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Anger had already filled the corners of her eyes and brows, An Ningyu clenched her fists and roared at Nalan Meng, "Look at the good things you have done, what else can you do besides making trouble,"

Everyone forgot that this was the first time that An Ningyu was forced to go berserk by Nalan Meng. Nalan Meng froze as if he had been splashed with cold water, his mind went blank and he couldn't think about any problems.

An Ningyu, who had left Nalan Meng behind, chased after him and kept the secret for many years, but unexpectedly, it was stripped out of the water like bamboo shoots. Apart from restlessness and fear, An Ningyu was about to lose his rationality in dealing with things.Compared with Nalan Meng, what makes An Ningyu more elusive is Ji Wu's heart. People who rely on her so much will bite her back at any time.

An Ningyu, who was blocked from the door, looked at the snow falling outside the courtyard. The night drew away and her vision was blurred. The cold forced her to keep stomping on the spot. Her disturbed heart regained her composure following the cold temperature. When she raised her hand, snowflakes fell on her palm. Melt into water and flow away.Reflecting on the past, she has given more care to Ji Wu out of pity along the way, and her cold heart does not know when it will start to soften.

For An Ningyu, who bears the lie, this is undoubtedly a fatal injury, and she may lose her life because of her soft-heartedness.

Ji Wu, who was staying in the room at the moment, stared at the familiar but unfamiliar figure outside the window with a heartache. She finally understood why the An Ning language always gave people a vague feeling in the past.She wanted to run out and hug her who was shivering in the cold wind, but she couldn't find a reason to convince herself.

Seeing that the weather was getting calmer and the temperature was getting lower, An Ningyu felt that his limbs began to go numb, his face was blown unconscious by the cold wind, and his face was extremely stiff, and he might not even be able to express his expression.Even so, An Ningyu didn't intend to give up, but she didn't know what she was insisting on. Was she really afraid that Ji Wu would be ruined if she said it, or did she really care about the other party's heart.

After the two started a long and complicated tug-of-war, a person stood in a dark corner. She stared at An Ning not far away with sad eyes and couldn't help crying. Nalan Meng wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingers. , but found that he couldn't take away the sadness lingering in his mind.Constantly looking for answers, why and An Ningyu are hurting each other.

Finally, with a 'creak' sound, the door was opened and pierced the darkness of loneliness. After the two of them stared at each other in silence for a long time, Ji Wu finally asked, "Is Miss Nalan's words true?"

An Ningyu, who had been frozen for a long time, looked at Ji Wu's eyes covered with mist. Maybe lying would make her feel better, but at this moment she didn't want to lie anymore, so she nodded because she was really tired.

It took a long time for Ji Wu to say three words, "Why?"

The confused An Ningyu didn't understand the problem behind the three words. There are really too many stories that need to be explained.And all of this carries the past, the dust is deep in his heart, and An Ningyu doesn't want to dig out the secrets.

"Why did you agree to marry me?" At this moment, Ji Wu actually felt distressed, and wanted to hold An Ningyu to give her warmth, but unfortunately she couldn't do it. She might have been deceived and felt that she was being played with, and she felt alienated and uneasy about An Ningyu.

"Back when Ji Yu agreed to send troops to help me out of danger in Anfu, one of the conditions was that I marry you."

"If it wasn't like this, you never thought of marrying me, right?" Ji Wu didn't care about An Ningyu's identity anymore, but she had to face the problem she had been worrying about for a long time. An Ningyu never liked her.

"Ah."

"Then why are you still being so nice to me? It gave me hope to go back. Didn't someone tell you that if you don't love someone, don't be so nice to her. Don't think it's great, it's not at all , On the contrary, it made me feel sick." As soon as the words were finished, a 'pop' pierced the silence of the night, and An Ningyu felt a burst of heat on his face.

Sure enough, Ji Wu was seriously injured this time. She had transformed her love into anger and hurt. Looking at An Ningyu's guilty and angry face, Ji Wu felt refreshed, but was soon swallowed by pain.

Looking at the silent An Ningyu, Ji Wu asked aggressively, "Why are you silent? So even you admit what I said, so why? Why can you like Mo Ni? Why do you love her? She knows you like her." Is it her? Did she decide to leave you because she knew you were so perverted? "

A series of harsh questions, even Nalan Meng who was hiding in the corner couldn't stand it, and rushed forward to stop him, "Princess, stop talking."

"What identity do you use to speak here? Don't tell me, you like her and feel sorry for her. You are an idiot who burrows into a pit of fire even though she knows it." Ji Wu looked at Nalan Meng with sharp eyes, she knew what she just said It hurt everyone, including myself, but still refused to give up, because I couldn't control it.

Sometimes, knowingly being too stubborn.I know in my heart that it's all over, but I still have to think and say stubbornly.I also clearly know that some things are meaningless, and I still have to love stubbornly and hate stubbornly.Knowing that it was wrong, but still stubbornly sticking to it.Even though I feel very tired, I still have to be stubborn and pretend to be strong.

An Ningyu was no longer going to see Ji Wu, and returned to her coldness and ruthlessness, "This is our business, don't drag her into it."

Ji Wu clapped her hands and said with a wry smile, "I'm so touched, you guys see the truth in adversity? An Ningyu, you've always hated Nalan Meng, but now you're pretending to be a sage, you really are a hypocritical, bad person."

"What exactly do you want? Tell me." An Ningyu seemed to want to end all this as soon as possible.

"I want you to make it clear, why do you like Mo Ni?" It's a pity that Ji Wu didn't intend to let her get what she wanted easily, knowing that the answer would hurt her, she still insisted on finding out.

"I was born different from you. Do you think I really want to live such a life? Do you think I really want to live in the lies that have been woven? It's a pity that the road ahead has already been paved, and I The only thing I can do is to move forward step by step, there is nothing I can choose, including the one I love."

"I don't want to hear these useless things." Despite saying this, Ji Wu's heart was still shaken, but it's a pity that anger is stronger than emotion.

"Don't you want to know? Then please listen carefully. She has the same fate as mine. She lives in a home without temperature and never has the right to make decisions. Every time I see her, I seem to see myself , but she is different. She is brave, she can sacrifice her life for the things she pursues, she is strong, she can grit her teeth and survive any difficulties, even if she is sad, she will not shed tears easily. From her, I see To the future and hope, so what's wrong with me liking her?"

"You know the reason yourself. You have no chance to be with her. What about her? Does she know what you think?" Ji Wu didn't intend to let An Ningyu go.

"She knows what I'm thinking." Thinking of Mo Ni made An Ningyu's heart chill.

"Then she also knows your secret?" Ji Wu continued to chase, seeing that An Ningyu didn't answer, she asked frantically again, "Does she know your shady secret?"

"Ji Wu, don't force her." Nalan Meng looked at the helpless An Ningyu with distress.

"She doesn't know." An Ningyu replied word by word, "But I didn't mean to lie to her, and I never thought of hurting anyone, including you."

"My mouth is full of nonsense, I don't want to hear it." Ji Wu covered her ears, tears falling out uncontrollably.

Nalan Meng looked at An Ningyu but never knew that there was so much sadness buried in her heart, and she never knew that Mo Ni was so important in her heart.They are more like friends in need, and An Ningyu regards Mo Ni as the motivation to go on in a similar living environment.No wonder An Ningyu would even sacrifice his life for her.It's a pity that a piece of sincerity was in vain, and Luohua's willful flow was ruthless, and Mo Ni didn't feel her sincerity.

"Then what do you want to hear? My life is in a mess, and I can only live for others. This is the real me, blooming into a dream, no matter how colorful it is, it will no longer exist when I wake up, and I have never really owned it." Anningyu began. Open your heart and reveal your feelings.

"I'm asking you, did you agree to marry me because you knew I couldn't have sex with you?"

"Yeah, I was relieved for a moment after you couldn't touch men."

Ji Wu gasped when she heard the answer that she should have thought of earlier in the morning. She never expected to be loved by An Ningyu, but she never thought that she would become her chess piece. "What about now? Do you feel very regretful? Worried that I will expose your conspiracy."

"No, if you think exposing me will make your heart feel better, then feel free." Nalan Meng was stunned when An Ningyu said this.

"Don't think I'm afraid." Ji Wu glared.

These words sounded so hopeless to Nalan Meng, and all of this was caused by her own hands. It was she who pushed the An Ning language into the abyss again and again.The misfortune is caused by that, and it should stop here. Everyone should pay the price for the mistakes they have made.

Seeing that An Ningyu turned to leave, Ji Wu desperately stood up and wanted to stop An Ningyu, threatening, "Stop, do you hear An Ningyu, or I will tell my father about this."

With his back to Ji Wu's An Ningyu, he said indifferently, "Go."

Watching An Ningyu disappear into the dark depths of the courtyard, Ji Wu, who was powerlessly squatting in the icy snow, wept bitterly.Just now, the other party's eyes without nostalgia hurt her heart, and An Ningyu's past warmth became fragmented in front of the truth.

Nalan Meng said to Ji Wu from the bottom of her heart, "Although she was wrong in this matter, she has not had an easy life these years. You shouldn't be too harsh on her. After all, she violated her own principles for the sake of others." Willingness, doing things you don’t like, and living a life you don’t want. If you insist on pouring all your pain on her, it’s too selfish. If you don’t let her go now, no one can bear all the pain sad."

After knowing Ji Wu's unbearable past, Nalan Meng seemed to be able to understand her fragile heart. Looking at Ji Wu who was slumped on the ground crying, he still couldn't help saying, "You are not the only one who was hurt. If you hurt someone who cares about you because of your own pain, then no matter how much you let go of the past, it is not worth being understood."

"Get out, you're not a good thing either." Ji Wu's voice was stern, since the storm is coming, let it come more violently.