Eccentricity

Gu Qi's brain froze for a second.

She didn't expect that she and Chen Ziran had a rare warm moment, and Chen Ziran's first sentence was to leave her.

Gu Qiong's self-conceived months of hard work were all in vain.

"Why do you want to leave?" She pinched her fingers, smiled forcedly, faded away from her superiority, and put Chen Ziran on an equal seat with herself.

No, this time it was Gu Qiong who unconsciously lowered her seat, and she had to raise her head to look up at Chen Qiran.

So even the words were full of begging, "I hurt you again unintentionally? Ah Ran, I am used to being arrogant. After all, the bad habits I have developed for more than 20 years cannot be changed overnight. I have a little time, half a year... No! Three months! Just three months is fine, huh?"

Chen Ziran didn't know what to say.

It's very unusual for the arrogant Gu Qiong to speak in such a humble tone. When a superior person lowers his figure, it's hard not to feel compassion.While pitying her in her heart, Chen Ziran was wary of this kind of pity at the same time, so she had to regard this as a trick played by Gu Qiong, and when she fell again, she would try to see her.

Look, this is the biggest reason why they can't be together - the gap between them is too great, no matter what Gu Qian does, Chen Ziran will instinctively think that she is playing tricks.

"It's not your problem." Chen Ziran explained to Gu Qiong as calmly as possible, "It's me... I can't trust you anymore."

"Why?" Gu Qiong's eyes hurt, and he grabbed Chen Qiran's hand in desperation, "I don't respect you enough, do I? Ran, I feel stupid when I'm around you, please tell me clearly, you What respect do you want? I'll give it all to you, okay?"

As soon as she exerted force, Chen Yuran's right hand hurt a little, and when she frowned, Gu Qie scolded herself angrily, let go quickly, and apologized to her, "I'm sorry, I... I hurt you again."

In Gu Qiong's eyes, Chen Qiran is like a fragile handicraft, which needs to be carefully cared for, not too light or too heavy.

"Gu Qi, you are so smart, you should understand better than anyone else that the problem between us is not as simple as respect. There is too much difference between you and me. You stand on the clouds, even if I look up with a telescope, I can't even see your figure, you are stepping on tall buildings, and I am stepping on dirt, do you understand?"

"I don't understand!" Gu Qiong's eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth, "What about tall buildings? I'll bring you up too, so we'll be standing together?"

"And then you pushed me down again?"

"I……"

"You won't, will you?" Chen Ziran smiled slightly, "But Gu Qiong, I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, how do I know if you can? As long as I'm with you, I always have no initiative , My life and death will always be in your hands, Gu Qiong, I gave myself to you once, and you have seen the end." Chen Ziran smiled lonely, "Gu Qiong, what you love is the one who did it for you back then. Chen Ziran who gave everything without complaining, but that Chen Ziran is dead and will never appear in this world again. The Chen Ziran who is in front of you now has a very difficult journey. I just want to love myself more, yes Be better for yourself... I want to have a life that I can decide for myself, Gu Qiong, do you understand?"

Gu Qiong lowered his head and said nothing.

Chen Yuran's life along the way is more than difficult to describe.

Purgatory is not an exaggeration.

There are not many people who are reduced to the situation of Chen Ziran and can survive tenaciously, but Chen Ziran is such a person, she swallows her bitterness by herself, and never uses her own bitterness to kidnap others.

In order to get rid of Gu Qiong, Chen Ziran talked about this point, and only used one difficulty to describe her back then.

If the pain of being unable to live can be summed up with the word "difficulty", then no one in the world deserves to use the word "difficulty" except Chen Ziran.

"Besides..." Seeing that she hadn't expressed her opinion for a long time, Chen Ziran smiled softly again, and said, "Now there is someone who is more suitable for you than me, and you will be very happy together."

"Who?" As soon as Gu Qi finished speaking, he understood that Chen Ziran was talking about Liang Ziying.

Gu Qiong's expression immediately seemed to swallow a thousand flies, "Why would I fall in love with her?"

"But you said back then that you liked Ziying, did you forget?"

Gu Qiong did not forget.

She was only then, young and ignorant, and fell in love with Liang Ziying's beauty, and because of this, she personally ruined her own happiness.

Gu Qiong wanted to argue, but Chen Ziran spoke first, without giving her a chance to speak.

"Gu Qiong, Ziying has a successful career, is young, and is beautiful. You two are a match made in heaven. From appearance to figure, and even education, IQ, and achievements... there is no mismatch. Ziying is the one who really suits you. Man, how much you liked her back then, have you forgotten?"

Gu Qiong knew that this was just Chen Ziran's words to stay away from him, but what he heard seemed to be her accusation against him for abandoning her back then. , you believe me, I don't like her, since a long time ago, I only have room for you in my heart."

Chen Ziran let out a long sigh, he was too lazy to smile, and there was a hint of irony in his eyes.

Six years ago, Gu Qiong said that she only had Liang Ziying in her heart, and six years later, she said that she only had Chen Qiran in her heart. What about another six years?Did she become Liang Ziying again in her heart?

She is too fickle, and has the ability to easily crush Chen Ziran to death, so how can Chen Ziran trust her?

Chen Qiran didn't want to go around in circles with her, and brought the topic back to the original, "Gu Qiong, I want to stay away from you, do you agree?"

"What if I don't agree?"

Chen Ziran smiled.

If she doesn't agree, what can she do?It can only be consumed until the day she gets bored.

Gu Qiong had already understood everything from her eyes.

Gu Qiong hates the ability of empathy that Chen Ziran has gradually taught her, allowing her to feel Chen Ziran's pain.

If you can't feel it, Gu Qiong can blackmail Chen Ziran as before, and tie her to her side for three to fifty years. They are all old, and see if Chen Ziran still wants to leave.

But looking at the extinguished light in Chen Ziran's eyes, Gu Qiong could feel the pain.

Different from the self-moving pain in the past, this time it really hurts. She saw through Chen Ziran's eyes the three to fifty years that Chen Ziran was tied to her, and the pain in her heart was real, and it was the embarrassment from Chen Ziran's perspective. Worth—now even Gu Qiong himself knows that she is not worthy of Chen Qiran.

The word "no" can't be said, Gu Qiong wants to make Chen Ziran happy, and wants to see her eyes full of hope and full of anticipation for the future.

No matter how unwilling he was, he had no choice but to nod, spoke hoarsely, and said "yes".

Chen Ziran blinked, as if he didn't hear Gu Qiong's words clearly, "You...you say it again."

"Aran, I promise you that I won't force you to be with me anymore."

Chen Ziran's face was bright, "Really?"

Seeing the rekindled brilliance in her eyes, Gu Qi was very happy, but when he thought of her leaving, his heart ached.The two forces intertwined, and her internal organs were torn apart, but she still had to keep a smile on her face and said, "Aran, I won't lie to you again."

She has already paid a heavy price for her past deception, do it again?She can't bear it.

"Take good care of your illness. After you are discharged from the hospital, you can find a house and move out." Gu Qiong patted Chen Ziran's thin shoulder encouragingly.

Chen Ziran's heart jumped up with joy, her bright eyes resembled the look of the year when she had just finished the college entrance examination and was full of longing for the future.

Even Gu Qiong was infected by her, with a dull pain in his heart, but a smile in his eyes.

With Gu Qiong's promise, Chen Ziran felt better physically and mentally, and the pain on his body was relieved a lot. Most of the hostility and defense were removed from the eyes that looked at Gu Qiong, and he was even able to joke with her.

Gu Qiong was both happy and sad.

The happy thing is that after the reunion, she saw Chen Ziran so cheerful for the first time; the sad thing is that soon after, Chen Ziran officially did not belong to her.

In fact, it hasn't belonged since six years ago, it's just that Gu Qiang has been refusing to accept the reality.

Talking and laughing in the ward, Liang Ziying finished her entry into Linyuan University and came to visit Chen Ziran. She stopped at the door and heard Chen Ziran's familiar laughter inside. Smiling, but the smile couldn't reach the bottom of the eyes, "Mr. Gu is very busy, and he can spare such a long time to help me take care of my sister. I am really grateful."

Gu Qiong smiled, and answered her with all his might: "It's my duty to take care of Ah Ran, how can I help you take care of her?"

Liang Ziying was at a loss for words for a while, seeing that she couldn't please Gu Qiong, she turned her gaze to Chen Ziran, walked over to her with a smile, and sat by her bed, "Sister, are you feeling better? Do you still feel uncomfortable? "

Chen Ziran's attitude towards her was neither salty nor weak, "It's much better, thank you for your concern."

Liang Ziying waited happily for Chen Ziran to welcome her back to the country, but she didn't expect to be greeted with such an attitude, a little aggrieved, she took her hand and said, "Sister, you are what I miss the most outside, when you recover from illness Then move to live with me, okay? As we said before, we will live together in the future, and I will take care of you. "

Chen Ziran lowered his eyes and chuckled, "No need, I'll take An'an with me, so I won't disturb you."

"Why bother? I like An An very much. She is cute and smart. I will treat her like my own child in the future! Let's raise her together, okay?"

Chen Ziran said: "I will raise my own children, so don't bother you."

Chen Ziran didn't want to have any more contact with Liang Ziying.

By Liang Ziying's side, everything belongs to her, Chen Ziran can't even have any fantasy, this kind of life is too depressing, too dark, this kind of life without hope, Chen Ziran doesn't want to live it again.

If I had to say it, Liang Ziying made Chen Qiran more desperate than Gu Qiong.

Looking at Liang Ziying's injured expression, Gu Qi gloated.

The author has something to say: I’m sorry I didn’t update yesterday. I really couldn’t bear it after staying up too late. I originally planned to update during the day today, but my biological clock has been messed up. , Try to move the update time to daytime.

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感谢在2020-09-0223:25:50~2020-09-0420:47:37期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: the monster is still there, and there is one Mr. ZORO;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 for Ge Que; 1 for Meow, Uncle in Underpants, with a scumbag name, and yanyan;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 42 bottles of Yunzhongke; Bai Yueguang said that I received 16 bottles; the burning crow is true, Ana 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!