My old Gong is a fine score [Transmigration Book]

Qin Yuanxi understood the problem.

His A Tuo, that wanton young man, has his own dream. He imagines himself to be a general galloping on the battlefield, defending his family and country on the battlefield, and fulfilling his lifelong long-cherished wish with his own blood.

He has ideals, pursuits and goals, and he has worked hard towards this goal step by step. Every victory he has fought in the frontier has brought him one step closer to his goal.

He used to think that as long as he worked hard, he could become the hero that his grandfather spoke of when he was young. He wanted to be a hero, but the reality shattered his dream and gave him a heavy blow, forcing him to abandon his dream. Let go of everything he once longed for, and be a person who even feels strange to himself.

"You are A Tuo, in my heart you are A Tuo."

Qin Yuanxi's voice was a little choked up, as if the wronged person was not Zhao Tuo but him.

"After returning to Beijing, I often miss the frontier, miss the soldiers there, miss the fun there, and want to drink and eat meat happily with the big guys." Zhao Tuo stroked Qin Yuanxi's hair, with a little sadness in his tone: " But unfortunately, those days are gone, no one will accompany me to drink, no one will accompany me to ride a horse, and no one can say anything from the bottom of my heart.”

"Here, I don't have a single friend. Everyone has their own scheming plans, and what they say and do is all based on calculations. Some people flatter, some flatter, and some take precautions." Zhao Tuo told Qin Yuanxi little by little about his past self. He has never said these words to outsiders: "I am tired of the hypocrisy on everyone's face, in order to achieve their own interests, in order to achieve their own goals, intrigue, hypocrisy and disgusting."

"Some people call you brothers and sisters on the surface, but they can impeach you for eight major crimes in the court the next day, and they will stab you in the back the next day after drinking and talking, and all kinds of party disputes. Turning over is even more difficult.”

"I'm standing here, watching them fight back and forth, and finally I became one of them, involved myself in it, and all the things I hated and spurned were imposed on me, and I became They are just like them."

With a slightly hoarse voice and a bit of suppressed emotion, Qin Yuanxi could feel the helplessness in his heart.

"It's different, how can it be the same, no, you are Lord Lu, you take care of the common people in the world, and benefit the people of Li. You are not the same as those who want to get promoted and get rich. You just changed your identity. You, the people of Li people, are not the same as them at all." Qin Yuanxi was so anxious that his eyes were red: "You have done a good job, if it weren't for you, the common people must have had a very hard life, stationed on the frontier You are protecting the people, but in the imperial court you are protecting the common people, and even more people."

"more people?"

"Of course!" Qin Yuanxi immediately affirmed: "A small decision in the court can affect the trend of the world. You can decide the people's livelihood policy in a high position. Every decision you make is crucial to the common people. How can their happiness be the same."

"A Tuo, you are different from those officials." Qin Yuanxi kissed Zhao Tuo with red eyes: "They become officials for personal gain, you have the world in your heart, no matter where you are, you are protecting your home and country, You're not like them."

The knot in Zhao Tuo's heart is that he can't admit what he did when he was Lord Lu. He feels that he has lost his faith as an official in the court, and he can no longer be the hero who gallops on the battlefield to serve the country. The shadow of his body, in the hall, plays a person whom he despises.

He killed the lieutenant general, returned to the capital, and became the king regent whom everyone admired, but he lost that young man, he lost his true self.

He felt that it shouldn't be like this, that wasn't what he wanted, that he shouldn't be like that, and it was in this self-loathing and self-denial that he got sick.

When he was sick, a boy split from Lu Bohuan's personality, that is, Zhao Tuo, the self he wanted to get back.

Zhao Tuo is the self he has always wanted to be, a general who defends his home and country, Zhao Tuo still has sincerity and passion in his body, Zhao Tuo is the soul that has not been swallowed up by the dark court, Zhao Tuo is the one who is free Lu Bohuan.

"Later, it became like this." Lu Bohuan lowered his head and smiled, with a bit of helplessness and bitterness: "I don't know when it started, but when I wake up, it seems like something happened in the middle. What happened, and I don't remember anything, and I knew I was sick from then on."

"Then, what about now? Do you feel better?" Qin Yuanxi grabbed his lapel and asked, "Can you tell who you are?"

"I know, whether it's Lu Bohuan or Zhao Tuo, it's me." Lu Bohuan rubbed Qin Yuanxi's hair, and there was a hint of pampering in his smile: "However, I know you like to call me A Tuo, so you will continue to call me A Tuo." Well, my grandfather called me that when he was a kid, and I like it when you call me that."

"Really like it?" Qin Yuanxi raised his head and asked deliberately: "Then you won't be jealous with yourself anymore?"

"It's hard to say, maybe I still have to eat it." Lu Bohuan smiled: "However, it is enough for me to know that the person you like is me, and the name is just a code name. It is very troublesome to change the name and surname now, otherwise you You can call me anything you want."

"Then I'll call you A Tuo." Qin Yuanxi agreed very readily, and after agreeing, he called again and again many times before he was satisfied.

"That's great, A Tuo, you don't know. I was really scared to death during that time. I was worried all day long. Now I'm fine. I feel more at ease and satisfied with you by my side."

Pillowing on Lu Bohuan's shoulder, Qin Yuanxi sighed: "Fortunately, those things have passed. You see, we are a family of three now, and there is a cute little treasure. How wonderful. From now on, we will live a good life in peace and life, and we want to be happy. General, we will continue to be generals, and the regent is fine. I feel that I have not left a good impression. That position puts too much pressure on you. If you want to deal with the government and the status of queen, it is not much easier to use than the regent. From now on I will protect you and see who dares to bully my A Tuo, I will help you vent your anger!"

This favorite husband's tone is really domineering.

"There is one more thing, I want to explain." Lu Boxan took Qin Yuanxi's hand, with a bit ashamed expression: "That's..."

"I understand."

Qin Yuanxi leaned on Lu Bohuan's shoulder: "If you want to talk about rebellion, you don't need to mention it, I understand."

Qin Yuanxi really didn't care about the rebellion.

When he first found out, it was really hard to accept in his heart, as if the sky was falling, but after he gradually got to know it, he didn't mind it a long time ago.

"Rebellion and everything are justifiable. Besides, it wasn't that time when you were sick and couldn't tell who I was." Qin Yuanxi's tone was light: "You don't want to rebel against me. You rebelled against me." That idiot emperor, that kind of pig teammate who can't do anything but drags his legs, if I were you, I would definitely quit."

As he spoke, he patted Lu Bohuan's chest very generously. If it wasn't for a little bit of that when he patted it, it was really a bit righteous, or he rubbed his hand on Lu Bohuan's chest a few more times, taking advantage of it before taking it away.

"And I can understand it. If he wants to kill you, he must cut the grass and root out the root. You are so good, you can govern the country with military skills, and he is an idiot. Why can't he be inferior to me? Can he not be jealous of you?"

"How can it be possible to keep you in this situation? It's not uncommon to see someone with high meritorious service. You don't need to explain this to me. I already understand it." Qin Yuanxi laughed: "I don't want to talk to some people. Like a human being, he even eats his own jealousy, so be careful, I am the emperor after all, so I must be very bold!"

The majestic emperor was pushed down on the soft couch by the stingy queen and bullied hard.

There was a lingering sound outside the waterside pavilion, Lu Bohuan protected Qin Yuanxi from falling off the collapse, but he still told Qin Yuanxi his thoughts seriously.

"In fact, I didn't have this idea at the beginning, or I never had this idea. The word treason is too heavy. Not only is it a big treason, but it also violates my original intention. Neither Lu Bohuan nor Zhao Tuo would do it." This kind of thing." When Lu Bohuan said this, he picked up Qin Yuanxi's hair and played with it carefully in his hand: "Although many people may not believe what I said, I am indeed willing to help him, but the problem is that , The things in the court cannot be explained clearly in a few words, I am in this position, some things have long been out of my control, and I have to do it with a responsibility on my shoulders."

"I understand." Qin Yuanxi smiled at Lu Bohuan: "Don't think of me so unenlightened, okay? I'm not stupid. In such a big country, since you have taken over this mess, you will be sure. If you keep doing it, if you want to do something, it will definitely hinder the interests of some people. This kind of thing has been like this for thousands of years, and the superiors are not wise enough."

Qin Yuanxi touched Lu Bohuan's shoulder: "Then feel sorry for my A Tuo, you did something, and he disliked you for being too capable, as if you robbed him of something, but you don't know, you are doing it for him Yes, in the end, not only did this person not thank you, but he also felt that you were a threat. He was afraid that if you had power in your hands, you would come to grab his position. Don't even think about it. Did you sit on the seat for so long?"

"To put it bluntly, this person is stupid and stupid, and has no brains at all!" Qin Yuanxi was indignant: "If he really gets his way, it will be a small matter to kill you. By then, there will be no one to protect this country. Where can he find you?" Such a capable and virtuous minister? It must be dark in the court, the common people are living in dire straits, and within two years, the country will be destroyed!"

"This kind of guy, if you don't rebel against him, you will feel sorry for the common people, just for the big guy to live a peaceful life, and I support your decision!"

Fortunately, he was the emperor in the past. If he changed his identity, he might really rebel with Lord Lu, and I don't know if it would be a hindrance.

"Fortunately, you are not him."

Lu Bohuan hugged him tightly, wishing to integrate Qin Yuanxi into his blood: "Fortunately, it's you."

"Good boy." Qin Yuanxi patted Lu Bohuan's head, as if coaxing a big dog: "I am the little angel sent by heaven to save you, no, I am the big angel, and Xiaobao is the little angel. We angels, father and son, are here to save you." Is it enough for you alone?"

Qin Yuanxi wanted to say that if it wasn't enough, maybe he could have another one, but Lu Bohuan kissed him before he finished speaking.

"Enough is enough, God has mercy on me, this life is enough."

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