Can I love you?

"A Lin, are you on summer vacation?" A message came from the aunt in the dialog box.

"Not yet, the holiday is only in mid-July." I replied obediently.

"My sister came back from England, and she's on summer vacation." The "sister" she was talking about was her daughter, my cousin.From the text, I can feel that my aunt is in a very happy mood.

"So fast! I won't be on vacation until mid-July." I replied to her pretending to be surprised, but what does it matter to me if I don't come back?Facing the dialog box, I smiled.

"Come to Hong Kong for vacation." Hong Kong, I have never been to Hong Kong since I grew up. Although it is only a river away from my current city, even if I start from school now, it only takes two and a half hours to get to Hong Kong. , but I've never been there.

"Okay." Knowing that even if I went to Hong Kong, I would not go to them, but I obediently agreed to end this chat, but fell into deep thought.

Dad and uncle are the only two brothers. They used to have a good relationship. Even if my uncle went to Hong Kong to settle down and we stayed in mainland China, he would bring his aunt and cousins ​​back every Mid-Autumn Festival and Spring Festival. Continental, back to this place where he has his only brother and only sister.

Then, why did it become what it is now?The communication between the two brothers became less and less, and the time for the uncle to come back was less and less.I don't know why, but let him solve the previous generation's affairs by themselves.It's just tired of our generation.

When I was young, I always looked forward to the return of my uncle and aunt, because then I could see my cousins ​​and play with them.When I was young, I especially liked to play with my cousin, communicated with her in Cantonese, watched TV, played cards and mahjong with her, set off fireworks downstairs together, and went shopping together hand in hand. shopping.Also, take a bath together, sleep together...

At that time, our relationship was very good, but because of the family conflicts that occurred later, we met less and did not have any contact methods. Once we contacted Don't mention, the relationship gradually faded away.Later, she went abroad to study and went to the UK, so she had no chance to meet her, let alone contact her.

When was the last time you saw her?It was the Mid-Autumn Festival last year. She came back from a vacation in England, and followed her uncle and aunt to pay respects to her grandparents.That was the first time we met, the first time after the family conflict.She has grown a lot taller. I heard from my aunt that she has 172173. Her facial features are still the same as before, except for two pimples.The hairstyle is also the same as when I was young, with long black hair and a high ponytail.When I saw her like that, I felt like I was back in my childhood. She was so familiar, but she was speechless, and the difference in mood was so strange. The most familiar stranger was nothing more than that.Oh, my heart is so sour.

That time she came back for two days, stayed for one night, and returned to Hong Kong the next afternoon. Dad asked them to stay for a few more days. She said that she had already bought a ticket and returned to the UK the next day after returning to Hong Kong, saying yes It's time to start school.I don't know if she lied, or if she felt embarrassed staying here and left in such a hurry.I only know that she slept with me and my sister that night, and the three of us squeezed into a 1.8-inch bed; I only know that when she lay flat, her arms were touching; I slept on my right side with my back facing me, and I slept in the middle facing her back; I only knew that I suffered from insomnia the night I slept with her, and I dared not move in bed for fear of disturbing her.

Before leaving, my aunt added me on WeChat. She said that my sister does not have WeChat, and the British don’t use WeChat, so she is useless.

Occasionally, I received a call from the UK. When I saw the address of the caller, my first reaction was: Is my sister calling me?But the phone rang and hung up after a second, obviously a scam call.But I still didn't believe it, so I took a screenshot, and with the slightest hope, I sent the number to my aunt and asked her if it was my sister's number.She told me no, and gave me another number, saying that this was my sister's number.

Yes, why am I so stupid and still hopeful?How did she know my phone number?Neither my aunt nor my aunt have my phone, so how could she have one.Besides, the call came after eleven o'clock in the morning, Beijing time. At that time, it was after three o'clock in the morning in the UK. How could her sleepy little pig stay up in the middle of the night? The night I slept with her, I suffered from insomnia. Yes, she is sleeping soundly. The reminder sound came from the mobile phone, pulling me back from my contemplation to real life.Wechat shows that a new friend has added me, it is a cute Doraemon's profile picture, and the verification application note says "Linlin, I am my sister." A few words.At that moment I was stunned, sister?Is it her?Doesn't she have wechat?

"Which sister?" With a feeling of apprehension, I asked the person opposite, who claimed to be my sister.

"Zoe" replied with only three words, but it brought infinite shock and doubt to my heart.

I approved her application and she texted right away.

"Linlin, I'm my sister." This sentence again.

"I know." I replied silently.

"I'm back from England, and I'm on summer vacation." She seemed very happy, yes, how can you be unhappy on vacation.

"I know." There was a strong contrast between her light tone and her excited feelings.

"How do you know everything?"

"Aunt just told me." I replied obediently.

"Oh~ no wonder." There was a clear look in his tone.

"Ah."

"Are you on vacation?"

"No."

"Then when will it be released?"

"Mid-July."

"so late?"

"Ah."

"Come to Hong Kong to play when you have time."

"Okay." I agreed, but who knows whether I will go or whether I will find her when I go.

I have been pretending to be very calm and calm to answer all her questions, but in fact only I know how turbulent my heart is.I don't know why, why I feel inexplicably nervous and expectant every time I encounter something related to her.

After that chat, she never chatted with me again, as if we had never chatted.But I can see her figure in every circle of friends I post, sometimes it’s just a like, sometimes a comment, and sometimes a like and a comment.But I never replied to her because I didn't know how to reply.

For example, if I post a picture of ice cream, she will like and comment and say she wants to eat it.If it was an ordinary person, I would definitely make fun of it, and reply to let you see what I want to eat, or even worse, send a finger emoji.My self-cultivation tells me that I must restore other people's messages, but for her, I really don't know how to reply to appear normal.

Before this kind of thing, I had been with two best friends, and I went to Hong Kong to play as soon as the summer vacation was over. I didn’t buy anything, I just ate, drank, played, and took pictures. The planned day finally came. I thought about whether to tell her or Auntie, I have gone to Hong Kong, but so what?do i acceptWhat about my friend?Am I leaving them?How can it be.So let's not talk about it, Hong Kong is so big, I don't know where she lives, is it possible to meet her by chance?

After spending a day in Hong Kong, I went back to Shenzhen after seeing the night scene at night. I happily posted a bunch of photos in Moments, and positioned Hong Kong, and it was so stupid that everyone could see it. I should block my aunt and her .

After posting it, she quickly liked it and commented asking me, have you come to Hong Kong?I knew I couldn't stop replying to her, so I replied with a hmm.

"Why didn't you tell me when you came to Hong Kong, I can take you to play." Her message came for the second time in the dialog box.

"I went there with my friends, so it's inconvenient to find you." I explained.

"Then are you still in Hong Kong now?" She continued to ask me.

"I've already returned to Shenzhen."

"Going back so soon?" She seemed a little disbelieving.

"Well, the room rate in Hong Kong is too expensive." At least 1000 a night, poor students can't afford it.

"You can come to live at my house." The tone seemed natural.

"It's too troublesome, and there are my friends."

"Then will you come over tomorrow?" She seemed to ask me expectantly.

"No, next time." I refused.

"Okay, come and find me next time." She seemed a little regretful.

"Okay." She replied duplicity, who knows if it's true or not.

The second conversation ended here again, and there were very few topics between us, and those two sentences came and went.

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