Eccentricity

Gu Qiong carried her suitcase and turned around the corner of the stairs, avoiding Chen Ziran's sight, and her eyes suddenly became clear.His legs stopped shaking, he put away his ferocious expression, put down the suitcase easily, leaned his head against the wall, and smiled faintly as he listened to the mother and daughter talking downstairs.

She laughed at Chen Ziran for being too sincere, not even a little clever, if she had half of Chen An'an's mind, life would be easier.

Moving a suitcase is a piece of cake for Gu Qiong, but when Gu Qiong entered the door and saw Chen Ziran's avoiding eyes, he suddenly wanted to do something funny that would make her happy.

Gu Qiong is not a person who is good at making jokes, and he doesn't know if he has succeeded.

In fact, she didn't want to use this forced method to shorten the distance between herself and Chen Lingran—well, it was just a physical distance.But Gu Qiong had already tried several methods, and Chen Qiran refused to do anything, and was determined not to come back to her again. The resistance became more intense each time, so Gu Qiong had no choice but to make a bad move.

Would Chen Ziran hate her?It doesn't matter, hate is also a feeling, at least there is still a connection between them.

What I am most afraid of is that Chen Ziran doesn't even want to hate her anymore, treating her like air, that is the irreparable thing that scares Gu Qiong the most.

Gu Qiong pushed the suitcase back to the cloakroom, and glanced at the full-length mirror.

As soon as she got off the conference table, she caught the earliest flight just to be able to come back early to be with Chen Ziran. She was still wearing a formal suit, because her suitcase was already wrinkled, and her long hair was slightly messed up. She looked very inappropriate. .She changed into home clothes, a cotton pullover and loose sweatpants. Her long hair was tied into a high ponytail with a headband, and a few strands of hair on her forehead were pulled behind her ears. She washed off the light makeup on her face, and her skin was clear and white , looking very young.

When she stepped on the cotton slippers and went downstairs, Chen Ziran had just made supper for her.

A simple bowl of shredded pork noodles with green vegetables, dotted with a few green onions, Gu Qiong moved his nose, standing behind Chen Qiran and said: "It smells so good."

The distance was too close, and Chen Ziran could feel her warm breath on the back of his neck, and a small goosebump quickly appeared.

Chen Ziran jumped away in a mess, and stood on the other side of the table. Seeing Gu Qiong's attire, he was dazed, and had the illusion of turning back time in a trance.

When they were young together, Gu Qiong also liked to wear such lazy and casual clothes at home. At that time, they often nestled on the sofa and watched movies together, and the two of them shared a single sofa. The tips of her hair brushed into her collarbone, she was so sensitive that she was so itchy that she hid while laughing, but Gu Qiong got even worse and deliberately brushed her neck with her hair.

It's been a long time since I thought of the warm memories. Chen Ziran was touched by the scene, pinched his thighs to press back the damp heat in his eyes, turned his face away and said, "Mr. Gu, I made you a late-night snack, you eat slowly, I will take care of An An and go to bed first." Go to bed and come down later to clean up the kitchen and dining room."

Gu Qiong grabbed her wrist, which happened to be the right hand, knowing that her right hand was no better than ordinary people, the original [-]% of the strength was a little loose, and only [-]% to [-]% of the strength was left, holding it weakly, just to prevent Chen Ziran from breaking free.

"Aren't you hungry? Eat with me."

"Mr. Gu was joking, I came to your house to work, so there is no reason to have dinner with the master."

"Why is it unreasonable?" Gu Qiong frowned dissatisfiedly, "Ah Ran, as long as you think about it, you are the master of this family."

Chen Ziran smiled slightly, "Sorry, I don't want to."

Gu Qiong tried to recreate a scene similar to that of the past, to evoke Chen Ziran's memories, so that Chen Ziran still has a little bit of nostalgia for her.Little did he know that all the memories of that year had become Chen Ziran's nightmare, and it was too late for Chen Ziran to get rid of it, so how could he dare to miss it.

After Chen Ziran went upstairs, she never left her room again. She covered Chen An'an who had already showered with a quilt, read her a bedtime story, patted her on the shoulder and hummed nursery rhymes until Chen Anan fell asleep.She glanced at the time, it was eleven o'clock in the evening, and guessed that Gu Qi should have gone back to her room, and Chen Ziran was about to go downstairs to clean the restaurant's kitchen.

As soon as he opened the door, he met Gu Qiong's eyes.

Gu Qiong was leaning against her door frame, as if she had been waiting for him to come out, and she didn't know how long she had been waiting.

Chen Ziran was startled.

Chen Ziran pretended not to see her very much, and went straight downstairs, but unfortunately Gu Qiong is now Chen Ziran's employer, and out of politeness, Chen Ziran had to say hello to her.

"Mr. Gu, are you still awake at this late hour?"

Gu Qiong looked at her with a half smile: "Aren't you asleep too?"

"I'm a hard worker, so I can't compare with Mr. Gu."

Chen Ziran spoke one by one to Mr. Gu, and his attitude was much better than the cold eyebrows towards Gu Qiong before, but Gu Qiong felt uncomfortable no matter what he listened to, this was Chen Ziran's intentional name used to tease her. Gu Qiong felt very uncomfortable, "Aran, can't you call me by my name? For example, Ah Qiong."

Even the old Chen Ziran had never called this name before, she was too shy to learn the nicknames between lovers, except when she was forced to cry by Gu Qiong when she was most intimate, and half-forced to call Ah Qiong, usually Even calling her by first name and surname, as for now, it is even more difficult to call her.

"Mr. Gu, please step aside, I'm going down to clean."

Gu Qiong stood in front of her and did not respond.

Chen Ziran was already prepared to be made things difficult for her when she came back, so she didn't show any angry expression, bypassed Gu Qiong, went downstairs against the wall, entered the restaurant, and found that the dishes on the table were gone, The table was wiped clean, and the kitchen was spotless and white.

Surprised, Chen Qiran turned around and looked up at Gu Qiong standing on the stairs.

Gu Wei smiled at her with her arms around her, "An'an is right, do your own thing, Aran, I picked you up to treat you well, not to want you to serve me." She went downstairs along the spiral escalator, "Or, I can serve you in the future."

"Mr. Gu doesn't need to do this. I'll take your salary. These are what I should do. What I do is to serve people. If you don't need people to serve you, you might as well let me go now."

Chen Ziran had no evil thoughts in his heart, but Gu Qiong heard other thoughts in his ears, his smile became meaningful, he approached her, and said leisurely: "Aran, if you really want to serve me, why don't you think about it?" Other aspects, such as..." The voice faded away ambiguously.

Chen Ziran was at a loss at first, but after realizing the meaning of her words, his face turned pale immediately, his eyes were filled with shame and anger, and his eyelashes were trembling.

Gu Qiong realized that the joke was too big, and quickly apologized, "Aran, don't be angry, I... I didn't mean that..."

If it weren't for the fact that she was under the fence, Chen Ziran really wanted to slap her again.

It turned out that in her eyes, there was only this kind of dubious use left for her.

She really never considered Chen Ziran's feelings, what kind of bastard words came out of her mouth, as for Chen Ziran's dignity?What is that insignificant thing?

Chen Ziran's face was pale, only the eye sockets were red, and he was holding back the wetness, looking fragile yet strong.

The words spoken are like water poured out and cannot be taken back, Gu Qiong kept apologizing to Chen Ziran, no matter how he expressed his apology, it seemed hypocritical at this time, Gu Qiong wanted to wrap Chen Ziran's hand and hug her , let her touch her heart and feel her sincerity, but just as she took a step forward, Chen Ziran backed away with a low growl, "Don't come here!"

"Aran..."

Chen Ziran leaned back on the dining table, looking a little exhausted, "I'm sorry Mr. Gu, I shouldn't have yelled at you, please don't come here, I don't want to have nightmares at night."

Another nightmare.

The last time Gu Qiong was outside the door, he also heard the girl named An An crying, saying that Chen Ziran often had nightmares in the past five years, and every time he was awakened in the middle of the night, he couldn't fall asleep again.

"Are you having nightmares because of me?" Gu Qiong's question was low and bitter, "Why?"

why?Chen Ziran liked her so much in the past, how could she become Chen Ziran's nightmare?

Chen Ziran's eyes were lost.

Someone as smart as Gu Qi, wouldn't he know why she had nightmares?

It's just that I am indulging in my own deep love, and I don't want to think too much about my years of seeing differences and thinking about changing, liking the new and disliking the old.

The slightly hooked expression on the corners of Chen Ziran's mouth was not even considered a smile.

Since the noble Mr. Gu has cleaned the kitchen and dining room himself, there is no point for Chen Qiran to stay on the first floor, so he politely told Gu Qiong to have a good rest, and passed her upstairs.

Gu Qiong followed up, seeing Chen Ziran's door closed tightly in front of him.

Gu Qiong went back to his room, took a shower, and lay down on the bed, with his ears close to the wall, almost pricked up, listening to the movement on the other side of the wall.

Chen Yuran's room was separated from her by a wall, of course it was arranged by Gu Qiong selfishly, even if he did nothing, it would be good to hear her voice.

Hearing that Chen An'an was half awake from a deep sleep, Chen Ziran hummed a soft tune in a warm voice to lull her back to sleep.

Although it wasn't for Gu Qiong to listen to, Gu Qiong was content to rub his ears, as if he was also coaxed into sleep by Chen Ziran.

Dimly thinking, when they were together, Chen Ziran never hummed such a gentle tune.

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Gu Qiong thought that everything would be fine if she forced people to move here. Although she didn't succeed [-]% of the time, she succeeded [-]% to [-]%. Her sincerity can be easily discovered by Chen Ziran, as long as Chen Ziran believes in her. This time I am sincere, and I will definitely change my mind.

Mr. Gu, who is strategizing in the business field, often misses in the love field.

A month passed, and it seemed that the end of the year was approaching, and Chen Ziran showed no sign of being moved, just like a hard-hearted heart, which could not be melted by tenderness at all.

Not only that, Chen Ziran also drew the boundary between them so clearly, try not to touch or move the things in Gu Qiong's room, as long as Gu Qiong is in this room, then Chen Ziran will finish cleaning after cleaning. He hides in his bedroom part of the time and does not come out.

Gu Qiongyuan didn't want to order her around, seeing that she was so resistant to being in the same room with him, he had to use asking her to pour water and make tea as an excuse in order to have a moment of time with her.

He even used his identity as an employer to pressure her: "Aran, you said you would serve me, so chatting with me is not considered a service."

Chen Ziran looked at her like a fool: "Mr. Gu, it's the psychiatrist's job to chat with you, not the nanny's job."

Gu Qiong: "..."

Why didn't I find Chen Ziran so sharp-tongued before?Is this still the dull and honest girl?

What she didn't know was that Chen Ziran had already calculated hundreds of scenarios in his mind that would make things difficult for him, and he had thought of countermeasures for each of them, and this short conversation was one of the scenarios.

Even eating, Chen Ziran and Gu Qiong ate separately. If Gu Qiong was at home, Chen Ziran would serve her dinner first, and after she finished eating and went to work, she would share with Chen Anan, mother and daughter. eat.

As a nanny, Chen Ziran was still very responsible, and did not abuse her because of her personal grievances with Gu Qiong. Every meal was prepared according to the dietitian's advice, and the ingredients were mixed, and the house was always cleaned. The half-dead flowers and plants that Gu Qi had never paid attention to were all full of vigor and verdure under Chen Ziran's care.

But that's it.

Chen Ziran doesn't care about Gu Qiong's private life. When Gu Qiong comes back drunk because of a party, Chen Ziran will help her make sober soup, clean up her dirty floor, and even help her into the bedroom to sleep, but he doesn't care if she has a headache , I will not help her to wash her body when she is drunk, and she will not persuade her to drink less after drinking is harmful to her body.

Just do my own job, and there is no extra violation of the rules.

For Chen Ziran, these are none of her business, they are just a cold employment relationship.

Even Chen Qiran didn't know that she would be so cold-blooded, maybe she would call the police for him when she saw a drunken stranger in the flower garden on the road, and she would never let him go.

To some extent, the relationship between Gu Qiong and Chen Ziran is colder than that of strangers.

Gu Qiong thought that by tying people to her side and covering them with her heart, sooner or later she would be able to cover them with heat. She took care of her heart and lungs, and even covered the stones with heat. Chen Qiran's heart was harder than a stone, and she was stubborn.

Gu Qiong was in a depressed mood, and there were a lot of banquets at the end of the year. Every time Gu Qiong came back, it was late at night. Chen Anan's child went to bed early, and Chen Ziran dutifully kept a light for Gu Qiong, sitting in the living room while waiting for Gu Qiong, while waiting for Gu Qiong. Look at Chen An'an's textbook, and prepare for the lesson tomorrow to teach Chen An'an's content.

When Gu Qiong was helped back by his assistant, he was already walking staggeringly, his mind was still there, but he also looked precarious.

Chen Ziran put down the book and brought her the hangover tea that was hot on the stove, and fed it to her mouth with a spoon, but she grabbed her hand.

Gu Qi's cheeks were flushed, and she looked at Chen Ziran with a confused expression, "Chen Ziran, am I not good enough for you? Why don't you give me another chance?"

"Mr. Gu, you're drunk, drink some hangover tea first to sober yourself up."

As if he didn't hear it, Gu Qiong pulled Chen Yuran's watch and expressed his heart, "Aran, this time I really love you, why don't you believe it? How can you believe it?"

"President Gu..."

"Don't call me Mr. Gu!" Gu Yi was irritated by this address, and waved away the bowl Chen Ziran was holding. The snow-white bone china fell to the ground and shattered into pieces. The tea soup stained the sofa and the floor, and the living room was full of chaos Messy.

Chen Ziran wanted to bend down to pick it up, but Gu Wei pinched her shoulders unexpectedly, pressed her on the sofa, and kissed her with lips moistened by alcohol, Chen Ziran turned his head and struggled to dodge, "Mr. Gu... ...Gu Qi! Calm down!"

"I've been quiet long enough."

Chen Ziran's struggle seemed insignificant to the drunk Gu Qiong, more like some kind of boudoir love = interest, her fingers pinched Chen Ziran's chin like pliers, kissed her mouth, Chen Ziran was sucked by her Feeling sore, he closed his eyes and bit Gu Qiong's tongue cruelly.

The tip of her tongue was tingling, and the smell of blood filled the air. Gu Qiong regained consciousness a little bit, and loosened the grip on Chen Ziran. Chen Ziran took the opportunity to flee to the distance, staring at her vigilantly.

Gu Qiong swallowed Hexue's saliva, approached Chen Yuran, and questioned her with hurt eyes: "Aran, why did you reject me? What is wrong with me? Tell me, and I will change it. "

Chen Ziran once said similar things in order to keep her.

Where am I doing wrong?I'll change everything, as long as you don't want me.

At that time Gu Qiong walked away unmoved, but now Chen Ziran refuses her unmoved.

"Gu Qiong, we ended five years ago. Is it interesting for you to abandon me first, and then continue to entangle like this?"

"I regret it!" Gu Qiong kicked the sofa, his eyes were wet and howled in pain, "I regret it! I can't forget you! I still want to be with you, okay!?"

Chen Ziran laughed absurdly, "If you say you don't want me, then you don't want me. If you say you regret it and want to be with me, I have to be with you. Then? When you regret it again, will I have to be abandoned by you again? What?" Chen Ziran smiled and yelled at Gu Qiong, "Have you thought about me for a second! Next time you abandon me, what will you do!"

"There is no next time!" Gu Qiong was hysterically drunk, pressing his eyes that were seeping with moisture, "There is no next time."

Chen Ziran didn't believe her.

Even half a sentence of this woman's words is not trustworthy.

She is too good at acting, and her sincere and painful appearance is more real than anyone else. Only she knows whether it is true or not. Performing in pain, she raised her hand to wipe away the blood that belonged to her at the corner of her mouth.

Gu Qiong asked Chen Ziran: "How can I go back to the past?"

There is no answer to this question, because Chen Ziran never thought of going back to the past with her.

Once upon a time...

It was too painful in the past, the wishful devotion to others, the hope turned into despair in an instant, it took Chen Ziran half his life to get over it.

Gu Qiong said, "Aran, I love you."

One sentence made Chen Ziran burst into tears.

"You don't love me, and you don't have the right to say you love me."

If Gu Qiong really loved her, she would not become what she is today.It will not change from longing for love to not even daring to dream of love.

At the end, Chen Ziran was crying nonsense.

It was Gu Qiong who was drinking, but it seemed to be Chen Qiran who was drunk.

After that day, the relationship between Chen Ziran and Gu Qiong dropped to freezing point.

No, their relationship was already at the freezing point, and Gu Qi's loss of control after being drunk only doubled the thickness of the ice.

Chen Ziran didn't even want to show Gu Qiong a polite look.

Thanks to Gu Qiong, Chen Ziran's insomnia has worsened a lot compared to a few years ago, and he braces himself with two dark circles under his eyes every day. Only when he is extremely sleepy can he get two or three hours of peaceful sleep.

Chen Ziran's smile became less and less every day, talking and laughing with Chen An'an, when Gu Qiong got home, that smile immediately froze, and told Chen An'an to go upstairs, and then went to cook for Gu Qiong with a sad face.

Gu Qiong thought that he could tolerate a Chen An'an, but seeing Chen Ziran smiling at her and showing a wooden face to himself, Gu Qiong's heart grew jealous, and seeing Chen An'an became more and more distasteful.

The sumptuous meal was put on the table, and Gu Qiang forcefully asked Chen Ziran to eat it together.

Chen Ziran said blankly, "I've eaten."

"I'll let you eat with me!"

"I said I ate it!"

The two stood in a stalemate, and neither would let the other.

Gu Qi first compromised and let her go.

Even the New Year's Eve dinner was eaten by Gu Qiang alone.

Chen Ziran made a sumptuous New Year's Eve dinner for Gu Qiong, a table full of more than a dozen dishes, and she enjoyed it alone in the restaurant, while Chen Ziran fried a spare rib and a vegetable, and served it Lou went to hide in his room, talking and laughing with Chen An'an during the New Year.

"An'an, this year's Chinese New Year has been a bit difficult. Next year, my mother will try to take you out of here, and we will have a good new year."

"Mom, what are you talking about, I am very happy this year, because I no longer have to worry about someone separating us."

Chen Ziran gave her a piece of pork ribs.

They sat on the small rattan table on the balcony to eat, forgetting that their balcony was very close to the restaurant, so Gu Qiong could easily hear what they were saying.

Gu Qiong was facing a table of dishes by himself, drinking one cup after another without moving a single chopstick.

She has no appetite.

After hearing the joy of the mother and daughter upstairs, I lost my appetite.

How difficult is a New Year's Eve dinner alone?In the days of family reunion, she seems to be alone.

Gu Qiong finally realized what it was like in Chen Ziran's youth.

After drinking half a bottle of wine by himself, Gu Qiong stood up, took out two red envelopes from his pocket, and knocked on Chen Ziran's door.

"Do you have something to do?" Chen Ziran only opened a crack in the door, making it clear that she would not be allowed in.

"New year's money for you and An An."

"I do not want."

Chen Qiran was about to close the door, but Gu Qi blocked it with his finger, and was crushed red.

Chen Ziran frowned, "Let go."

"Aran, my hand hurts so much, don't you feel sorry for it?" Gu Qiong raised the back of her pressed hand, it turned red, as if it was scratched.

Chen Ziran didn't know why he felt distressed, and what standpoint he used to feel distressed.

Chen An'an protected Chen Yuran in front, and looked at Gu Qiong sarcastically, "If you break the skin, you will feel distressed, so when my mother was injured, did you feel distressed? Where did you feel distressed? Things you can't do Just don't ask others, such a simple truth, I can understand it as a child, and you are such a grown-up person, why do you want me to teach you?"

"An'an, don't be rude." Chen Ziran pressed Chen An'an's head and pushed her back into the room, fearing that Gu Qiong would offend her, and apologized to Gu Qiong on her behalf, "Children are ignorant, you adults don't care about villains, Don't get acquainted with her."

Gu Qiong didn't hear it, she raised her hand on her own, leaned against Chen Yuran's door, and said pitifully, "Ah Ran, my hand hurts so much."

"Aran, today is New Year's Eve, please smile at me, you haven't smiled at me for a long time."

"I'm ugly, I'm afraid I'll frighten Mr. Gu."

Pricked Gu Qiong's heart.

The author has something to say: It is said that torturing Gu Qiong is not enough, because the plot has not yet been reached, and if you say abuse, you will attack. I always keep my word.

It's just not there yet.

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