Eccentricity

That night, Chen Ziying called to tell Gu Qiong that she had changed her mind and wanted to go out with her, and asked her if she still wanted to.

This time the tone is not as strong as before, because she has revealed all her means to Gu Qiong, and she has no hole cards in her hand, so naturally she can only bow her head.

Chen Ziying guessed that Gu Qiong might have to make some additional requests, similar to becoming a temporary partner with her, both in life and in physiology.When Chen Ziying made this phone call, she was desperate and ready to accept Gu Qiong's humiliation and embarrassment.

Gu Qiong was unexpectedly calm.

He didn't sarcasm, didn't add insult to injury, and didn't even mention the conditions that the two had negotiated before. After listening to Chen Ziying's narration, he only said two words: "Okay."

She was so calm that Chen Ziying became suspicious, thinking that there were more extreme methods waiting behind her.

No.

Gu Qiong didn't say another word. After saying that good, he waited quietly. After waiting for 10 minutes, Chen Ziying did not respond, and said on the other end of the phone, "If there is nothing else, then I will hang up first."

There was a trace of calmness in her tone, and even the tone of her voice did not rise as proudly as before, and began to drop an octave.

Chen Ziying shouted at a loss: "Wait!"

Gu Qiong's thumb was already on the red button, and when he heard the shout from the receiver, he stopped, and put the phone back to his ear, "Is there anything else?"

"Tuition...I will pay you back with money..."

Chen Ziying's tone became guilty.

If Gu Qiong has something for her, she can accept Gu Qiong's funding calmly, which is what she deserves, but like now, Gu Qiong subsidizes her tuition fees for going abroad for nothing, but doesn't give a single word in return Chen Ziying always felt that there was a bigger trap waiting for her, so it would be better to talk to Gu Qiong clearly today, so as not to be sold by her and have to count the money for her.

The school that Gu Qiong helped Chen Ziying apply for, Chen Ziying checked, the annual tuition fee is close to 30, it was because Gu Qianxiao missed her before, so he agreed without blinking an eye, now what is it for?Have to guard against.

Chen Ziying heard Gu Qiong smile very lightly over there, and then said: "It's up to you."

Gu Qiong touched the jade bead worn around his neck, it belonged to Chen Ziran, and before he could give it away in the future, Gu Qiong took it without authorization and hung it around his neck.

Ever since this bead was found in Chen Ziran's bloody coat, those things that were attractive to Gu Qiong in the past—such as Chen Ziying, or other beautiful girls, suddenly became boring and boring, which made her unable to arouse her interest at all. .And those things that seemed to be easily available and thrown away in the past suddenly became precious, such as a jade bead the size of a peanut.

It's too cheap, what kind of rare jewelry does Gu Qi want?For ordinary beads like this, she can find a hundred of them that are identical and flawless to wear into a bead necklace.

However, even if you find a thousand of them, they won't compare to the one hanging around Gu Qiong's neck.

She went to the store where Chen Xunran bought the beads and checked. Chen Xunran ran three times for such a small jade bead, and didn't make up his mind to want it until the last time. The solitary card is only 1000 and 49. Looking at such a small bead on the transparent glass table, he hesitated for a long time, blushed and asked the cabinet sister if it could be cheaper.

"Little sister, this is already a discounted price. If it is lower, I will lose money." The cabinet sister maintained a high level of professionalism, with a friendly smile on her face, which not only showed her position, but also did not embarrass Chen Ziran.

"It doesn't need a lot, just a little... 11 yuan cheaper! Or I... I owe you 11 yuan first, and I will come to pay you back as soon as the salary is paid next month, okay?" Chen Ziran's eyes were full of Longing, staring at the bead, reluctant to blink.

The cabinet sister has a lot of social experience, and she has never seen anyone before, so she immediately guessed the purpose of buying jewelry for a little girl who looks like a student, "Little sister, you didn't buy it for yourself, did you buy it as a gift?"

Chen Ziran blushed, grabbed the hem of his clothes, and nodded.

"the person I like?"

She tapped again.

The cabinet sister smiled knowingly, and let go, "Okay, I will wrap it up for you at the price you said."

These were all told to Gu Qiong by the cabinet sister who was on duty that day from memory.

"It was hot that day, and it was a big afternoon. There was no one in the store, so I remember very clearly that the little girl ran to the counter with sweat on her brow, and pointed at the coin in the corner of the cabinet without looking at anything else. Zhu Zi said that he wanted it, which shocked me."

This silly girl must be trying her best to pedal her dilapidated bicycle again. The bicycle has not been lubricated for some time, and the chain is extremely heavy. You have to use your whole body to ride her. Chen Ziran rides it every time. Sweat.

What if it was later?But she was afraid that Gu Qiong would be anxious waiting at home.

"That girl probably gave something to her sweetheart for the first time. When I handed her the wrapped box, her eyes lit up. She carefully carried it in her bosom and touched it several times for fear of losing it."

Gu Qiong could imagine the brilliance in her eyes, afraid that people would see through and make fun of her, so he kept it carefully, but how could he keep it?The light in her eyes must be so bright that it is about to overflow, and her eyes are curved like a crescent moon, only she thinks they are well hidden.

She used the first money she earned to buy a gift for the person she loved the most, and she wanted to give it to her with joy, to make her happy, and the small box was hot on her heart , Unfortunately, before she could take it out, the man simply broke up and kicked her out.

Gu Qi put his hand on the collarbone and rubbed the jade bead, and put Piao Yuan's thoughts back.

The beads feel very nice to the touch, round and soft. After covering the palms for a long time, they are soaked with human body temperature, very much like Chen Ziran, living with Gu Qiong, and his body is also tainted with Gu Qiong's smell.

Gu Qiong tightened his grip on the bead, then loosened it, fearing that it might break.

……

The day of parting is getting closer and closer, Gu Qiong has made enough preparations - in addition to packing her bags, she also needs to consider Chen Ziran's follow-up treatment after she leaves. After getting into Chen Ziran's medical account, I was worried that it would not be enough, so I deliberately saved an extra sum. This money can only be used for treatment expenses and cannot be withdrawn. This cut off from the source the trouble that Chen Ziran was helpless and the money was taken away by Liang Roujie. .

The day before her departure, she gave Chen Ziran another card, which included her future plastic surgery expenses, as well as all her tuition and living expenses during college, but Chen Ziran did not accept it.

"I don't want it." She shook her head firmly, without even looking at the card, "I don't want anything that isn't mine."

"This is yours." Gu Qiong said, "It's my little compensation for you, you deserve it."

"You don't owe me anything." Chen Ziran remained stubborn.

She fell in love with Gu Qiong once, and all her sacrifices were voluntary. Even if she later found out that she was cheated, it was because her blindness had misjudged the person and used her sincerity, and she did not need Gu Qiong's compensation.

"Take it." Gu Qiong begged her, "Lonely, take it."

Chen Ziran didn't reach out, looking at her eyes like a pool of stagnant water without fluctuation.

Thinking about it carefully, Gu Qiong didn't like Chen Ziran, it was a foreshadowing thing, she never heard her words in her heart.

Chen Ziran and Gu Qiong said that they didn't like their own names, especially the word "孤", which was like a curse. Which parent who loves their children would give their children such a name?When Gu Qiong heard it, he put his arms around Chen Ziran and talked sweetly, saying that I will not call you lonely anymore, but baby.

baby, baby...

The word treasure is very precious and should not be said lightly, so Chen Ziran foolishly believes that he has at least a little value in Gu Qiong's heart.

Although the two had broken up, Chen Qiran would not think that Gu Qiong would still call her "baby", at least hide the word "孤" and call her "Aran" or "Xiaoran", but she spoke one by one, a little I don't think there is anything wrong.

Of course there is nothing wrong with it, Chen Ziran's name is like this, he deserves to be called that, Gu Qiong's name is justified, it's just that Chen Ziran has a little more unnecessary self-pretentiousness in his heart.

Your name is Chen Qiran, you deserve no one to hurt you.

Gu Qiong saw that Chen Ziran refused to accept it, so he had no choice but to give up, put away the card, and was going to think of another way to give it to her.

The two sat opposite each other in silence for an entire afternoon, having nothing to say.

Tomorrow is September [-]st, and Linshi University will officially report for registration on September [-]rd, and Chen Ziran's rehabilitation has only completed one-third of the way, so he is destined to be unable to catch up with the opening ceremony on time.

Gu Qiong said: "I applied for a one-year suspension from your school for you. You can rest easy and recuperate. You don't have to worry about going back to school next year."

Chen Ziran nodded, "Thank you."

There was another silence after that.

Gu Qiong peeled an apple for Chen Ziran.

Chen Ziran remembered that when they were together, Gu Qiong never peeled an apple for her to eat.After the separation, the treatment got better.

Her heart was desolate, the feeling that Gu Qiong treated her very well in the past when she was affectionate, in fact, it was no better than treating an acquaintance, but her eyes were blurred and she couldn't see anything.

It's really not love, and even the tricks are not very clever, but Chen Qiran has been alone for too long, and when others hook their fingers, she falls for it.

Gu Qiong sat until it was dark, got up, and said that he should go.

Chen Ziran nodded lightly and said to be careful on the road.

"In the future... I may not come any more." Gu Qiong said hesitantly.

Chen Ziran finally reacted and looked up at her slightly.

"I'm flying tomorrow and I'm going to study abroad."

Chen Ziran remembered that there was such a thing.

At the same time, I also think of those stupid things I said before.

If you want to go abroad for four years, I will wait for you for four years. If you want to get a doctorate, I will wait for you for seven or eight years. If you want to stay abroad, I will work harder in college and strive to get a public scholarship. Go to the same country as you...

At that time, Chen Yuran was so stupid, he only wanted to be with Gu Qiong, and he never asked Gu Qiong if he wanted to.

I'm afraid that when I said these words, Gu Qiong was laughing at his blindness, saying that he would wait for her for seven or eight years. Gu Qiong never said that he wanted her to wait. It was Chen Ziran's wishful thinking, thinking that they could last for a long time.

Chen Ziran's lips trembled, Gu Qiong thought she would cry, but she didn't.

Gu Qiong waited for her to say a few words of farewell, even a goodbye, but there was none.

Finally, Gu Qiong clenched his fists and turned around unwillingly.

A second before pulling the doorknob, Chen Ziran spoke.

"I saw you and Ziying in the garden." In the end, Chen Ziran gritted his teeth unwillingly and stabbed.

Gu Qiong knew the reality that Chen Ziran already knew, and was caught off guard by her face-to-face, and was still a little flustered. He grasped the doorknob tightly, let it go again, turned around, and faced Chen Ziran.

There wasn't much hysterical resentment in Chen Ziran's eyes, she only shook a few times in the deepest part of her pupils, revealing her depressed mood.

Speaking of this, everything is simply a showdown.

Gu Qiong nodded without evading, and quickly admitted the matter, "That's right, I like Chen Ziying."

The words are out of control.

"I liked Chen Ziying from the very beginning."

"If you weren't her sister, I wouldn't have looked at you at all."

Gu Qiong couldn't bear it, she shouldn't have said it so harshly, she knew that every sentence of these words hit Chen Ziran's vital point, but this was the most naked=naked=truth after clearing away the clouds, without any embellishment.

Gu Qiong didn't have a good impression of Chen Ziran at the beginning, if she hadn't had a beautiful younger sister, he wouldn't have looked at her at all.But Chen Ziying was so arrogant, in order to get close to her, Gu Qiang reluctantly tested Chen Ziran.

Although what she discovered later about Chen Ziran's goodness is true, and her distress for Chen Ziran is also true, but from the beginning, this little distress has been mixed with too much falsehood, neither sincere nor pure , does not deserve to be called love.

Gu Qiong felt that she had the courage to admit her despicability in front of Chen Ziran. She was very brave and responsible. Her eyes were a little wet, and she was touched by her frankness. She didn't notice that every word she said, the despair in Chen Ziran's eyes A little more, when she finished speaking, Chen Ziran's lips were trembling uncontrollably.

It is very light and the frequency is extremely high. Gu Qiong is too far away to see clearly.

If Chen Ziran breaks down and cries loudly, it means that Chen Ziran is still reluctant to part with her, so he rushes over, holds her in his arms, and tells her that now that he really likes her, they can still be together, as long as Chen Ziran is at the end of the year After the facial revision surgery, Gu Qi took her to his study place.

Gu Qiong only saw Chen Ziran nodded calmly, and said, "Understood."

After a few seconds, he said again: "Thank you for telling me."

Chen Ziran did not appear the hysteria or collapse that Gu Qiong had expected, and did not even shed a tear.

In fact, from the moment Gu Qiong started to speak, Chen Ziran's movements were fixed in one posture, and his eyes were fixed on a corner of the bed, and he never moved again.

There was disappointment in Gu Qi's eyes, he said sorry in a low voice, opened the door of the ward, and left.

never came back.

Chen Ziran would like to say one more word: Thank you for the warmth you once gave me.

But he didn't say anything until Gu Qiong left.

Firstly, it was a bit too hypocritical, and secondly, Chen Ziran himself didn't have the strength to say the third sentence.

After saying thank you, she seemed to be dead, she couldn't use any strength, and couldn't open her mouth.

After Gu Qiong left, after walking for a long time, until the last glass of water she poured for Chen Ziran was completely cold, Chen Ziran's fingertips moved.

One hair will move the whole body, and the five internal organs will be pulled and hurt.

She leaned against the head of the bed, her calm appearance cracked, revealing a helpless and sad expression.

She is laughing at herself.

Toad wants to eat.

Gu Qi approached her because of her sister.

Everyone who approached her, gave her a little kindness, was for her sister.

What should have been known earlier is that Chen Ziran still had a little unrealistic fantasy in his heart.

But why didn't you tell me earlier?Chen Ziran lowered her eyes and thought quietly, since you don't like me, why did you hold my hand, be nice to me, and kiss me?

At that time, he said to me: "Hey, I like your sister, help me chase her." Isn't that okay?

You wanted to give me hope, but you crushed it to prove that you really like my sister.

I know that the whole world likes my sister, she is pure and smart, and it is not an exaggeration to add all the compliments to describe her.

But, the hateful world, can you not express how much you like your sister by not hurting me?

Although I look rough-skinned and thick-skinned, I actually suffer from pain.

Chen Ziran squeezed her fingers together.

It hurts.

From the fingers all the way to the heart, the pain was so intense that it was so painful that Chen Ziran even had difficulty maintaining a sitting position, so he leaned on the bed with difficulty and squeezed his heart tightly.

It's not about getting and losing, it's about never getting it.

Everything that Gu Qiong gave her—kisses, caresses, soft whispers, were all lies. When she said these words, she didn't think about Chen Ziran for a second in her heart. Her face was so disgusting that she was about to spit out the last night's meal, she just wanted to get rid of her quickly so that she could hug Chen Ziying!

"I like you."

"I'll be nice to you."

It's all lies!

Chen Ziran thought that his wish had finally come true, but none of it was true.

Chen Ziran shrunk himself up, didn't want to talk, didn't want to move, didn't do rehabilitation, and didn't get up for dinner.

In the evening Chen Ziying came to say goodbye to her, but Chen Ziran didn't dare to see her.

She was too scared, she was afraid that when she saw Chen Ziran's beautiful face, her ugly jealousy would grow uncontrollably, and then she would say unbearable words to Chen Ziying.

The nurse conveyed Chen Ziran's wishes to Chen Ziying. Before Chen Ziying left, she could not see her sister again. She felt as if a piece was missing in her heart. Say, I went to study outside for a while, let her take good care of herself, treat herself better, it only takes three to five years, and I will come back immediately after I finish studying, she is not loved by no one, she has me."

The nurse conveyed Chen Ziying's words without missing a word.

After the nurse left, Chen Ziran hid under the quilt with her head covered, and finally couldn't help crying.

How could Chen Ziying be so good?Not only her appearance, IQ, personality, but also her conduct is so noble. She has already begun to deeply envy and even hate her, but she still thinks about herself in her heart.

The more noble Chen Ziying is, the more humble Chen Ziran is.

Such a beautiful and noble person, no wonder the whole world loves her.

All the good things in the world belong to Chen Ziying, but Chen Ziran has no self-knowledge, thinking that she has found a treasure that finally does not belong to Chen Ziying, and holds it in her arms, for fear of being discovered by others.

In fact, Chen Ziying's name was written on the treasure long before Chen Ziran hid it.

But how do I know that even this treasure belongs to my sister?And no one told me that she had been written in her sister's name in advance.

Chen Qiran didn't know that she just fell in love with someone who kept saying that she would be nice to her, what kind of mistake did she make, but since she fell into such a situation, she must have made a mistake before she would be punished, just like being punished by her mother when she was a child Whipping with strips, where the thin whip fell, there was a hot red mark, and now these shocking marks all fell on her heart, she was able to jump and hide after being beaten by her mother, the whip on her heart There is nowhere to hide from the pain, so Chen Ziran had no choice but to admit to himself over and over again: "I was wrong."

"I shouldn't steal from my sister."

"It was my mistake. I shouldn't have stolen my sister's things."

You can't take things that aren't your own, and you can't take people who don't belong to you. You should have thought about it a long time ago. How can someone like Gu Qi belong to her?She was destined to belong to her sister.

All the good things in this world belong to my younger sister, even thinking about it, Chen Ziran doesn't deserve it, let alone own it.

Chen Ziran raised his slap and slapped himself hard on the face, "Why are you so cheap for letting you steal my sister's things?"

It was all the words her mother used to curse her when she was a child, and now even Chen Ziran has to curse herself like this.

She is in so much pain.

……

A few days after both Gu Qiong and Chen Ziying went to study, Liang Roujie walked into Chen Ziran's ward for the first time, tore her admission letter to pieces in front of her, and told her clearly that she would not give her anything. The tuition fee of the money, let her recover from her injury and go out to work as soon as possible, so don't waste money in the hospital.

"No...no..." Chen Ziran begged her: "Mom, I don't want to work, I miss college, just let me go! I will be filial to you in the future, I will make money for you, and I will listen to you, Don't let me go to college, I beg you!"

Whether no one loves her or dies alone, before today, Chen Ziran's future was bright. She at least still had the opportunity to study and realize her dream. Until now, Liang Roujie appeared and smashed her dream on the ground. on the ground.

Chen Qiran's bones hadn't grown yet, so he knelt on the ground and kowtowed to Liang Roujie, begging her to let him go to school. His forehead was swollen, but she didn't know it.

"Please, let me go to school."

"All right, for the sake of me being your daughter."

Liang Roujie kicked her in the heart, kicked her over, and smiled viciously, "Who said you are my daughter?"

Chen Ziran's mind buzzed for a moment, and she looked at her helplessly.

"You are a bastard born to your father and a bitch outside. That woman and I were in the same hospital and gave birth on the same day. I didn't know the news until you were born! Huh, I have endured humiliation all these years, in order to give birth to those dogs and men To save face, I let you call me mother, raise you as a daughter, and raise you to the point of being benevolent, what else do you want? Shameless!"

Chen Ziran's eyelashes trembled, and a tear rolled down his face. He couldn't digest Liang Roujie's angry words for a while.

So, she and Chen Ziying are not twins?

No wonder they look nothing alike, no wonder she is so ugly, no wonder Liang Roujie treats her like an enemy.

Chen Yuran originally thought that he was quite lucky, at least he had parents and a younger sister, and his parents favored his younger sister because she was outstanding, and he was their daughter after all.

Only now did I realize that the home, the warm home that Chen Ziran longed for, did not exist at all.

She was born without a home.

Chen Ziran couldn't breathe, tears fell unconsciously from his eyes, only to hear Liang Roujie say again:

"Besides, with your appearance, what kind of teacher can you be? Look in the mirror yourself, which school would want a monster who scares children to cry as a teacher?"

Chen Ziran has never looked in the mirror since the car accident.

Listening to the encouragement from Chen Ziying and the nurses, she said that the scars on her face were getting lighter day by day. Although she felt something wrong to the touch, she buried her head and refused to admit it, and she also lied to herself that the scars were indeed getting lighter day by day. , and slowly there will only be a shallow mark left, which will not have any impact.

Chen Ziran couldn't lie to herself anymore, she scrambled into the bathroom, opened the mirror covered by the curtain, and saw her own face.

Her eyes widened in despair.

What kind of monster is in the mirror?There is a raised fleshy scar across the face from left to right, the scar is hideous, like a giant centipede crawling on the face, with a slight expression, the centipede will move vividly, and it will appear on Chen Ziran's face. Crawl!

Such an ugly scar, which has grown into a sarcoid scar, will never recover!

Chen Ziran's face was ruined.

Her already mediocre face completely turned into a monster face.

No one liked it before, and there won't be any in the future.

Talking about being a teacher, Liang Roujie is right, she will never be a teacher again, no school will recruit a monster who scares children into tears.

Tears poured from the sockets, like a broken faucet, unable to stop.

Chen Ziran covered her mouth, her shoulders trembled, and her whole body was trembling. She bit her lips tightly to keep from crying.

His lips were bitten off, and tears and blood flowed into his mouth, which was salty and fishy.

Chen Ziran couldn't stand up, and slumped on the bathroom floor, shaking.

I want to be a primary school teacher in the future, this is my dream since childhood.

It is best to be a Chinese teacher, teach the children to recite Tang poems and Song lyrics, and tell them sentence by sentence how beautiful these poems are.

After I become a teacher, I will love every one of my students, and I will not let any child be pitifully alone in the corner.

You will definitely be the best teacher in the future.

Finally, a shrill and suppressed cry came from the small space, with blood and tears, heart-piercing. If someone heard this sound, he might not be able to help crying.

This is the sound of the future being torn apart.

The insignificant future of an inconspicuous little person, from this moment on, is shattered into powder.

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