Dressed as a top-notch stand-in for the president

Si Tian had no choice but to repeat his own words:

"Actually, I'm not the Si Tian you're looking for."

After the words fell, Ji Yu fell into complete silence, the gentleness on her face could no longer be maintained, as if a crack had been torn open in her heart, and with the sound of the wind blowing in, the crack became bigger and bigger, making her ears only The whistling wind is left, and no other content can be heard.

After a while, Ji Yu moved her lips, looked at the person in front of her, looked at the familiar appearance and outline, obviously her eyebrows did not change much, why did the other party say such cruel things?

"I do not understand what you mean."

Ji Yu smiled, and raised her hand to pull the hair around her ears. Obviously there was no extra hair falling down, but she repeated this action several times, and murmured: "What do you mean you are not the one I am looking for?" Si Tian... Even if I find the wrong person and find someone with the same name and surname, I won't grow up like this..."

Si Tian nervously touched the magazine again, as if she wanted to relieve her anxiety about expressing herself. When she heard what Ji Yu said, she couldn't help but interrupt:

"Looks are not the point—"

"How should I explain it? Let me tell you from the beginning. This is a very long story. Ji Yu, would you like to hear me finish?"

But this situation is not up to Ji Yu to make the decision.

She can only nod.

At the same time, looking at the person in front of her, an inexplicable guess came to her heart:

Could it be that the variety show I came here to record today is not a travel show, but a prank show?Otherwise, how would you explain that the person she finally found said such absurd and hurtful things to her?

……

Si Tian knew Ji Yu's disappointment, so she didn't dare to meet Ji Yu's eyes, lowered her eyes, and spoke quickly: "The first time we... met, in your impression, was when you fell into the water and lost your memory. The hospital where he was rescued and sent to, right?"

Ji Yu nodded, feeling a bit more settled in her heart. With the help of the story that both of them knew, she confirmed once again that she did not find the wrong person, but she didn't know what Si Tian wanted to say.

However, in the next second, the other party's words made her understand:

"But it wasn't me who met you in the hospital. I was listening to my mother's nagging in the hospital, and then I was depressed and not interested in anything. It was impossible to suddenly pay attention to the people in the next ward—— "

Ji Yu: "?"

Si Tian lowered his eyes and said: "During that time, another soul appeared in my body. I just happened to be world-weary and didn't care who would replace my terrible life, so I handed over the control of my body to the other party. When I met you, she was the one who chatted with you, and after she was discharged from the hospital, it was she who followed you to dance lessons, told you about your dream of going to the entertainment industry, and led you into the industry..."

Ji Yu stared at her blankly, and heard those strange words drilled into her ears one by one, but she couldn't respond to them, and could only hear the sound of the system in her mind, whether it was a sigh or a clear understanding :

"what……"

Today, Si Tian is still slowly going on: "It's just that one day later, she disappeared without warning, and I had to come out to face this strange world. Instinctively, I tried my best to deal with commercial performances, advertisements and those activities, but the things at work have exhausted all my energy, and I can't even concentrate on dealing with the interpersonal relationships in the group... There is also no way to deal with the relatives and rumors who come to the door like dog skin plaster."

Her words stopped here.

Seeing Ji Yu sitting there motionless with his head down, for a moment, Si Tian felt his fingertips trembling, as if he had done something heinous and shattered other people's dreams with his own hands.

But she still wants to talk.

This is what she will have to face sooner or later. In that world, she had already escaped once, and then caused great harm to Ji Yu. If she still escapes now... what will Ji Yu do in the future?To search for her forever, with hope all over the world?Is she going to hide like this forever?Or let Ji Yu chase until she is exhausted, and then tell her it's all a lie?

At that time, she will become the kind of person she hates the most—after others have been hurt by life time and time again, she will be the one who gives the other person a fatal blow.

Si Tian was unwilling to do that.

After a pause, she added in a low voice: "Look, I... don't like sweet things at all, and I'm not a person who can actively handle everything well, even explaining such a thing to you Things have ruined my energy for such a long time... I am not lying to you. "

Of course Ji Yu understands this——

If the taste can be disguised for a while, but the personality is difficult to act, especially for an introverted person who almost has social anxiety to act as a generous and slick type, even if the script is preset in mind , but there is no way to know what Ji Yu will ask temporarily, so it is easy to show his feet.

At this time, Ji Yu had already believed half of her heart, but she still couldn't help asking:

"When did she... leave? And why?"

There must be a reason for this, Ji Yu couldn't help looking inside herself, even thinking a little harshly, was it because she didn't do well enough at the time and let the other person down, or that person didn't like this world, so...?

Ji Yuming knew she shouldn't think like this, but she still couldn't help blaming herself, because in the past few years, she had been immersed in this kind of thoughts countless times.

Si Tian seemed to see some familiar feelings from her expression at the moment, and hurriedly said: "It was the summer when we just formed a group... The reason, she said, she didn't know it herself, but she was suddenly pulled away and was It wasn't her intention."

When Ji Yu heard the first half of the sentence, he was still dragging the timeline in his heart, thinking that the connection between himself and Si Tian would gradually fade in the next six months, and somehow heaved a sigh of relief——

It turned out that it wasn't the person she cared about who wanted to stay away from her, but that it was out of necessity.

But soon, she noticed the content of the second half of the sentence, and asked with some hesitation: "...She said? You, you mean, have you got in touch?"

Si Tian nodded.

Obviously the answer was close at hand, Ji Yu suddenly didn't dare to ask the other party's identity.

Si Tian misunderstood what she meant, thinking that she was silently blaming herself for not telling the story earlier, so she could only pinch the spine of the magazine with her fingertips and whispered: "I, I thought that I had been talking to myself all the time. The person who communicates is a two-personality, so when she disappeared, I thought it was my problem, and I didn't dare to go to you...I'm afraid you think I forced her away...Sorry."

Ji Yu nodded, then shook her head again, she said, "No, it's not your fault, you're fine too, Si Tian... This, this is your name, isn't it?"

Si Tian nodded, "Yes."

Then she said: "I'm sorry, Ji Yu, if I went to you at that time and told you this, then I...after I did that stupid thing, you wouldn't be in so much pain...I heard you on the show In those interviews on the Internet, you said that it was a pity that you were not able to be by her side at the time. You thought it was you who failed to save her, but in fact... I was the one who did such stupid things, so don’t feel guilty anymore. okay?"

Ji Yu was a little speechless.

She thought of her feelings at that time again, those annoyances and pains followed her like maggots, and they are still rooted in her soul, making her unable to control her emotions every time she thinks about it.

For a moment, she not only felt a little lucky to survive the catastrophe, but also felt that she was extremely despicable.

It turned out that it was not the "Si Tian" she had always cared about who was forced into a corner by life——

However, such a tragedy did happen again in the world. The person standing in front of her was someone who had truly died once from the cyber violence and family betrayal. Ji Yu should not feel rejoicing, not at all. .

She clasped the teacup in front of her with her fingertips, looked at Si Tian seriously, shook her head and said to her: "Without you, I couldn't have... met her. Anyway, you and I have met indirectly. , if I could come to you at that time, or find out that you are not in a good state, later... that kind of thing wouldn't happen, right?"

Ji Yu smiled lightly, and said to Si Tian: "You are still here now, it is a very good and worth celebrating, don't carry those things that you can't control on yourself, those things in the past Just let it go, now those annoying people and things are gone, and you can start a new life."

Affected by her emotions, Si Tian also smiled, nodded, and replied solemnly: "Okay."

She said, "Ji Yu, you too."

To some extent, the two of them are somewhat similar, because the appearance of another "Si Tian" saved their lives at the same time, but after the other party's sudden departure, they inevitably panicked. In this case, once some tragedies happen to them, the remaining things are like a derailed train, heading towards unknown dangers.

……

Ji Yu herself could comfort Si Tian with words, but she couldn't be comforted by similar content.

But she still tried her best to act as if she had also become positive. After taking a deep breath for a while, she asked aloud: "So... that person, she... Can I, can I find it?"

Ji Yu thought, maybe there is still time for everything.

She had renewed hope for it.

However, Si Tian began to look away. Recently, from Meng Rendong's slightly self-deprecating narrations and not knowing how to atone for his sins, she felt that the four years that Ji Yu spent with him were not pleasant.

Meng Rendong said that she felt that Ji Yu should be relieved to leave her side.

After all, her performance in those four years was really bad.

And now...

Si Tian couldn't help but guess, if he told Ji Yu the truth about Meng Rendong, would Ji Yu feel a little bit broken?

That feeling of suddenly looking back, only to find that the person I was looking for was the person I least wanted to meet... It should be a little hopeless.

When Si Tian was hesitating, he habitually chose to change the subject: "How about we have breakfast first?"

Ji Yu watched her suddenly jump the topic, and suddenly realized that this was the second time that Si Tian had avoided the topic of that person's real identity. He saw the waiter in the restaurant bring up the breakfasts he had ordered earlier, and also looked at Si Tian. Tian slowly took out a steamed stuffed bun with dried plum vegetables, tore off the wrapping paper on it, and slowly put it into his mouth, eating with his head down like a little hamster.

Ji Yu waited patiently.

It wasn't until Si Tian finished eating the buns in her hand that she found an opportunity to ask while Si Tian was eating, "Is it... someone I knew before, or someone I missed?"

When Ji Yu said this sentence, many faces popped up in Ji Yu's mind, and even put it on the sisters in the show for the first time and outrageously, Ling Lan?Jiang Lianque?It can't be Chu Nanxing, right? ? ?

Her brain hole was getting bigger and bigger, and she was about to fly out to the sky.

Si Tian was drinking tea, when he heard Ji Yu unconsciously read out the guessed names, and even expanded the scope of his target to Chu Nanxing, his eyes frightened for a moment, he had to cough lightly, and changed the topic slightly Bring a little:

"It's...not that exaggerated."

"But you do know."

Si Tian added in a low voice, "Not only do we know each other, but we may have talked for a while..."

The voice behind gradually melted into the air.

Ji Yu didn't hear clearly for a while, and repeated: "What?"

Si Tian closed his eyes as if facing death, and revealed the truth without panting or even pausing: "I said that you not only knew each other, but you have been in a relationship for four years, but now you broke up, that's right, she is Meng Rendong. I also kind of don’t want to believe that she is the one who performed so poorly in love, but that’s the truth.”

Ji Yu: "..."

It took her almost half a minute to digest all the key points in Si Tian's words.

Then she stopped laughing.

To some extent, Ji Yu felt that this truth was more terrifying than Chu Nanxing.

Why……

Why is it her?

Ji Yu tried to digest this fact, and also wanted to calm down and listen to more things, but she stood up uncontrollably, and even lingered for two steps, then looked at Si Tian very seriously:

"You're not kidding me, it's not April Fool's Day, is it?"

Si Tian: "...um."

Seeing Ji Yu's unbelievable look, she tried to ease the difficulty of chasing his wife for Meng Liandong, and added: "I don't know what happened when you two fell in love, but when she appeared in our In the world, I'm pretty sure she's here for you."

Ji Yu waved her hand, raised her hand and rubbed her head. For the first time, she was glad that she was in a good state. If she hadn't followed the system's advice to rest last night, she might have passed out after hearing the news.

She said to herself, "There must be something wrong."

How could it be Meng Rendong?

Ji Yu tried to find out why Meng Rendong deceived Si Tian. After all, Si Tian's character seemed to be easy to trust others. Maybe Meng Rendong used other means to get some truth about these things, maybe... …

She couldn't go on guessing.

Some images emerged in my mind, after they broke up, Meng Rendong's personality gradually changed, especially that time, when she was filming in the swimming pool, Meng Rendong actually came over, stood on the shore, and told her "don't be afraid" , Later she fell into the water, and Meng Rendong came to rescue her again regardless of his own safety.

Then he asked her over and over again, if he had treated her better these four years, would Ji Yu forgive her and stay with her?

At that time, Ji Yu only thought that it was Meng Rendong who felt that he had treated her badly for the past four years, and realized later that he wanted to save her—but Meng Rendong, who is so proud, knew that he was another person. After the person's substitute, how can he show more affection every time?

And there was not only guilt in that expression, but also some emotions that Ji Yu couldn't understand.

Now she understands that it was Meng Rendong who knew the truth before her.

but.

Why didn't Meng Rendong recognize her when they met for the first time... After such a long time, Ji Yu couldn't help shaking her head as soon as she recalled those four years.

What made them both so wrong?

She appeared in front of Meng Rendong with the appearance and experience of the original world, Meng Rendong did not recognize her, and Meng Rendong showed his taste so clearly from the beginning, Ji Yu thought it was a coincidence.

Now these tiny truths are like small gears biting together, gradually turning, piecing together those unbelievable truths, and the appearance of the truth is so beyond recognition.

Vaguely, Ji Yu heard Si Tian's voice trying to persuade her, but she really couldn't face him with the gentleness and consideration she had before. She couldn't control her emotions, so she could only apologize and leave this place.

Where can I go?

She didn't know, anyway, after leaving the teahouse, she was wearing sunglasses and a mask, and went all the way to a remote alley, hoping that all the people inside would not know her, along the way, people kept looking sideways at her, I don't know if it was Recognized her, or just purely curious.

In the end, Ji Yu didn't know which corner she got into. Seeing that there was an open park with a garden view in front of her, and there was no one in it for a while, she lowered her head and walked out, turning around and walking to a corner. Under a persimmon tree, he tore off the mask that made it hard for him to breathe, pulled off his sunglasses, and squatted there staring blankly at the moss-covered ancient bricks under his feet.

……

Yu Su knew that Chu Nanxing was coming to the city for filming recently, and it happened to be in an old ancient city, where the Chu family had a small summer garden, so Chu Huaide came with her, but he was in the house Make a video call to discuss business with someone, and leave her with a few temporary aunts to clean up the flowers and plants in the garden.

In the past when Chu Nanxing and Chu Jianyu were young, she and Chu Huaide often took these two children out to play, but Chu Huaide has always been too lazy to take care of the children, and always brought the two of them to this small school in the name of traveling. Staying in the garden, that is, living in a different environment, and then swaggeringly went to work.

Leaving Yu Su to take them to play around here.

Looking at these old scenes now, Yu Su is naturally a little moved by the scenery. Although I only came here two or three times, I never came here in the spring with the best scenery. Now it is late autumn, not as vibrant as spring, and there are fewer types of flowers and plants. A lot, but she remembered a persimmon tree in the backyard.

Seeing that Yu used to climb up the tree when she was a child, but she got stuck halfway, and Nan Xing angrily came to her to complain, saying that her sister went to climb the tree in the backyard again.

They haven't been to this place for so long, and they don't know if the tree is alive or not, and whether it will bear fruit this year.

Yu Su walked briskly towards the backyard, but from a distance, she saw a person squatting there, as if he was in a bad mood, just quietly sulking in the corner.

For a split second, Yu Su couldn't tell if this was her hallucination.

But she still slowed down, as if this could keep the person longer, but when she got closer and saw the profile of the person under the tree, she couldn't help but raise her hand to cover her lips, The eye sockets couldn't help being a little moist.

Ji Yu didn't hear anything at first, until a very soft call came from above her head, as if she was afraid of disturbing her:

"what's wrong?"

The voice was a bit coaxing, as if no matter what grievances and complaints she might say, the other party would listen patiently and even comfort her gently.

Ji Yu turned her head to look, and found that standing in front of her was Chu Nanxing's mother whom she had met on the show by chance last time. She was wearing an old-fashioned long-sleeved cheongsam today. She couldn't stop the beauty of her facial features, especially her gentle eyes, which seemed to be able to contain everything.

At first, Ji Yu just felt a little panicked, but now that the other party appeared here, she guessed that she might be the owner of this house, and she was an intruder. It stands to reason that no matter what happened at this time, she should clean herself up first emotion, and then apologize to the person seriously, and leave.

Because she is not just any passer-by now, she is also considered a half-public figure. If people find out about things like breaking into private houses, it will cause a very bad social impact, and it is also very embarrassing. She should stop the loss in time.

but……

For some reason, when she saw someone coming, and heard the other person gently ask that "what's the matter", the depression and congestion in her heart seemed to find a vent for a while.

Ji Yu herself didn't expect that she would cry so badly in the next moment, like a child who has been lost outside for a long, long time, and has been unable to find a home, suddenly seeing her mother appear in front of her, all the grievances she has experienced for a long time There is a direction to confide in both pain and pain.

Only her precarious rationality reminded her that this was not her mother, and she couldn't cause trouble for others.

So Ji Yu wiped her tears, stood up quickly, and swayed because of the numbness in her legs. She could only support the persimmon tree next to her and stand still. Then, in the embarrassment of crying, she said:

"it's okay no problem……"

Yu Su felt that she was not saying that.

The person in front of her was too much like her child who had left. Every time she asked when she was sad, Jian Yu would always tell her that it was all right. I wonder if he wanted to comfort her and not want her to worry.

Thinking of this, Yu Su felt that she was not a very good mother. So many times in the past, her children were so considerate of her, and they didn't want her to be sad, but what about her?

Where was she when her child was struggling in such icy water?

Just thinking of this, Yu Su felt that she couldn't breathe, and she didn't know why, she stepped forward, and suddenly raised her hand to pat Ji Yu's back, gently hugging the young girl in her arms , and then gently asked:

"Why are you crying like this?"

"Who bullied you?"