Between life and death [unlimited]

According to the previous agreement between the two, Si Yufeng immediately returned to Mingjing Apartment after returning to the City of Survivors.

After opening the door with the brass key, Si Yufeng looked at the scene in front of him that he hadn't seen for a long time, but was still very familiar, and an indescribable emotion suddenly surged in his heart.

He shook his head vigorously, as if he wanted to forget all the worries in his mind, but when he saw every scene in the room, he could still think of his life with Jiang Shi before.Then he went straight to the bathroom, found a mop from it, and started cleaning the room, trying to occupy his mind with labor and make himself feel better by the way.

Until the sun went down, he cleaned up the living room, kitchen, balcony, bathroom and his bedroom, inside and out, the corridor was silent all the time, and Jiang Li still hadn't come back from the outside. here.

Si Yufeng stood the mop beside the sofa in frustration, and while he was resting on the sofa, he couldn't help but think wildly in his heart: Jiang Xun, why didn't he come back?

So, he naturally remembered again—before the end of this mission, Jiang Lai asked him if he liked a girl.

Zhang Jian and he both guessed that Jiang Lie already knew the fact that he liked men.

At that time, he naively thought that Jiang Xun had found some clues, and then guessed and understood his intentions... But then Jiang Xun immediately asked back-"But you are a Christian, right?"

Every time Si Yufeng recalled Jiang Lu's rhetorical question, his back would subconsciously break out in a cold sweat.

It is impossible for a devout Christian to violate traditional teachings, so in theory, as a "priest", it is impossible for him to start a relationship with the same sex.It was he who dug a big hole for himself. Although he had no choice in that situation back then, and it was impossible to foresee the current situation, but in the first hard game, he clearly shouldn't be in front of Jiang Shui. Face-to-face recognition of his identity as a "priest".

Even if he has thousands of calculations in his heart, he will still fall short in the face of the predestined fate. After all, human beings still cannot escape the arrangement of fate, so he is both unexpected and unreasonable when it comes to this key issue involving secrets. It was a reasonable miscalculation.

I don't know how Jiang Lai thinks of him now.Would he think he was a liar, a liar?Or do you think that as a priest, it is not offensive and harmless to desire same-sex love?

His suspiciousness made him unable to help guessing Jiang Xun's thoughts, but every time he seemed to be the only one who was tangled up.

This time is no exception.Because at the end of this mission, that is, when the three players returned to the living space, Si Yufeng clearly saw a barrenness in Jiang Xun's eyes. It turned out that there was no place for him from the beginning to the end...

Perhaps, Jiang Lai didn't care about his every move.

The wind blowing in from the outside runs through the living room, and the temperature of the living space is always comfortable.Si Yufeng looked pessimistically at the empty room that belonged to Jiang Lai, and the inexplicable sadness in his heart seemed to reach his eyes.

Now he is not sure whether Jiang Shang will come back, just like he is not sure whether Jiang Shang has him in his heart.

Although Si Yufeng really wants to beat himself up now, so that he can remember and don't make such low-level mistakes in the future, but reason tells him that everything should be discussed after Jiang Shui comes back. Maybe there is more to this matter. turnaround.He also cheered himself up in his heart: He must think about his identity more carefully this time, and he must gain Jiang Lu's trust again, and never let him find any flaws again!

From the time he was ten years old, Jiang Lai was like a god to him.Not only is it the driving force that supports him to live, but also the belief that allows him to have hope.

Whenever he couldn't hold on, or wanted to give up, he would think of what Jiang Xun had said to him, and then he could really grit his teeth and force himself to go on.

The unpredictable fate is like a complete circle, it is both accidental and inevitable at the same time.

Not long after meeting Jiang Xun, Si Yufeng's life seems to have fallen into a strange circle, and the world he lives in seems to be an unreal world forever.Just as a lie needs countless lies to repair it if it wants to become true, he feels as if he is tightly wrapped in layers of thick cocoons, and he often feels out of breath.

And those layers of thick cocoons also seemed to have weight. For so many years, no matter how actively he wanted to move forward or climb up, the weight always dragged him down, like Those unjust souls who drowned have found a scapegoat, and they want to drag him to the bottomless abyss, and let him stay with them forever...

The cool evening breeze gently brushed over Si Yufeng's face, and he suddenly woke up from his own meditation. He raised his hand to wipe his forehead, but found that his forehead was already dripping with sweat.

"Boom!" The door of Jiang Lai's room was also blown open by the wind, and there was a loud noise in the empty living room. Si Yufeng was also startled by the sudden movement.

But what he didn't expect was that the door of Jiang Lai's room was always ajar?

Could it be that Jiang Lai forgot not to close the door before leaving?But Jiang Xun should not be the kind of careless person.

He couldn't help but speculate in his heart: Maybe this is also a manifestation of Jiang Xun's trust in him?Maybe during the mission, Jiang Xun really just asked casually, everything was because he thought too much.And now Jiang Xun might just be delayed by other things on the road, so he didn't come back.

The lights in the living room were not turned on all the time, and the light in the room was already very weak at this time. Si Yufeng was sitting on the sofa and couldn't see clearly the scene in Jiang Shang's room.

The door that was blown by the wind creaked, as if calling for him to enter, and also as if welcoming him to come inside to find out.

It seemed like weeds were spreading and growing wildly in his heart. Si Yufeng struggled to stop his strong desire to enter the house, but he couldn't help but imagine in his mind-what would Jiang Lai's room look like?

What color sheets and comforters would he like to use?I wonder if he likes the mattress I bought with him last time?Is it comfortable to sleep on it?

Also, does he like to sleep on his back at night, or on his side?

If he slept with another person, what would his favorite sleeping position be like...

The melodious voice awakened by the gentle evening wind made Si Yufeng immerse himself in his fantasy.Once Pandora's Box is opened, it cannot be closed.

In the end, Si Yufeng still couldn't overcome the curiosity that surged in his heart from time to time. Driven by desire, he quietly opened the door of Jiang Lu's room, and walked in cautiously.

Just like what he had imagined, Jiang Lai's room was very tidy and clean. Of course, this was not because Jiang Lai usually tidyed up the house, but because he had almost no other items in this room except for basic daily necessities.

A table, a chair, a wardrobe in the corner, and a single bed by the window sill, these four things constitute all the furniture in Jiang Xun's house.

Si Yufeng looked at the neatly stacked bed by Jiang Xun, and couldn't help but imagine Jiang Xun sleeping on it at night... So, he obeyed the cry from the bottom of his heart again, and sat on it gently.

The mattress is very soft, and Jiang Shuang should sleep comfortably on it.Si Yufeng didn't dare to move, but just sat on it and daydreamed endlessly.

Now it's as if Jiang Lai is lying beside him...

Suddenly hearing the sound of a key opening the door from the outside, Si Yufeng immediately bounced off the mattress like a frightened rabbit.When he rushed to the living room, Jiang Lie had already walked in from the door.

Si Yufeng suddenly felt very nervous, afraid that Jiang Li would discover the fact that he had entered his room just now, so his heartbeat also exploded, and a blush immediately surfaced on his cheeks.He only heard him say hello weakly: "Jiang Xun... are you back?"

"Yeah." But Jiang Lai's reply to Si Yufeng was only monophonic.

"Then have you had dinner?" Seeing that the sky outside had become pitch black, although being perfunctory by Jiang Lai made her feel a little uncomfortable, Si Yufeng still pretended to be enthusiastic and took the initiative to care: "I probably haven't eaten yet." Let's go, I haven't eaten yet, shall I make some now? Or, should we go out to eat?"

"No need." This time, he replied three words, but Jiang Li still seemed reluctant to say a word to him.

Si Yufeng's enthusiasm was instantly extinguished by these emotionless words, and for some reason his heart seemed to be mixed with a handful of cool ice scum.The soft and fiery inside and the ruthless debris blended and collided in his heart, and his body became hot and cold all of a sudden.

Noticing Jiang Lai's pale face, and afraid of disturbing his rest, Si Yufeng had no choice but to say the last sentence: "Then you...you should rest early." Afterwards, he left Jiang voluntarily in a very witty but dejected manner. Grain's vision.

He thought, maybe Jiang Lai never wanted to see him again?In any case, he did cheat him.

Just when Si Yufeng was about to go back to his room and feel sad alone, he suddenly heard a "bang" from behind him.He immediately looked back in a panic, only to find that it was Jiang Xun who had collapsed at the door of his room!

Si Yufeng ran to Jiang Xun's side almost the moment he saw it, and quickly hugged his upper body in his arms, testing the main artery on his neck with trembling hands. with.

His tone revealed the anxiety in his heart, "Jiang Xun? Jiang Xun! What's wrong with you?"

Si Yufeng suddenly noticed that Jiang Lai's face was not only pale, but even his lips were bloodless, and the temperature coming from him was also bone-chilling.

"Jiang Xun!" Si Yufeng's mind was now full of all kinds of terrible consequences, and his hands became extremely cold in an instant.

Jiang Lai, who fell into a coma, heard the call from his teammates, but unconsciously opened his eyelids, the eyes in his eyes were blank, and soon he closed them again.

Feeling that the ground was a bit cold at night, Si Yufeng tried to pick up Jiang Xun again and put him on the bed.

In Si Yufeng's fantasy, this should be a very chic action, but because the height difference between the two is not small, the weight is naturally not the same level, and he usually doesn't like to exercise, so Si Yufeng can only grit his teeth In the end, it took a lot of effort to put Jiang Lai on the bed.

"Hey..." Si Yufeng sweated a lot on his forehead because of his anxiety, but he just wiped it casually, and then began to check Jiang Xun's physical condition urgently.

In fact, as soon as Jiang Xun was put on the bed here, Si Yufeng discovered the wound on his leg in the next second. There was no other reason. The whiteness under his body was completely soaked.

Since Jiang Shuang was wearing black trousers today, his wound was not obvious from the outside.Si Yufeng felt very remorseful and blamed himself, why was he always thinking so many useless things in his mind?He didn't even find out that Jiang Lai was injured in time!

Seeing this scene, Si Yufeng quickly realized that Jiang Xun should be in a coma state due to excessive blood loss, and then he made a quick decision and immediately tore the tear on Jiang Xun's trousers even bigger, and the tear on Jiang Xun's leg Two hideous wounds were immediately exposed in the air.

In fact, he really wanted to help Jiang Xun change his pants before taking other emergency measures, but he was worried that Jiang Xun would feel embarrassed when he woke up, so he had to tear the hole completely open.

Jiang Shuang's two wounds were located on the outer side of the thigh and the inner side of the calf.I saw that the wound on his calf had almost healed and no more bleeding, but the long wound on the outside of his thigh was so deep that the flesh turned out a little. Naturally, this situation couldn't heal, so it was still bleeding outwards. bleed.

Although Si Yufeng is not a professional doctor, he knows in his heart that the current situation like Jiang Shou must be sutured as soon as possible. If he takes Jiang Sie out to find a professional doctor now, I am afraid that there will be some delays on the way. Time, and Jiang Lai's life may be lost.

Thinking of this, Si Yufeng's eyes immediately became firm.He quickly found the medical first aid kit he had prepared before, found a small bottle of transparent liquid at the bottom, and then took out a disposable needle to inject Jiang Shou into it.

It didn't take long for the anesthesia to take effect, and Jiang Xun's breathing gradually became smooth and stable.

Then Si Yufeng took out the medical alcohol and carefully wiped the wound on the outside of Jiang Xun's thigh with a cotton ball. Even though Jiang Xun was unconscious under the action of the medicine, the strong stimulation would still make his limbs twitch naturally.

Afterwards, Si Yufeng took out the medical suture needle and suture thread, took a deep breath, and deliberately made himself forget that this was Jiang Xun's body.Although his stitches were very slight, when he sewed the first stitch, he could still feel the blunt resistance of the needle tip passing through the flesh, and Jiang Shuang's leg muscles began to tense unconsciously.

As if he could empathize, Si Yufeng's hands trembled slightly.Knowing that Jiang Xun couldn't hear him, he still comforted him: "It will be fine soon, Jiang Xun, it will be fine soon..."

The next stitching became more and more proficient, and when Si Yufeng was about to finish, there was a sudden noise at the door again, and he immediately became vigilant.

"Xiaofeng... why didn't you close the door? I didn't say that, I think your vigilance against theft is too low, right?"

Zhang Jian wearing a red cloak reappeared in the living room. It would not be too much to say that Jiang Xun and Si Yufeng were his second home.

However, Zhang Jian mainly came here for dinner this time, but he looked around in the living room, but he didn't see Jiang Lai and Si Yufeng. Just as he was about to walk in, he heard Si Yufeng calling him.

"Zhang Jian, I'm in Jiang Shang's room."

"Damn, let me see, what are you doing!" Zhang Jian originally said this jokingly, but when he really entered Jiang Xun's room, he was horrified to find that Si Yufeng was facing him with his back. And it seems to be buried between Jiang Lu's legs...

Zhang Jian's eyes suddenly widened in horror, and he couldn't help but let out a curse: "Damn!" He quickly covered his eyes with his hands, for fear that he would get a needle's eye, "My God! People nowadays Are they all so bold?"

He didn't give Si Yufeng any chance to explain, and he chattered there alone: ​​"It's not Xiaofeng, how could you ask me to come in at this time?! Even if you are perverted, when do you want to show it to others? You can't cheat me! I'm a straight man! You can't bend me!"

Si Yufeng: "..."

"Hey, why do I seem to smell a narcotic smell?" Zhang Jian continued to use his abundant imagination, "Why hasn't Jiang Sel made a sound all this time? Dude, didn't you really fainted Jiang Sel , and then put on the bow..."

"I said, you are really fierce! Dare to think and dare to do it!"

Si Yufeng said helplessly: "Zhang Jian, take your hand and show me carefully... Where did you think, your thoughts are too obscene, right?"

Hearing this, Zhang Jian slowly opened a gap between his hands.He narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked along the gap - Si Yufeng's hands were bloody, and his fingertips were holding a suture.

"Jiang Xun was injured, and he lost a lot of blood and was unconscious. I just sewed up his wound." Si Yufeng shrugged helplessly, expressing that he and he were really innocent.

Zhang Jian also knew that he had misunderstood, so he smiled awkwardly: "Your posture just now is too easy to make people think wrong... Hehe, I'm sorry, Xiaofeng..."

"It's okay." In fact, Si Yufeng didn't care.

While helping him pack the medical bag, Zhang Jian chatted with him: "Did you make another medical bag?"

"Yeah." Si Yufeng carefully observed Jiang Xun's movements, a little worried that he would have a fever due to infection, "Fortunately, I have this, otherwise I would have to go to the doctor behind Jiang Xun's back..."

Zhang Jian compared the figures of Si Yufeng and Jiang Xun in his mind, smacked his lips and said, "Tsk tsk tsk, if you carry him out, maybe you will be exhausted to death in the end, or he will be thrown to the ground by you. "

"Okay, stop talking." Si Yufeng reckoned that the strength of the medicine had dissipated now, and just about to reach out to check Jiang Xun's temperature, he suddenly heard Jiang Xun talking in his sleep.

"ginger……"

"...Jiang, Jiang Ke..."

Si Yufeng didn't hear clearly, and asked Zhang Jian: "Did you hear what Jiang Xun was saying?"

"No." Zhang Jian also shook his head, "I just heard the word before. It seems to be saying, what about Jiang..."

The night outside is getting deeper, and the thick night is like the sadness that cannot be erased from someone's brow.

The two saw that Jiang Lai's brows were suddenly furrowed, and the eyeballs under the eyelids began to move continuously, and these phenomena just showed that he was falling into an intense dream at the moment...

The author has something to say: PS: Jiang Shui has never been in a relationship before, and has never liked anyone

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Twilight Returning; 2 bottles of Hu Li is not a fox;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!