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Last night's storm was exchanged for the next day's calm, An Ningyu forgot how long ago he slept as peacefully as last night, the secrets accumulated for many years were inadvertently lost, and the initial anger was covered up by the current indifference.After opening the quilt, she opened the door of the room after getting dressed.

The warm sun shines on the white ice and snow, although it is very cold, it still gives people a sense of warmth.An Ningyu raised her hand and stretched vigorously, which was very comfortable.If you slow down, you will find beautiful things in front of you. After more than ten years of passing by, you will end up exhausted physically and mentally. An Ningyu can't think of any practical gains.

But there are always people who like to break her tranquility. Nalan Meng, who didn't sleep all night last night, was waiting outside the Anningyu room early in the morning. She was unable to approach because of Brown's obstruction. Now when she saw someone coming out, she hurried over and said, "Today you Can you still be so calm, are you not afraid that the princess will really expose you, or you should go and dissuade her right now before she changes her mind."

An Ningyu replied indifferently, "No."

"Now is not the time to be angry. You know the consequences very well. Could it be that you have the heart to throw away the secret you have kept for many years?"

"Nalanmeng, you are really strange. You are the one who exposed me. Now you are trying to hide it for me. I don't know what I am doing? Then ask yourself what is your intention?"

"I don't want you to deceive others with a false identity, so I chose to let you confess to the princess. But I don't want to watch you die, and now I hope you can persuade her to keep the secret for you. Am I wrong? ?” In Nalan Meng’s world, there are only black and white and no gray areas.

"You are right, and the princess is not wrong. I am the one who made all the mistakes. In this case, let me bear it. Anyway, I have already suffered this false life. In the past, I have been thinking that maybe until I die, the secret will be with me. I have been buried in the soil for a long time, maybe God has mercy on you and let you break through my business, and help me untie the shackles that have entangled me for many years."

"For the sake of a quick moment, you don't even want your life?"

"It doesn't matter."

"An Ningyu, do you hate me for saying that on purpose? Can you stop being so capricious today? Now we are talking about life-threatening matters."

Looking at the panicked Nalan Meng in front of him, An Ningyu couldn't help but laugh for some reason.

Every laugh seemed to tear her heart apart. Nalan dreamed clearly that she fell in love with this person. No matter who the real identity was, she had already been unable to extricate herself from handing over her heart to her, so she could perceive her Lonely and sad, enduring loneliness and coldness, looking at the pale eyes on An Ningyu's forced smile, Nalan Meng asked softly, "What are you laughing at?"

"I laugh at you. I always thought you were naive. You are stupid. The most ridiculous thing is that I still can't figure out your intentions. Why don't you tell me directly, don't waste my time trying to guess your mind " An Ningyu, who grew up in lies all his life, doesn't trust anyone, and feels that everyone lives with a purpose, and the skill of An Ningyu's survival is to see clearly the desires of those people and make use of them. I can't understand Nalan Meng's heart.

"I care about you, it's okay!" Bu Yudie said nothing wrong. For Nalan Meng, this love is undoubtedly a moth to the fire, and An Ningyu is the raging fire that is burning. Nalan Meng But when he went close to it again and again, he was injured all over the body.Thinking back now, Ji Wu was in a similar situation to her, not because they fell in love wrongly, but because An Ningyu's heart was locked tightly.

"Pfft, hahaha..." This time An Ningyu laughed even harder. No matter how much she tried to calm down, she still failed. The funniest thing I've heard in a long time."

"Why don't you believe it?" Nalan Meng was a little displeased, for the first time in his life, he was treated like this.

"I have held the title of the second young master of the An family for 17 years, and even I almost believed it was true. Until yesterday, I inadvertently knew that when my mother was pregnant with me, my father wanted to kill me , Do you think it’s ridiculous?” At this time, An Ningyu, who was laughing hysterically, squatted on the ground weakly, and continued, “I haven’t finished talking yet, but my mother who hated me so much was actually taken from my father’s hand. Saved me, isn't it absurd? I grew up in lies, and I can no longer tell the truth from the fake, why do you make me believe your words? And don't forget, we are the same person."

"What's the matter?"

"It's not what I think, but the problem really exists. But it's no longer important. If you feel that there is a little debt, if I really die, then go and collect my body for me." Speaking of An Ningyu Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, he stood up again and left.

At that time, An Ningyu felt really tired, used to pretending to be strong, and was used to facing everything alone, but didn't know what he really wanted.When everything can be without pretense, can be unscrupulous, can be very happy, although you can't find the source of happiness, just laughing.

Seeing such peace words also made Brown's heart ache.And Nalan Meng, who was standing by the side, was more than a little guilty. For the first time in her life, she heard An Ning talk about her parents, full of resentful love, and it was the inseparable family that made her suffer so much.Sure enough, the people you know the most can hurt you the most, because they know that the place in your heart will hurt the most.

She and An Ningyu have experienced a past that no one else can understand, and they can be said to share adversity, life and death, especially An Ningyu's two shots to save her life, which made Nalan Meng more firm in her support.The reason why she was prevented from marrying Ji Wu was to make An Ningyu the problem, instead of blindly avoiding it and hurting others and herself in the end.

Nalan Meng saw the hidden longing in An Ningyu's heart. In fact, she didn't care at all when the second young master of the An family was in charge of the huge family business. She longed for truth, but truth would kill herself.Conflicting identities lead to her twisted soul, upending her thoughts and meaning of existence.

"Brown, let's go out and have fun." Abandoning Nalan Meng, An Ningyu left the palace without any worries.

At this time, Brown hurriedly followed, and he did not forget to give Nalan Meng a wink, stopping her from catching up.

Although it is freezing cold outside in winter, Kyoto is still very prosperous. There are a variety of shops on the street, and many people in fancy clothes are picking out their favorite things at their leisure.Compared with useless rare treasures, An Ningyu let go of his belly and walked through the streets to find special snacks.

Nalan Meng, who stayed in the palace, came to Ji Wu's room, and saw her curled up at the foot of the bed with her arms around her knees, looking so pitiful that she had completely lost the arrogance of last night.Sure enough, this is a game with no winners. Nalan Mengqi's words to Ji Wu before leaving seemed to be too much. After all, not everyone can accept such a big blow, especially she knows that Ji Wu loves An Ningyu deeply.

Nalan Meng sat on the edge of the bed and called softly, "Princess?"

Seeing that Ji Wu didn't respond, Nalan Meng continued, "What you said last night was a bit too much, don't take it to heart."

"She asked you to come?" Finally Ji Wuken spoke.

"No." Nalan Meng replied.

"I think so, she is always like this, every time I take a step towards her, she takes three steps back. I advance, she retreats, I don't want to give up, I chase desperately, when I think I can catch her , only to find out that it was all a lie.”

"It can be seen that she really cares about you, don't erase her past kindness to you just because of one mistake." Nalan Meng could feel Ji Wu's anger.

"Everything in the back is built on lies. Once the bottom collapses, everything she does above will be destroyed. I hate her. After easily taking my heart, she destroyed it without mercy." Said Seeing Ji Wu's tears flowed down again, she didn't expect that they hadn't been used up all night last night.

"Don't let anger dominate your thoughts. When you calm down in the future, you may regret your decision today. Although An Ningyu is wrong, but she did it unintentionally. As I said, this kind of life is not what she wanted. .”

"I wish she did it intentionally, so that I can hate more thoroughly, instead of being so painful and entangled like now. It is because of her kindness that I feel lost and I can't see the way forward. Before last night , I always thought that she would be my lifelong partner, and she destroyed all of this with her own hands after last night, she made me a complete fool, and I was played by her between applause." The one who supported her to live before was The love for An Ning language has now been replaced by hatred for An Ning language.

"Could it be that you really want to expose her?" Nalan Meng saw the anger in Ji Wu seriously, and it was useless to persuade her now. At this moment, she was dominated by hatred and believed that there was nothing she could do to convince her.

"I will definitely not take advantage of her. I will double the pain she poured on me and return it. I want her to try this kind of pain." There are as many hatreds as there are deep loves. Love turned to hate and began to dominate her consciousness.Even Nalan Meng, who was next to her, shuddered when she saw Ji Wu's fierce eyes. Her anger eroded her love for An Ningyu, and in the end it might lead to a loss for both sides.

When people are most helpless and in pain, they will choose some way to escape. It is irresponsible for An Ningyu to let go of the situation and let the situation worsen. Ji Wu chooses to hate and hurt herself to protect herself.It is impossible not to make mistakes in one's life, but everyone must be responsible for the mistakes they make.

Nalan Meng was also lost before, but compared to An Ningyu and Ji Wu who were still in the smog, she was one of the lucky ones.Although she likes An Ningyu, it’s not that she didn’t work hard. Facts have proved that the distance between the two is too far away, and she wisely chose to let go. It’s different from giving up. Giving up is sacrificing what originally belonged to you. Letting go means letting go of what was never yours. , so Nalan Meng can live more easily.

It is impossible to love only one person in one's life. Letting go does not mean the end but another beginning.However, Ji Wu didn't understand this truth, and she couldn't extricate herself from the abyss of pain.