's shoulder with his hand Muscle, comforted: "Dou Ze, you are already great. This matter itself is my fault."

Dou Ze looked up at him, pursed his lips, his voice sounded like he had cried, a little hoarse, and a little green, like a confession, he said: "Actually... I don't blame you since a long time ago. I woke up that morning After I came here, I saw you lying next to me, and I really wanted to beat you up, I regarded you as a brother, but you missed me." He smiled slightly, and then said: "Later, I ignored you for a long time, I'm also afraid of giving you hope and causing you to misunderstand..."

Huo Siming watched his lips open and close, and couldn't help asking eagerly: "What about now? What do you think now?"

Seeing his expression, Dou Ze stroked his arm lightly twice as if to comfort him, and said, "My sister asked me this question that day, and I said... If I were to leave you now, I would be reluctant."

Huo Siming's eyes were looking at him, the satisfaction in his heart was about to overflow, but his body didn't dare to approach him.

Dou Ze also looked over, met his gaze, and said slowly: "I don't know if this is love, but I adore you, I am used to you, I am grateful to you, and I am also afraid of you..." Dou Ze slowly leaned over, She closed her eyes and hugged him, saying: "Huo Siming, give me some more time, I'll hurry..."

Huo Siming hugged him, not daring to use force with his hands, and gently stroked his back, like holding the most fragile treasure.

The aunts downstairs had finished their work and wanted to leave, hesitating whether to call them, Dou Ze put his arms around Huo Siming's waist, opened his eyes, but saw the two aunts downstairs standing there and wandering around The figure, with some embarrassment, let go of his arm, turned and went back to the room.Huo Siming looked downstairs and saw that the aunts had already taken off their aprons, he waved to them and said, "Thank you, both of you."

The aunts said politely and left the apartment together.

Dou Ze sat on the edge of the bed, his face was still a little hot, he recalled the scene just now, he couldn't believe that he said it himself, he felt hypocritical and ashamed.

Huo Siming stood at the door, with a gentle smile in his eyes, looked over, knocked on the door, and said, "Let's go downstairs for dinner."

Dou Ze was still a little embarrassed, and walked over slowly, but Huo Siming didn't hold hands like usual, but walked in front, telling him to be careful of the steps.

While they were having dinner, it started to rain again outside the window. Huo Siming looked at the pouring rain outside and asked, "Do you still have to go to the hospital today?"

"Go, my sister has found a job somewhere, and she will probably get off work late, so she needs me to help her." Dou Ze took two mouthfuls of food, looked at Huo Siming's face, and explained: "If we both If you don't go, my parents will worry."

Huo Siming shook his head and said, "That's not what I meant, let's drive there later, the rain is too heavy."

Dou Ze looked at him again, and said, "Then why don't you go see my dad with me? Wouldn't you be scared if you were alone?"

Huo Siming smiled, nodded and said, "Okay."

The two collected the dishes and drove to the garage.The rain was too heavy. In the urban area, the drivers drove very slowly. By the time the two arrived downstairs in the ward, it was already half an hour later.Huo Siming held up an umbrella to protect Dou Ze from the car, and got his shoulders wet.In the corridor, Dou Ze patted the water on his sleeve and said, "I can't get wet with such a big umbrella, so you can cover yourself a little."

Huo Siming just smiled silently, let him clean up for himself, and went upstairs together.Xie Xiaonan was playing with the learning machine on the sofa, when he saw them coming, he called out, "Uncle, Uncle Siming."

Huo Siming agreed, and Liu Qing came out from the room to greet him, saying, "Xiao Huo is here? Sit down quickly." Then he complained to Dou Ze: "Why didn't you say something in advance? You didn't even make any preparations."

Dou Ze smiled and said, "I'm not an outsider, so there's no need to prepare."

Liu Qing didn't care about the meaning of these words, and continued to say to him: "You see, you are in your 20s, and you still won't have anything to do." She wanted to peel Huo Siming's bananas again, and while laughing, she said, "Mr. Don't mind, we, Dou Ze, are just a little careless."

Huo Siming smiled so much that he showed his white teeth, took the banana, and said, "He's a bit naive."

Dou Aiguo was in the back room, slowly moved out, and said to Liu Qing: "Look at you, you forget me when the guests come."

Dou Ze hurried over to help him, and said with a smile, "My mother is busy peeling bananas for Brother Huo."

Dou Aiguo also smiled and said to her: "Don't be too enthusiastic, you will scare Mr. Huo so much that he won't dare to come next time."

It was raining outside, but the ward was full of joy.Huo Siming laughed and listened to their family's bickering, and found it interesting.Xie Xiaonan put away the learning machine and was sitting right next to Huo Siming, listening to the adults talking.

Huo Siming was eating bananas, looked back at her, stroked her hair, and asked, "Is the learning machine fun?"

Xie Xiaonan nodded, and Huo Siming asked her again: "Is there anything else you want?"

Xie Xiaonan twitched his two braids and shook his head, met Huo Siming's eyes, and said, "Thank you, Uncle."

Huo Siming smiled, stroked her hair, and looked at Dou Ze, and Dou Ze also happened to look over, and the two looked at each other and smiled, in a secret tacit understanding.

The family chatted for a while, and Dou Aiguo was a little tired. Liu Qing asked Dou Ze: "Why is your sister so late today?"

"It's probably because of the rain. I can't get on the bus or take a taxi." Dou Ze opened a pack of Xie Xiaonan's hawthorn slices for Huo Siming to help him digest.

Liu Qing was a little worried and said, "The weather is so bad, the road is not safe."

Huo Siming looked up and said, "Why don't Dou Ze and I go pick up Eldest Sister."

Liu Qing was taken aback when he heard this address, then smiled, and asked, "Xiao Huo, what do you belong to?"

"Tiger."

Liu Qing looked back at Dou Ze, and said excitedly, "Your sister is also a tiger." She turned to look at Huo Siming again, and said, "You are as old as Yuanyuan, how old are you?"

"November." Huo Siming regretted calling Dou Yuan 'big sister'.

Dou Ze was afraid that his mother would say something right again, so he quickly interrupted: "Mom, I'm a monkey, born in April."

Liu Qing ignored him and continued to say to Huo Siming, "We are from August, three months older than you."

Huo Siming was a little overwhelmed, stood up with a smile, and said, "I thought Eldest Sister was a few years older." Then he said to Dou Ze: "Do you know where Eldest Sister works? Do you want to call and ask?"

Dou Ze quickly accepted his words and said, "I know, let's hurry over."

The two ran out of the ward as if fleeing for their lives. Liu Qing said to Dou Aiguo inside, "This little Huo thinks we are too old."

Sitting there, Dou Aiguo was a little confused, and said to her with a smile: "You are just messing around, who is Mr. Huo, put away your tricks."

Dou Ze pulled Huo Siming into the elevator, still laughing.Huo Siming said of him: "Still laughing."

"Why do you call Dou Yuan 'big sister'? Aren't you looking for trouble for yourself?" Dou Ze said with a smile, thinking of Dou Yuan again, got off the elevator and went to the corridor entrance to call Dou Yuan.

The rain outside the door was weakening, and it came in obliquely, soaking his trousers.Huo Siming took his arm and stood a little in. Dou Ze said a few words to Dou Yuan and hung up the phone, saying, "Your eldest sister is in the suburbs."

Hearing his teasing, Huo Siming stretched out his hand to gently pinch his cheek, and Dou Ze smiled.The two got into the car together, and Huo Siming asked, "Are you tired? Otherwise, I'll take you home first and then pick her up?"

"I'm afraid you two will fight, so forget it and let's go."

The car drove all the way to the south of the suburbs. After an hour, Dou Ze sat on the co-pilot and almost fell asleep, and asked, "Are you there?"

"Well, you call her and ask her to come out." Huo Siming slowed down the car, looked for the shadow of a small factory on the side of the road, and saw Dou Yuan coming out holding an umbrella that was precarious and papery. He honked the horn.

Dou Ze wanted to get out of the car to pick her up, but was stopped by Huo Siming. Dou Yuan took two steps to get into the car, and said to Dou Ze, "I told you not to come."

Dou Ze smiled and said, "Our Aunt Nannan requested to come." After speaking, he patted Huo Siming on the arm and said, "Isn't it?"

Huo Siming laughed and started the car.

Dou Yuan scolded Dou Ze in the back seat: "Don't think you can get away with just joking around, did you take him to see Dad today?"

"Yeah." Dou Ze agreed, and pushed Huo Siming again: "The real man is here, why didn't he call?"

Huo Siming glanced at him with small eyes, meaning he couldn't scream. The two flirted with each other for a while, but Dou Yuan couldn't stand it any longer, and said, "Close the door and flirt, okay? Now pay attention to traffic safety."

Dou Ze didn't feel embarrassed either, he smiled and turned to look at her.Dou Yuan glared at him and said, "Sit down and put on your seat belt."

"It's tied." He turned back and asked her, "How much is the monthly salary for such a small factory?"

"The salary is not high, and I didn't go there for the salary." Dou Yuan explained to him: "It's a carton factory with a small scale. Now Taobao's logistics is developing rapidly, and there is a great demand for this. I thought that if I figured it out here process and delivery channels, you can set up a factory by yourself, buy a second-hand machine, and the investment is not high."

After she finished speaking, even Huo Siming looked at her through the rearview mirror and said, "This business can be done."

But Dou Ze asked: "But the land here is very expensive, and the rent of the factory building alone can't afford it for a month."

"We can open the factory to other places. A small factory with six or seven people is enough, but transportation is a problem, and we have to think about it." Dou Yuan has already begun to think.

Dou Ze smiled and said, "I'll get you an order then!"

Huo Siming looked back at him, but said nothing.

Dou Ze glanced at him, and whispered, "You agreed at the beginning."

Huo Siming sighed softly, and said to Dou Yuan through the rearview mirror: "...Eldest sister, if this factory is established, I can provide you with sales."

Dou Yuan looked up, and he shuddered when he heard this name, but he didn't refute.

Huo Siming said, "You have worked in the company and know that we have this need."

It was precisely because Dou Yuan knew that they had this need that she came up with this idea. She didn't say yes or no, but said: "I'll investigate here first."

Dou Ze was so sleepy that he fell asleep on the way, Huo Siming stopped the car, took off his coat and covered him.Dou Yuan saw it and didn't say anything.

When Huo Siming parked the car downstairs in the ward, the rain had stopped.Dou Yuan said: "Thank you today."

Huo Siming didn't answer, and when Dou Yuan was about to get off the car, he asked, "Have you got the money to invest in the factory?"

Dou Yuan glanced at him, but he was unambiguous, and said, "I borrowed money from your colleagues in the branch company, thank you."

Huo Siming met her eyes through the rearview mirror, with a sneer on his face, he said, "You are very clever."

Dou Yuan replied: "It's not as good as Mr. Huo's strategizing and scheming."

"Thank you for the compliment." After he finished speaking, he saw Dou Ze wrinkled his nose and squinted his eyes as if he was about to wake up.He quickly said, "Sister, go upstairs slowly."

Dou Yuan sneered, lowered his voice and said: "If you have the ability, you can lie to my brother forever." After saying that, he got out of the car.