Eccentricity

Because of professional ethics, even though Chen Ziran didn't feel any disturbance in Gu Qiong's pain in his heart, he still went downstairs very responsibly, found the medicine box, found ointment and gauze, and bandaged Gu Qiong.

Chen Ziran had skillful hands when he was in school, and he could fold all kinds of lifelike gadgets out of old manuscript paper. He even bandaged his wounds more beautifully than ordinary people. He tied a beautiful bow in Gu Qiong's palm, and was about to let go At that time, he was grabbed by Gu Qiong, unable to escape.

Chen Ziran frowned, and was about to speak when Gu Qiong rested his chin on her shoulder, begging for mercy, "I know you're going to say let go again, Ah Ran, let me hug you for a while for the sake of my injury." , I want to hug you almost crazy."

Chen Qiran is actually very puzzled, what is there in him that is worth Gu Qiong's fondness for him?There is absolutely no need to hang on the crooked neck tree of Chen Yuran.If possible, even Chen Ziran himself would not choose her like this.

This is also one of the important reasons why Chen Ziran no longer believes in Gu Qiong - she actually doesn't believe that she has an attractive charm anymore.

Chen Qiran ignored Gu Qiong's showing of weakness, she still said the sentence: "Mr. Gu, please let go."

"Don't let go." Gu Qiong tightened his arms, with a slightly tired voice, begging and asking: "Aran, shall we start over?"

Chen Ziran mocked lightly, "Mr. Gu, we never started, where did we start again?"

"Since it hasn't started, why don't you accept me?"

What should Chen Ziran say?

Gu Qi's liking is fake, but the hurt is real, making Chen Ziran afraid and afraid.

Besides...

Chen Ziran touched his face, "I look like this, you say you like me, do you think I will believe it?"

Another self-deprecating reason like this is useless except to make Gu Qiong feel guilty and painful.

Gu Qiong gritted his teeth and pinched her shoulder, "I'll help you contact the best plastic surgeon and pay all your expenses, Aran, if you go for surgery, your life was ruined by me, and I will be responsible for paying it back to you." A complete life, so you can accept me?"

There was an expression in Chen Yuran's eyes as expected, as if she had already guessed that Gu Qiong was still attached to her because her face still had hope of recovery. Those eyes were saying: "Look, I knew it, if the doctor Just say that my face won't get better even with plastic surgery, you will definitely not be as considerate as you are now.

She is the one who blames herself, and she is the one who beats her up. She is so stubborn and twisted, Gu Qiong is in a dilemma, no matter how she goes, she will be a dead end, and Chen Ziran can always find a reason not to believe her.

"Then what do you want me to do?" Gu Qiong felt that sooner or later he would be driven crazy by Chen Ziran's tepid mocking attitude, "Chen Ziran, I'm not a slut, if I could forget you, I would have loved you five years ago." Forget about you, there is no need to torture you and myself, you don't believe that I love you now, and you don't want to accept my plastic surgery advice, what should I do to impress you? I beg you to tell me the right way Is the way okay?"

What is the right way?

Even Chen Ziran himself didn't know, how could he tell her?

Gu Qiong forced Chen Ziran to a dead end, and he also pushed himself to a dead end. The front and rear roads were blocked. Unless Gu Qiong let go, they would have to torture them back and forth in circles, and no one could think about it.

Gu Qiong's eyes fell on the small scissors that Chen Ziran used to cut the gauze.

An idea suddenly came up in her heart, and she quickly grabbed the small palm-sized scissors, and poked the sharp point at her face!

Chen Ziran's expression changed in panic, and before he could think, he stretched out two hands to stop her. He was holding the tip of the knife, and there was a sharp pain in his fingers, and blood dripped down the side of Gu Qiong's face along the tip of the knife.

The point of the knife is only one centimeter away from cutting Gu Qiongjiao's beautiful face, it's only one centimeter away!

"Are you crazy!" Chen Ziran was so frightened that his eyeballs were bloodshot, and his roar filled Gu Qiong's eardrums, "Gu Qiong, what the hell are you trying to do!"

Gu Qiong gritted his teeth, and his eyes were full of ruthlessness, "Don't you think you are ugly, so I will never fall in love with you? It's okay, I ruined my face, and after I also disfigured, we will be the same It's ugly, half a catty, don't say anything to anyone, and then see if you still have any reason to reject me."

Gu Qiong is a lunatic, and he is bound to drive Chen Ziran crazy.

Chen Ziran snatched the scissors from her hand and threw them on the ground.

Gu Qiong wanted to kill himself, but the blood on the scissors belonged to Chen Qiran.

Drop after drop of blood fell on the pure white leather sofa. The color was so rich that it almost burned the eyeballs. The bright red blood was set off by the pure white sofa, exuding an extremely beautiful and coquettish feeling.

There are very few parts of Chen Ziran's body that can be described as beautiful.

The round face of a young girl has long been deeply sunken, with abrupt cheekbones, rough skin, and dry hair...

She is like a weed, withered and barren.

She gritted her teeth unwillingly, even her cheeks were trembling pitifully, the pain was unbearable.

It was so painful that even Chen Ziran didn't know where the pain came from.

During the five years of parting from Gu Qiong, the injuries he suffered, big and small, and some wounds that were more serious than a small scissors cut, were not so painful.

Maybe it's not the wound that hurts, but the feeling that he once sincerely wanted to guard Gu Qiong's life.

Why is it so painful?Is it such a painful thing to like you?

It hurts so much, even after so many years, when I think about it, I still can't breathe.

Do you like that you are in such pain?

But I clearly remember that when I first fell in love with you, I was very happy.

When my heart beat for the first time, I was uneasy and happy.

When we held hands for the first time, we were so happy.

The first time you kissed me, I was nervous and flustered, and I couldn’t help laughing after avoiding you, like a fool, my heart was like a balloon, filled with joy, inflated, and then drifted up.

The night I hugged you for the first time, I made up my mind to give you my whole life.

It was the first time I made breakfast for you. You said it was delicious, but it was not. The eggs were all burnt. I know, you are trying to make me happy. No one wants to make me happy except you.

So I thought, in the future life, I will give you a delicious breakfast every day.

But you said: "I lied to you, I never liked you."

In retrospect, every detail is filled with the word sweet, but when they are combined together, under the weight of Chen Ziran, it turns out to be a net woven with thorns, no matter how rough Chen Ziran is, , was also bloody.

Even the memory is laughing at her overthinking.

"Gu Qiong, your heart is really cruel."

Chen Ziran's voice was low and hoarse, drained of energy and energy, it sounded weak, but revealed a kind of inexplicable hysteria.

"You hurt yourself like this, just to persecute me."

Her hands were still bleeding, and she buried her face in her arms, moaning unbearably.

When a person is extremely sad, he can't make a sound, only the wheezing in his throat, like an old hoarse bellows.

"Aran." Gu Qiong stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Chen Ziran, but when he almost touched her shoulder, he suddenly shrank back.

She dug out the medicine to stop the bleeding from the unclosed medicine box, applied it to Chen Ziran's wound, bandaged her clumsily, wrapped her shoulders, and said sorry over and over again.

At the end, he also sobbed.

"Aran, I don't want to hurt you."

"I want to love you."

"Give me a chance."

If it is really possible to forget the past, why doesn't Chen Ziran want to give her a chance?Chen Yuran spent the first half of her life longing for love, and she couldn't wish for someone to love her.

It's a pity that there is no medicine in the world that can make people forget the past if they take it, otherwise Chen Ziran would definitely take it.

Forget all deception and betrayal, and give yourself a chance to love and be loved.

Chen Anan hid upstairs and cried.

Her mother was in pain right now, the kind of pain she didn't want her to know.

She can't go down at this time, and she can't make Chen Ziran worry.

New Year's Eve was supposed to be a day of reunion, and among the three people in a room, none of them were happy.

……

Gu Qiong never did the stupid thing of hurting herself to threaten Chen Ziran again, she already knew that this would only make Chen Ziran more painful.

Gu Qiong began to send flowers to Chen Ziran again, just like when they were the happiest and sweetest.

All the happiness in the past is really unforgettable for Gu Qiong, because Chen Qiran is so naive, he gave her all his heart, and his love for her has always been 100%.

So Gu Qiong's memories are all beautified and embellished, so perfect that there is no mistake, so naturally she can't understand why the happy past in her heart becomes Chen Ziran's nightmare.

She has never experienced the pain of every sharp fragment piercing her heart after the false happiness is shattered, she can't understand Chen Ziran.She thought that if she pursued Chen Ziran like before, Chen Ziran would be moved again.

When Chen Ziran saw the delicate and beautiful bouquet in her hand, he remembered her deception in the past. He was too lazy to put it into a bottle, so he threw it in the trash can in the kitchen.

Gu Qiong asked her: "Don't you like flowers very much?"

When Gu Qiong gave flowers to Chen Ziran back then, Chen Ziran's eyes shone brightly, and Gu Qiong still remembers the feeling of heartbeat.

Back then, Chen Ziran liked flowers, and he was a flower giver, but now he hates flowers, and the one who hates them is naturally a flower giver.

It's just that the disgust can't be said, so I have to express it with innocent flowers.

Gu Qiong looked at Chen Ziran's downcast eyes, his will was negative and depressed.

Tomorrow is the Lantern Festival.

From New Year's Eve to now, for half a month, Gu Qiong never saw Chen Ziran show a smile.

Not once.

Gu Qiong was like a headless chicken, unable to find a way out between them, she collapsed like crazy: "Why are you unhappy? I gave you the best, why are you still not happy?"

Chen Ziran blinked her sour eyes.

Yeah, why am I unhappy?Why did I forget how to be happy?

Since you can't escape Gu Qiong, why can't you try to accept Gu Qiong like you did back then?Why can't I pass the test in my heart?

Chen Ziran lost his spirit in his eyes.

Not only was the radiant look when he was a teenager, but even the tenacious light in his eyes was lost later.

Gu Qi put her arms around her and asked gently: "What do you want? Ran, tell me, how can I make you happy?"

Chen Ziran's heart trembled.

She knelt on the floor, covered her face, her shoulders twitched, and tremblingly said: "I don't want anything, I'll never be happy again."

I used to want everything and get nothing.

Now I don't want anything anymore.

Over the years, Chen Ziran has been telling herself to be happy, to laugh, to look forward optimistically, to be kind to herself, that she can be alone, and that she can also love herself.

But the more she said these words, the clearer she was that she would never be truly happy again, and no matter how nice she was to herself, she couldn't fill the hollowed out heart—that heart was hollowed out by her own hands, and all Everything was given to the former Gu Qiong.Now there is only one big hole that leaks air.

Chen Ziran was so afraid of being alone, and in the end he was still alone.

……

Chen Anan's birthday is February [-]th, Valentine's Day.

It’s not a coincidence, but the day when Chen An’an met her was February No.14, which represented a new life for both Chen An’an and Chen Ziran, so Chen An’an also set his birthday in February NO.14.

It is a custom in Chen Ziran's hometown to eat a bowl of longevity noodles and a red egg on the morning of his birthday.

Chen Ziran got up early in the morning to make hand-rolled noodles. There is only one noodle in a bowl, which is worthy of the name "longevity" noodles. While watching Chen An'an eat the noodles while peeling eggs for her, he said plausibly: "We, Anan, want to eat noodles tomorrow." Go to school, go to school to be a big kid, eat an egg smoothly, get along well with teachers and classmates at school, make more good friends, grow up healthy and happy..."

Chen Anan heard it in his ears and warmed his heart, "Mom, don't worry, no matter what the school is, I will definitely study hard, and I still have to go to university to find a good job, and earn money to buy you the most beautiful clothes."

Chen Ziran smiled, and wanted to say something, but there was a commotion downstairs, she patted Chen Anan's head, and told her to stay in the room obediently and finish eating the noodles, while she went downstairs to check.

Standing in the living room on the first floor were two strange women, both of whom were beautiful and unforgettable. One of them was a little taller and restrained, but she still exuded a cold and arrogant aura around her. Her facial features looked familiar, and Chen Ziran Can't remember where I saw it.

The other shorter woman looked much brighter, with clean long hair tied up, one arm hanging around the tall woman's neck, poking her cheek, and said in a half-resentful tone, "Ah Ruo, are you here?" Are you on vacation or here to seek revenge? Can’t you just smile?”

The woman named A Ruo frowned, "Why don't you stay in a hotel?"

"I don't know how many people have slept on the bed in the hotel. Do you dare to sleep? This is not someone else's house, but your sister's house. Ah Qiong's relationship is not going well recently, and I, the sister-in-law, can't come to help her."

Ah Ruo was even more dissatisfied: "When did you have such a good relationship with her, why didn't I know?"

"Tch, there are still many things you don't know."

The expression on the face of the beautiful woman with long hair tied up was much more vivid than that of Ah Ruo. When she looked up and saw Gu Qiong standing in the corridor on the second floor, she hurriedly waved her hand and greeted her enthusiastically: "Hi, you are Ah Qiong's wife, right?" ? I've heard of you."

Chen Ziran: "..."

She wasn't someone she knew well, and she couldn't resist the enthusiasm of this woman, so she justified in a low voice: "I'm the nanny here."

"Oh...yes, that's right! It's the nanny." The woman ran up to the second floor with a smile, squinted her eyes and held out her hand, "Hello, my name is Jiang Xinran, nice to meet you."

Chen Ziran was flattered and stretched out his hand: "I... I am Chen Ziran, Erdong Chen, Ziran..."

"You look a few years younger than me, so I'll call you Ranran from now on." Jiang Xinran didn't let her fully introduce her name, and took her arm affectionately, "Of course, don't you mind?"

"It's okay...it's okay..."

Jiang Xinran introduced the woman downstairs to Chen Yuran. It turned out that her name was Gu Ruo, and she was Gu Qiong's half-sister.

Chen Ziran suddenly realized, no wonder she felt familiar, she was indeed somewhat similar to Gu Qiong upon closer inspection, only her eyes were very different, this woman's eyes were very charming, but her eyes were very cold, it was hard to get close to her.

Gu Ruo opened his mouth and said hello to Chen Ziran politely, but his voice was actually very gentle, calm and introverted.

"Mr. Gu hasn't come back yet, please sit down for a while." Chen Ziran hastily made tea for the two guests, and then helped them carry their luggage, "I'll go and clean up your rooms first."

"No need." Jiang Xinran held her cordially, "We can pack the luggage and the room ourselves, how can a sister-in-law let me..."

Before he finished speaking, he was kicked by Gu Ruo calmly.

"Cough..." Jiang Xinran took back what he hadn't said, and said with a smile: "I mean, Ah Ruo and I are self-sufficient people, and we are not used to others taking care of us. You sit and chat with us, by the way, you Don't you have a daughter? Why don't you see her come out? Go to school?"

"She...she's in the room. I'll ask her to come out and meet the guests."

Chen Ziran went up and brought An An down.

When Jiang Xinran saw the cute little girl with curly hair, her heart almost melted, and she hugged her in her arms, rubbing and pinching, "Wow, this is your daughter? What's your name, little girl? Why don't you go home with your aunt, Is it okay to be your aunt's daughter?"

"No, no! I only want my mother!" Chen Anan took Jiang Xinran's words seriously, and quickly escaped with all her hands and feet, hiding in Chen Ziran's arms.

Gu Ruo, who was sitting next to Jiang Xinran, also pulled Jiang Xinran into her arms, and squeezed her hand in dissatisfaction.

"Gu Ruo, can you be a little promising, and you want to eat the children's flying vinegar?" Jiang Xinran pinched her nose with both hands, and laughed mercilessly.

Gu Ruo was not at all embarrassed by her dismantling the stage, she sat upright, her expression unchanged.

Chen Ziran sneaked a few glances at her, but she didn't seem to be jealous at all.

During the chat, I learned from Jiang Xinran that Gu Ruo is now the head of Gu's Pharmaceutical Corporation, and Jiang Xinran leads a scientific research team in the research institute of Gu's Pharmaceutical, and is engaged in drug research and development. Both of them are usually busy with work, so it is rare to save During the two-week vacation, Jiang Xinran's hometown is in Linyuan City. He came back this time to visit the graves of his deceased relatives before the Ching Ming Festival.

As expected, Jiang Xinran is a few years older than Chen Ziran. She advances and retreats appropriately, and has a strong sense of propriety. Although it makes people feel close, she doesn't ask a single word that shouldn't be asked, and she doesn't say anything that embarrasses Chen Ziran. The jokes are moderate, and even Chen An'an Begin to like this pretty aunt.

A few people sat until lunch time, Chen Ziran asked them what they wanted to eat, got up to cook, Jiang Xinran followed in to help, and Gu Ruo also followed.

There is chicken and beef bought yesterday in the refrigerator. Chen Yuran guessed and planned to make a stewed chicken with soy sauce and beef tenderloin with black pepper, but Jiang Xinran grabbed him and said, "Of course, you can wait for dinner today with peace of mind." , let me and A Ruo come to show you, we two are older sisters, you can’t cook with a little sister sweating, we two wait to eat ready-made, A Ruo, don’t you think so?”

Gu Ruo nodded, and only answered a very concise yes.

Chen Ziran was surprised, "You guys know how to cook?"

One of these two is the CEO of the group, and the other is the leader of a cutting-edge scientific research project. They are both senior elites. Shouldn't they be the same as Gu Qi?Look at their slender hands, they don't look like people who can cook by themselves.

"I..." Jiang Xinran patted her chest, glanced at Gu Ruo, and smiled discouragedly, "I won't." She pointed at Gu Ruo, "But she will, don't worry, I trained her cooking skills by myself Yes, the cooked dishes taste first-class, and she brings me lunch boxes when I go to work, and I don’t like outside dishes.”

It was the first time Chen Ziran had seen him take such a dignified group president as a matter of course.

No wonder they felt an indescribable magnetic field between them when they first met. It turned out that they were partners who had been in love for many years.

Gu Ruo was hooked by Jiang Xinran, saw the faint love in her eyes, and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to eat?"

"Why do you ask me? You should ask Miss Ranran." Jiang Xinran blinked at Chen Ziran, "Ranran, what do you want to eat?"

"It's all...anything is fine, I'm not picky about food..."

"My mother is the pickiest eater! She doesn't like meat dishes, she only likes vegetarian dishes!" Chen Anan revealed Chen Ziran's background loudly in the living room.

Chen Yuran was so embarrassed that she didn't know how to let go of her hands and feet, "Sister Xinran, don't listen to children talking nonsense..."

Jiang Xinran joked: "So we are so picky eaters? No wonder we are so thin. Picky eaters are not okay. Such a good girl is so skinny. Gu Qie doesn't feel bad. My sister almost feels so bad."

Gu Ruo also had a faint smile in his eyes, and pinched Jiang Xinran's waist, "Help me choose vegetables."

"Okay! My wife is cooking, and I'll be in charge—" Jiang Xinran took the celery from Gu Ruo and washed it by the sink. Chen Ziran also went up to help, and the kitchen was more cheerful than ever.

In the middle of the meal, Gu Qiong, who had just finished a meeting at the company, hurried back, holding an exquisite jewelry box in her hand, which was a Valentine's Day gift she wanted to give to Chen Ziran.

At the beginning, Chen Ziran gave her a jade bead, and she wears it until now, thinking that she should also give Chen Ziran something that can be worn close to her body, so that she will always carry her thoughts with her.

"Aran——" Gu Qiong pushed the door open, and when he saw Gu Ruo wearing an apron, his expression turned cold and his eyes narrowed, "Why are you here?"

"Why are you talking to your sister?" Jiang Xinran slapped the back of Gu Qiong's head without any effort, just joking with her, "Little sister, you called me back to Linyuan to be your military adviser, and you are not allowed to bring me a family?"

Gu Qiong still respects her sister-in-law very much. As soon as Jiang Xinran opened her mouth, she and Gu Ruo's mutual dislikes were put aside.

"Hey, this box is very beautiful. Why, give it to your sister-in-law as a meeting gift?" Jiang Xinran snatched the small square box from Gu Qiong's hand, glanced at Chen Ziran, and smiled knowingly.

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感谢在2020-08-2623:28:25~2020-08-2723:43:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the bazooka: 2 manuscripts of Astir;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Yu Qinghan and V Ni, the top players in the Lily Zha attack world;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Uncle in Pants, Chen Ling, and Wei Ran;

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