coward

After ringing the bell and collecting the papers, Li Xiluo squeezed out of the examination room with others, bustling all the way.It was another rainy day, and he didn't listen to what others said, as if he was in a fog, and everything around him was misty and illusory.

There is a camphor tree on campus, and a boy in a white T-shirt stands under the tree with a smile on his face.

Li Xiluo pushed through the crowd to go to him, and hugged the boy under the tree holding the advertising paper to keep out the rain.

"Just standing here and getting drenched? Are you stupid?"

"It's not raining too much, there are trees blocking it."

"Go home, boyfriend." Li Xiluo led Li Qinghe by the strap of his backpack, and walked through the crowded crowd with no protection from the rain.

The school gate has long been surrounded by parents, crowded with colorful umbrellas.Several security guards were busy maintaining order.

Some parents sent flowers, and some pulled banners, "Damn it, which celebrity's billboard is that? Hey, this is amazing."

Li Xiluo wanted to go ahead and see which star it was, but Li Qinghe dragged them away.

After walking for a while, finally there is no need to squeeze. The oily green sycamore leaves are dripping with water, and the color is more vibrant.

A man stood under the plane tree on the side of the road.

Li Qinghe almost cried when he saw that man.

Wu Guang took off his peaked cap and waved to the two of them, "Are you stupid? Come here."

Li Qinghe jumped onto Wu Guang's body with a small run.

Holding an umbrella in one hand, Wu Guang quickly stretched out the other arm to hug him, and covered Li Qinghe's body with the umbrella he held, "Get off, I still think I was a child."

Li Qinghe sniffled, "It's not big anyway."

Wu Guang couldn't help but laugh, "Come down, don't lose face, people will look at you."

"Look, they don't have brother hugs."

Li Qinghe pawed his brother for a long time, and finally was picked up by Li Xiluo.

Wu Guang shook the cub's head with one hand, and put his arm around Li Xiluo's shoulder with the other, "Let's go, brother take me to eat!"

Li Xiluo was stunned, mist welled up in his eyes.

He took Wu Guang's backpack.

For the first time, he felt that it wasn't that bad.

Nothing is impossible.

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A few days after the exam, it seemed like the whole world was having fun.Anyway, after the exam is over, if you pass the exam or fail, that's really the only way to go.

In the past two days, the two little ones went to bed late and woke up late, but during the day they could dance vigorously.Ever since Li Xiluo sleeps on the couch in the auto repair shop in a daze, he has become arrogant.

In the morning, wearing a big vest, big pants, kicking and pulling on slippers, I went to Dongjie to buy breakfast.Every time the boss sees him, he has to tease him for a while.

He called his brother a hundred and eighty times all day long, and Wu Guang would be annoyed to death by him. Li Xiluo would be asked to do any errand work, and even several brothers could order others around.

It's hot.

Li Qinghe had his hair cut.

Also shaved into a short inch.

Li Xiluo touched Li Qinghe's head and clicked his tongue for a long time.

It's all right now, Brother Xi and the others laugh all day long.

"Hey, Photon, it looks like you're wearing it, so the hairstyle is the same!"

"You don't have to look at your face when you walk, it must be a family."

Wu Guang laughed: "Who is the family? Single father and two sons?"

A group of people burst into laughter.

Li Xiluo snorted a few times while touching Li Qinghe's head, and laughed.

The news of the loving family is also joyous among the crowd.

Wang Haochuan went back to his hometown, live broadcasted fishing in the river all day long, and had a lot of trouble with a group of children.Chen Jingyue's family went out to play, and they were on the road most of the time, so they could send a series of messages in the group.Sun Ming's houses are not far away, and they can get together for nothing, and the group will be blacked out as soon as they shout.

Zhao Xin...Zhao Xin is quite quiet. He doesn't talk about happy or sad things in the group. He just posts them to Moments one by one. It seems boring and also a memorial.Zhao Xin's circle of friends today is a street. I can't tell where it is. It's dark, gray, and out of focus. It seems to be taken randomly from behind, or secretly.Accompanying text: Indeed, that baked cold noodles are not delicious at all!

Lao Yuan started posting on Moments again!This one didn't read the next one and popped up again.Yuan Qifa’s circle of friends has never had negative emotions. The youngest son in the family paints the wall with a paintbrush, and he can happily record a small video and have fun with cheerful music.

After Lao Zhang sent them away this year, he was no longer in Y people, and went to another place. In the end, he made a nostalgic graduation commemorative video and posted it in the class group to catch people's hearts.

The weather was so hot, the golden hair of the flower-armed brother next door to the auto repair shop stuck out his tongue, and he was so hot that he put his saliva on his arm and rubbed it on his arm, and the big brother pushed the dog's head in disgust.

Li Qinghe was holding half of the watermelon and digging it with a small spoon. While eating, he scratched Li Xiluo's waist with his toes.

"Itch. Don't move."

"No."

"As long as you can, I'll take care of you." Li Xiluo squeezed Li Qinghe's ankle.

"You can't even say it!" Li Qinghe was in a hurry, and hurriedly pulled his legs back. Li Xiluo pinched his ankle to keep him from moving. Li Qinghe glared at him, "Why do you always bully people?" After finishing speaking, he still looked decent curled his lips.

"No, no, no, I was wrong." A certain person followed suit, let go of his hand, and rubbed Li Qinghe's waist after speaking, "Little Hezi, you have gained weight recently."

"Where do I have it?" Li Qinghe had just stuffed a piece of watermelon in his mouth, and he didn't even dare to bite, "I'm really fat?"

Li Xiluo suppressed a smile, "Yes."

"No... No, right?" Li Qinghe put the watermelon on the table and lifted up his clothes, "Look! My abs are still there." After speaking, he patted it twice.

"That's enough, I'm teasing you. Take off your clothes!" Li Xiluo stretched out her hand to straighten Li Qinghe's clothes, "It's full of marks."

"It's all your fault."

"Well, it's all my fault."

"I told you not to eat it!"

"Then who can bear it?"

Li Xiluo was lying on his back, with gentle eyes and a warm smile, wanting to be rushed over.

Li Qinghe did exactly that.

"Oh ancestor, slow down, your back doesn't hurt anymore? You're still moaning this morning." Li Xiluo hurriedly hugged him.

"It hurts, Brother Tian rub it."

"Another skin? Who is your sweet brother?"

"Why don't you call me Brother Cen?"

"Brother Cen—"

"Tada—"

"Sunset~"

The annoying spirit started to grind people again.

Li Xiluo closed her eyes.

Who the hell is to blame!

"You! Get up... get up"

"I do not."

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The two of them were jubilant until the 24th, and stopped talking in the afternoon, waiting for the results.

Wu Guang ignored the two of them, so it was An Sheng.

At night, Li Qinghe just nestled on the sofa in the small cubicle, ignoring anyone, "Oh, it's annoying, you go to the other side!"

"Don't scratch my head!"

Wu Guang saw the cub fluttering about being annoyed by Li Xiluo, coughed and the two fell silent, nestling together on the small sofa.

After finally staying up until 12 o'clock, I couldn't get into the website anyway, and I was notified that I could only check my results until 1 o'clock in the evening.

It was more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, and Li Qinghe kept refreshing the page. When it was almost three o'clock, the results that popped up suddenly startled Li Qinghe, and he jumped off Li Xiluo's leg, "Fuck!"

"I fuck fuck fuck!"

Li Xiluo was so frightened by his sudden movements that he lost his sleep, and was a little dazed, "Come out?"

"Ah, look!"

Li Xiluo looked at the score on the page, 597.

"Boyfriend, you are so fucking amazing!"

Li Qinghe didn't say anything, just kept giggling, "Quick, quick! Check yours!"

They entered the test admission ticket number and password with trembling hands over and over again, and the moment the results came out, their cubicles exploded, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! My boyfriend is so awesome!" Li Qinghe stepped on the ground with bare feet. Jubilation on the small sofa.

"Fuck! I have crossed the line by more than 40 points!"

"alright!"

Li Xiluo got 413 in the test.

I have never had so many exams in my life.

He hugged Li Qinghe, holding his hands tightly, and tightly wrapped him in his arms, "Qinghe."

"Ok?"

"are you happy?"

"Happy. Are you going to cry?"

"almost."

"Come on, your man is here." Li Qinghe patted Li Xiluo's head, put his head on Li Xiluo's shoulder.

"Damn, you really owe me." Li Xiluo lay on Li Qinghe's neck and smiled sullenly, her shoulders trembling.

Through a layer of short-sleeved fabric, Li Qinghe felt a little bit of dizziness on his shoulders.

The delicate emotions surged in an instant.

Boyfriend is crying.

He still pinned his head and refused to let him see.

Brave.

"Qinghe." Li Xiluo's voice was very hoarse, she hugged Li Qinghe tightly, and gently stroked Li Qinghe's neck with her fingers, "Qinghe."

"Huh?" Li Qinghe lightly bit his boyfriend's ear, and then kissed him softly, "What's the matter?"

"I love you."

Li Qinghe's body was startled suddenly, and he didn't speak for a long time.His body was shaking unbearably, "I..."

"What did you say? You..." Li Qinghe choked up, trying not to lose his composure, "Brother Luo, I...you know me...my ears, you...say it again...say it again." Li Qinghe Hugging Li Xiluo tightly, sobbing indistinctly in his ear, biting her lips tightly, trying her best to hold back the tears.

"Let me say," Li Xiluo kissed Li Qinghe's eyes, and shed tears for him, "I said, boyfriend, Li Qinghe, I love you."

Every word he said was branded in the bottom of Li Qinghe's heart, and every time his heart beat, he could feel the scorching heat of Mingxin.

"I...me too. I...I love you."

The young man was dull and silent, even clumsy in speaking love words.

The twilight in July was gentle and clean, falling on the boy's soft eyelashes, trembling with moisture and tenderness.

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The two quarreled again.

Because of the matter of applying for the school.

Li Qinghe wanted to apply for the same school as Li Xiluo, but Li Xiluo refused.

Both of them are stubborn, and no one can hold back the other.

Li Qinghe felt uncomfortable seeing his brother's appearance, Li Xiluo ignored him, and the two of them had been competing for the past two days, and they didn't talk much.

Helping a few older brothers move things, not talking, and the physical contact that is really necessary is not very rewarding, it is not necessary.

No matter how they say it, they won't tear their faces apart.

"Shall we apply to the same school, so that we can meet every day?" Li Qinghe tugged at the hem of Li Xiluo's clothes.

"How many points did you get in the test? Are you going to apply for the same school as me?" Li Xiluo didn't look at him, lowered his eyes, and said coldly.

"It's all...the same. In fact, the university still depends on itself..."

"You fucking fart! How many nights did you stay up, how many papers did you do, how much effort did you put in, huh?"

"It's okay, we have to go this time."

Li Qinghe was the most obedient, he softened his voice in front of Li Xiluo, but he was very obedient.

But what he said made Li Xiluo's heart ache.

"It doesn't matter if you say it doesn't matter? I can't get over this hurdle in my heart!"

He looked at the young man in front of him, ruthlessly, and asked coldly, "What about brother? What would brother think?"

Li Qinghe was stunned when he heard this.

Gritting his teeth, he slowly squatted down and held his head, "What should I do?... What should I do? Why are you like this..."

"Li Qinghe, go read your book carefully, do you hear me!" It was the first time Li Xiluo yelled at Li Qinghe like this in so many days, and when he got up in a hurry, he was really jealous like an enemy.

Li Qinghe squatted silently, his eyes drooping, his eyelashes fluttering like feathers.

"I like you, I don't want to drag you and make you wait for me," he paused, and gently wiped away Li Qinghe's tears with his fingertips, "I want to chase you, look at you, run with you, want to standing by your side."

Li Qinghe let out a sob, unable to hold back at all.

"Be good, be obedient, your boyfriend is super powerful." He squatted down and rubbed Li Qinghe's head, and pressed him into his arms, "Don't be afraid, I will always be yours."

"Don't leave me. Please, Brother Luo, don't leave me." Li Qinghe threw himself into Li Xiluo's arms on his knees.

"Okay, don't lose it, I will follow you."

"Don't go—I can't run alone...help me...help me..."

"Brother Luo is here, I won't leave, it's always been yours." Li Xiluo kept stroking Li Qinghe's back, softly coaxing into Li Qinghe's ears.

Li Qinghe buried his head into Li Xiluo's neck, bit his lip and trembled, refusing to cry out.

Li Xiluo kissed the red corners of Guaibao's eyes, and the person in his arms couldn't bear it anymore, first suppressed crying, then let go of the pain completely, choked up, roared, with the embarrassment and grievance like a trapped animal, Running wildly in an embrace.

Li Qinghe bit Li Xiluo's side neck, biting hard and whimpering.

Li Xiluo trembled in pain, squeezed Li Qinghe's earlobe, and hugged him even tighter.

Li Qinghe didn't want to bite hard, he slowed down after a while, didn't let go, he grinded his teeth carefully, and then stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick it lightly, his lips lingered on that piece, and kissed softly fall.

Later, I realized that I felt ashamed, and my nose and tears were all on my clothes!

Li Qinghe nestled his head in the crescent of Li Xiluo's neck, wanting to wipe away his tears but felt ashamed.

"Stop crying?" Li Xiluo asked.

"Ah."

"Is it shameful?"

"Well, it's embarrassing."

"Hey, now you know how embarrassing you are? My brother almost saw all of our jokes." Li Xi touched Li Qinghe's forehead.

"Don't laugh, Li Tiantian."

"Tsk. I can't control it. I can't control it anymore. Do you want to become a master?"

"Do not."

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When this happened, my brother didn't know how to persuade them, saying that no one could open their mouths, so they squatted at the door and smoked one after another.Wu Guang didn't know that the two had been arguing unconscionably for a few days, and now they reconciled in less than 10 minutes.

Being a brother is not easy, he sighed again and again.

"You bastards don't make people worry." Wu Guang stared at the two of them and fell silent, showing no expression.

The two younger ones didn't dare to provoke brother anymore.

In the end, the two made a careful plan and chose a school that was suitable for them and they were in the same city.

This matter has passed like a small fight. It is estimated that the brothers may not be able to remember it, but the two of them have different hearts.

The vacation time is long, and both of them have taken summer jobs, and they are in the city, not too far from their town.

Speaking of which, Li Xiluo can be regarded as half a rich second generation, but he has never had the life he should have on the surface.

Li Xiluo didn't use any money from his parents after he became an adult. He used to be incompetent, but now he just argues and comforts his lonely and humble self-esteem.

Li Xiluo started to do various odd jobs at the age of ten, and the wild dogs saved some money like pulling bones in the nest.When he was not too nervous at the beginning of his art training, he took advantage of the breaks to work as part-time workers in bars, restaurants, food stalls, good ones and bad ones, those who came to the table, and those who couldn’t see the light. Who knows how much he got involved? .

When others touch him, he catches people's eyes flamboyantly.

Casual and comfortable.

Some things may rot in your stomach for a lifetime, or you may gradually understand everything, take your time, the rest of your life will not be short.

They went to the milk tea shop to work part-time.

The two see through each other at a glance, they are both veterans, no matter what they can do.

Li Xiluo and Li Qinghe smiled knowingly.

The two have no conscience, and they also know to bring milk tea for brother from time to time, and a pancake fruit every day.

"His new one is free, really! It won't be available tomorrow."

"Take this away, I don't like to drink this stuff, it's too sweet." Wu Guang waved his hand, no milk tea, "You young people like to drink it."

I am not idle every day, just like using an air pump to pump the air in the compression bag little by little, and time is exiled little by little.

The two got into the school they wanted to go to as they wished.

No surprises, no regrets.

Li Qinghe majored in economics, and Li Xiluo majored in art. They are in the same city, but they are separated by many kilometers.

Growing up so big, I don't want much.

But now I'm greedy.

Your distance is my biggest regret.

The author has something to say: the story is coming to an end.

What should be done should be done.

?(Your sunflowers.)

Thank you for your love.

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