kiss my little dumb

Jiang Qingtang's speech became less fluent again, to be exact, only in front of Guan Xu.

She is always nervous when facing Guan Xu. Even if she has thought about the words thousands of times in her heart, looking at Guan Xu's face, her brain will be emptied. , Even doing things became slow.

There was an invisible wall between them, Jiang Qingtang only felt that she was shameless, she didn't dare to act like nothing had happened and roll around in Guan Xu's arms, if Guan Xu didn't take the initiative to ask, how could she have the face to say it?

They pretended to be nothing in front of Shang Jiahui and Guan Hongsheng. Jiang Qingtang's acting skills were not superb enough. Sometimes Guan Xu helped her pick up food, but she acted a little timid. .

Shang Jiahui called Guan Xu to the study in private, and asked if she and Jiang Qingtang were in a cold war, Guan Xu turned his pen and said in a deep voice no.

Shang Jiahui's face suddenly pulled down, "Guan Xu, you are so good, you used to only lie to others, but now you even dare to lie to your mother, don't say that Xiaotang is an honest child, his thoughts are written on his face, These days, I'm afraid of you so much that it's clear at a glance, just talk about the lies you told since you were a child, how can you ever hide it from my eyes?"

Shang Jiahui is good at everything, and she is even more gentle and virtuous in front of outsiders. There is only one thing, her mind is too sharp, and she can see through people's hearts. not her.

Facing his mother's questioning, Guan Xu didn't admit or refute, with a hooked smile on his lips, with a casual look, his eyes fell on the pen in his hand, it turned neatly and smoothly, the body of the pen was wrapped around his knuckles, a mistake nothing.

Shang Jiahui's face darkened, and she slapped the pen in her hand on the desk.

Guan Xu has had this problem since she was a child. She looks like a good character, polite, humble and gentle. In fact, she is stubborn and stubborn. Whenever she doesn't want to say something, she keeps silent. Even if she beats her or scolds her, she won't. With a little breath, the face became more and more calm, as if the wind and the sea were calm.

Shang Jiahui thought that after all these years of training, she was in her thirties, and she already had a family and a family, so she should have changed a lot, but who knew that she was still the same as before, and she couldn't turn back the things she decided.

Shang Jiahui looked at this daughter and sighed.She has long been unable to control Guan Xu, and it was already difficult to control in the past, but now Guan Xu's wings have hardened, and she can't control it, so she had to persuade her earnestly, "Xiaotang is a good boy, and he treats you wholeheartedly. Nian has always felt guilty for not being able to take care of her. I feel sorry for her mother's spirit in heaven. Since you are married to her, treat her well. She is young, and maybe she has done something inappropriate. Let her go. Coax her, just to make up for my guilt towards her mother."

Guan Xu's heart was shocked, and he grabbed the pen tightly, "What did you say?"

"I want you to treat Xiaotang better..."

Guan Xu interrupted, "You said you knew Xiaotang's parents?"

"More than acquaintance." Shang Jiahui said: "Xiaotang's mother and I used to be classmates, and also a best friend who talked about everything, or in the words of you young people, called BFF."

"So you've known Xiaotang a long time ago?" Guan Xu frowned, something flashed in his mind, and when he wanted to catch it, it disappeared instantly.

"Do you remember when your dad and I went back to Jinling? Just to attend her parents' funeral."

Speaking of this, Shang Jiahui recalled a past event, "How old were you back then? Maybe you were under [-]? You brought a group of ghosts with you all day long. I wanted Xiaotang's parents to get to know you, but you didn't see you all day long." Home, I didn’t see you after all.”

From the age of fifteen to 20, Guan Xu was the most absurd period in her first half of her life. Not only did she not stay at home all day, but once she drank too much and got into a group fight, she was hospitalized for more than a month, and was almost expelled from school. Jiahui said that her grandfather transferred the medical expenses to her from Jinling.

At that time, Guan Xu really didn't stay at home a few times a year, fooling around while studying at university, no wonder he didn't remember this incident.

At this time, when Shang Jiahui mentioned it, a little regret appeared between the brows, "Why have you never told me?"

"Where did I know you would marry Xiaotang?" Shang Jiahui glanced at her and sneered, "You're thinking too much now, even getting married first, I'm too lazy to tell you, if it weren't for the fact that the marriage partner is Xiaotang For the sake of it, you see if I want you to enter this house."

Guan Xu's eyebrows furrowed, and he was depressed in his heart. It took him a long time to ask in a hoarse voice: "Xiaotang...was it like this before?"

Shang Jiahui was startled, and retorted: "How is that possible!"

"She used to be... when I first saw her, she didn't know how lively and cute she is." Shang Jiahui felt sad, and made a virtual gesture in the air, "It seems that she is only this tall, bouncing around, and when she saw me, she went straight to her. I flung myself into my arms, mouthful and auntie, screaming so hard that my heart melted..." After finishing speaking, he glared at Guan Xu, "You are much cuter than when you were a child!"

"Do you have any pictures?"

"It's all in our old photo album. A few years ago, your dad packed up his things and moved to the garage. Let your dad look for it in a few days and see if he can find it."

Guan Xu couldn't imagine what the bouncing, lively and lovely Jiang Qingtang was like. She met Jiang Qingtang too late, and Jiang Qingtang had already experienced the ups and downs of human relationships, and became the timid, cowardly, easily frightened person she is now. look.

Her heart moved, and she really wanted to go back in time, back to a time when nothing had happened, and get to know that little, cheerful and bright Jiang Qingtang.

Shang Jiahui said: "I've told you so much, just to tell you that Xiaotang has become like this, and we can't even imagine the hardships behind it. Since you are married to her, you care about her more, even When she is unreasonable, what can you do if you let it go? This is not your business field, and Xiaotang is not your partner. You must pursue the maximization of benefits. Why can't you talk about the couple's life..."

Before she finished speaking, Guan Xu had already strode out.

Looking at Guan Xu's leaving back, Shang Jiahui knew that she probably went to find Jiang Qingtang.

……

When Guan Xu found Jiang Qingtang, Jiang Qingtang was sitting in the yard, with a drawing board set up in front of her and a pencil in her hand, but she was sitting in a daze, motionless, like a sculpture.

She kept thinking about her shameless seduction of Guan Xu, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt ashamed, her face was bloodless, only the fingers holding the pencil were pinched red, and the pencil was about to break.

Guan Xu approached quietly from behind her, and saw her drawing board first. I don't know how long she had been sitting in the yard, but there was still a blank sheet of paper on the board. Guan Xu looked down at her lips again, and she bit them out. The wound on his body has begun to subside, and there are only a few scabs left. It doesn't look so scary after all.

Jiang Qingtang wore a thin T-shirt today, she has lost a lot of weight in the past two days, she can't hang it on her shoulders, the neckline is a little wider, and her thin collarbone can be seen at a glance, it is so thin, it looks like it will fall down when the wind blows.

The shoulder blades on the back are also poked out of the fabric, giving them a distinct shape.

Guan Xu's chest was even more depressed, condensed in his five internal organs, so congested that it hurts, and he couldn't let it out.

"What do you want to draw?" Guan Xu asked softly.

Jiang Qingtang's shoulders tightened, and the pencil in her hand fell to the ground.

She bent down to pick it up, Guan Xu picked it up first, stuffed it into her hand, touched her hand with her fingers, she shrank suddenly, put her hands behind her back, her small face was tense, and she looked ready, shaking Shaking his head, he wanted to open his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, so he closed his mouth resentfully, his eyes flickering away from Guan Xu's body, not daring to meet her gaze.

"Are you afraid of me?" Guan Xu felt pain in his heart.

Jiang Qingtang subconsciously nodded her head, came back to her senses, and shook her head a few times.

It's not because he's afraid of Guan Xu, but because he doesn't have the face to see her.

Jiang Qingtang felt that she had done something obscene and shameless, and it was right for Guan Xu not to talk to her for the rest of her life. Even if Guan Xu ignored the past, she didn't have the face to keep jumping around in front of Guan Xu.

"So you hate me?" Guan Xu asked again.

Of course not!Jiang Qingtang raised her head, looked at Guan Xu like a frightened bird, her lips trembled, and forced out two words from her throat: "No... hate."

It's not that she hates Guan Xu, but she hates herself.

Jiang Qingtang clenched the pendant hanging on her chest, hoping that when she would have a chance, she would open the pendant to Sister Guan and tell her that she liked her for many, many years, and waited for her for many, many years , and then put his arms around her neck and told her affectionately that he almost thought he would never be able to wait for her, but fortunately she appeared in his life again.

Jiang Qingtang didn't dare to say these words anymore, after doing such a thing, even saying what he likes, it seems like an insult to Guan Xu.

"What do you want to draw?" Guan Xu changed the subject.

She knew what Jiang Qingtang's knot was, but she couldn't say anything about it, what should I say?Didn't Zao Xiao think about how beastly he is, and Jiang Qingtang thought about it hundreds of times?

I had no choice but to let her be there, let her fade away slowly over the years, and when Jiang Qingtang left her, she would naturally forget about it.

Jiang Qingtang shook her head, expressing that she didn't know.

She didn't know what to draw, she was just upset and wanted to find something to do, to calm down, her mind was empty, and she didn't know how to draw.

"It's okay, take your time." Guan Xu wanted to pat her on the head, but Jiang Qingtang dodged it, embarrassed for a moment, and put down his hand embarrassingly.

It just so happened that Fashion Jiahui asked them to have lunch.

"Let's go." Guan Xu said, walking ahead.

Jiang Qingtang stared at her back, blinked vigorously, and blinked away the moisture in her eyes.

She doesn't want to shed tears like before, crying too much will only make people annoying, she has done something that makes Guan Xu disgusted beyond redemption, and she wants to stay by Guan Xu's side, so she dare not let him She hates it any more.

Her wish became as humble as it was a long time ago, as long as she could stay by Guan Xu's side.

……

The embarrassment between Jiang Qingtang and Guan Xu expanded to the point that even Guan Hongsheng was aware of it.

At the beginning, Guan Hongsheng thought it was his own delusion, so he paid attention to observing it a few times, and secretly went to confirm with Shang Jiahui, "Did Ah Xu and Xiaotang quarrel?"

Shang Jiahui mocked lightly, "Yo, did you discover all of this?"

"Why are you arguing?"

Shang Jiahui looked at him, "If I know, then it will be solved?"

"Then let them be so noisy?" Guan Hongsheng was surprised, "We must find a way to make them reconcile?"

"Isn't that what I was thinking about?"

"Have you figured it out?"

"It's so easy." Shang Jiahui said impatiently, "What can you do?"

"Why don't you let them get in touch more and develop a relationship?"

Can Shang Jiahui know this?What troubled her was that there were few good opportunities for the two of them to meet alone and develop a relationship.

Guan Hongsheng pondered for a while, and suggested: "Let's go to a picnic with the whole family this weekend, and find a place with a better environment, so that we can't quarrel if we want to." He chuckled, "Isn't that how I chased you back then? Did you come back?"

"You're quite proud, aren't you?" Shang Jiahui twisted Guan Hongsheng's arm angrily.

But Guan Hongsheng's words reminded her, yes, find an environment where you can't quarrel if you want to, let the two young people talk about this matter and settle it.Of course picnics are definitely not acceptable, it’s too boring, the two of them have nothing to say when they stay at home and sleep in the same room all day, let alone go out for a picnic when the air is open.

Shang Jiahui's eyes lit up, and she thought of a very suitable project.

She thought this method was brilliant. During dinner, she played a double reed with Guan Hongsheng and asked Guan Hongsheng if he had time on the weekend.

"Yes." Guan Hongsheng asked cooperatively, "Why are you asking this?"

"Last time, my colleagues from the lab brought a few coupons for the shooting range. I looked at them and they will expire if I don't use them this week. It's a pity to waste them. Why don't we go with the whole family this weekend and use up the coupons. Exactly four."

"Okay, it happens that my hands are itchy and I want to play." Guan Hongsheng turned to look at Guan Xu, "Ah Xu, do you and Xiaotang have time?"

Guan Xu looked at these two over 50 people acting, calmly said, "Dad, when did you like shooting sports?"

"I..." Guan Hongsheng choked for a moment.

Shang Jiahui answered the conversation with a natural expression, "You have been away from home for so many years, why don't you want your father to cultivate a few more hobbies?"

"Of course." Guan Xu raised his eyebrows, lowered his head and asked Jiang Qingtang, "Do you want to go, Xiaotang?"

"I..." Jiang Qingtang just started, but was interrupted by Shang Jiahui, "Of course Xiaotang wants to go, anyway, you have nothing to do, you just stay at home, so it's settled, this Saturday at eight o'clock , Get up early, it takes two to three hours to drive to the shooting range."

Jiang Qingtang was not very good at rejecting people, so she had to say yes.

Guan Xu instinctively felt that Shang Jiahui had a conspiracy, but since Jiang Qingtang had already agreed, she had no choice but to agree.

……

When it was Saturday, the family got up early.

Because she was going to the shooting range, she was wearing clothes that were easy to move around. Jiang Qingtang wore a white T on the upper body and a pair of jeans on the lower body. The hem of the clothes was tucked into the trousers, and the belt was tied to reveal a slender waist, soft and graceful. Shang Jiahui was full of praise, boasting that Jiang Qingtang's natural clothes frame looks so good in casual clothes.

Jiang Qingtang pursed her lips, looked up at Guan Xu, Guan Xu also said something nice, with a flat tone, Jiang Qingtang lowered her head in disappointment.

Guan Hongsheng was driving, Shang Jiahui was in the co-pilot, Guan Xu and Jiang Qingtang were sitting in the back, the car wobbled hypnotically, Jiang Qingtang started to doze off shortly after getting in the car, her head nodded, the car made a turn, She tilted her body and bumped into Guan Xu's shoulder, and half woke up from a doze.

"Yes... I'm sorry..." She quickly sat up straight, rubbed her eyes, and moved a little away from Guan Xu.

Guan Xu glanced at her and said in a low voice, "If you're sleepy, just lean on me and sleep for a while."

"No...no need." Jiang Qingtang almost pressed herself against the car door, grasping the handle of the roof, and after a while, fell asleep again.

This time she remained half-awake, and firmly grasped the handle, no matter how much the car swayed from side to side, she would never fall on Guan Xu again.

Guan Xu glanced at her from the corner of his eye, seeing how she was carefully maintaining a difficult posture, his frown deepened, and he sat next to her, took her hand off the roof of the car without refusing, wrapped her arms around her shoulders, and She was in her arms.

"No..." Jiang Qingtang struggled to refuse.

"Just for a while." Guan Xu's voice sank, "I don't do anything, I just let you sleep peacefully for a while, and I will call you in half an hour."

She thought that Jiang Qingtang was afraid that she would do something to her.

Jiang Qingtang was indeed afraid, not because of Guan Xu, but because of herself.

She didn't want to annoy Guan Xu anymore.

After that day, the intimacy between the two plummeted. Jiang Qingtang slept on the bed every night. Guan Xu waited for her to fall asleep before making the floor. When was the last time she was hugged by Guan Xu like this and Jiang Qingtang almost couldn't remember. Finally returned to her embrace, her mood was very different, Jiang Qingtang's nose was sore, she closed her eyes and endured it for a long time, finally swallowed back her tears.

Say no more tears.

You shouldn't rely on Guan Xu for everything, Jiang Qingtang herself should be stronger.

There were not many people in the indoor shooting range. The staff reminded them of safety precautions, signed a letter of responsibility, and brought them to the shooting range. Guan Xu and Jiang Qingtang were next to each other with a barrier.

Shang Jiahui loaded the gun, bang bang knocked out five bullets, but they were not accurate, from the first ring to the fifth ring, and one missed the target. She was so angry that she asked the staff to take another 10 rounds. You must also win a ten ring.

Guan Xu loaded the gun slowly, not in a hurry to operate, and kept his eyes on Jiang Qingtang's side.

Jiang Qingtang had never touched these things before, only saw them in books, she was at a loss for what to do, Shang Jiahui was having so much fun, she even had time to observe their movement, and shouted: "Ah Xu, why are you staring blankly, hurry up and teach Xiaotang how to play!"

Shang Jiahui wore earmuffs and spoke loudly, her usual gentle image was gone, she was rather heroic, with a kind of chivalrous demeanor.

Guan Xu put down the gun in his hand and walked over to Jiang Qingtang.

The cubicle was so small that one person didn't feel it, but the two of them were very crowded, and there was no room to turn around. Standing face to face, Jiang Qingtang felt nervous for a moment, took a step back, and bumped against the baffle.

Guan Xu glanced at it, and held the gun in his slender and thin hand, which had a sense of contrast that shocked the eyeballs. Not only did it not violate the harmony, but it was very beautiful, just like a rose in a bush of knives.

An inexplicable emotion flashed in Guan Xu's eyes, he licked his teeth, and smiled, "Can you play?"

Jiang Qingtang shook her head timidly.

"I'll teach you, shall I?"

Jiang Qingtang nodded, hesitated for a while, and asked tentatively: "Are you...willing...to teach me?"

Speech is broken and pronunciation is not smooth.

It's a hangover from that night.

Guan Xu was surprised, "Why not?"

"You...hate...me." Jiang Qingtang lowered her eyes.

Guan Xu twitched in his heart.

She didn't speak any more, instead she took a step forward, wrapped Jiang Qingtang half in her arms, took her hand, and taught her how to load it.

Click.

Guan Xu's fiery palm made Jiang Qingtang's eyelids twitch.

"Aim for the target." Guan Xu whispered in her ear.

The sound was muffled through a layer of earmuffs.

The back of her heart rested on Guan Xu's shoulder.

"Are you aiming?" Guan Xu asked.

"Yeah." She bit her lip.

Guan Xu pressed her index finger and pulled the trigger.

Looking at the very small gun, the recoil force was stronger than expected, Jiang Qingtang's hands were numb from the shock, she flinched in Guan Xu's arms, her ponytail rubbed against Guan Xu's neck, itching.

I glanced at the display screen, and sure enough, I missed the target.

"Afraid?" Guan Xu asked.

Jiang Qingtang shook her head.

"Come again?"

"Ah."

Bang Bang fired a few more bullets, all of which missed the target without any surprise.

Jiang Qingtang was timid after all, once Guan Xu pulled the trigger, she was so frightened that she closed her eyes and didn't dare to look, she straightened back, rubbing her shoulders against Guan Xu's chest, so close that Guan Xu couldn't concentrate.

At the same time as the gunshot rang out, Guan Xucai sighed in her ear, "I don't hate you."

"I will never hate you in this life."

Covered by the loud bang, Jiang Qingtang still heard it.

Opening his eyes in disbelief, he looked up at her.

"Guan... Sister Guan..."

"What did you say?"

"I said, it is impossible for me to hate Xiaotang in my whole life."

Jiang Qingtang seemed to have a warm water bag on her heart in winter, it was steaming hot, her eyes were so warm that they were red.

"Is this...is this...really?"

"real."

In the past, Jiang Qingtang would cry when she heard such words.

This time, he didn't cry, although the tears were already rolling in his eyes, but they didn't fall down after all.

She wants to change.

Don't cry so much, don't be so timid, you shouldn't just yearn for Guan Xu humblely, you should also show Guan Xu your brilliance, so that she can't stop wanting to be with her.

"Do you still want to play?" Guan Xu asked.

Jiang Qingtang said, "I think so."

Guan Xu asked the staff to take ten more bullets and taught Jiang Qingtang how to reload them.

After getting used to it, Jiang Qingtang finally dared to open her eyes, and finally hit the target with one shot.

Jiang Qingtang blushed with joy, only then felt her arms were sore and numb, and twisted slightly.

"Tired?" Guan Xu asked.

"A bit."

"Then stop playing." Guan Xu unloaded the gun from Jiang Qingtang's hand, took a look, saw that there were three rounds left, he picked it up, and shot it casually, as if he didn't aim at it.

Jiang Qingtang glanced at the electronic scoring screen, and all of them hit the bull's-eye, lifting Jiang Qingtang's pitiful score up.

"..." Jiang Qingtang only hit the target with one shot and felt that she was already very good.

Guan Xu put down his gun, took off his earmuffs and goggles, greeted Shang Jiahui who was having fun, and led Jiang Qingtang out of the shooting range first.

Jiang Qingtang's ears were ringing a little, her hands were sore, her steps were sloppy, she didn't look at the steps when she went out, she stumbled and fell forward.

"Be careful!" Guan Xu quickly caught her.

Just as Jiang Qingtang was in shock, she flung out the necklace from her neck and opened the locket.

Guan Xu accidentally glanced at it and saw the photos inside.

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It should be 6000 more from today.

In addition: The article is a regular shooting range, and all procedures are legal and compliant, please review and show your respect.

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感谢在2020-03-3120:55:01~2020-04-0112:53:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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