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Chapter 19: Life
Li Xiluo never expected that a message he sent to the wrong group asked Mr. Yuan to visit his WeChat contact in person.
But it's okay to look through Yuan Qi's circle of friends to relieve boredom.
Yuan Qicai played the role of the circle of friends to the extreme.
Today, when I planted potted flowers, my son brought his little girlfriend over for dinner, but he forgot to close the window, and was scolded by his wife.Tomorrow, I will be so angry that I stepped on dog shit, and he made people laugh at the mother-in-law's birthday.I went on a trip the day after tomorrow, and took pictures happily with my daughter in my arms.
I send it every day, and I will send several in a row.The following comments and replies are only a long section that Li Xiluo can see.
He was not allowed to go out for the past two days, Yuan Shuai practiced yoga with his wife at home, took a short video and posted it on Moments, instantly getting a lot of likes.
Li Xiluo's comment: Yuan Shuai has a good figure!
Yuan Qimiao replied: That's right, I haven't been allowed to come out these two days and I have practiced a lot at home.
Li Xiluo was overjoyed, and sent Yuan Qi a lot of emoticons in a flashy manner.
When I learned that I was going to take online classes at home, the WeChat group exploded again.
【Eight Class Homework Group】:
Yuan Qi@全部members: In the future, everyone will upload photos of their homework to %pin, and they will no longer send them to the WeChat group. Representatives of various subjects urge students to upload their homework, and those who have not uploaded at 10:30 every day will be served with gift packages for the start of school.
There was no one howling at the bottom, and the small groups were all blown up in private.
[Y-man class [-] is handsome and overwhelmed]:
Your King Han: I lost it, what is it?Why is there another %nail? ? ?
Can't pass the exam and can't find a girlfriend: Damn!Who the hell invented this thing? ! ! !
Burning Cold: Did Yuan Shuai learn from the director of the Women's Federation next door?This big gift bag is so familiar! !
Yanshangquan: @热寒That’s right, no one in class six doesn’t like Lao Zhang.
. : Even Yuan Shuai has learned this.
Class [-] Xu Xin: @岩上泉王博君 What the hell happened to you just now!Hurry up to give someone a head!
Your Han King: Whoever finishes writing it, copy it for me!
Yanshangquan: @八八许雪特哪哪些 You had to get over that situation at that time.
Xu: What homework?
. : @旭金考表21sets
Xu Xin from Class Eight: Fart!That's your dish!I still have my sister with me, come up and make this for me!
. : Tsk.
Your Han King: Tsk.
I'm super sweet: Tsk.
Casual: tsk.
……
I want to go to undergraduate: Hurry up!Don't be blind and poor, it's already ten o'clock, hurry up and copy your homework!
Wang Chen: Who finished it?
Fall: [image]
Fall: [image]
Fall: [image]
Fall: [image]
Wang Chen: How many can be really good!
Random: Huh~
Encounter: Say what?Blame that [blush]
Wang Chen retracted a message
Wang Chen: Super bully is really good!Thank you super!
Shen Lin Jingyue: Got homework?
Zhao Xin:……
random:……
I want to go to undergraduate: ...
Luo: No homework, go play.
……
Li Xiluo looked at Yuan Qi's message before six o'clock, and he fell silent again.
Yuan Qi specially sent Li Xiluo a WeChat to remind him not to forget to do his homework.
Of course, most super bullies don't do their homework, and he doesn't even bring any books with him.It was he who begged Bailai for a long time before Li Qinghe gave it to him.
This set of papers had already been written by Class [-], so Li Xiluo would be cheaper.
……
The muddling in the online class has long surpassed the freshness at the beginning.
There are not a few people who hang up on the phone, split the screen on the screen, and skip class in a fair manner.
Li Xiluo was bored.
Li Qinghe was busy with class, so no matter how shameless he was, he couldn't disturb him.
What about baby bumps.
Baby Piada is too busy. After a whole day of class, she still has to take a comprehensive exam in science from 09:30 pm to [-]:[-] pm.After the test, I divide the answers by myself, correct the answers, send the questions that need to be covered to the teacher, and take pictures of the test papers of the day and upload them.The homework left for the day can only be written in time.
The two haven't had much contact recently. Li Qinghe is busy with online classes, homework, and exams, and their time is always out of sync.The two of them didn't bother to chat, they sent a little sunflower from time to time and left a few words.When the time just coincides, just say a few words, it doesn't matter if it doesn't happen, just reply with a sentence when you see it.
Li Qinghe thought it was good, even though he couldn't see Li Xiluo, he felt warm in his heart.
But that guy doesn't think so.
Li Qinghe was busy with class, which made Li Xiluo extremely worried.
Apart from fighting with a group of [-]s, they just fumbled for when to stop and arrest Li Qinghe.
It's been several days, and Li Xiluo has probably figured out the schedule of Class Six.
It's already 10:30 for Li Qinghe to correct the wrong questions after the exam, and the school will arrange a break tomorrow, so he is not in a hurry to do homework.
Li Qinghe stared at the dialogue with Li Xiluo in a daze.
There are no small sunflowers.
Li Qinghe typed and deleted, after hesitating for a long time, he still only put a small sunflower.
Just when he was thinking about washing up and going to bed, Li Xiluo suddenly had a voice call.
The sudden sound startled Li Qinghe, and his heart started beating wildly.The person who was lying on the bed just now sat up suddenly, and after thinking about it, he sat at the small table again.Li Qinghe swallowed, coughed lightly, and answered with shaking hands.
"Did you finish your homework?" Li Xiluo said this as soon as the connection was made.
"Well, I'm done." Li Qinghe said softly.
"So fast today?" Li Xiluo was obviously surprised.
"Well, rest tomorrow, don't worry."
Li Xiluo responded, but the meaning was unclear.
"By the way, what did you want to say to me just now?" Li Xiluo said in a low voice, like a whisper close to someone's ear, exhaling warm steam in the cold and dark night. people's ears.
Li Qinghe stopped talking, and clasped the back of the phone with his fingers, showing some annoying shyness.
"I can see it all, your other party is typing non-stop."
Li Qinghe swallowed lightly: "No, no more."
"What do you want to say, say it now. It's the same."
Li Qinghe felt that Li Xiluo was a goblin, and he wanted to be lost if he coaxed him casually.
"I want to say..."
Li Qinghe panted nervously, his brain was running fast, thinking about what he should say.
"I want to say have you finished your homework?"
Li Qinghe opened his mouth, and because he was nervous, he spoke quickly and broke his voice. What he said wanted to beat himself to death.
Li Qinghe wiped his face unconsciously.
He was breathing heavily, his throat was itchy, and he wanted to cough.
Li Xiluo stopped talking.
Only rapid breathing could be heard.
Is he angry?
Li Qinghe thought.
In the end, the two didn't say a few words before Li Xiluo hung up the call.
Li Qinghe bit his lip.
Obviously...
He wanted to ask Li Xiluo how he was doing these days.
Finally, listening to Li Xiluo's slight breathing, he thought... he wanted to say good night.
In the end, he didn't say anything, he didn't say a word.
Li Qinghe sighed, lying on the bed annoyed.
After a long time, the notification sound of the WeChat message came, and it was actually Li Xiluo.
Before Li Qinghe could react, he clicked on the three-second voice.
There was silence at the beginning, and a low good night at the end.
Tired and lethargic.
Li Qinghe's ears turned red.
He buried his head in the pillow.
After a long time, I clicked on that voice again...
good night
……
Online classes are really boring and difficult.
Fortunately, the teachers added some joy to the long wait.
Some teachers lead different classes. For the convenience of live broadcast and the efficiency of teaching, teachers combine several classes together.
Zhang Chunhua's class is always pushed to the top of the refreshing list by the sixth and eighth classes of Y people.
Ha, that would be exciting.
Without any warning, even Mai asked questions.If the answer is not good, a big gift package will be served.
Of course, it is definitely not easy to sleep late. There are live broadcasts for early reading and endorsement every day, and there are questions and dictation before class.
The content is indeterminate, there is content learned two days ago, there must be memorization of ancient poems, common sense of culture, and interpretation of idioms, all kinds of things, helpless, speechless.
Hey, Yuan Qi's class is also refreshing, and the noise is jubilant, isn't it also refreshing?
"Students, this, the teacher didn't know how to play with these things before, ah, everyone is so tolerant, let's start today's lesson. Those who haven't woken up should go and shout, and they will be dragged here. Okay, okay, No more nonsense, everyone will deduct 1 when they arrive."
After a few seconds of delay, 1s started to jump up in a corner of the live broadcast frame, and some students had to deduct 2, which made Yuan Qi scolded for a long time.
"Hey! Shuai Yuan's screen freezes, screen freezes!"
"Mr. Yuan, don't shake! I'm rubbing the WiFi on the roof of the neighbor's house!"
"President Yuan seems to be confused!"
"I can't see clearly, come closer! Hey, come closer! Ah, it's done!"
"Okay."
"can!"
"I can see clearly!"
……
"Who! Keep putting it there and like it! Huh? I don't need it, you son of a bitch, listen to the class carefully!"
"Order again! I can see who ordered it here, and I can't run away after school starts."
Yuan Qi was half coaxing and half yelling, and the group of people seemed to have stopped.
This holiday doesn't take up much of the busy three years, but it always reminds me of the memory of taking online classes in the third year of high school.
The physics teacher’s cat is very cute, Zhang Chunhua has to assign homework again, Yuan Qi is posting to Moments again, the online class live broadcast heard the sound of firecrackers from the chemistry teacher, the number of epidemic cases has increased again, %yin has another joke, class three Who broke up in class, I don’t know which day it will snow, have you finished your homework?Will this question work?Do you have homework today?
……
Days go forward day by day, time goes by little by little.
Li Qinghe has become more and more restless recently.I took one set of science and comprehensive papers, but there was no progress.
It's so frustrating to work so hard and not get results.
The physics teacher sent private messages to me, and the chemistry teacher gave me private tutoring, and Lao Zhang stared at the results from time to time, which were always unsatisfactory.
The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer.
His brother has been pulling the little plants he looks after recently, saying he wants to relax.
"How are you doing recently? Why do I keep seeing you unhappy? You just sit in the room and write papers all day long." Wu Guang put the small pot of cactus on Li Qinghe's table, a small flower pot with a gray and white background, It was still Li Qinghe who chose it.
"No."
"Are you afraid?"
"Ah."
"It's March, and the college entrance examination is coming soon. I don't know what to do, bro."
In front of his brother, Li Qinghe would never hide anything.
"Don't think too much. With your grades, we will definitely be admitted to the undergraduate course. Don't always set too high goals for yourself. If you fail the exam, I will support you."
Li Qinghe smiled and peeled an orange for his brother.
His brother is always like this.
I used to say that if I can't get into a good school, I don't want to call him brother anymore, and I will come to coax him again when he is frowning.
When I was a child, I said that I didn't care about him, but I had spoiled him for six years.
"Wu Guang, I want to eat meat."
"Hey, brat wants to go to heaven, doesn't he?"
"Can you make it? Stir-fried pork with green peppers, bro—"
Clingy is the best at acting like a baby.
Li Qinghe was afraid of the dark, and when he was younger, he refused to stay in the store by himself.Wu Guang had to bring a follower to deliver meals at night.
The follower is very good, why do you want to do what you want, as long as you let him follow, and if you don't let him follow, the brother will be soft-hearted.
Clingy.
"Wait."
"Brother eats oranges." Li Qinghe stretched out his hand to deliver to Wu Guang's mouth.
"Eat it by yourself, it's so sour!"
He said it was sour, but he still reached out to pick it up.
Another two days passed just in time for a break.
I got up in the morning and looked outside the house, ho, it was snowing again.
The ground has already been paved, and it seems that it has started to fall since midnight.
"Qinghe, it's snowing."
Li Xiluo called Li Qinghe, she was trembling while speaking, and she could still hear the creaking of stepping on the snow from time to time.
"Are you outside?" Li Qinghe asked.
"Well, I don't know where, there are broken buildings around."
"Hey, shit!"
"What's wrong!" Li Qinghe was still sitting on the bed writing the paper, and was shocked when he heard the sound.
"It's okay, it's empty, I'm scared." Li Xiluo said, the words were mixed with wind, whistling in the receiver.
Li Xiluo was wrapped in a windbreaker, and a thin layer of snow fell on her shoulders.
He was holding the phone in his right hand, which was stiff and painful at the moment.
The two never talked much, just put the phone to their ears and listened to each other's breathing.
Li Xiluo changed his hand to hold the mobile phone, and stood in a patch of snow. He stomped on the snow under his feet, and then kicked it away. He shook the mobile phone: "Qinghe."
"Ok?"
"Do you want to... come out to see the snow..."
Li Xiluo coughed, and hurriedly said again: "No, I think this place is so... pretty."
"think."
Soft and soft, it's not at all the same as his cold appearance in front of others.
"Where are you?"
"I... just have one here, surrounded by broken buildings and a piece of concrete in the middle."
"I know, wait for me."
Li Xiluo wanted to say something else, but finally said "um", but didn't say anything.
When Li Qinghe left the store, Wu Guanggang disagreed at first. He couldn't help the child and wanted to go out to play. In fact, he wanted Li Qinghe to go out for a walk instead of staying at home all day.He didn't ask much, and told him to wear a mask and not go to crowded places.
Li Qinghe ran away in a hurry.
The snow was falling in my ears, and the boy was running to see the snow.
Run to... want to see someone.
When Li Qinghe ran to the open space in the middle of the broken building panting, he saw Li Xiluo standing in the snow with his back on his back.
Surrounded by a world of ice and snow, that shadow of the back was hot in the wind, and the hearts of the people became hot.
Li Xiluo turned her head, smiled and walked towards the boy.
The young man was not wearing thick clothes, just standing still, the white breath he exhaled was entangled in the flying snow, and he twisted to block the young man's eyes.
He stood in front of the boy.
"Has grown tall."
His eyes are very soft, what he sees is like a warm spring in March, lingering on Qinghe.
Li Qinghe touched his head and smiled embarrassedly.
"Ah."
"How old is 17?"
he asked again.
"I do not know either."
Li Xiluo pulled Li Qinghe towards him, and put his hands on top of Li Qinghe's head.
Li Qinghe felt that he was about to be out of breath. He ran all the way just now, and now Li Xiluo's breath was on top of his head. He could clearly feel Li Xiluo's breath brushing the hair on his forehead, and the heat hit him from time to time. forehead.
Li Xiluo's breathing was about to burn him.
The heart beat wildly in his chest, it was the purest throbbing of a teenager.
The warmth above his head left, and Li Qinghe heard the person in front of him ask, "174?"
"I'm 175! I've grown taller!"
Li Qinghe had never been considered tall among boys, and he had grown a little in the third year of high school. When he heard Li Xiluo laugh, he couldn't help but want to refute.
Li Xiluo laughed again: "Well, I see."
Except when someone said he was 174 just now, and he seemed to stare at him, Li Qinghe didn't look up.
The awkwardness never went away.
The two haven't seen each other for two months. They usually give people a small sunflower as if they were playing, and they have made quite a few phone calls. They listened to their conversations with their hands on their hands, and said good night stickily. See you now It's embarrassing to be a real person.
"Is it cold?"
Li Qinghe shook his head.
Then sneak up to look at others.
"Why are your hands so cold?"
Incredible.
Hallucinations can easily occur when the weather is too cold.
Li Qinghe's hands were wrapped, and those hands were warm and dry, as if covering all the heat in the world.
Li Qinghe's hands were stiff, except for the first shaking, he couldn't move anymore.
Li Xiluo dragged Li Qinghe to the south.
The sound of the wind passing by is all around my ears, and I can't hear anything else.
Li Qinghe felt that he was ill again.
Li Qinghe was being pulled by someone, and he followed Li Xiluo without directing his feet. He stared at Li Xiluo's shoulder, a few small flakes of snow fell on it, the snowflakes were crystal clear and delicate, falling from the sky, they were born perfect.Quietly, it landed on his young shoulders.
Li Qinghe walked behind and wanted to blow it lightly, or brush it off with his hand.
But he blinked his eyes and finally gave up.
Li Xiluo dragged Li Qinghe to the side of the broken building, turned a few turns, and found a clean place.
The surrounding four walls collapsed, and one wall stood intact, blocking a lot of wind and snow.
The yard was covered with a thin layer of snow, and it looked quite clean. There were a few rows of flowers and plants in front of the yard, and the withered and yellow branches were covered with a layer of snow, which had a special charm.
Li Xiluo pulled Li Qinghe to stand by a wall in the small courtyard of the broken building. The wall was backed by the wind, but it blocked a lot of wind and snow.
Li Xiluo didn't speak, Li Qinghe swallowed nervously unconsciously with a stiff body, the snow wasn't too heavy, it fell lightly on his shoulders, no one brushed it off, the two really came out to see the snow.
Li Qinghe's heart beat wildly, and after a while he felt a little hot, he didn't dare to move his hands being held by Li Xiluo, his palms were sweaty and sticky, he didn't dare to move for fear that Li Xiluo would dislike him.
Being pulled by Li Xiluo, he felt strange, thinking that it was cold, but when he thought of the phone calls and little sunflowers between him and Li Xiluo recently, he couldn't help thinking about things he shouldn't have thought about.After thinking about it, I couldn't figure it out, but my face was burning.
Li Xiluo coughed softly, and it seemed like it took him a long time to ask a word.
Still the same sentence: "Is it cold?"
Li Qinghe's heart tightened, he didn't say anything, and looked up at him.
It didn't matter, it only made Li Qinghe feel like running away.
Li Xiluo was looking down at him. There was already a thin layer of snow on his hair, with a smile on his lips and gentle eyes.
gentle.
It took Li Qinghe a long time to dare to use this word, and it was used in the way Li Xiluo looked at him.
The surroundings are covered with snow and the wilderness is desolate, but Li Xiluo's eyes seem to be full of stars.
He lowered his head abruptly, his heartbeat was like a cicada slough in summer, which would be broken with a light twist, more like white snow in winter, which fell lightly but could bend the branches.
He didn't dare to indulge himself any more, some thoughts were even more taboo, he locked them in his heart, it's better to cover them with a dark curtain, wait for decades, covered with dust, blended with filth, in the The bottom of his heart is destroyed, the veins are entangled, and his heart is full, and he will never see the light. When he dies, let them disappear with him.
As Li Qinghe thought about it, mist welled up in his eyes, and he felt a dull pain in his heart.
He was short of breath, and the winter mist fluctuated with his breath, and he tried to hold his breath, not to let the white air reveal his despicableness.
He felt like crying a little bit.
"Qinghe, look at me." He said.
Li Qinghe didn't dare to look up.
The snow slowly fell on the broken building, covering the broken building a little bit.
Crush the shackles and break through the taboos.
The author has something to say: It's amazing!
The two of them were talking on the phone behind their backs!
Thank you for your love,
Happy viewing.
(Here, look at the little sunflowers they sent!)
But it's okay to look through Yuan Qi's circle of friends to relieve boredom.
Yuan Qicai played the role of the circle of friends to the extreme.
Today, when I planted potted flowers, my son brought his little girlfriend over for dinner, but he forgot to close the window, and was scolded by his wife.Tomorrow, I will be so angry that I stepped on dog shit, and he made people laugh at the mother-in-law's birthday.I went on a trip the day after tomorrow, and took pictures happily with my daughter in my arms.
I send it every day, and I will send several in a row.The following comments and replies are only a long section that Li Xiluo can see.
He was not allowed to go out for the past two days, Yuan Shuai practiced yoga with his wife at home, took a short video and posted it on Moments, instantly getting a lot of likes.
Li Xiluo's comment: Yuan Shuai has a good figure!
Yuan Qimiao replied: That's right, I haven't been allowed to come out these two days and I have practiced a lot at home.
Li Xiluo was overjoyed, and sent Yuan Qi a lot of emoticons in a flashy manner.
When I learned that I was going to take online classes at home, the WeChat group exploded again.
【Eight Class Homework Group】:
Yuan Qi@全部members: In the future, everyone will upload photos of their homework to %pin, and they will no longer send them to the WeChat group. Representatives of various subjects urge students to upload their homework, and those who have not uploaded at 10:30 every day will be served with gift packages for the start of school.
There was no one howling at the bottom, and the small groups were all blown up in private.
[Y-man class [-] is handsome and overwhelmed]:
Your King Han: I lost it, what is it?Why is there another %nail? ? ?
Can't pass the exam and can't find a girlfriend: Damn!Who the hell invented this thing? ! ! !
Burning Cold: Did Yuan Shuai learn from the director of the Women's Federation next door?This big gift bag is so familiar! !
Yanshangquan: @热寒That’s right, no one in class six doesn’t like Lao Zhang.
. : Even Yuan Shuai has learned this.
Class [-] Xu Xin: @岩上泉王博君 What the hell happened to you just now!Hurry up to give someone a head!
Your Han King: Whoever finishes writing it, copy it for me!
Yanshangquan: @八八许雪特哪哪些 You had to get over that situation at that time.
Xu: What homework?
. : @旭金考表21sets
Xu Xin from Class Eight: Fart!That's your dish!I still have my sister with me, come up and make this for me!
. : Tsk.
Your Han King: Tsk.
I'm super sweet: Tsk.
Casual: tsk.
……
I want to go to undergraduate: Hurry up!Don't be blind and poor, it's already ten o'clock, hurry up and copy your homework!
Wang Chen: Who finished it?
Fall: [image]
Fall: [image]
Fall: [image]
Fall: [image]
Wang Chen: How many can be really good!
Random: Huh~
Encounter: Say what?Blame that [blush]
Wang Chen retracted a message
Wang Chen: Super bully is really good!Thank you super!
Shen Lin Jingyue: Got homework?
Zhao Xin:……
random:……
I want to go to undergraduate: ...
Luo: No homework, go play.
……
Li Xiluo looked at Yuan Qi's message before six o'clock, and he fell silent again.
Yuan Qi specially sent Li Xiluo a WeChat to remind him not to forget to do his homework.
Of course, most super bullies don't do their homework, and he doesn't even bring any books with him.It was he who begged Bailai for a long time before Li Qinghe gave it to him.
This set of papers had already been written by Class [-], so Li Xiluo would be cheaper.
……
The muddling in the online class has long surpassed the freshness at the beginning.
There are not a few people who hang up on the phone, split the screen on the screen, and skip class in a fair manner.
Li Xiluo was bored.
Li Qinghe was busy with class, so no matter how shameless he was, he couldn't disturb him.
What about baby bumps.
Baby Piada is too busy. After a whole day of class, she still has to take a comprehensive exam in science from 09:30 pm to [-]:[-] pm.After the test, I divide the answers by myself, correct the answers, send the questions that need to be covered to the teacher, and take pictures of the test papers of the day and upload them.The homework left for the day can only be written in time.
The two haven't had much contact recently. Li Qinghe is busy with online classes, homework, and exams, and their time is always out of sync.The two of them didn't bother to chat, they sent a little sunflower from time to time and left a few words.When the time just coincides, just say a few words, it doesn't matter if it doesn't happen, just reply with a sentence when you see it.
Li Qinghe thought it was good, even though he couldn't see Li Xiluo, he felt warm in his heart.
But that guy doesn't think so.
Li Qinghe was busy with class, which made Li Xiluo extremely worried.
Apart from fighting with a group of [-]s, they just fumbled for when to stop and arrest Li Qinghe.
It's been several days, and Li Xiluo has probably figured out the schedule of Class Six.
It's already 10:30 for Li Qinghe to correct the wrong questions after the exam, and the school will arrange a break tomorrow, so he is not in a hurry to do homework.
Li Qinghe stared at the dialogue with Li Xiluo in a daze.
There are no small sunflowers.
Li Qinghe typed and deleted, after hesitating for a long time, he still only put a small sunflower.
Just when he was thinking about washing up and going to bed, Li Xiluo suddenly had a voice call.
The sudden sound startled Li Qinghe, and his heart started beating wildly.The person who was lying on the bed just now sat up suddenly, and after thinking about it, he sat at the small table again.Li Qinghe swallowed, coughed lightly, and answered with shaking hands.
"Did you finish your homework?" Li Xiluo said this as soon as the connection was made.
"Well, I'm done." Li Qinghe said softly.
"So fast today?" Li Xiluo was obviously surprised.
"Well, rest tomorrow, don't worry."
Li Xiluo responded, but the meaning was unclear.
"By the way, what did you want to say to me just now?" Li Xiluo said in a low voice, like a whisper close to someone's ear, exhaling warm steam in the cold and dark night. people's ears.
Li Qinghe stopped talking, and clasped the back of the phone with his fingers, showing some annoying shyness.
"I can see it all, your other party is typing non-stop."
Li Qinghe swallowed lightly: "No, no more."
"What do you want to say, say it now. It's the same."
Li Qinghe felt that Li Xiluo was a goblin, and he wanted to be lost if he coaxed him casually.
"I want to say..."
Li Qinghe panted nervously, his brain was running fast, thinking about what he should say.
"I want to say have you finished your homework?"
Li Qinghe opened his mouth, and because he was nervous, he spoke quickly and broke his voice. What he said wanted to beat himself to death.
Li Qinghe wiped his face unconsciously.
He was breathing heavily, his throat was itchy, and he wanted to cough.
Li Xiluo stopped talking.
Only rapid breathing could be heard.
Is he angry?
Li Qinghe thought.
In the end, the two didn't say a few words before Li Xiluo hung up the call.
Li Qinghe bit his lip.
Obviously...
He wanted to ask Li Xiluo how he was doing these days.
Finally, listening to Li Xiluo's slight breathing, he thought... he wanted to say good night.
In the end, he didn't say anything, he didn't say a word.
Li Qinghe sighed, lying on the bed annoyed.
After a long time, the notification sound of the WeChat message came, and it was actually Li Xiluo.
Before Li Qinghe could react, he clicked on the three-second voice.
There was silence at the beginning, and a low good night at the end.
Tired and lethargic.
Li Qinghe's ears turned red.
He buried his head in the pillow.
After a long time, I clicked on that voice again...
good night
……
Online classes are really boring and difficult.
Fortunately, the teachers added some joy to the long wait.
Some teachers lead different classes. For the convenience of live broadcast and the efficiency of teaching, teachers combine several classes together.
Zhang Chunhua's class is always pushed to the top of the refreshing list by the sixth and eighth classes of Y people.
Ha, that would be exciting.
Without any warning, even Mai asked questions.If the answer is not good, a big gift package will be served.
Of course, it is definitely not easy to sleep late. There are live broadcasts for early reading and endorsement every day, and there are questions and dictation before class.
The content is indeterminate, there is content learned two days ago, there must be memorization of ancient poems, common sense of culture, and interpretation of idioms, all kinds of things, helpless, speechless.
Hey, Yuan Qi's class is also refreshing, and the noise is jubilant, isn't it also refreshing?
"Students, this, the teacher didn't know how to play with these things before, ah, everyone is so tolerant, let's start today's lesson. Those who haven't woken up should go and shout, and they will be dragged here. Okay, okay, No more nonsense, everyone will deduct 1 when they arrive."
After a few seconds of delay, 1s started to jump up in a corner of the live broadcast frame, and some students had to deduct 2, which made Yuan Qi scolded for a long time.
"Hey! Shuai Yuan's screen freezes, screen freezes!"
"Mr. Yuan, don't shake! I'm rubbing the WiFi on the roof of the neighbor's house!"
"President Yuan seems to be confused!"
"I can't see clearly, come closer! Hey, come closer! Ah, it's done!"
"Okay."
"can!"
"I can see clearly!"
……
"Who! Keep putting it there and like it! Huh? I don't need it, you son of a bitch, listen to the class carefully!"
"Order again! I can see who ordered it here, and I can't run away after school starts."
Yuan Qi was half coaxing and half yelling, and the group of people seemed to have stopped.
This holiday doesn't take up much of the busy three years, but it always reminds me of the memory of taking online classes in the third year of high school.
The physics teacher’s cat is very cute, Zhang Chunhua has to assign homework again, Yuan Qi is posting to Moments again, the online class live broadcast heard the sound of firecrackers from the chemistry teacher, the number of epidemic cases has increased again, %yin has another joke, class three Who broke up in class, I don’t know which day it will snow, have you finished your homework?Will this question work?Do you have homework today?
……
Days go forward day by day, time goes by little by little.
Li Qinghe has become more and more restless recently.I took one set of science and comprehensive papers, but there was no progress.
It's so frustrating to work so hard and not get results.
The physics teacher sent private messages to me, and the chemistry teacher gave me private tutoring, and Lao Zhang stared at the results from time to time, which were always unsatisfactory.
The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer.
His brother has been pulling the little plants he looks after recently, saying he wants to relax.
"How are you doing recently? Why do I keep seeing you unhappy? You just sit in the room and write papers all day long." Wu Guang put the small pot of cactus on Li Qinghe's table, a small flower pot with a gray and white background, It was still Li Qinghe who chose it.
"No."
"Are you afraid?"
"Ah."
"It's March, and the college entrance examination is coming soon. I don't know what to do, bro."
In front of his brother, Li Qinghe would never hide anything.
"Don't think too much. With your grades, we will definitely be admitted to the undergraduate course. Don't always set too high goals for yourself. If you fail the exam, I will support you."
Li Qinghe smiled and peeled an orange for his brother.
His brother is always like this.
I used to say that if I can't get into a good school, I don't want to call him brother anymore, and I will come to coax him again when he is frowning.
When I was a child, I said that I didn't care about him, but I had spoiled him for six years.
"Wu Guang, I want to eat meat."
"Hey, brat wants to go to heaven, doesn't he?"
"Can you make it? Stir-fried pork with green peppers, bro—"
Clingy is the best at acting like a baby.
Li Qinghe was afraid of the dark, and when he was younger, he refused to stay in the store by himself.Wu Guang had to bring a follower to deliver meals at night.
The follower is very good, why do you want to do what you want, as long as you let him follow, and if you don't let him follow, the brother will be soft-hearted.
Clingy.
"Wait."
"Brother eats oranges." Li Qinghe stretched out his hand to deliver to Wu Guang's mouth.
"Eat it by yourself, it's so sour!"
He said it was sour, but he still reached out to pick it up.
Another two days passed just in time for a break.
I got up in the morning and looked outside the house, ho, it was snowing again.
The ground has already been paved, and it seems that it has started to fall since midnight.
"Qinghe, it's snowing."
Li Xiluo called Li Qinghe, she was trembling while speaking, and she could still hear the creaking of stepping on the snow from time to time.
"Are you outside?" Li Qinghe asked.
"Well, I don't know where, there are broken buildings around."
"Hey, shit!"
"What's wrong!" Li Qinghe was still sitting on the bed writing the paper, and was shocked when he heard the sound.
"It's okay, it's empty, I'm scared." Li Xiluo said, the words were mixed with wind, whistling in the receiver.
Li Xiluo was wrapped in a windbreaker, and a thin layer of snow fell on her shoulders.
He was holding the phone in his right hand, which was stiff and painful at the moment.
The two never talked much, just put the phone to their ears and listened to each other's breathing.
Li Xiluo changed his hand to hold the mobile phone, and stood in a patch of snow. He stomped on the snow under his feet, and then kicked it away. He shook the mobile phone: "Qinghe."
"Ok?"
"Do you want to... come out to see the snow..."
Li Xiluo coughed, and hurriedly said again: "No, I think this place is so... pretty."
"think."
Soft and soft, it's not at all the same as his cold appearance in front of others.
"Where are you?"
"I... just have one here, surrounded by broken buildings and a piece of concrete in the middle."
"I know, wait for me."
Li Xiluo wanted to say something else, but finally said "um", but didn't say anything.
When Li Qinghe left the store, Wu Guanggang disagreed at first. He couldn't help the child and wanted to go out to play. In fact, he wanted Li Qinghe to go out for a walk instead of staying at home all day.He didn't ask much, and told him to wear a mask and not go to crowded places.
Li Qinghe ran away in a hurry.
The snow was falling in my ears, and the boy was running to see the snow.
Run to... want to see someone.
When Li Qinghe ran to the open space in the middle of the broken building panting, he saw Li Xiluo standing in the snow with his back on his back.
Surrounded by a world of ice and snow, that shadow of the back was hot in the wind, and the hearts of the people became hot.
Li Xiluo turned her head, smiled and walked towards the boy.
The young man was not wearing thick clothes, just standing still, the white breath he exhaled was entangled in the flying snow, and he twisted to block the young man's eyes.
He stood in front of the boy.
"Has grown tall."
His eyes are very soft, what he sees is like a warm spring in March, lingering on Qinghe.
Li Qinghe touched his head and smiled embarrassedly.
"Ah."
"How old is 17?"
he asked again.
"I do not know either."
Li Xiluo pulled Li Qinghe towards him, and put his hands on top of Li Qinghe's head.
Li Qinghe felt that he was about to be out of breath. He ran all the way just now, and now Li Xiluo's breath was on top of his head. He could clearly feel Li Xiluo's breath brushing the hair on his forehead, and the heat hit him from time to time. forehead.
Li Xiluo's breathing was about to burn him.
The heart beat wildly in his chest, it was the purest throbbing of a teenager.
The warmth above his head left, and Li Qinghe heard the person in front of him ask, "174?"
"I'm 175! I've grown taller!"
Li Qinghe had never been considered tall among boys, and he had grown a little in the third year of high school. When he heard Li Xiluo laugh, he couldn't help but want to refute.
Li Xiluo laughed again: "Well, I see."
Except when someone said he was 174 just now, and he seemed to stare at him, Li Qinghe didn't look up.
The awkwardness never went away.
The two haven't seen each other for two months. They usually give people a small sunflower as if they were playing, and they have made quite a few phone calls. They listened to their conversations with their hands on their hands, and said good night stickily. See you now It's embarrassing to be a real person.
"Is it cold?"
Li Qinghe shook his head.
Then sneak up to look at others.
"Why are your hands so cold?"
Incredible.
Hallucinations can easily occur when the weather is too cold.
Li Qinghe's hands were wrapped, and those hands were warm and dry, as if covering all the heat in the world.
Li Qinghe's hands were stiff, except for the first shaking, he couldn't move anymore.
Li Xiluo dragged Li Qinghe to the south.
The sound of the wind passing by is all around my ears, and I can't hear anything else.
Li Qinghe felt that he was ill again.
Li Qinghe was being pulled by someone, and he followed Li Xiluo without directing his feet. He stared at Li Xiluo's shoulder, a few small flakes of snow fell on it, the snowflakes were crystal clear and delicate, falling from the sky, they were born perfect.Quietly, it landed on his young shoulders.
Li Qinghe walked behind and wanted to blow it lightly, or brush it off with his hand.
But he blinked his eyes and finally gave up.
Li Xiluo dragged Li Qinghe to the side of the broken building, turned a few turns, and found a clean place.
The surrounding four walls collapsed, and one wall stood intact, blocking a lot of wind and snow.
The yard was covered with a thin layer of snow, and it looked quite clean. There were a few rows of flowers and plants in front of the yard, and the withered and yellow branches were covered with a layer of snow, which had a special charm.
Li Xiluo pulled Li Qinghe to stand by a wall in the small courtyard of the broken building. The wall was backed by the wind, but it blocked a lot of wind and snow.
Li Xiluo didn't speak, Li Qinghe swallowed nervously unconsciously with a stiff body, the snow wasn't too heavy, it fell lightly on his shoulders, no one brushed it off, the two really came out to see the snow.
Li Qinghe's heart beat wildly, and after a while he felt a little hot, he didn't dare to move his hands being held by Li Xiluo, his palms were sweaty and sticky, he didn't dare to move for fear that Li Xiluo would dislike him.
Being pulled by Li Xiluo, he felt strange, thinking that it was cold, but when he thought of the phone calls and little sunflowers between him and Li Xiluo recently, he couldn't help thinking about things he shouldn't have thought about.After thinking about it, I couldn't figure it out, but my face was burning.
Li Xiluo coughed softly, and it seemed like it took him a long time to ask a word.
Still the same sentence: "Is it cold?"
Li Qinghe's heart tightened, he didn't say anything, and looked up at him.
It didn't matter, it only made Li Qinghe feel like running away.
Li Xiluo was looking down at him. There was already a thin layer of snow on his hair, with a smile on his lips and gentle eyes.
gentle.
It took Li Qinghe a long time to dare to use this word, and it was used in the way Li Xiluo looked at him.
The surroundings are covered with snow and the wilderness is desolate, but Li Xiluo's eyes seem to be full of stars.
He lowered his head abruptly, his heartbeat was like a cicada slough in summer, which would be broken with a light twist, more like white snow in winter, which fell lightly but could bend the branches.
He didn't dare to indulge himself any more, some thoughts were even more taboo, he locked them in his heart, it's better to cover them with a dark curtain, wait for decades, covered with dust, blended with filth, in the The bottom of his heart is destroyed, the veins are entangled, and his heart is full, and he will never see the light. When he dies, let them disappear with him.
As Li Qinghe thought about it, mist welled up in his eyes, and he felt a dull pain in his heart.
He was short of breath, and the winter mist fluctuated with his breath, and he tried to hold his breath, not to let the white air reveal his despicableness.
He felt like crying a little bit.
"Qinghe, look at me." He said.
Li Qinghe didn't dare to look up.
The snow slowly fell on the broken building, covering the broken building a little bit.
Crush the shackles and break through the taboos.
The author has something to say: It's amazing!
The two of them were talking on the phone behind their backs!
Thank you for your love,
Happy viewing.
(Here, look at the little sunflowers they sent!)
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