My old Gong is a fine score [Transmigration Book]

The environment of the waterside pavilion is quiet, and it is a good place for psychological counseling. Qin Yuanxi walked around the entire palace, and finally chose this place, with veils hanging on it, which has enough privacy. Behind the waterside pavilion is a lotus pond. The faint fragrance of lotus flowers can also make people relax a lot in the natural environment. He also arranged for music players to be on the other side of the lotus pond, echoing the water pavilion across the lotus pond. to meet their needs.

Every place was prepared by Qin Yuanxi with all his heart, and he tried to be comfortable enough, but once he came here, he became a little restrained. No matter how relaxed the environment is, if people don't relax, the atmosphere will not be there.

"You sit there." Two seats were arranged in the water pavilion. Qin Yuanxi learned from Meng Xuan's previous arrangement, and prepared a spacious beauty couch for Zhao Tuo. There was a small incense burner next to him, and he himself was a low stool. Seeing that there was still some distance before the collapse, Zhao Tuo was arranged to lie down on it.

"Otherwise, take off your shoes too, it's comfortable."

"I'm going to light some incense."

Seeing Qin Yuanxi rushing around without any rules, Zhao Tuo held his man and brought him into his arms: "Don't worry, don't be so nervous."

"I'm not nervous."

Qin Yuanxi wanted to refute, he didn't feel that he was nervous, but such a big matter had to be taken seriously, the string in his heart was tense, and it was difficult to relax.

"I'm not nervous, my whole body is tense and stiff." Zhao Tuo sighed softly, and after speaking in Qin Yuanxi's ear, he took his earlobe in his mouth and sucked gently.

Qin Yuanxi only felt like getting an electric shock, and his whole body was numb. Zhao Tuo quickly shifted his position after kissing the earlobe, and kissed Qin Yuanxi's lips.

The two kissed and kissed, a bit out of order, and when Qin Yuanxi realized it, his whole body had been pressed on the bed by Zhao Tuo, his clothes were messy, and his breathing was a little short.

"That, that, don't we still have serious things to do?"

"Aren't you doing serious business now?" Zhao Tuo lowered his head and smiled, and pulled Qin Yuanxi's hand down, the tentacles were hot: "You are so nervous, why don't you relax, okay?"

Qin Yuanxi's earlobe was hot, and he pushed and shoved twice. He didn't agree or refuse, but closed his eyes and raised his neck slightly. It seemed that he wanted to invite you to taste it.

"Ah Xi chose a good place."

The melodious music outside the water pavilion, along with the breeze, there is a faint fragrance of the lotus, and there are occasional short breaths in the water pavilion, with obvious depression. The movement in the water pavilion gradually subsided, Qin Yuanxi put his hand on Zhao Tuo's chest, and touched it again and again taking advantage of it.

Martial arts practitioners have a really good touch, unlike a rice bug like him who doesn't look good at all, Qin Yuanxi doesn't have one himself, but it doesn't prevent him from coveting Zhao Tuo.

"Is it good to touch?"

"it is good."

Qin Yuanxi agreed smoothly, and blushed after agreeing, and then heard Zhao Tuo chuckle, took the clothes and put them on his shoulders, tidied up for Qin Yuanxi, then got up and lit the incense burner by himself.

When he lit the incense burner, Qin Yuanxi didn't quite realize what Zhao Tuo was going to do. After smelling the sweet smell, his brain wandered back slowly.

"Now, now?"

Zhao Tuo closed the lid of the incense burner, tidied up the rug casually, and lay down on it obediently: "Well, just now, isn't it good?"

"It's not bad, just-"

It's a bit weird, isn't it unreliable to come here for psychological counseling after what happened just now?

"Should I go there to do it?" Qin Yuanxi thought, or go back to his seat first, at least it looks like that?

As a result, Zhao Tuo grabbed it with his big hand, and Qin Yuanxi fell back into Zhao Tuo's arms. His hand continued to touch the chest muscles. It felt really good.

"No, we don't need to stick to those things, just talk." Zhao Tuo closed his eyes and stroked Qin Yuanxi's hair: "Tell me about Axi's childhood?"

Qin Yuanxi wanted to say, didn't he mean you?How did it come to me?

But since Zhao Tuo asked, he just said everything.

When I was a child, I was in poor health, and then I was mischievous, caught fish, caught shrimp, and played with the children. When I grew up, I went to school to take the college entrance examination and worked hard to make progress, and finally got admitted to the university I wanted.

"It's the imperial examination. We don't call it that way, but they all have the same meaning." Qin Yuanxi explained while talking: "But our exam may be simpler, and more people are admitted."

"Ah Xi must be the champion."

Qin Yuanxi almost laughed: "You really think highly of me, my province ranks at the bottom of the two thousand, it's been too long and I can't remember clearly."

At that time, Qin Yuanxi felt that he was very good at the exam and that he was awesome. Now that he thinks about it, forget it.

"You are the best." Qin Yuanxi remembers that this is the real No. 1 scholar, No.[-] in the country.

"What is the ranking of more than 2000 in the province?"

"That's right," Qin Yuanxi was a little embarrassed to explain: "It's just that the place ranks more than 2000."

Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, Zhao Tuo's eyes changed. Qin Yuanxi felt that this guy looked at him like a scumbag. Qin Yuanxi took a deep breath and defended himself: "That's different, okay? Our place is the same as here It's not the same, my provincial ranking of more than 2000 is not bad, really, although I can't compare with the champion, but, it's different."

He was aggrieved as he said that, no matter what he said, he couldn't change the fact that he was a scumbag.

"No, Ah Xi is very good, very outstanding." Zhao Tuo clenched his hand: "There is nothing good about being the champion."

Qin Yuanxi remembered, this guy is not just a literary champion, he is a champion of both civil and military!Genuine literary and military skills!

Silently taking his hand out of Zhao Tuo's hand, it means that we are not the same kind of people.

"In the second year after I entered the court as an official, war broke out in the west. At that time, I invited Yingying to go to the front line. The army was about to set off. I was a vanguard general, and I was ready, but the Lu family didn't allow it. At that time, Wen There is a vacancy in Yuan Pavilion, they want me to be a bachelor and then enter the cabinet."

Qin Yuanxi listened to Zhao Tuo and said: "I refused, and the Lu family reprimanded me severely for this reason. Although I went to the front line in the end, the Lu family only gave me one year and asked me to go to the front line for one year." After that, you must return to the court."

"and then?"

Qin Yuanxi had a general understanding of Lord Lu's matter, but he didn't have such a detailed understanding. He only knew that Lord Lu had been on the front line, and he had won his rights bit by bit, but he didn't know exactly what happened.

"The carefree and unrestrainedness of the battlefield makes me more nostalgic than the court. I stayed in the front line for three years. , as long as the emperor doesn't issue an order to call me back to Beijing, it will be useless for them to urge me any longer."

"That was the time when the Northwest Company invaded. The imperial court expected me to go to war. I also hoped that I could defeat the barbarians in the Northwest to prove my strength and make them promise that I could be stationed at the border and be a general who defended the country. .”

"I put all my heart and soul into that battle, and I must win."

Listening to Zhao Tuo's dull voice, Qin Yuanxi vaguely felt that there might be something tricky in it.

"Did you lose?" He asked in a very soft voice, as if he was afraid that any big movement would disturb Zhao Tuo.

"No, I won. I went straight to the enemy's camp and won a complete victory." Zhao Tuo squeezed Qin Yuanxi's hand: "I lost my most trusted lieutenant general, me, and my only friend in that battle."

"He's dead?" Qin Yuanxi couldn't bear it, wanted to comfort him but didn't know how to comfort him.

"He leaked the military plane to the enemy, and I killed him with my own hands."

"what?"

No matter what, Qin Yuanxi never expected such an answer, his face immediately turned bitter, and he hugged Zhao Tuo: "He betrayed you, you killed him."

"He didn't betray me." Zhao Tuo interrupted Qin Yuanxi's words: "He has always been loyal to me. He leaked military plans for me. Only when I am defeated can I stay in the barracks. Once the war is won, the court will definitely transfer me back to the capital. .”

"Why? What kind of robber logic is this?"

Qin Yuanxi couldn't figure it out, what's the reason?

Not only did he not understand, Zhao Tuo at that time did not understand either.

"Later, as expected by the lieutenant general, I won that battle. I did not receive any meritorious service or awards that belonged to me. Instead, I was recalled to the capital by an imperial decree, dismissed from the position of military commander, and resigned from a small staff member of the Imperial Academy. start."

Qin Yuanxi looked at the unwillingness in Zhao Tuo's eyes, and was even more annoyed: "Why? Is it the Lu family's fault?"

"It's all." Zhao Tuo sighed: "When I was young, I was too aggressive, and I was too aggressive, which also attracted some jealousy. The Lu family hoped that I could learn a lot of wisdom. They told me that fighting is not a real skill, but power. It's a real skill, only if you firmly control the power in your own hands, can you not be manipulated by others."

"Afterwards, under the arrangement of the Lu family, I started as a small employee and entered the cabinet step by step. After becoming a cabinet minister, the first case I handled was my teacher."

Qin Yuanxi felt that Zhao Tuo's fingertips were a little cold: "The former chief minister of the cabinet, he was the person closest to the imperial power, and he was killed all over the house in the end. Over the years, I have climbed up step by step, step by step, but in the end I am What to do? I don't know at all. It's as if I'm just following the tide. The Lu family has long since lost people. I can clearly control my life, but I don't know where I should go. Year after year, I I've lost myself in it a long time ago."

On this road, he had killed his friends, his teacher, and his colleagues, but what was he doing all these for?Day after day, year after year, he trapped himself.

"I just want to find myself, the one that really belongs to me." Zhao Tuo held Qin Yuanxi's hand and put it on his heart: "It's really difficult to find the lost self."