desperate entanglement

"Desperate Entanglement" Author: Beichen Nanfeng

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The guy I like, he's brutal.

I'm obsessed with what he used to be.

But he couldn't accept the cruel and ruthless him now.

For this reason, I chose to escape.

Content tags: Sadomasochism

Search keywords: Protagonist: Hong He┃Supporting role: Ji Jin┃Others:

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Chapter 1

I knew from a long time ago that I was a coward, but I ran out alone.

When I first got on the train, I was full of anticipation, but as the car started, my heart gradually turned cold.

What happened in the past vaguely appeared in my mind, and I couldn't help but think of that person.

This is not the first time I have taken a train, but it will be the last time I have taken a train.

I think of his gentle eyes when he said goodbye to me, a little happy and a little sad.

I'm afraid we will never meet again.

But I miss him so much.

I really want to.

I miss when he calls my name.

"Excuse me, can I sit..." The voice didn't continue, and a handkerchief was handed in front of me.

I raised my head, tears were still flowing, in a daze, I seemed to see him, but this person, not him.

"You...were crying, use this to wipe it off." His voice was soft, like the bells of the old century, slowly piercing into people's hearts.

I took the handkerchief, but didn't use it, and didn't thank you.

He sat across from me, looked at me, and smiled.

I ignored him and lowered my head, buried in my knees.

"Are you taking the train alone?" After he asked, I looked at him warily and didn't answer.

Afraid he could see what I was thinking, he quickly explained, "I just think you look like a minor, um, don't you?"

I still don't speak, I don't want to open my mouth, in fact, I can't speak anymore, my throat has been broken since that day.

"My name is Su Yan, what's your name?"

I was taken aback for a long time, but his question reminded me of him, and he asked me like this before.

My tears can't help but burst into tears because of his words.

He was a little at a loss and wanted to say something to comfort me, but he didn't know what to say.

I looked at him and took his hand.He has a beautiful silver ring on his middle finger.

With trembling fingers, I wrote in his palm, red, lotus.

red lotus.

this is my name.

I bit my lip, but the tears still couldn't stop.

He froze for a moment, opened his mouth slightly, but stopped what he was about to blurt out, and wiped my tears with a paper from his bag.

His movements are very gentle, the gentleness that the person in my dream would have.

I stop thinking about that person all the time, and whenever I think about it, I cry.

"Don't cry, Honghe." There was distress in his eyes, and he put his hand on my face.

I stared at him blankly, sniffed, and nodded, but I responded like this, but my tears couldn't be controlled.

I kept forgetting to tell that person that I was a crybaby, and once I cried, it was hard not to cry.

Su Yu looked at me and couldn't stop my tears, but could only show a worried expression.

I took out a blank piece of paper and wrote, thank you.

He was puzzled at first, then he was slightly taken aback, and smiled at me, "It's okay."

I put away the paper and looked out the window, as if I could see that person.

Su Yan is very talkative, even if I don't speak, he can tell me a lot.

He said he was a photographer and took pictures of landscapes everywhere, and he showed me the photos in his album.

He also said that my name was exactly the same as his childhood playmate, and I was also quite crying, but he couldn't find him.

He doesn't smile like that guy, and he doesn't think like that guy at all, but I like him a lot.

I think he's a nice guy.

When the train arrived in Tongcheng, I said goodbye to him, but I didn't expect him to get off the train with me.

He looked at me and smiled faintly, "I want to accompany you, can I?"

I didn't reject him, and I didn't agree to him.

He followed me and walked with me through the alleys and streets where I had been.

I am in front and he is behind.

In fact, up to now, I still can't tell which road leads to the hotel. With Su Yan, he can ask passers-by for me.

I seem to be a little selfish, using him to fulfill my wish.

I stopped and turned to look at him.

He thought for a while, walked to the side, pulled me, and smiled at me, "Can you?"

I nodded this time, and he followed me slowly, without asking me anything.

In the end, I, a road idiot, was very lucky, just like that time, I made a detour here and found the hotel where I stayed with him.

I was very happy, as if there was a glimmer of hope, so that I could meet him again here?

He said that if possible, he would come back here.

I folded my arms across my chest and prayed.

God, can you fulfill my humble wish and allow me to meet him.

Just one side, I am willing to give my life.

Su Yan looked at me from the side, and something was revealed between his brows.

In the evening, he and I rented a room together, because I didn't have much change and only had one card.

He's a nice guy, I think so.

"Hong He, are you hungry?" He came out after taking a shower and asked me.

I looked at him and shook my head, but he took me out to eat anyway.

At that time, he frowned, very serious, and said in a concerned tone, "Skipping meals is not good for your health."

He was the first person to say this to me. In my memory, he has never been so strange to me, but still treats me well.

Even that person, we just got along for a few days, without much intimacy.

When I came back after dinner, Su Yan told me interesting stories about his journey, and I listened carefully.

He said that he has traveled all over the world and met many people, but no one can make him feel so distressed like me.

When he talks to me, the starlight in his eyes softens.

We lay on the same bed, although it was a little tight, it was very comfortable.

I slowly fell asleep amidst his laughter, and the gentle face of the man in the dream lingered beside me, calling my name over and over again.

red lotus.

red lotus.

What a nice name.

Chapter 2

I still remember the bloody smell of death when I first met that person.

He was probably hunted down by his enemies and hid in the alley. I lost his way and rescued him.

At that time, I didn't think that I would miss him every day in the future, and I didn't think that I would engrave him so deeply in my heart.

The sun was soft that day, and it was very warm when it shone on the man, and the mottled shadows scattered on his face, which looked extraordinarily beautiful.

The sunlight fell on the window, illuminating the room, and I woke up naturally at that time.

Looking at him on the bed, my heart skipped a beat inexplicably, and he hadn't woken up yet, my already a little uneasy heart suddenly became tense.

I was terrified that he was going to die because that kind of thing is horrible.

I used to go to the hospital often, the white light and shadow gave people a gloomy feeling, and the pungent smell of formalin made people who were about to live tremble.

I moved carefully, walked to the bed, wanted to test if he was still breathing, and he opened his eyes.

After we separated from him, I kept thinking, if he didn't wake up at that time and looked at me with glazed pupils, would I never miss him in the future.

It's just that there are no ifs in this world.

So I think about him every day and every night of my life.

Thinking about every bit of him.

Thinking of when he called my name.

Thinking about him...

When I saw him wake up, I let out a scream, and he gave me a glare.

I backed away and fell to the ground, hilariously, covering my mouth.

He looked at me sharply.

I was stared at by him with chills down my spine, and I dared not speak. I was not dumb at that time, and I could still speak.

"You...why did you save me?" His voice was hoarse, but very pleasant. If it wasn't for the excessive bleeding, it should be a heavenly voice.

At that time, I was afraid and didn't know how to answer him, so I didn't say anything.

"No reason?" He looked at my expression, as if he knew what I was thinking.

After I was silent, I nodded at him. Now I have to think about it seriously, maybe I don’t want anyone to die.

"Do you know who I am?"

After a while, Ruoyou Ruowu said something from his mouth, but it gave me an invisible oppression.

I looked at him and shook my head. I didn't recognize him at the time, which was why I couldn't escape the love I had later.

But when he asked, I could also know that his identity was more outstanding, but I didn't pay attention to this at that time, I just thought that I saved a handsome man, and he could survive.

"I... I just came to this place for tourism." I whispered.

"What's your name?" He ignored my words and questioned me. I felt like I was a prisoner.

"Red lotus."

"Which words?"

I thought about it, and then I answered him, "The red of the world of mortals, the lotus of the lotus."

He frowned, looked at me, as if

Thinking, but suddenly said softly, "That's a nice name."

After being praised by him, my face blushed, "Thank you..."

"You rented this room alone?"

"Ah?" I nodded in a daze, "Well, I'm alone, what's wrong?"

"It's okay." He turned his face sideways, his handsome brows still frowning.

I was puzzled, but not so afraid of him at first.

"Well...why did you collapse there last night?" I didn't mean to ask him, but his eyes changed and he looked at me warily.

"Don't get me wrong...I'm not...I'm not a bad person..." I quickly explained, but stuttered.

He looked at me and couldn't help but smile. The smile was a bit helpless, but it was more like mocking, "I didn't think much about it, so don't worry about it."

I smiled embarrassedly, lowered my head, and still didn't speak