[full-time master] bitter lovesickness

Ever since Ye Xiu became famous in the match against Blue Rain, Team Xingxin has been the headline of e-sports magazine for five consecutive weeks.After all, a rookie who has just made his debut, Lian Ke Lan Yu, Whistling Misty Rain, Thunder Thunder and Hundred Blossoms' five powerful team guards, is really an unprecedented big news.

Coupled with the god-level account in his hand and a rare good face, the reporters felt that they would be sorry if they didn't speculate, and the future predictions about this super newcomer became more confusing. For example, Samsara will buy him at a high price. With One Autumn Leaf as Sun Xiang's successor, for example, some blacks predicted that he would not be far from his rookie wall.

But Ye Xiu's reaction was very flat. He has never been a person who pays attention to the opinions of the outside world. He knows his own level in his heart, and there is no need for the outside world to judge him. As for the trough and the rookie wall, he is not in his consideration. , he hits the rookie wall at a very old age, and it makes people laugh when he says it.

But that doesn't mean he doesn't have worries.

The regular season has gone through six rounds, and he didn't even participate in the team competition. Xingxin has only won three games in the team competition so far. Excluding the weaker teams like Heavenly Swords, Xingxin will be able to compete with the big teams if they really fight against each other. The winning percentage of the team competition can be described as appalling.And Ye Xiu himself and the team still couldn't reach a satisfactory result, but from another perspective, in terms of hardware, Team Xingxin was much better than when it was first established.

The first is the equipment. Everyone has a full set of Silver equipment. For a god-level account like One Autumn Leaf, the maintenance and upgrade of the Silver equipment cost a lot of money. Besides, the computer configuration is all the most advanced. The mouse and keyboard are both The player's preferences are still the best, the player's dormitory has just been refurbished, and the cafeteria does not know what chef is hired. The taste of the cooking is almost as good as that of a chef in a high-end restaurant.

Ye Xiu couldn't help sighing, Xingxin's sponsors are really generous.

Just as Ye Xiu was devoting himself to studying Xingxin's future tactics, an unexpected visitor came to Xingxin.

It was a very beautiful woman, in her early 30s, she was wearing a standard OL suit, her hair just reached her shoulders, and she was curled a little.

Her demeanor was also very elegant. Although she was looking for Ye Xiu by name, the girl at the front desk saw that she didn't look like she was looking for trouble, and Ye Xiu didn't look like someone capable of causing trouble, so she asked Ye Xiu out.

Ye Xiu felt that the woman looked very familiar, but he was sure that he had never seen her before. Just as he was thinking to himself, the woman's words woke him up.

"Hello, Mr. Ye... My surname is Gu, my name is Gu Yan, and I am... Gu Zhao's sister-in-law."

That's right... No wonder he felt familiar, this woman's facial features were so similar to Gu Zhao's, and when the name was mentioned, even Ye Xiu couldn't help sighing in his heart about the impermanence of fate.

If it was a detailed discussion, Ye Xiu actually knew Gu Zhao's father, Gu Qingge.The Gu family is also considered a well-known big family in the capital, and they live close to the Ye family. In addition, Ye Xiu's father and the head of the Gu family were old acquaintances, and the two families still have some contacts. Ye Xiu remembered that although the Gu family's children There are many, but the yin is flourishing and the yang is declining, and the population is sparse. The head of the Gu family left early, and his wife has always been in charge of family affairs.There are five children in the Gu family, and only the fifth child is a boy. Ye Xiu saw this little brother who was one year older than himself when he was a child. He didn't have a deep impression on him. He only vaguely remembered the warm eyes and the very pleasant voice. .

Later, when he left to play Glory, he didn't care much about these things in the capital. It was only later that Ye Qiu mentioned this Gu family Qingge by chance, that's why he found out that he had eloped with a girl, and there was no news from him.At that time, he didn't take it very seriously, who knew that the fate would go round and round, and the little brother back then became his cheap stepfather.

Gu Yuan's reason for coming here is very simple. Gu Zhao was originally the blood of the Gu family. Now that his parents are dead, he should have been raised by the Gu family. Ye Jiu and him are not biological brothers, and Ye Xiu himself is not an adult. There is no such custody right.So the Gu family wanted Ye Xiu to return Gu Zhao to the Gu family as soon as possible.

Hearing this, Chen Guo, who was listening on the sidelines, became a little anxious. She was about to speak when she was stopped by Ye Xiu, "You are right, it is better for Xiao Zhao to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors. I'm busy, I don't have much time to accompany him. How about this, we will play against Tiny Herb next week, I'll take him there, after all he hasn't met you before, there must be some resistance in his heart, I'll talk to him first."

Gu Yan obviously didn't expect him to be so straightforward, his eyes lit up, his lips pursed and he said, "Mr. Ye, I apologize to you. This matter is indeed a bit abrupt, but there is no way around it. And when you go to our house a week later, if my mother said something unpleasant, don't take it to heart, you...you look very similar to your mother, and my mother has always had a knot in her heart because of what happened back then. If it’s inappropriate, please forgive me.”

Ye Xiu smiled, "How can I compete with someone who is old enough to be my grandmother? Don't worry about that. After a week, I promise to send Xiao Zhao there."

After sending Gu Yan away, Chen Guo, who had been blocked from speaking all this time, had a chance, and said all the words in a bamboo tube, "Ye Jiu, how could you promise her! You just sent Xiao Zhao away like this!" You still don’t know the thoughts of their big family? If you give it away like this, maybe you won’t see Xiao Zhao in the future! And have you asked Xiao Zhao what he thinks? What if he doesn’t want to go?”

"He has to go if he goes, and he has to go if he doesn't go. It's not up to him, let alone me. Think about it, boss, since they dare to come, are they not fully prepared? If I don't agree, believe it or not, the court's subpoena It can be delivered here the next day. I am underage and have no custody rights at all, and the Gu family is Xiao Zhao's immediate family, so it should be up to them to raise Xiao Zhao. If my cheap brother wants to raise him, I'm afraid I have to wait for them When the Gu family died so that there was not even a scum left."

Chen Guo was stunned, she really didn't expect that there would be so many twists and turns, and she also didn't expect that a 15-year-old child would see it more thoroughly than herself, a woman who was running around.She was silent for a while, and then asked cautiously, "Then you...do you want to send Xiao Zhao away?"

Ye Xiu looked at her and shrugged his shoulders, "Of course not, that's my brother." He stood up from the sofa, his youthful face suddenly stained with years of wind and frost.

"I'll go up and talk to Xiao Zhao." Chen Guo looked at his straight back, but suddenly felt uncontrollable sadness.

The brotherhood between the original owner of this body and Gu Zhao was very flat before Ye Xiu came, even somewhat cold.The reason is also very simple, because Ye Jiu's mother is really partial.It stands to reason that in this kind of family reorganization, it is not uncommon for the father to be partial, but it is somewhat rare for the mother to be partial.

But Ye Jiu was just so unlucky. His biological father and his mother were college classmates back then, and young love was always so crazy. After having a child, it was said that his biological father was very happy at the beginning. His name was Ye Jiu. Jiu is the time to get up, and the implication is long and long.

But after a long time, his biological father got tired of it, so he applied for a place to study abroad behind his mother's back, and just dumped their mother and son cleanly, and his mother couldn't continue to go to school because she took him with her at that time. I had no choice but to drop out.Then I met Gu Qingge, and after having Gu Zhao, Ye Jiu's mother became more and more picky about this eldest son, symbolizing the sweet name back then, but now it has become ironic. A bit like his father's son, not even a word of concern.

It turned out that Ye Jiu had a stubborn temper, so he chose the junior high school farthest from home, and he didn't go home during the senior high school entrance examination. Who knew that just after the examination, something happened at home.Then this kid who had just turned 15 made a decision that Ye Xiu admired. He threw away his notification letter from a key high school, and began to wholeheartedly support this half-brother who stole all of his mother's love. go to school.

But after all, he was a child, and his responsibility and reason required him to do so, but he was also emotionally distant, so the brotherhood remained relatively flat until Ye Xiu's arrival.

So the relationship between the two of them is real and belongs to Gu Zhao and Ye Xiu completely.Even though Ye Xiu's lips were three points thinner, Gu Zhao followed him honestly to City B, but when he reached the gate of Gu's house, Gu Zhao stopped in his tracks and stared at him eagerly. .

Ye Xiu was also quite helpless in his heart, just as he was about to say something comforting, Gu Zhao burst into tears.

"I understand the truth, but I can't bear to part with my elder brother."

Children's emotions are the most real. During the days when they lost their parents, even though the eldest brother ignored him for a long time, the kindness to him was real, and he could feel it.He didn't want to leave his eldest brother, and he didn't want to meet a grandma and aunt he hadn't met before.

Ye Xiu squatted down and wiped away Gu Zhao's tears, "It's not that we won't see each other again, why are you crying? I promise you, as long as I come to this competition in the future, I will definitely come to see you. You must be obedient here, and you must Be grateful, and you should also remember that if your grandma says something bad about your mother, don’t react too violently. Mom and dad love each other very much, and your mother may not have made any big mistakes, but you have to remember, their back then The behavior is extremely irresponsible. A person living in this world can't just think about himself, but also take into account the feelings of others, especially his relatives. So you have to remember, you always have to remember who , Those who treat you well, those who protect you, those who helped you, Xiao Zhao is already a man, so he can't cry, you know?"

Gu Zhao looked up at him and nodded slightly.

If he did as the elder brother said, then wouldn't it be enough for him to just remember the elder brother?

After leaving Gu's house, Ye Xiu felt a lot more relaxed in his heart. The love in Mrs. Gu's eyes is not fake, but if he didn't eat a meal for no reason because of the fucking hang-up, he would feel more at ease Some, in the end he didn't even finish a meal.The weather in early autumn is very changeable. After Ye Xiu left for a while, it started to rain. This is a villa area, and there are few taxis. Ye Xiu saw that the situation was not good, and the rain was afraid that it would get heavier, so he hurried all the way. Trot up.

After running for a short distance, a black Audi suddenly stopped beside him, and the window was rolled down. Ye Xiu saw the face exactly like his own, and smiled and said to him, "It's raining so hard, it's hard to drive." It's not very safe, I don't think there are any cars that will take you, why don't you get in my car and go to our house?"

For reasons that he didn't quite understand, Ye Xiu agreed by accident.

Ye Qiu glanced at him and smiled, "You don't seem very surprised. Generally, as long as you have played Glory, seeing me is like seeing a ghost."

Ye Xiu glanced at him, "I was too surprised, but calmed down instead."

This is indeed true.

I haven't seen him for five years, and Ye Qiu hasn't changed much. He is still exactly the same as the last time Ye Xiu saw him five years ago, but there is a kind of temperament on his body, which is completely different, cold and sharp.

Ye's house is not far from Gu's house, they will be there in a while, Ye Xiu followed Ye Qiu into the door, looked up, as if he had never died before.His father should be sitting on the semi-old sofa, sitting upright and reading the newspaper. When he heard his voice coming back, he would raise his eyes and sweep away, and then continue to read the newspaper as if he didn't see him.

The past that he didn't care much about at first has long since become a past that he can't go back to.

"Didn't you say you'll be back tomorrow? Why are you back today?" Ye Qiu put the car keys on the shoe cabinet, turned his head and said, "It's easier to deal with people than we thought, so I came back earlier." Ye Xiu, who was cosplaying the stone statue beside him, "Dad, look who this is."

Ye Huan then took a closer look at Ye Xiu, "Isn't this Xingxin's newcomer?"

His answer almost made Ye Xiu's jaw drop. Ye Xiu had never thought before that his father, who had spent his whole life in the army, would pay attention to such things as glory.

"That's him. I saw him wandering around outside when it was raining, so I brought him back. Speaking of which, Dad, have you eaten? Is there any leftover? I've been busy for several days, so I'm going to be a little hungry , the child probably didn’t eat it either.”

"Today you said you wouldn't come back, so I didn't call Aunt Wang. There really isn't anything to eat at home..."

Ye Xiu was also really hungry. Just now, he was standing at Gu's house all the time, and he had to deal with so many people's eyes. It's really not a good memory. He was drenched in the rain again, and his whole body was Sprite. Advertisement, really want to eat something warm right away.

"Um...do you have any flour at home? It's raining so much outside, I guess you can't go out to buy anything, Mr. Ye... also just came back, as the saying goes, the dumplings you get on the car, the noodles you get off the car, if uncle doesn't mind, I will Let's go get some noodles, let's have a bite first." Ye Huan originally wanted to refuse, the visitor is a guest, so there is no way to let a guest go to the kitchen, but for some reason, if he thinks about it, he will change after the throat is closed. Liaowei said, "Then trouble Xiaoye, our family is easy to support, so there is no need to make too much trouble. Ye Qiu, take Xiaoye to the kitchen."

Ye Qiu was a little dazed, since Ye Xiu left home, the number of times he entered the kitchen can be counted on one's fingers.But now, watching another person busy under the light yellow light in the kitchen slowly awakened the memory buried in his heart.

Perhaps in the womb, Ye Xiu snatched away Ye Qiu's face and the tough part of his character.Ever since Ye Qiu could remember, his elder brother had been a protector and the pillar of this precarious family.He remembered that when he was in junior high school, his grades were slightly worse than Ye Xiu's, so one of them was in the key class and the other was in the ordinary class. Once he was bullied by a classmate in the same class, and he just casually mentioned it to Ye Xiu All of a sudden, the next day Ye Xiu took the brick he picked up from nowhere, and opened that person's head in one fell swoop.

At that time, Ye Qiu looked at Ye Xiu's profile in the sunlight, with a bit of youthful delicacy, but also a bit of hostility.Perhaps since then, his feelings towards his brother have changed.Later, Ye Xiu ran away from home. What Ye Xiu didn't know was that Ye Qiu had a big fight with his father that night.

Ye Qiu resented his father at that time. When he was away, he had a good home. When he came back, why did everything change?And Ye Qiu finally realized belatedly that he could no longer be the little brother behind his brother, but had to provoke the responsibility of being the son of the Ye family. He was finally forced by Ye Xiu. Grow up this way.

But Ye Qiu hoped for more than that.He hoped that Ye Xiu could see him, that his little brother could finally grow up without his protection.

From 15 to 27 years old, from private to lieutenant colonel.Ye Qiu talked about his growth in such a way. He never thought of telling Ye Xiu anything. He thought it was good to be a brother, because no matter what kind of person Ye Xiu found to spend his life with, he, Ye Xiu Qiu is special, he always has the privilege to make Ye Xiu move and compromise.

until that night.When the car rushed towards him, he was pushed away by Ye Xiu, and that image was frozen in his mind like that, and he couldn't get rid of it.

I said so many beautiful words in my heart to protect you, but in the end I was preempted.In a daze, he was 15 years old again. The elder brother who was holding a brick and facing the crowd opposite him stood in front of him, "I tell you, he is my younger brother. You'd better be careful in the future, or the next one will be photographed." It's you."

After all these years, nothing has changed.

The dead are liberated, and it is always the living who suffer the most.

At that time, Ye Qiu always thought, there are so many people in the world, why was my brother killed?He couldn't figure it out.But during those nights when he was sick and his bones were torn apart, Ye Qiu suddenly figured out that everything he didn't take away was left behind by him.Glory, Happy, father.Counting Ye Xiu's not-so-long life, there are not many things that he can take care of for him.

And Ye Qiu was finally alone.He took the two account cards of One Autumn Leaf Lord Grim all night. He stroked every scratch on them, as if he could feel the temperature of Ye Xiu's fingers back then, thinking that he had worked so hard to push away the life and death. , but can not prevent death.Why did you leave?He still had a lot of words that he didn't have time to say, and a lot of strong feelings that he didn't have time to express, and they exploded directly in his heart, and his heart turned into ashes along with the embers.

Ye Xiu's leaving made Ye Qiu grow up, and his death made Ye Qiu a real man.

What is a man?Childish for three or four years, frivolous for more than ten years, and a lifelong resister.

It is said that the twin brother is another self in the world, Ye Qiu finally understands this truth, that kind of feeling, really seems to have died once.But the important thing is not to heal, but to go on with the scars. Every road, after all, has its own reason to travel like that.

Those things that make people miserable can also make people reborn.That person finally turned into a handful of loess, and he finally became the invincible Colonel Ye.

But ah... I overturned a scene of Shuiyue Jinghua, who will return me a beautiful jade flawless.

Could it be that a hundred years from now, when he stands in front of Ye Xiu, he can calmly ask him, 'Have I grown into what you expected'?None of that matters.As the heavens attest, he has loved someone in his life, and he has been here.

This is enough.

Even if he died, he would rest in peace.

Ye Qiu thought, he used the guilt and nostalgia of the remaining half of his life to repay the grace of saving his life once.I hope that in the next life we ​​are not brothers, at least give me the right to love you dignifiedly, I hope that in the next life I will be a woman, at least I can secretly write a few love letters and put them in your schoolbag, I hope that in the next life we ​​have nothing to do, so that you don’t have to do that for me Regardless of your own safety, I hope that in your next life you will be accompanied by beautiful women and have many obedient and lovely children.

I hope that the fate will end here. In the next life, we will pass by each other, and there will be no more entanglements from now on. The sun is just right and the years are quiet.There will be someone better than me who loves you, at least...will not kill you.

Please God.

please.

Ye Xiu.

elder brother.