coward

Seeing the two of them coming, the group of people who were making a fuss stopped.

Li Xiluo took Li Qinghe's hand and stood still, "There is something I have kept in my mind for a long time. We are all buddies, so I think I have to tell you."

No one spoke in 412, and the big boys in the room were so quiet.

Li Xiluo paused, eyes drooping, "I'm gay, I like Li Qinghe, we're together now."

No one spoke, Li Qinghe squeezed Li Xiluo's hand, "I'm sorry, maybe everyone can't understand, and I don't want everyone to support and accept, just... I hope everyone can treat Brother Luo like before..." At the end, Li Qinghe's voice began to tremble, and Li Xiluo's hand hurt unconsciously.

Li Xiluo took Li Qinghe's hand and placed it in his left hand, and wrapped his right hand around Li Qinghe's shoulder and rubbed his arm up and down.

Seeing this, several people were a little stunned. The two of them threw a bomb at them, and they were almost not shocked.

After a while, Chen Jingyue patted his thigh: "Hmm... I like it, I like it, we are still brothers."

The others hummed and hummed a few times.

Zhao Xin fiddled with his cell phone without looking up.

"You...you two really...that's all?" Sun Ming couldn't help asking.

"Ah." Li Xiluo laughed.

"Damn, there really are, and it's time to catch up. Don't the girls in our class keep saying those names lately? It seems to be you gays?" Wang Haochuan started talking, talking non-stop.

Li Qinghe saw that the situation was different from what he had imagined, "You guys... can accept it"

"Actually, we almost guessed it. You two are usually...too sticky." Chen Ke was a little embarrassed.

"Where is it sticky, their eyes are glued to each other!" Wang Haochuan curled his lips.

"Hey, for this matter, if it's someone else, I'd definitely want that... But if I put it on my buddies, they're all quite familiar, so... that's fine."

Several other people came to their senses and began to speak slowly.

"Also, I was just that day...I wasn't disgusting, but I couldn't accept it for a while..." Chen Jingyue, a big man, was lying on Zhao Xin's bed and whispered, "I saw you as soon as I opened the door, cough! So what... Scary I jump!"

Before Chen Jingyue finished speaking, someone meddled in, "Tell me, what? What did you see!"

Chen Jingyue opened his mouth, unable to speak, "Oh, I'm so ashamed! Ask them both!"

There were some blushing and laughing people in the room, it was quite rare to see.

Chen Jingyue has never been in a relationship when he is so old. It is said that during the military training in the first year of high school, he practiced turning left and right.The instructor shouted for a long time and he didn't move. In the end, he was fined to run three laps on the playground and was laughed at by the boys for a whole semester.

"Hey, were you scared just now? In fact, we had a secret discussion behind your two backs." Chen Jingyue was no longer shy now, and started chatting, "Qinghe, you... you listen to him too much, just talk to him." ...just like his daughter-in-law."

After Chen Jingyue finished talking, everyone in the room started laughing again.

"Hey? That's really what you said, haha—"

Li Qing and Xun's faces were burning hot, they just stood there not knowing where to move their hands and feet, turned to look at Li Xiluo, Li Xiluo was already laughing so hard.

Li Qinghe glared at him, his ears blushing.

Several people caught the two of them and held them for a while, then Li Xiluo dragged them away.

Li Xiluo pulled him into their dormitory, and kissed him with his head on his head.

Both gasped for breath as they parted.

"I never thought that this day would come." Li Xiluo said while hugging Li Qinghe.

Li Qinghe rubbed Li Xiluo's neck, "I haven't thought about it either."

The smell of the previously opened soda in the dormitory permeated the whole room, the green leaves of the sycamore tree outside the window rustled softly, the wind poured into the room and jumped out lightly, the mint was overflowing, refreshing tomorrow.

Summer in May is very gentle.

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There is a road on the east side of the school, and there are a few sunflowers outside the railings of the fence, which are far away.It was hidden in the corner of the wall before, and a few flower buds bloomed sporadically, which were not too conspicuous.Li Qinghe was busy with exams these days, so he didn't have time to look at them.

Li Qinghe suddenly thought of it during class today, and was a little looking forward to it.When I came back from the restaurant at night, I stretched my neck to look out, and I saw a few spots of yellow, which were faintly hidden in the leaves and weeds, and it was really not easy to be found.

Thinking about something else to do, Li Qinghe hurried to the teaching building.

Li Qinghe walked in a hurry, the stairs were three steps and two steps, and suddenly bumped into someone at the corner.

Li Qinghe fell back on his back, and was immediately hugged by his waist.

"Why are you in such a hurry? There's no delay." Li Xiluo frowned.

"What are you doing? I left some food for you, and Zhao Xin is watching."

"I know—" Li Xiluo looked at no one, and reached out to pinch Li Qinghe's face, "Go back, I'm going now."

Li Xiluo rubbed Li Qinghe's hair, and was about to leave, but Li Qinghe pulled her school uniform back, "What are you doing?"

Yo, the tone is quite fierce.

"is not it……"

"No."

Li Xiluo wanted to laugh a little, "It's quite lenient."

Hearing voices from the stairs below, Li Xiluo said, "Go back to the classroom first, I'll go now."

"Ah."

Two girls from Class [-] walked by, coughed and coughed, looked at Li Qinghe, and laughed and called Li Xiluo the class bully.

"Where does the super bully talk to people?" The girl smiled.

"It's still a long time, so I won't delay any more." Another girl pulled her companion away.

Li Xiluo smiled and looked at Li Qinghe and raised his eyebrows.

Li Qinghe rubbed his face, curled his lips and smiled.

Li Qinghe sat down on his seat, touched the mints in the table bucket, felt something was wrong, took it out and was startled.He quickly put it in.

"Tsk, don't stuff it, it won't look good when it's folded later."

Li Qinghe was startled, and turned to look at Gu Yiwei.

Gu Yiwei didn't stop writing in his hand, and didn't raise his head, "He gave it to you just now."

"……Oh."

It took Li Qinghe a long time to respond.

He turned around involuntarily.

Wanting to see but afraid of being seen by others, I reached out and touched it secretly.When he touched the soft petals with his fingers, he stretched out his hand and put it on the table, leaning forward again, trying to hide it.

After writing a cloze, he secretly reached out to touch it again.He didn't know what kind of square box he came across, he suddenly retracted his hand, and bumped his elbow against Gu Yiwei's table, Gu Yiwei gave a "tsk" sound from behind.

Li Qinghe's ears were a little red, and he put his hand on the table, not daring to touch it again.

When the evening self-study was over, Li Qinghe opened his schoolbag and put his things in, and gently hugged him in his arms, not daring to carry them, fearing that someone would pat them.

I met Li Xiluo on the steps to the dormitory. He looked at Li Xiluo in a daze, and when he walked in front of Li Xiluo and walked side by side with Li Xiluo, he smiled a little embarrassedly. .

Li Xiluo didn't speak, but smiled.

The others looked at the two of them, and began to "wow—" in a tacit understanding, causing the students on the road to look at them.

Li Xiluo ignored them and dragged Li Qinghe back to the dormitory.

Li Qinghe was at a loss while holding his schoolbag, and was a little shy, "What... is this?" He asked in a low voice.

Li Xiluo also imitated him, "Look for yourself."

Li Qinghe gently unzipped the schoolbag.

There is a sunflower hidden in it.A small flower with two leaves.Li Qinghe took it out carefully, and gently pinched the sunflower's stem. The top is furry, and the thorns are still a little hard. "It's a bit thorny. Hehe."

It took Li Qinghe a long time to say such a sentence, and Li Xiluo laughed out loud, "Stupid."

"Does it look good?" Li Xiluo asked.

"nice."

Li Qinghe touched the sunflower petals again, "You didn't go to eat because of it?"

"Nonsense, it's obviously for you." Li Xi nodded Li Qinghe's eyebrows.

Li Qinghe pursed his lips and smiled.

"And what about the cake?"

"Is that a cake? I thought it was..."

Li Xiluo laughed, "What do you think?"

Li Qinghe rolled his eyes, "I don't know either, I didn't guess."

"Taste it?" Li Xiluo reached out to unpack it.

"Why did you buy a cake?"

"It's June [-]st." Li Xiluo said.

"Aren't there still a few days?"

"Let's go ahead."

"Oh."

The little cake was a little pressed and changed its shape, but it didn't affect Li Qinghe's joyful smile at it.

Li Qinghe cut a piece and gave it to Li Xiluo, "Is it delicious?"

"I bought it for you, try it."

Li Qinghe bit his fork and asked Li Xiluo: "Hey, did Gu Yiwei see you?"

"what."

Li Qinghe's heart tightened, thinking about the past, "Then...will he say..."

"will not."

"You threatened him?" Li Qinghe moved forward.

Li Xiluo didn't answer for a long time. After thinking about it, he wondered if he was usually too oppressive. He only thought of him in a bad way, "No. I'm just that bad?"

"No..." Li Qinghe frowned.

"He's gay too."

"!"

"how do you know!"

"I just know." Li Xiluo picked out a strawberry and gave it to Li Qinghe.

"He asked me that day, and I felt weird, so what, I jumped over the wall and saw him kissing a man on the road... Oh, anyway, don't ask, just know."

"Ah."

After both of them ate, Li Qinghe remembered to ask: "Why do we have to celebrate June [-]st!"

"Every child lives." Li Xiluo said.

"I'm not a child."

"You are."

"You're an overdue kid. No one wants it."

Li Qinghe paused, then smeared some cake on Li Xiluo's face with his fingers, "Happy holidays, moldy kid."

Li Xiluo smiled, sucked off the cream from Li Qinghe's fingers, "Happy holidays."

The two of them had fun for a long time.

Li Qinghe brought a red canned bottle from Chen Jingyue's dormitory, washed it clean and used it as a vase.Cut the stem of the sunflower a little bit shorter, and insert|insert it into the bottle.

Li Xiluo knocked off a petal, Li Qinghe pouted for a long time, "It's all your fault."

Li Xiluo put aside and smiled: "It's all right, I'm all to blame." After saying "baji", he kissed Li Qinghe on the face.

Li Qinghe ignored him, turned around and held the little cake and smirked.When Li Qinghe sticks out his tongue to lick the fork, Li Xiluo almost dies of joy, "Don't lick it, it's clean enough, hey! Be good! Brother Luo will buy it tomorrow!"

"Fuck." Li Xiluo scolded with a smile, "It's a shame."

Li Qinghe raised his eyebrows following Li Xiluo's example: "Mr. Lu Xun said that if you don't finish eating the cake, you will fail the exam."

In the end, the two laughed for a long time.

Suddenly, I feel that the days have become brighter, like the sunset can be seen even on a rainy day.

Time rushes forward, whether you like it or not, you have to follow the time, you have to go forward even if you are crawling, and you have to go back if you have a bruised nose and a swollen face. Nothing can be stagnant forever, no one can Nothing has changed.

What life is, for most teenagers, is spending day after day at school.Unforgettable, happy, boring, lengthy, even repetitive.We can't change our lives, and sometimes we can't even change ourselves, so we have to keep going, no matter what the reason or purpose.

In the upper right corner of the blackboard is the countdown to the college entrance examination, which is erased, written, and changed day by day.It's different every time the sun hits it.

Li Xiluo watched it jump to 29.

By this time, some teachers had stopped talking, and there were new test papers to practice every day. Person Y’s desk was not allowed to place books, and the desk bucket couldn’t hold many books. Students didn’t know where to get cardboard boxes to put books. The aisles are full of boxes of books and materials, leaving a small aisle for people to pass.

Last week they took the physical education exam. Although Zhao Xin had his plaster cast removed, he was still unable to exercise vigorously.

That day, Zhao Xin sat in his seat and wrote the questions without saying a word.

Zhao Xin is still Zhao Xin.

How many people have said that Zhao Xin is a dark horse with a bright future.

But he will never be the former Zhao Xin.

At noon, there were not many people left in their row. Xi Qiu sat opposite Zhao Xin, his eyes blushing quietly.

As the time draws closer, everyone is being carried forward.

Li Qinghe was tense these days, and didn't talk much. Lao Zhang also talked to him, saying that he was too tense and should relax a bit.

"It's okay, I think it's okay." Li Qinghe lowered his head, his eyes were black and blue.

Lao Zhang shook his head, "That's because you haven't reached your limit yet."

This kid is so bearable, sometimes you feel that he is about to lose his grip, and he can still do his own thing quietly, no matter what he does, he is serious.

Lao Zhang was not less worried about Li Qinghe.

Li Qinghe knew what Lao Zhang meant, but he had to pass this test for himself.

Li Qinghe must go all out.

Before the college entrance examination, the Dragon Boat Festival was held at school. Lao Zhang and Lao Yuan discussed and bought zongzi for the students. There were three flavors. Lao Zhang said they were Sanquan zongzi.

"You, the school, the parents, we will do our best."

The chemistry teacher bought candy for the students in the class, and everyone clamored for purple packaging, "Hey? You all wanted the original flavor last year. I bought a lot of original flavor this year, but no one wants it? Fickle little baby."

Everyone laughed together.

The biology teacher put his mobile phone in the class and took a picture, but he probably didn't get it in focus.

"Teacher, open up your beauty! Open up your beauty!"

"What? My phone doesn't know how to beautify your face. How beautiful are you? They are so young and beautiful!"

The biology teacher is a healthy and experienced teacher who is always full of energy in lectures and a cute little old man after class.

The physics teacher was disappointed n many times, and he didn't forget to tease him before leaving.

Young, fiery, focused, rational, thorough, kind, rigorous, fair, it seems that all the beautiful words in the world can be used to describe this physics teacher.

Sometimes I even think that such an excellent person would be so unlucky to meet such a group of them. Fortunately, such a group of them met this young and enthusiastic physics teacher.Sometimes he is like a big boy, it is very appropriate to stand among a group of teenagers, and sometimes he is like a wise man, analyzing the facts rationally.

Physics is very difficult, but it does not affect the kindness and admiration of the group of teenagers for the big boy.

People always seem to be like this, dying at the top of the most expected, and reborn in the footprints of indifference.

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In the past few days when they came back, Wu Guang didn't dare to waver in front of them.

It has been more than ten years since I left school, and the little gangsters of those days now know the basics of the college entrance examination, what time the exam starts, what the exam is, and the precautions can be memorized.

Wu Guang had never been so nervous about fare evasion back then.

Now he doesn't even dare to use the water pipe next to the small cubicle, for fear of affecting their review.

Can't keep time, time waits for no one.

I have a holiday on the morning of the 5th, and I started to pack things in the evening of the 4th.

The trash cans in the school corridor are piles of books again.The cleaning aunt directly pulled a cart to load it.The class was chaotic, some were chatting, some were packing up, and some were catching people one by one and taking pictures.Li Xiluo's small box was full of garbage, and when he was carrying the garbage out, he saw a small patch of blackness near the window.

He used to push it up with a cigarette butt.

The eraser could not be wiped off, so he borrowed a knife to gently scrape off the small piece of black.

"Yo, this is the bad thing you did before."

When Li Xiluo turned his head, not knowing that Yuan Qi had been watching for a long time, he smiled awkwardly.

"You boy..." Yuan Qi patted Li Xiluo on the shoulder and smiled, "Do it well."

Before the end of get out of class, Yuan Qi talked in bits and pieces for a long time, as ordinary and ordinary as chatting about homework.

For the first time, Yuan Qi didn't talk about the sarcastic person, he was encouraging but reluctant, and the listeners only wiped their tears.

"It's okay, don't cry, there are so many people in the room, it's so embarrassing..."

"Are you thinking farts, and you still don't want to leave? I'm free, let's go, I've been teaching for three years, I'm nothing, a bunch of bastards."

Well, the bubble that hurt the parting of the eighth class was punctured again, and Yuan Qi succeeded in making people want to scold and laugh.The familiar man is back again.

Before leaving, Wu Guangfei had to send them off, "What other people have, our children must have too."

"Wear a mask, you must wear a mask."

"The examination room is not allowed to go in, you two should go there early tomorrow."

"Take your admission ticket and your ID card."

"Let me see, baby, when you enter the school gate from the examination room, turn right and go to the fourth floor."

"You! You are on the left side of the examination room, on the second floor. Did you hear me?"

"I heard, brother." Li Xiluo nodded.

Wu Guang glanced at him and continued.

"College entrance exam tomorrow...Come on."

The college entrance examination will start on July 2020, 7.

The college entrance examination will end on July 2020, 7.

Three years, extended by one month, ended on this day.

The author has something to say: the moment you get out of the college entrance examination, everything is illusory.

It's as if nothing matters anymore.

but!

Just that moment hahaha.

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