Eccentricity
Chapter 55 Gu Qiong's Reflection
Gu Qiong stayed by Chen Ziran's bedside all night.
I didn't sleep all night and thought a lot.
When she first found Chen Ziran, she only saw Chen Ziran's disfigured face. She felt uncomfortable and tried every means to persuade Chen Ziran to have plastic surgery.
Chen Yuran was not ugly in the first place, although he was not outstanding, he was clean and delicate, his eyes were always clear and moist, and he had a very attractive gentle appearance.She is so young, less than 25 years old, and she still has a long life. After recovering her appearance, the road ahead will be much easier.
At least the guilt in Gu Qiong's heart will be relieved.
Many people have said that Gu Qiong is selfish, but Gu Qiong doesn't care.People are self first, and then they should assume various social identities. Selfishness is the way of survival, which is beyond reproach.
Only after hearing the almost inaudible pain from Chen Ziran's mouth, Gu Qiong suddenly understood the true meaning of the word "selfishness" as if enlightened.
Not only yourself, but also hurt the dearest people.
She thought of the "respect" that Jiang Xinran said, and Chen Ziran once asked: "Have you ever thought about respecting me?"
What does respect mean?Between strangers, it is probably just to be human and keep a line, and it will not be embarrassing to meet in the future.
And the respect with close people is far more complicated than this thin layer of face.
It is because I love her more than myself in my heart, think of her more than myself, see her living well, I will be happy for her from the bottom of my heart, and see her suffering, I will feel like a knife, and I will hurt with her.It is to regard oneself as a mirror, reflecting all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in her heart, moving with her emotions, the part of the self in her heart is getting less and less, and the intersection of the two is gradually increasing, until the two hearts become one, sharing Emotions, sorrows and joys.
The so-called tacit understanding is nothing more than that.
Just like at this moment, Gu Qiong wished that all Chen Ziran's pain and suffering would be passed on to himself, and he would hurt her for her, while she lived well, happily, and confidently.
Gu Qiong finally learned to think for Chen Ziran a little bit—it turned out that the visible scars on Chen Ziran's face were just the tenderest and least worth mentioning of her bruises.
Has Chen Ziran's injuries ever been filmed?Can it be cured?And how to heal the wound in her heart that even the most sophisticated equipment can't see?
With her face restored, can she go back to the past?
No, it just covered up the appearance, and the wound inside was still festering and pus, and no one cared about it, so I could only wrap myself up and cry out for pain in the dead of night.
In Chen Ziran's heart, Chen An'an is far more than just an adopted daughter who has no blood relationship. She is Chen Ziran's blind medicine for self-healing the wounds in his heart. The harbor for sustenance of emotions is enough for Chen Ziran to have a little comfort in the cold rainy season.
Gu Qiong once owned Chen Ziran, knowing how delicate and sensitive her emotions are, and how full and abundant she is, Chen Ziran was eager to find someone who could bear her emotions. This person used to be Gu Qiong, but it was a pity that Gu Qiong pushed her away with his own hands. Not only that, but also tore up her future.
Gu Qiong was finally able to look at Chen An'an from Chen Ziran's perspective, instead of being jealous of her.
She began to be grateful to Chen An'an, to this little girl, for being a solid backer for Chen Ziran during the years of her absence, making her life enjoyable, warm and peaceful, so that she would not go into a desperate situation alone .
She also began to understand why after Chen An'an disappeared, Chen Ziran seemed to be crazy - anyone who had come through Chen's situation would probably be crazier than her.
Liang Ziying originally wanted to watch the night beside Chen Ziran, so that the first person she saw when she woke up was herself. Gu Qiong didn't argue with her, but just called to ask someone to put An An's schoolbag and change the laundry overnight, and Chen Qiran Solitary's daily necessities are all delivered here, and I don't forget to explain that I will bring a nutritious and easy-to-digest breakfast at seven o'clock tomorrow morning.
Chen An'an was resting on Gu Qiong's hospital bed, while Gu Qiong and Liang Ziying, each guarding the side of Chen Ziran's hospital bed, sat facing each other until dawn, disliked each other, and regarded each other as transparent people.
When the morning glow fell into the window, Chen An'an was woken up by setting the alarm clock to the lightest.
Chen An'an opened her eyes and turned her head, only to see that the two adults were still sitting facing each other like sculptures guarding her mother. She didn't disturb them, she tiptoed out of bed, spread the quilt, went to the bathroom to wash up, changed into her school uniform, and came out After putting on her schoolbag, she said to Liang Ziying, "Auntie, I'm going to school."
The eyes of the two who hadn't slept all night were a little tired, they looked at her at the same time, and then looked at each other again.
Liang Ziying wiped her face and got up, "I'll take you there and watch you enter the campus. After your mother wakes up, I can explain to her."
"No need, auntie. This place is not far from our school. There is a bus stop at the door. I can just take a bus there. You haven't slept all night, and your eyes are scratched. You should take a good rest."
Chen An'an liked this aunt who appeared suddenly, she cared about Chen Ziran very much, and was very gentle, her voice was pleasant like a spring breeze.Chen An'an didn't understand why her mother never mentioned her.
"Wait for a while." Gu Qiong called them back, "Someone will bring breakfast later, after you have breakfast, you will take her car to school."
"Is he a reliable person?" Liang Ziying asked one more question.
Gu Qiong looked at her lightly, and smiled inexplicably, but didn't bother to answer.
Liang Ziying was worried. After watching An An finish her breakfast, she got into the man's car with her and sent her to school.
They just went out on their front feet, and then they woke up.
First, the eyelashes fluttered a few times, Gu Yi kept staring at her, and immediately noticed it, wrapped her hands expectantly, and witnessed the moment when her eyelids slowly opened, revealing the confused and slack black pupils.
"Aran, you're awake! Do you feel uncomfortable? Are you still dizzy? Are you still in pain? Are you thirsty? Are you hungry?"
Chen Ziran didn't listen to Gu Qie's series of questions. She blinked her eyes dully, and then she gathered a little consciousness. In a blink of an eye, her pupils suddenly narrowed, and she almost sat up from the hospital bed, "Where is An An! Where is An An? "
"Don't worry, An'an is fine, nothing happened. I have sent her to school by a reliable person. She is about to take an exam. Don't miss her homework. Do you remember?"
Chen Ziran's heart went up to her throat, and fell back into her stomach, only to feel dizzy suddenly, lowered her head and pressed her forehead, Gu Qiong swiftly stuffed a pillow behind her, helped her lean against the edge of the bed, poured a glass of warm water, Spoon it to her mouth.
Chen Ziran's throat was sore and thirsty, he opened his mouth to swallow warm water, healed a little, and thanked Gu Qiong weakly: "You have worked hard this time."
Gu Qi took a square towel and wiped the water stains around her mouth, "What's the hard work?"
It was the first time I was able to touch Chen Ziran's lips openly, although they were dry and white, but the soft touch remained undiminished. Gu Qiong glanced over, a little distracted, and closed his eyes in a panic, calming down, for fear of offending Chen Ziran. .
It was hard for them to have such a relaxed atmosphere of getting along with each other, and Gu Qiong was reluctant to break it.
"Accompany me to find An An, and accompany me to suffer in the rain, but in the end I will trouble you to send me to the hospital."
Gu Qiong smiled, seeing the love in her eyes, "I am willing."
It's hard for anyone not to be tempted by this face, especially when those delicate eyebrows and eyes are drawn up beautifully.
Chen Ziran's heart skipped a beat, she blushed a little, she hurriedly lowered her head and looked away, "No matter what, I still want to thank you."
Gu Qiong looked at her red ears, and remembered that she was like this before, she was teased to the point of embarrassment by herself, she didn't dare to look at people, her eyes fluttered, and her pair of nimble little ears were as red as boiled, looking seductive. people.
At that time, Gu Qiong couldn't help but lowered his head and picked one up between his teeth. He purposely teased her ear sockets: "Quiet, why are your ears so red? They're red and hot."
At that time, Gu Qiong couldn't remember that Chen Ziran hated the word "童" in her name, but Chen Ziran's heart was attached to her, no matter what Gu Qiong called her, she would be happy with it.
There are many such sweet little scenes, and most of the moments end with Chen Ziran being hugged to the bed by Gu Qiong with a blushing face, and closing the door behind him.
Of course, sometimes it is not necessarily in the bedroom, it may be the carpet in the living room, the rocking chair on the balcony half covered by the curtains, or the edge of the dining table.
The rocking chair creaked, Chen Ziran wrapped his arms around Gu Qiong's neck, sobbing softly, the tails of his eyes were bright red and teary, crystal clear and beautiful.
Then the sobbing gradually subsided, Chen Ziran still wrapped his arms around Gu Qiong's neck, and the two snuggled into a rocking chair, listening to each other's heartbeat, watching the afterglow of the setting sun.
Thinking back, all the bones in Gu Qiong's body were aching, and he only wished to use one switch to hug Chen Lonely again.
"Let's eat something." Gu Qiong got up in a hurry, almost knocked over the chair, and hid in the distance under the pretext of serving Chen Ziran's breakfast.
She was afraid that if she couldn't help herself for a while, she would do something that would ruin this moment of warmth in the morning.
After finishing the porridge, Chen Ziran suddenly said softly, "Gu Qiong, is there still time to go to the cram school?"
"Of course!" Gu Qiong couldn't hide the joy on his face.
"I..." Chen Ziran gritted his teeth, determined, "I want to go to school."
The loss and recovery of Chen An'an made Chen Ziran think a lot. Her life revolved around Chen An'an, which put too much pressure on Chen An'an. If she didn't get back some of her own life, sooner or later both mother and daughter would go crazy.
Chen An'an is precocious and sensible. In fact, no matter in study or life, he can take care of himself. He is much more independent than his peers. It is because Chen Ziran has not learned to be independent. Leaving Chen An'an seems like the sky is falling apart.
Seeing that Chen An'an is getting older day by day, gradually flying away from Chen Ziran, Chen Ziran should also slowly find his own life.
The first one starts from school.
Chen Ziran accepted Gu Qiong's proposal, and went to a cram school for the adult college entrance examination, making the final fight for her ideal.
Just take the test once, and use all your efforts to take the test. If you fail the test, you will never want to be a teacher in the future, and you will never think about it again. Use the money you saved to start a small business and train Chen Anan to go to college with peace of mind .
If you pass the exam, you will study hard until you graduate, and then you will be admitted to the teacher qualification certificate. After the An'an college entrance examination is over, you will leave Linyuan by yourself, find a relatively remote mountain village elementary school, and apply for a teacher's job.
Gu Qiong thought it was a signal from Chen Ziran and himself to clear the ice, and the corners of his mouth were about to rise, but he heard Chen Ziran say: "Gu Qiong, you said you should respect me, didn't you?"
"Yes! Of course!"
"Then I want to move out and stay away from you, will you agree?"
The author has something to say: Gu Qi —> Promise —> Wife is gone.
Gu Qi—>No answer—>Heh, the scumbag’s mouth is a deceit—>Chen Ziran is angry—>My wife is gone.
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感谢在2020-09-0123:35:12~2020-09-0223:25:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: there is still 1 monster;
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: yanyan1;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of phoebe, RGJHCVHB; 2 bottles of Ana; 1 bottle of Coke, yes, and uncle in pants;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
I didn't sleep all night and thought a lot.
When she first found Chen Ziran, she only saw Chen Ziran's disfigured face. She felt uncomfortable and tried every means to persuade Chen Ziran to have plastic surgery.
Chen Yuran was not ugly in the first place, although he was not outstanding, he was clean and delicate, his eyes were always clear and moist, and he had a very attractive gentle appearance.She is so young, less than 25 years old, and she still has a long life. After recovering her appearance, the road ahead will be much easier.
At least the guilt in Gu Qiong's heart will be relieved.
Many people have said that Gu Qiong is selfish, but Gu Qiong doesn't care.People are self first, and then they should assume various social identities. Selfishness is the way of survival, which is beyond reproach.
Only after hearing the almost inaudible pain from Chen Ziran's mouth, Gu Qiong suddenly understood the true meaning of the word "selfishness" as if enlightened.
Not only yourself, but also hurt the dearest people.
She thought of the "respect" that Jiang Xinran said, and Chen Ziran once asked: "Have you ever thought about respecting me?"
What does respect mean?Between strangers, it is probably just to be human and keep a line, and it will not be embarrassing to meet in the future.
And the respect with close people is far more complicated than this thin layer of face.
It is because I love her more than myself in my heart, think of her more than myself, see her living well, I will be happy for her from the bottom of my heart, and see her suffering, I will feel like a knife, and I will hurt with her.It is to regard oneself as a mirror, reflecting all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in her heart, moving with her emotions, the part of the self in her heart is getting less and less, and the intersection of the two is gradually increasing, until the two hearts become one, sharing Emotions, sorrows and joys.
The so-called tacit understanding is nothing more than that.
Just like at this moment, Gu Qiong wished that all Chen Ziran's pain and suffering would be passed on to himself, and he would hurt her for her, while she lived well, happily, and confidently.
Gu Qiong finally learned to think for Chen Ziran a little bit—it turned out that the visible scars on Chen Ziran's face were just the tenderest and least worth mentioning of her bruises.
Has Chen Ziran's injuries ever been filmed?Can it be cured?And how to heal the wound in her heart that even the most sophisticated equipment can't see?
With her face restored, can she go back to the past?
No, it just covered up the appearance, and the wound inside was still festering and pus, and no one cared about it, so I could only wrap myself up and cry out for pain in the dead of night.
In Chen Ziran's heart, Chen An'an is far more than just an adopted daughter who has no blood relationship. She is Chen Ziran's blind medicine for self-healing the wounds in his heart. The harbor for sustenance of emotions is enough for Chen Ziran to have a little comfort in the cold rainy season.
Gu Qiong once owned Chen Ziran, knowing how delicate and sensitive her emotions are, and how full and abundant she is, Chen Ziran was eager to find someone who could bear her emotions. This person used to be Gu Qiong, but it was a pity that Gu Qiong pushed her away with his own hands. Not only that, but also tore up her future.
Gu Qiong was finally able to look at Chen An'an from Chen Ziran's perspective, instead of being jealous of her.
She began to be grateful to Chen An'an, to this little girl, for being a solid backer for Chen Ziran during the years of her absence, making her life enjoyable, warm and peaceful, so that she would not go into a desperate situation alone .
She also began to understand why after Chen An'an disappeared, Chen Ziran seemed to be crazy - anyone who had come through Chen's situation would probably be crazier than her.
Liang Ziying originally wanted to watch the night beside Chen Ziran, so that the first person she saw when she woke up was herself. Gu Qiong didn't argue with her, but just called to ask someone to put An An's schoolbag and change the laundry overnight, and Chen Qiran Solitary's daily necessities are all delivered here, and I don't forget to explain that I will bring a nutritious and easy-to-digest breakfast at seven o'clock tomorrow morning.
Chen An'an was resting on Gu Qiong's hospital bed, while Gu Qiong and Liang Ziying, each guarding the side of Chen Ziran's hospital bed, sat facing each other until dawn, disliked each other, and regarded each other as transparent people.
When the morning glow fell into the window, Chen An'an was woken up by setting the alarm clock to the lightest.
Chen An'an opened her eyes and turned her head, only to see that the two adults were still sitting facing each other like sculptures guarding her mother. She didn't disturb them, she tiptoed out of bed, spread the quilt, went to the bathroom to wash up, changed into her school uniform, and came out After putting on her schoolbag, she said to Liang Ziying, "Auntie, I'm going to school."
The eyes of the two who hadn't slept all night were a little tired, they looked at her at the same time, and then looked at each other again.
Liang Ziying wiped her face and got up, "I'll take you there and watch you enter the campus. After your mother wakes up, I can explain to her."
"No need, auntie. This place is not far from our school. There is a bus stop at the door. I can just take a bus there. You haven't slept all night, and your eyes are scratched. You should take a good rest."
Chen An'an liked this aunt who appeared suddenly, she cared about Chen Ziran very much, and was very gentle, her voice was pleasant like a spring breeze.Chen An'an didn't understand why her mother never mentioned her.
"Wait for a while." Gu Qiong called them back, "Someone will bring breakfast later, after you have breakfast, you will take her car to school."
"Is he a reliable person?" Liang Ziying asked one more question.
Gu Qiong looked at her lightly, and smiled inexplicably, but didn't bother to answer.
Liang Ziying was worried. After watching An An finish her breakfast, she got into the man's car with her and sent her to school.
They just went out on their front feet, and then they woke up.
First, the eyelashes fluttered a few times, Gu Yi kept staring at her, and immediately noticed it, wrapped her hands expectantly, and witnessed the moment when her eyelids slowly opened, revealing the confused and slack black pupils.
"Aran, you're awake! Do you feel uncomfortable? Are you still dizzy? Are you still in pain? Are you thirsty? Are you hungry?"
Chen Ziran didn't listen to Gu Qie's series of questions. She blinked her eyes dully, and then she gathered a little consciousness. In a blink of an eye, her pupils suddenly narrowed, and she almost sat up from the hospital bed, "Where is An An! Where is An An? "
"Don't worry, An'an is fine, nothing happened. I have sent her to school by a reliable person. She is about to take an exam. Don't miss her homework. Do you remember?"
Chen Ziran's heart went up to her throat, and fell back into her stomach, only to feel dizzy suddenly, lowered her head and pressed her forehead, Gu Qiong swiftly stuffed a pillow behind her, helped her lean against the edge of the bed, poured a glass of warm water, Spoon it to her mouth.
Chen Ziran's throat was sore and thirsty, he opened his mouth to swallow warm water, healed a little, and thanked Gu Qiong weakly: "You have worked hard this time."
Gu Qi took a square towel and wiped the water stains around her mouth, "What's the hard work?"
It was the first time I was able to touch Chen Ziran's lips openly, although they were dry and white, but the soft touch remained undiminished. Gu Qiong glanced over, a little distracted, and closed his eyes in a panic, calming down, for fear of offending Chen Ziran. .
It was hard for them to have such a relaxed atmosphere of getting along with each other, and Gu Qiong was reluctant to break it.
"Accompany me to find An An, and accompany me to suffer in the rain, but in the end I will trouble you to send me to the hospital."
Gu Qiong smiled, seeing the love in her eyes, "I am willing."
It's hard for anyone not to be tempted by this face, especially when those delicate eyebrows and eyes are drawn up beautifully.
Chen Ziran's heart skipped a beat, she blushed a little, she hurriedly lowered her head and looked away, "No matter what, I still want to thank you."
Gu Qiong looked at her red ears, and remembered that she was like this before, she was teased to the point of embarrassment by herself, she didn't dare to look at people, her eyes fluttered, and her pair of nimble little ears were as red as boiled, looking seductive. people.
At that time, Gu Qiong couldn't help but lowered his head and picked one up between his teeth. He purposely teased her ear sockets: "Quiet, why are your ears so red? They're red and hot."
At that time, Gu Qiong couldn't remember that Chen Ziran hated the word "童" in her name, but Chen Ziran's heart was attached to her, no matter what Gu Qiong called her, she would be happy with it.
There are many such sweet little scenes, and most of the moments end with Chen Ziran being hugged to the bed by Gu Qiong with a blushing face, and closing the door behind him.
Of course, sometimes it is not necessarily in the bedroom, it may be the carpet in the living room, the rocking chair on the balcony half covered by the curtains, or the edge of the dining table.
The rocking chair creaked, Chen Ziran wrapped his arms around Gu Qiong's neck, sobbing softly, the tails of his eyes were bright red and teary, crystal clear and beautiful.
Then the sobbing gradually subsided, Chen Ziran still wrapped his arms around Gu Qiong's neck, and the two snuggled into a rocking chair, listening to each other's heartbeat, watching the afterglow of the setting sun.
Thinking back, all the bones in Gu Qiong's body were aching, and he only wished to use one switch to hug Chen Lonely again.
"Let's eat something." Gu Qiong got up in a hurry, almost knocked over the chair, and hid in the distance under the pretext of serving Chen Ziran's breakfast.
She was afraid that if she couldn't help herself for a while, she would do something that would ruin this moment of warmth in the morning.
After finishing the porridge, Chen Ziran suddenly said softly, "Gu Qiong, is there still time to go to the cram school?"
"Of course!" Gu Qiong couldn't hide the joy on his face.
"I..." Chen Ziran gritted his teeth, determined, "I want to go to school."
The loss and recovery of Chen An'an made Chen Ziran think a lot. Her life revolved around Chen An'an, which put too much pressure on Chen An'an. If she didn't get back some of her own life, sooner or later both mother and daughter would go crazy.
Chen An'an is precocious and sensible. In fact, no matter in study or life, he can take care of himself. He is much more independent than his peers. It is because Chen Ziran has not learned to be independent. Leaving Chen An'an seems like the sky is falling apart.
Seeing that Chen An'an is getting older day by day, gradually flying away from Chen Ziran, Chen Ziran should also slowly find his own life.
The first one starts from school.
Chen Ziran accepted Gu Qiong's proposal, and went to a cram school for the adult college entrance examination, making the final fight for her ideal.
Just take the test once, and use all your efforts to take the test. If you fail the test, you will never want to be a teacher in the future, and you will never think about it again. Use the money you saved to start a small business and train Chen Anan to go to college with peace of mind .
If you pass the exam, you will study hard until you graduate, and then you will be admitted to the teacher qualification certificate. After the An'an college entrance examination is over, you will leave Linyuan by yourself, find a relatively remote mountain village elementary school, and apply for a teacher's job.
Gu Qiong thought it was a signal from Chen Ziran and himself to clear the ice, and the corners of his mouth were about to rise, but he heard Chen Ziran say: "Gu Qiong, you said you should respect me, didn't you?"
"Yes! Of course!"
"Then I want to move out and stay away from you, will you agree?"
The author has something to say: Gu Qi —> Promise —> Wife is gone.
Gu Qi—>No answer—>Heh, the scumbag’s mouth is a deceit—>Chen Ziran is angry—>My wife is gone.
----------
感谢在2020-09-0123:35:12~2020-09-0223:25:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: there is still 1 monster;
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: yanyan1;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of phoebe, RGJHCVHB; 2 bottles of Ana; 1 bottle of Coke, yes, and uncle in pants;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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