Can I love you?

After returning home from the holiday, I went to work as a summer job, working as a salesperson in a shopping mall, earning about [-] a month. According to the agreement before the holiday, I went to Xiamen for three days and two nights in mid-August. Created a circle of friends, full of nine photos.I thought about playing at home for two weeks before going to school, but I didn't expect to receive her invitation again.

"Do you want to come to Hong Kong for a few days?" I asked this sentence when I came here. Why is the content similar every time, and why is the topic every time whether to go to Hong Kong?

"No, I just came back from Xiamen and I want to take a few days off to go to school." I rejected her again.

"I'm going back to England next Wednesday." Today is Sunday, and there are still ten days.

"Well, be careful." I said indifferently.

"Are you really not coming to Hong Kong?" She asked me again, she seemed very obsessed with my going to Hong Kong.

"Why do you keep asking me to go to Hong Kong?" I asked her bluntly.I stared at the screen, nervously waiting for her reply, but she didn't reply me after 5 minutes.

After a while, she replied to me, "Because I want to take you to play."

I didn't know what to reply, and I was a little annoyed that she took so long to reply to me, so I didn't reply to her, but my eyes were fixed on the screen, trying to see if she would say anything more.

Sure enough, she didn't wait for my reply, and she probably guessed that I didn't know what to reply to her. In order to ease the embarrassment, she said: "Let's talk about it next time. Next time I come back, I will definitely take you to Hong Kong to play." .”

Only then did I reply slowly with a hmm.Ended this awkward third conversation.

The days passed, and it was soon to be Sunday, and I kept counting down how long it would be until she left for England.In two days, on Wednesday she was leaving for England, on the other side of the globe, in the far West.Thinking of her leaving, why do you feel a little uncomfortable?Why didn't you sleep all night?In a daze, finally, I fell asleep because I was too tired.

After waking up, thinking that I actually missed her all night last night, I laughed at myself, it has nothing to do with me.

Habitually turn on the phone and open WeChat.As soon as I opened WeChat, I received a message from her, and she said: "Linlin, I'm on the boat now, and I'm coming to Shenzhen." In a word, I was so scared that I almost dropped my phone.

She said, "Are you home? Can you come out? Shall I wait for you somewhere or go straight to your house? But I don't know the way."

She said, "Linlin, are you still awake? I've arrived at Luohu Port."

She said, "Linlin, I'll go straight to your house."

She said, "Linlin, I seem to be in the wrong car, I don't know where I am."

When I saw this sentence, I panicked, completely panicked.Shenzhen is so chaotic, how can you walk blindly if you don’t know the way, what to do if you get lost, and what to do if you encounter bad people.In fact, I know that Shenzhen is not chaotic, but I was too worried, thinking of everything in a bad way, and scaring myself.

I responded to her message immediately, and I asked her where she was, but she didn't reply me, and never did.I hurriedly washed and changed clothes and took the car to Shenzhen, wanting to get to her sooner.I tried to call her on WeChat, but she didn’t answer. At that moment, I was scared, and I desperately sent her a message to tell her to get off the car quickly, let her stand there and wait for me to pass, and asked her to open Baidu Maps to have a look Where am I, I asked her to share her location with me... However, she didn't reply me with a single punctuation mark, so I could only be anxious, anxious like an ant on a hot pan.

I force myself to calm down, because in anxious situations, IQ will drop, it can't solve the problem at all, I have to calm myself down.After taking a few deep breaths, I finally made myself less anxious. I thought of going to my aunt, asking her for her cell phone number, and contacting her.So I hurried to find my aunt. She knew I was in a hurry, so she gave me the number without saying much. She told me not to worry. Even if my sister didn’t know the way, she had lived in the UK for more than two years, and nothing would happen. It's okay, let me rest assured.

But, how can I rest assured that there are so many bad guys, and she doesn't know the way. Although she can speak Mandarin, she still doesn't understand it, so how can she ask for help?I can't let myself think about it anymore, otherwise I will die of anxiety if I don't find her.

I dialed her phone, and the beeping sound made me very impatient. I was always anxious, and secretly scolded her why she didn't answer my call.

Finally the call was connected, "Hello? Who is it?" Her gentle voice rang in my ears. At that moment, I felt that my heart finally fell to the ground when I raised my throat. I felt extremely at ease, as long as I was fine.

"Where are you?" I asked her in a very bad tone.After letting go of her heart, she was angry, extremely angry, how could she run around, she ran around without knowing the way, what would she do if she met bad people.

"Linlin? I'm in XXXX." She told me an address, 10 minutes away from me by car, and I told her where to wait for me, and I'll go find her now.She may also feel my anger, and obediently agreed.

It was half an hour later when I saw her, because it took a while because of the typing in the middle.She is still the same as before, the same as during the Mid-Autumn Festival half a year ago, nothing has changed, except that her hair is down, the pimples on her face have disappeared, and her face has become fair and clean.She wore a white T-shirt on her upper body and a pair of short jeans on her lower body, revealing her long white legs. She also wore white sneakers, which were very simple and clean.There was a small black backpack next to the chair.

She saw me and immediately waved to me happily, letting me go.

I walked over and called my sister weakly in Cantonese, "You are finally here." She looked very happy and said this with a smile. There was no complaint in her tone, but more satisfaction and happiness. I don't understand why she is so happy, shouldn't it be embarrassing.

She moved the chair beside her to let me sit down, "I haven't seen you for a long time, and you've grown taller again."

I smiled and did not deny that people will always change, just like us before and us now. "Why did you come to Shenzhen suddenly? Didn't you say that you will be in England in two days?"

When she heard what I said, her eyes lit up, she looked at me and said with a smile: "There is no reason, I just want to see you."

What I just said made me feel a little regretful, why did my tone sound like a little daughter-in-law!besides!Smiling and smiling, he said that he wanted to come and see me, what did he want to do!It's embarrassing, okay?It will be misleading, okay?

I lowered my head slightly, not knowing what to say.She saw that I didn't reply to her and didn't say anything, she just waved to the waiter.

"Excuseme." Nice and standard English flowed out of her mouth, like singing, very nice. "Please help me get two menus, thank you." Mandarin is also so standard, this!Almost catching up with me, a mainlander!What do you want!Show off how good you are!I looked out of the window, but my ears listened to every word she said and paid attention to every movement she made.

The waiter quickly brought the menu, "What do you want to eat?" She handed me the menu and asked with a smile.Cantonese, English and Mandarin can be freely switched, sister, are you a fine score?Although not very appropriate.

"A pasta with tomato and seafood, a glass of orange juice, orange juice without ice, that's it, thank you." I ignored her and said directly to the waiter.

"That's all? So little?" She asked me in Cantonese in surprise. "Well, I can't finish eating too much." I pretended to be serious and answered her. In fact, I really wanted to eat a lot, but I really couldn't eat that much.

She glanced at me, then looked down at the menu, "One curry beef baked rice, one borscht, one fruit salad, one tiramisu, one double skin..."

"Wait a minute, can you finish eating that much?" I couldn't help interrupting her, it was really too much. "You don't need to order so much, it's true that you can't finish it."

"Don't eat if you can't finish it." She looked at me as a matter of course and said, and then wanted to continue, so scared that I stopped it immediately.

"No, sister. Don't waste food, don't ask for dessert, okay?"

She thought about it, and promised me: "Okay, then I don't want desserts. I will take you to another restaurant later. The desserts there are better." Then she communicated with the waiter in Mandarin.

Take me to another dessert shop?Is she familiar with this place? "Are you familiar with this place?" I asked casually.

"Well, generally speaking, I used to pass by this area when I returned to the mainland. Dad and Mommy would take us here for a stroll, eat something, rest, and then go back to your home." She looked at me and said seriously.I nodded my head to show that it was so.

Then she talked about what happened when she was in the car just now. She said that she took a taxi, but the driver didn't know the way, so he took her around in a big circle.I asked her why she didn't reply to my message, and she said that she didn't look at her phone, she just looked at the road, and was afraid that the driver would take her to some weird place.I thought to myself that you are still afraid, and when you think of this, you get a little angry.

The food came up quickly. I habitually picked out the tomatoes and put them aside. I don’t like to eat tomatoes, but I like things cooked from tomatoes. I also like tomato-flavored potato chips, but I just don’t like to eat them directly. tomato.

She looked at me and smiled; "Sure enough, it's still the same as before, I like tomato-flavored things but don't like to eat tomatoes." Then, she picked up the tomato I put on the side of the bowl, "I'll help you eat it. "After speaking, he began to eat happily.

Doesn't she also like tomatoes?I just heard her tell the waiter not to add tomatoes to the fruit salad.Is it because I know I don't like tomatoes... I pretended not to see her intimate and natural behavior, didn't hear her concern, and just lowered my head to eat pasta.

I just took a bite of the noodles, and suddenly there was a spoon in front of me. I looked up suspiciously, and when I looked up, I saw her holding a spoon in one hand and the left hand, holding it in front of me, and said to me expectantly, "Try it? I didn't eat it. passed this spoon."

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Guess whether Linlin will eat or not [evil laugh]