[Full-time master] Take dreams as horses

Jesse clung a little tighter.So he backed away quickly, apologizing: "Hey, I'm sorry, I'm used to it..."

got used to……

Wang Jiexi paused and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

Trials start soon.

Wang Jiexi was not satisfied with the few people who came up, Qu Youyou sat next to him with her head propped up.Seeing that the newcomer is deep and the water is shallow, she is not good enough. The main purpose of her coming here is to help Wang Jiexi persuade him to come here after he has his eyes on him.

During the intermission, Qu Youyou and Wang Jiexi said, "Captain, I think we can change our approach! Can you trust Ye Shen's vision? How about this, we wait for him to pick first, and we will go directly to grab whichever he picks, so Wouldn't it save a lot of trouble? Do you think I'm smart?"

Wang Jiexi heard her ghost idea, and was dumbfounded by her bold idea.

"You'll be smart!" He glared at her.

"But doesn't our Captain Wang just like this kind of cleverness?" Qu Youyou said, raised his eyelids, and looked at him with a confident face.

Wang Jiexi suddenly didn't know how to answer.

Throughout the morning, there were quite a few newcomers on stage, but Wang Jiexi didn't pick any of them.

During the lunch break, they and the staff dealt with Chinese food at a nearby restaurant.During the meal, Qu Youyou kept looking at the phone without taking his eyes off.

Wang Jiexi glanced at it briefly, and only saw who she had been chatting with on the WeChat interface, and who it was, he didn't look too carefully.

"Can't we play after eating first?" Wang Jiexi tapped the bowl with his chopsticks, looked at the untouched rice in front of Qu Youyou, and couldn't help scolding him.

Qu Youyou was really too busy to keep up, she just nodded her head in agreement, but she didn't lift her eyelids.

Wang Jiexi looked a little unhappy, thinking to himself, who are you chatting with so vigorously?

Qu Youyou didn't notice the change in Wang Jiexi's mood. After a while, she raised her head, turned off the phone screen, and concentrated on the food in front of her.

After eating for a long time, she finally noticed that Wang Jiexi next to her was silent.

He has never been a talkative person, but this silence was so abrupt that Qu Youyou raised his head unconsciously and looked at him blankly.

"What's wrong with you?" Qu Youyou asked.

When asked by her, Wang Jiexi didn't know what to say.

It must be him who is making trouble.But why is he so awkward?They just chatted for a while, and they didn't bother him, so why should he fight?

I am not who she is.

Thinking of this, Wang Jiexi found sadly that he still hadn't fully adapted to living apart from her.

It is often said that a man can afford it and put it down, but it is easy to pick it up by himself, but it seems not so easy to put it down.

It has to be said that both she and Wang Jiexi were very good at holding back, and the two insisted on competing with each other and ignoring each other, so they forced themselves to hold back for a month.

There is no clear breakup, let alone still being together.

Things turned around one day a month later when Qu Youyou fell into the pond.

When Wang Jiexi heard this, he was stunned—did he fall into the pond?How did it fall?

In any case, falling into the water in winter was a big deal, and when he arrived, Qu Youyou had already been fished out, and was sent to the infirmary shivering.

Wang Jiexi went with them, and then the doctor locked a group of boys outside and told them to wait.Wang Jiexi only found out after inquiring now that the street lamp by the pond was broken, Xiao Qu was hungry at night, so he ran out to find a supper stand.It was cold in winter, and she didn't want to walk such a long way, so she took a shortcut to the pond.A pair of calves were running fast again, and it was dark, so didn't they step into the pond without paying attention...

Wang Jiexi was speechless, thinking to himself, how could he still be playing like this?He would never have imagined that Qu Youyou would walk and walk herself into the pond so flirtatiously. It's true that no one is by his side, and there are still rumors about her.

After a while, the doctor finally opened the door and told them they could go in.

Wang Jiexi walked to Qu Youyou's bed with the others, and saw that she was wrapped in a quilt and sneezing uncontrollably.

——I just like to toss myself!Wang Jiexi was angry in his heart.

After everyone exchanged pleasantries with Qu Youyou for a while, Wang Jiexi raised his watch and saw that it was already one o'clock in the morning, so he clapped his hands and called everyone to go back to sleep.

After the others left, Wang Jiexi closed the door, turned back, pulled a stool and sat down beside Qu Youyou's bed.

Seeing his reaction, Qu Youyou was very surprised, poked her head out from under the quilt, and stared at him with those big round eyes.

"Hurry up and go to sleep." Wang Jiexi felt uncomfortable being watched by her, and couldn't help turning his head away.

"I'm cold." Qu Youyou murmured, then stretched out her hand to hold Wang Jiexi's, and Wang Jiexi realized that her hand was really cold.

He sighed, reached under the covers, and took her hand to cover it.

"Would you like to find a hot water bottle for you?" He asked, "If you want, I'll go back to my room to get it now."

"No more." Qu Youyou shook her head, "I just can't sleep, why don't you chat with me?"

"Okay, anyway, I don't think I can sleep tonight." Wang Jiexi spread his arms and compromised.

The two chatted, and the topics were all over the place.At that moment, Wang Jiexi felt in a trance as if they had never been apart.Still as in the past, so intimate, so seamless.

When we first separated, Wang Jiexi often thought of Qu Youyou when he was sleeping at night, mostly thinking about whether she was asleep, whether she was watching TV dramas and staying up until the early hours of the morning.

At that time, he found her shadow everywhere in the corner of his life. It turns out that one person can leave so many traces in another person's life.

The snacks in the cabinet were not eaten, and the ice cream in the refrigerator was never touched.

Before meeting Qu Youyou, Wang Jiexi had always been alone, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with living like this.

After meeting her, he forgot what kind of life he had experienced in the past 20 years.

From extravagance to frugality is difficult, probably so.

"When I was in junior high school, our school installed a camera in each class. The teacher would go to the monitoring room from time to time every day to see who was dozing off and who was deserting in the class. At that time, I thought, this book is very good. It’s really hard. Why do you think it’s so difficult? When a child reads a book, it’s like going to jail. Everything they do is monitored and everything is done under their noses. If they can’t do it at all, they call their parents. I think It is too difficult for children to study, everything is controlled, and they cannot have any natural temperament.

"Do you think this is necessary? Love to play, love to play, isn't this everyone's nature? The teacher made the school look like an army, and the students suffered terribly in it. Besides suffering, they really gained something Is it knowledge? But does this kind of knowledge have to be obtained through suffering? I think the praise of suffering and pain is a deformed and distorted educational concept. At the end of the semester, there was a queue at the entrance of the library at five o’clock, and everyone got up early to get a seat in the library. Do you think it’s hard? It’s hard, I can’t even think about it. But this kind of suffering has Is it meaningful? Does metaphysical suffering have any other effect besides comforting yourself and making you think that you have done your best?

"If the school has more study rooms, more resources and more attention to the students themselves, how can there be a phenomenon that students have to line up at five o'clock to occupy a seat? What's more disgusting is that the school's official account is not ashamed of it. Be proud of it, saying that the students work hard. Work hard, your mother? When will the current people end this kind of stupid self-impression and do something practical?

"To be honest, I have always felt that our people care too little for individuals. Not only do they have little, but they don't have this awareness. Since you were in junior high school, you will be given bangs and hair across the board, and you will not be allowed to dye your hair if you wear that ugly school uniform. You pierced your ears and forced everyone to live like everyone else. I read the news a while ago, and there were schools that were so perverted that they didn’t even give students enough time to take a shower or eat. Don’t you think this is abnormal? Ten How normal is it for a child of a certain age to like beauty and be different? Why does your school have to suppress this nature? Can it be explained by saying no to comparisons? There are so many solutions to stop comparisons, why do you have to rely on this kind of deformity? means to solve it?

"How pitiful are the children who have been brainwashed by this distorted view of education? It is normal to always feel that they are oppressed and deprived of power. Wanting freedom, nature, and authenticity are evil thoughts. Too bad, it's all in the 21st century Now, can't we all live like human beings?

"Why do you have to suppress human nature? Which human nature do you say is so sinful and heinous that it has to be wiped out to solve the problem? I think you can really answer this question for me, because I don't know how to answer it. You know better than me. There are many natures I’m talking about, such as playfulness, love of beauty, and of course, love.”

At this point, Qu Youyou stopped and looked into Wang Jiexi's eyes.

"My mother told me since I was a child that love and sex are human nature. It is normal to want to be with the person you like and do everything with him. Instead of suppressing and oppressing, it is better to guide and tell him The correct approach allows children to correctly understand and learn to accept this innate human emotion.

"But it's a pity that in school, the word love is really unbearable. If you are caught in a puppy love, you have to be sneaky if you like someone. You are called to the office and the teacher slaps you, 'What do you know? Know what love is. Is it?' I wondered, who didn't know from ignorance?