coward

Recently, Li Xiluo and Li Qinghe didn't go out to play any more, and An An lived and studied in the auto repair shop.

Li Xiluo's reason for studying together is no less clingy to Li Qinghe.

After writing for a while, I leaned closer and bit my ears twice, and said a few words.

But most of the time, the two of them will write papers together on their stomachs.It's all trouble, and no one talks when learning.

Wu Guang saw that the two children were studying hard recently, and felt that he was getting younger.

Li Xiluo especially made him feel incredible.

It's not that he doesn't know what kind of roughness that dog is. It's quite refreshing to see him learning obediently.

What bothered him the most was his own son.This period of time cannot be described as hard work.

That was too much effort.

Wake up early, go to bed late, sitting there all day long is better than anyone else.It was one o'clock last night and the lights were still on.

On the walls of the house, on the cabinets, next to the mirror in the bathroom, there are sticky notes posted by children everywhere.

Most of them remember some formulas, English and so on.

Wu Guang was also a little ruffian back then, so he couldn't understand these things, but when he saw the densely packed words and numbers on the small pieces of paper, he felt that it was not easy for his children.

After dinner, Wu Guang brought a plate of melon seeds and put them on Li Qinghe's table.

Seeing the seriousness of the child, Wu Guang clicked his tongue loudly.

"Take a break?"

"Ah."

Li Qinghe responded without stopping.

Well, this kid will listen to everything you say, whether he does it or not is another matter.

For the past two days, Wu Guang has been wondering whether people were frightened by what he said before. He has been studying for the past few days, and the papers are written one by one. When he is free, he also takes Li Qing and the table I read the written paper twice, and I read it very seriously.

As for whether you can understand it or not, let’s talk about it.

The paper was almost all written with black pens, blue pens and red pens. If there was no place to write, I would stick a post-it. It was obvious that a lot of energy was wasted.

Xiao Zai'er's previous mock exams were around 530. It's no problem to take the second exam. If you raise your score in a few months, you may take the first exam, but he didn't really want him to go to those top schools. Ah, he didn't say anything about how he passed the exam.

But what is the purpose of this desperate effort?

The small cubicle where Li Qinghe lived was still a utility room, but it was cleaned up for Li Qinghe in the past two years.Before that, Li Qinghe lived with Wu Guang.

Children are very stupid. When I was a child, I could do my homework until eleven or twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.Summer was alright, but in winter the hands and feet were freezing cold, Wu Guang shivered even when he dragged him into the bed.

Brother Dang's wilting is bad, and when you stretch out your hands, it's freezing cold and sticks to people's necks.

In the evening, Li Qinghe would do his homework on the small table, while his brother would light a cigarette and settle accounts on the cigarette paper.

Fortunately, the two brothers didn't grab the quilt, otherwise they really wouldn't be able to sleep.

Li Qinghe was growing up under the yellowed light bulb and he could see his brother's small room at a glance.

Three years ago, when the child was taking the high school entrance examination, even Wu Guang was nervous. When I went to his room in the middle of the night, I saw that the lights must be on.

Three years later, the child has also grown taller, and will be admitted to university again.

The people who repaired the car with him were all a bunch of punks who dropped out of school. When they were in school, they fought, drank and dyed their hair. They didn't say anything.I have no skills, all I do is sweat and work.Seeing the little cub picked up by this family grow into a prospective college student little by little, I feel a lot of feelings about being a brother.

Wu Guang took the key, put on a mask and covered it tightly, and walked into Li Qinghe's room, "Qinghe, I have work, I'm going out, you are at home."

Li Qinghe raised his head upon hearing the sound, picked up the helmet and put it on his brother, "Don't take off the mask, don't go to crowded places, the epidemic situation is not stable yet."

Wu Guang slapped Li Qinghe on the head, "Yeah."

"Brother, when are you coming back?"

Wu Guang pulled the iron door and stepped into the car, and heard Li Qinghe shouting from the door.

"I didn't say anything, I'll go back when I'm done. I'll wait at home."

"Oh--"

Hearing the children shouting inside, Wu Guang turned on the accelerator, and the motorcycle roared away.

After Wu Guang went out, Li Qinghe stared at the plate of melon seeds beside the table, and he reached out to fish it.

Li Qinghe smiled.

Sure enough, a few walnuts were buried in it.

In the past, he wanted to study hard and stay away from Li Yongfu, stay far away from him, and never see him again.

Later, he felt that his brother was too difficult, and his life would definitely be better than now if his brother didn't support him.So he wanted to grow up quickly so that his brother would not be so tired.

His brother was only 17 years old when he picked him up, and his shoulders were still very thin.Wear old and faded clothes and follow people to learn how to repair cars.Sweat rushed into his eyes, and he squeezed his eyes from being stung.Running off the ground forever, juggling several jobs.

His brother does the most tiring work and buys the cheapest meal, and he gets half of the credit.

His brother has done everything.

Washing the dishes, sweeping the floor and painting the walls, moving bricks and driving a car, and even went to an Internet cafe to show the machine.

His brother did everything he could think of.

The night he was admitted to high school, his brother said: Study hard, I will support you, if you don’t get into a good university, don’t call me brother.

Every time his brother hugged him and said he was not tired, he wanted to cry.

My brother didn't have a home either, so every time he asked, he didn't say anything, and later he stopped asking.

One day his brother gave him a card, saying it was money for him to go to school in the future.

He was a stupid kid who never passed a test as a child.

At that moment he hated himself why he couldn't study better.

It was also from that day that he studied harder than ever.

Stupid children climb up day by day.

The stupid kid was bullied on the first day of the third year of high school. He lowered his head and clenched his fists and said nothing.

He met a boy that day.

The bad-looking boy leaned against the bathroom door to smoke, and snorted disdainfully when he saw what was happening in the bathroom.

Maybe the silent child was too stupid, and then he made a move.

Leave a sentence not to bully him and leave.

That stupid child looked up and saw only a back.

After a long time, the stupid kid got the boy's kiss.

The boy was too dazzling in the crowd, and he couldn't help but want to give chase.

The child is still stupid, there is nothing he can do.

He just wants to study hard and become good enough. No matter where the boy will go in the future, he has the right to choose to follow the boy.

Li Qinghe pinched his pen and continued to write the paper.

Why study hard?

Different people have different answers.

For Li Qinghe,

He just wants to go his own way and try his best to give the best answer to those who love him.

……

Wu Guang felt sorry for the child and ordered Li Qinghe to go out to play in the afternoon instead of staying at home.

The two children who agreed to study hard together got together again and became sticky.

The street is still deserted and there are few people. Occasionally, one or two old people who still don't wear masks are basking in the sun at the door.

After spending most of the day having fun, the sun set and sank down.

Li Xiluo dragged Li Qinghe to find a Wanjiafu supermarket.I haven't been to school for a few months, thinking that some things in the school are no longer usable, and I haven't left school for a few days, so the two of them covered up together and went to the supermarket to buy school supplies.

"Buying towels? For couples." Li Xiluo pushed a small cart, which pitifully contained few things.

"Buy, you choose." Li Qinghe was busy looking at the water glass.

"Damn it, why is the color of this towel so cute?" Li Xiluo looked at the pile of pink and tender towels on the shelf with a look of incredulity.

"No? These are all for little girls? Old men can't even use towels?"

"Why don't you buy it?" Li Qinghe said.

"Buy it, the school can't use it anymore."

"Then you choose."

Li Xiluo squatted half-squatting and chirping and picking for a long time, but she didn't pick a result.

"It's up to you to pick, I don't see any difference at all."

Li Qinghe looked around, and finally picked out a new couple towel with hooked lips, "This one, okay?"

Li Xiluo was delighted when he saw it, "Xiao Hezi, are you kidding me? One of these two is pink, the other... let me see what color this thing is..." He took it from Li Qinghe and flipped through the packaging, "Oh, Powder blue, what is this? And this Yan Shaier?"

Li Qinghe smiled, "This looks good! I think Zhao Xin uses this one."

"Then he also uses it with the little girl? How can we two men use it?"

Li Qinghe, who was squatting next to the shelf with him, suddenly stood up, "This boy! Look! The quality of this towel is so good! It's soft and close to the skin, it doesn't irritate or hurt your face, and it doesn't shed hair. The most important thing is It’s cheap, 19.9 yuan for two! Buy it and earn it! Don’t miss it when you pass by!”

Li Xiluo was taken aback by his sudden speech, and then smiled, "Damn, you frightened me, buy it as soon as you buy it, it's like a pyramid scheme."

"Buy it~ okay? Someone just watched me." Li Qinghe squatted next to Li Xiluo, leaning towards him and whispering.

Just now I stood up and howled, but fortunately, the sound was not loud, and someone could just take a look and get busy with their own work.But Li Qinghe blushed when he realized it.

Li Xiluo couldn't stop laughing, "Who cares about you? People buy socks."

He pinched Li Qinghe's earlobe again, "You are so fucking cute."

"Laughing." Li Qinghe regained some face and pulled his hands away.

"Yo, a good student is swearing."

"I do not."

"Say more?"

"No."

"Okay, it's okay if you don't."

Just finished speaking, Li Xiluo quickly kissed Li Qinghe on the face while no one was around. Although he was still wearing a mask, the tip of a certain good student's ears turned red!Want to curse but can't speak.

Li Xiluo was as happy as a dog, trembling against Li Qinghe's smiling shoulder.

"Laugh ass laugh."

"Try to say it again? Xiaohezi is pretty good."

"Laugh, laugh." Li Qinghe said it again obediently.

"Damn, I owe it to you." Li Xiluo couldn't stop laughing, she scratched Li Qinghe's head, picked up the towel and dragged him away.

"Buy a cup?"

"purchase."

"A thermos?"

"No way? It's getting warmer soon."

"Well. Then I won't buy it."

The two chose and finally bought all.

It wasn't until they were walking down the street with two bags of things that Li Xiluo felt that something was wrong, "Huh? Why did we two buy so many pink and tender things?"

"I'll use it for you." Li Qinghe bit a lollipop, squinting his eyes and smiling.

"You fucking say it again?" Li Xiluo gritted her teeth.

"The towel, cherry blossom powder picked it for you, the cup, the milky white color is also yours, oh, the beige toothbrush is also picked for you. Slippers... Hey, what are you doing?"

Li Xiluo walked back without saying a word: "I'm going back."

"People don't retreat."

"Then I'll buy it again."

"You're out of money."

"fart."

Li Qinghe looked at Li Xiluo and walked back, and hurriedly pulled him, "Don't go, don't go, it's pretty!"

Before finishing speaking, Li Xiluo choked her throat, "Oh, let me tell you, since when did you like so many pink and tender colors, so you can wait here for me."

Li Qinghe rubbed against his neck, and laughed as soon as he was let go, "You don't like it? I think you are very happy with the choice."

Li Xiluo laughed angrily, "I thought it was picked for you!"

"I think I match you well." Li Qinghe said.

"Get out, you and I are the best match, the best match, the perfect match."

Li Qinghe was scratched by the sudden love words, and smiled embarrassedly.

"Little Hezi, you rely on me to spoil you. You didn't dare to look at me before, but now that you're better, you want to go to heaven." Li Xiluo's voice was faint, and there was no emotion.

Li Qinghe didn't speak, but lowered his head, thinking that Li Xiluo didn't like to be angry anymore.He blinked, and bit off the lollipop with a bang, "Then... can I use it? Yes—"

"If you dare to say sorry, I will beat you."

Li Xiluo hadn't been smiling since Li Qinghe bowed his head, and his words were also cold.

He pressed Li Qinghe's forehead: "Qinghe, you don't need to say sorry to me. Even if I get used to you, I can let you step on it. I am willing, and no one cares."

Li Xiluo's eyes were more serious than ever before. He stared at the young man in front of him, his eyes seemed to have sunlight jumping on the wheat awning.

Warm and clean.

The boy who has always been arrogant and swearing will also spit out love and passion.

He stretched out his hand and flicked Li Qinghe's head, "Should I still talk?"

Li Qinghe shook his head, and he stretched out his hand to rub the place where he played just now.

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

Li Qinghe's eyes were red.

Li Xiluo reached out to take the thing in his hand, stretched out his arm and hooked the man's neck in an angry manner, "Use it if you use it, your boyfriend picked it out, why not use it? Besides, I was teasing you just now, ah."

"Yeah." Li Qinghe wanted to take a bag of things from Li Xiluo, but Li Xiluo blocked him from taking it, "I'll take it."

"By the way, why do you have to pick out so many things for me today?" Li Xiluo looked down at the things in his hands and curled his lips.

"I didn't intend to use it for you, I...I just wanted to tease you."

"Yo, it's really good, Xiao Hezi, it's rare to see you." Li Xiluo was happy again.

There was no one on the street, and the two held hands.

Li Xiluo held Li Qinghe's hand tightly.

His boyfriend is aloof and sensitive.

In front of people, she is just right, and she will still be a little cautious in front of him, to see if he will get angry.

If you take a shiitake mushroom from his bowl, you have to secretly see if he will be angry. He never touches his things, and he picks everything first. Just kidding, his stupid boyfriend sometimes can’t tell whether it’s the mushroom or not. Still teasing him really.

Li Qinghe is like a hedgehog, cold and sharp in front of others, but will put away all the thorns in front of him and follow his actions.As long as he is a little unhappy, he will immediately expose his soft belly.

Poor and helpless.

Li Xiluo didn't feel the joy of gaining power because of the hedgehog's show of weakness.

That's not what he wanted.

His dumb boyfriend doesn't seem to know that he doesn't get mad at him.

Li Xiluo shook Li Qinghe's hand.

The two of them were walking on the street when Li Xiluo suddenly saw a black shadow flashing past in the corner of the front wall.

"Fuck, did you see a black shadow flash past just now?"

"Where?" Li Qinghe also looked towards the corner of the wall.

But there was no one in the corner at all, and now, the atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

Li Qinghe's intuition was wrong, he glanced to the side, his pupils shrank suddenly.

He violently pushed Li Xiluo aside: "Get out of the way!"

"Well!-"

Li Xiluo's heart trembled, and when she turned around and saw the scene in front of her, her heart almost stopped beating.

"Qing...qinghe?"

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