kiss my little dumb

Jiang Qingtang's skin was very fair, and she was lined with pink pajamas, making her skin whiter than snow, only her fingertips and elbows were shyly reddish, Guan Xu's pupils constricted, and blood was pinched on his palms.

Seeing that Guan Xu hadn't moved for a long time, Jiang Qingtang circled her elbows uncomfortably, glanced at the ground, bit her lip, her voice became softer, only a little breath remained, if she didn't listen carefully, she couldn't hear what she was saying at all.

"Sister Guan...you...do you like it?"

Timid, but also hiding a little shy expectation.

Guan Xu didn't move for a long time.

Not only was her body stiff, but her eyes were also stiff. Except for a hasty glance when she just walked into the room from the bathroom, she didn't look down even for a few minutes. She only stared at Jiang Qing. Tang's face, and then simply closed his eyes and turned his back.

He pinched his bloody hand again.

As soon as she lifted her footsteps, Jiang Qingtang's heart jumped straight into her throat, she clutched the hem of her clothes, and opened her eyes wide. When she walked towards her, she looked up and saw that Guan Xu was already facing her. Stunned.

"Guan... Sister Guan?" She panicked and took two steps in Guan Xu's direction, but was stopped by Guan Xu.

"Change it." The voice was very cold, and there was a bit of gnashing of teeth.

Jiang Qingtang's footsteps stopped, her blood was full of blood, just because of such a short word, she fell into the ice hole in an instant, the blood in her whole body was instantly cooled, from head to toe, the thin red on her face faded It was spotless, not even a trace of blood on the lips, and the whole face was frighteningly white.

"You...you don't like it?" Jiang Qingtang asked, a tsunami of embarrassment came out of her heart, and she was tightly strangled, and even her breathing began to choke.

Shocked and ashamed, she thought to herself what she was doing to do such a shameless thing, and was flatly rejected by Sister Guan.

She was ashamed and angry, and felt that what was the difference between what she was like now and those women who behaved badly in the book?No, she was even more shameless than them, unable to resist temptation at all, and was dazzled by the sinister thoughts in her heart, and even ignored her education and dignity.

Although she is cowardly, she has strong self-esteem. Even if she was not seen by others in the Jiang family, others always looked at her with contempt, but she respects herself in her heart and sticks to the bottom line in her heart. A thing that goes against her heart and morality, originally this matter has already stepped on her bottom line today, and she did it daringly. If Guan Xu responded a little bit, the guilt in her heart would be relieved, but Guan Xu backed it. Turning around and blatantly refusing, it was like pointing at Jiang Qingtang's nose and scolding her for having no shame.

A huge rock fell in Jiang Qingtang's heart, smashing her 20 years of self-esteem and upbringing to pieces, her heart was sore and bitter, and she also had deep shame and remorse, her blood seemed to have congealed, even her fingers were cold, and her eye sockets were sore Unbearable, his teeth chattered, and he bit his lower lip tightly, not daring to make a sound.

Her eyes were blurred, and tears flowed down her cheeks onto the floor. She raised the back of her hand and wiped her eyes vigorously, spurning herself.

If you cry, you know how to cry!

You did this embarrassing thing voluntarily. Sister Guan didn't say a single word to scold you. She has been well-bred and generous, and she's saving face for you. Why are you so embarrassed to cry?

Thinking of this, the sense of shame in her heart rolled even more, making her unable to breathe, covering her mouth, and even her shoulders collapsed.

"You change your clothes first, and I'll brush your teeth." Guan Xu said these words coldly, walked into the bathroom again with difficulty, closed the door, and locked it with a click.

Jiang Qingtang's eyes were washed away by tears so that she couldn't see clearly, she covered her mouth and cried bitterly, walked to the closet and took out her own clothes to change.

She didn't want to be ashamed in front of Guan Xu anymore, she didn't even want Guan Xu to know when she was crying, there was not a single syllable in her throat, only the sound of hissing breathing, her shoulders were shaking all the time, like a bird that couldn't find shelter in a storm The quail could only tremble, and couldn't even hold the hand holding the clothes. The lower lip was already bleeding from biting, and a row of thick teeth marks were shocking.

Jiang Qingtang didn't have the face to face Guan Xu anymore, she finished changing her clothes while crying and trembling, holding the light pink pajamas in her hand, feeling ashamed, angry and resentful, her heart was full of blood, wishing to tear it up and burn it, never to see the light of day That's good, right now at Guan Xu's parents' house, but I can't do this, so I rolled it up viciously, wrapped it thickly with other clothes, and stuffed it at the bottom of the suitcase until I couldn't see what it looked like anymore , I don't want to see this thing again for the rest of my life.

Guan Xu stayed in the bathroom for another hour, and when he came out again, Jiang Qingtang had already wrapped herself in the quilt.

Guan Xu guessed that she was already asleep, and couldn't bear to disturb her dream, so he walked slowly, without making a sound, approached, and stood by the bed.

On the 1.5-meter bed, Jiang Qingtang only occupied the innermost part of the wall, less than a quarter of it. If the quilt hadn't been raised a little, she wouldn't have noticed that there was someone on the bed.

Guan Xu looked at Jiang Qingtang who was curled up in a corner, and sighed.

She drank cold water for half an hour, the skin on her hands was already wrinkled, and she finally suppressed the restlessness in her heart.

Jiang Qingtang's unexpected dress not only made her throb, but also made her angry. Jiang Qingtang was originally a piece of pure white paper, naive and ignorant, and one could see through it at a glance. How could she do such a humble and pleasing thing, but she even learned how to do it? Make a deal with yourself.

What kind of big thing can make a person as shy as her not even want to be innocent?Guan Xu couldn't figure it out, she just wanted to know who taught her to do this.

If she is asked to find that person, she must...

What must it be?In fact, Guan Xu didn't have a clue.She was angry, and at the same time, she also had a vague premonition in her heart that sooner or later Jiang Qingtang would be brought down by the filthy world outside, it doesn't matter who it is, anyway, sooner or later there will be such a day.

I just saw it with my own eyes, but my heart still felt uncomfortable. I was beating unspeakably wildly, and at the same time, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe.

Tonight I dare not sleep in the same bed with Jiang Qingtang, I am afraid that my sanity will collapse, Guan Xu turned over the quilt from the closet, and simply made a floor bunk on the ground, turned off the lights, and closed the bed with his back to Jiang Qingtang. on the eyes.

Jiang Qingtang did not fall asleep.

When she heard Guan Xu coming out of the bathroom, she kept biting the corner of the quilt and waiting until Guan Xu fell asleep on the bed and slept next to her, and then she explained to her quietly in her ear.

Beg her to forgive herself, turn the page over, and they will be the same in the future.

Waiting and waiting, until the lights were turned off, Guan Xu didn't even come.

Guan Xu didn't even want to sleep in the same bed with her, he didn't know how he hated her.

Jiang Qingtang's heart ached, she bit the quilt and shed tears all night, but she didn't fall asleep for a second.

Tears flowed until dawn, a large area of ​​the pillow and mattress was wet, and the lower lip was bloody, but Jiang Qingtang didn't feel the pain, and kept a huddled posture all the time. In the first half of the night, thoughts were still flying around in his head, and in the second half of the night, his eyes were numb , my mind is blank, I don’t feel pain even if my lips are bitten, tears flow down the corners of my eyes without stopping, my eyes are red and swollen, like walnuts, looking scary, my heart is also empty, obviously there is nothing Thinking about it, she felt anxious and insecure, waiting for the dawn in fear, as if Guan Xu would send her off after dawn, either divorce her, or drive her back to Jinling, and said coldly that she didn't want such an innocent girl. Shameless wife.

No matter how terrified Jiang Qingtang is, the sun will always rise as usual, which can't help but shift her will.

Guan Xu woke up when the first ray of sunlight shone in through the cracks in the curtains in the morning. He glanced at Jiang Qingtang, who had remained in the same position all night, thought she was still sleeping, grabbed her hair twice, folded the quilt and put it in the closet In the middle of the day, she turned around and went to the bathroom to wash up. When she came out, she felt refreshed. Seeing that Jiang Qingtang was still not moving, she chuckled and opened the curtains to let the warm sunlight shine in without any hindrance.

Guan Xu walked over to lift Jiang Qingtang's quilt, "Xiaotang got up, the sun is shining..." The words stopped on the tip of his tongue, and Guan Xu's eyes suddenly widened.

Jiang Qingtang's red and swollen eyes and bloody lips made her complexion change suddenly, she stretched out her hand to break Jiang Qingtang's chin, pinched her mandible, trying to pinch her jaw that was biting her lip, but she was afraid of pain After touching Jiang Qingtang, he hesitated, and blood seeped out again.

"Quickly loosen your teeth!" Guan Xu's heart twitched, not caring whether Jiang Qingtang was in pain or not, he squeezed Jiang Qingtang's jaw open with his right hand, and hurriedly leaned over to check the injury on her lower lip.

Large and small tooth marks and wounds, there is no good flesh on the lips, the plump and moist lips make people feel cold all over the body, Guan Xu's fingers covering her wounds tremble, as if they are hurting along with her, A piece of blood.

She wanted to get the medicine box to give Jiang Qingtang some medicine, but Jiang Qingtang instinctively grabbed her clothes and refused to let her go.

"Xiaotang..." She opened her mouth with difficulty, the bitterness spread from her mouth to her heart, and her ten fingers felt painful and numb.

Jiang Qingtang rolled her eyes and gradually focused on Guan Xu's face. The sadness in her eyes was too strong, and there was a trace of despair in her eyes. She opened her mouth, unable to speak, and raised her hand to touch Guan Xu's face. Face, his shameless actions last night flashed in front of his eyes, he didn't dare anymore, and timidly shrank back in mid-air, Guan Xu hurriedly grabbed it back, covered the back of her hand, and stroked his face.

"Xiaotang, Xiaotang..." Guan Xu didn't expect such a consequence, he panicked, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his eyes were sad, and he said sorry tremblingly, Jiang Qingtang kept crying and shook his head.

It was me who was sorry for Sister Guan, and used my dirty thoughts to defile and defile Sister Guan, she wanted Guan Xu to forgive her this time, don't drive her away, just opened her mouth, unable to speak, unable to say a word .

Guan Xu's eyes became hot, and he hugged Jiang Qingtang into his arms.

Hearing Guan Xu's heartbeat, Jiang Qingtang felt a little relieved, and was able to speak a few sentences intermittently.

"I……"

"I was wrong……"

"Don't... push me... go..."

Whispering word by word, with blood and tears.

Jiang Qingtang's ability to speak seemed to be lost overnight, and she could no longer speak complete sentences.

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感谢在2020-03-3021:00:22~2020-03-3120:55:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 for Ming Cao Zhai; 1 for yukiki and professional passing by;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：愿者上钩20瓶；蔡圣奇，，11瓶；泽尔达10瓶；猜火车、三少爷、万里星河不及你、CAD83045瓶；阿娜、孙周延的女朋友2瓶；大神不修仙1瓶；

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