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"My name is Ji Yun."

I looked up at him, and heard him continue, "The season of the monsoon, the season of the anthracite."

"Ji...Jin?" I whispered, his name flowed into my heart unknowingly, making my heart ache.

He smiled lightly, "Is there any image now?"

I shook my head, "No."

"..."

Ji Yun glanced at me, a little helpless, the vigilance in her eyes relaxed a lot.

"I'm sorry, I... didn't mean to have no impression of you." I scratched my head in embarrassment, like Ji Yun's extremely beautiful face, if I saw it, I would definitely remember it.

"Forget it, it's just fine if you don't remember." He said indifferently, "Thank you yesterday."

"It's okay." I smiled, inexplicably afraid of him.

He stared at me and frowned, "Are you afraid of me?"

I wanted to nod, but felt that was very rude, so I had no choice but to say nothing.

"Oh, you don't have to be afraid of me. I won't do anything to you. Speaking of which, you are still my savior." Ji Yun smiled back at me, with the corners of her lips slightly hooked. I blush.

It was the first time I saw such a good-looking person like him, I was so happy, and I would be even happier if I could become friends with him.

"En." I replied, with many doubts in my heart, why would such a kind person like him be hunted down?

I dare not ask, for fear that if I ask, I will cause trouble.

"I need to stay with you these few days, and I might trouble you a bit." Ji Yun said gently, with a little apology in the corner of her eyes.

"No...no trouble."

etc.

Close your eyes and don't say anything more.

I think the most important thing for him now is to rest, and I didn't bother him.

My heart relaxed, and I began to recall the few words Ji Yun had said to me. It was the first time someone could talk to me so kindly.

So happy.

Really happy.

I looked away, went to wash up, and then went out to buy breakfast.

He will be hungry.

I should be hungry.

If I hadn't been so active to get close to him at that time, I wouldn't have had an intersection with him at all.

I didn't tell him, in fact, I never eat breakfast, no breakfast.

When I came back, Ji Yun had already got up, but his expression was not good. I couldn't help but think of those bloody clothes.

"I bought some porridge, you can eat it." I pushed the porridge in front of him and smiled.

He looked at me without moving.

I was embarrassed. He couldn't be worried that I might poison him.

I was trying to explain how I felt when he raised his hand and waved to me.

He smiled lightly, "Feed me."

Only then did I realize that both of his hands were injured. I smiled at him a little embarrassedly, picked up the porridge, and carefully fed him.

At that time, my heart was beating so fast that it was about to jump out.

Ji Yun didn't mind much, I fed him a mouthful, and he took a mouthful.

Looking at Ji Yun, I felt a kind of warmth in my heart, even though I knew that I was wading through muddy water to save him and would get into a entanglement, but I couldn't go back on my word.

Chapter 3

During the few days I stayed in the room, Ji Yun was very quiet, but I kept talking.

He didn't think I was noisy, or told me not to talk, but listened patiently.

Sometimes I stutter, and he just smiles.

I feel like if I don't talk, he might not say a word, but I'm with him and the atmosphere is good.

I knew very well before that he and I were not from the same world.

I still know it now, but I just can't stop thinking about him.

I have been very lonely since I was a child, and no one can talk to me, but he is willing to listen to me, which makes me very happy.

I've never had such a good time with him.

Maybe I haven't met someone like him before.

It's amazing how well he's recovered.

On the one hand, I was happy for him, and on the other hand, I was sad for myself.

If he wants to recover from his injury, he will stay away from me.

I don't want him to leave.

I want to be by his side.

At that time, I realized that I fell in love with Ji Jin.

Because he can talk to me in a friendly manner.

Because he can listen carefully to every word I speak.

Because he can give me a kind of warmth that I have been looking forward to for a long time.

Ji Jin.

I like you.

I really like you.

It's just that I can't tell him this feeling, never will.

He will feel sick.

He would look at me with disgust like those people scolded me.

Call me to die.

Ji Jin, I...

I don't want you to do that.

His gentleness is just like my dream. The beauty of the dream will never appear in reality.

I will never be able to get your affection.

So you don't need to know that there is a boy named Honghe who likes you so much.

If only I could be a little more ordinary.

Does that raise the head a little in front of you?

Rather than full of sorrow and timidity.

"Honghe?" Ji Yun waved her hand in front of me, her deep voice was so pleasant.

"Huh? What's the matter?" I came back to my senses and looked at him, only to find that my face was already wet with tears.

He brushed the corner of my eyes lightly, and asked gently, "Are you missing your parents? Do you want to call them?"

I opened my mouth, and something blocked my throat, making me want to make a sound, but I couldn't make a sound.

I looked at him, nodded with a smile, and my heart ached, as if swallowed by thousands of Gu worms.

I seem to tell him.

I like him.

Really, I really like it.

"Call if you want, and I'll pick up the phone for you." He handed the phone in front of me with gentle eyes.

I quickly waved my hand, "No...no need."

I saw that Ji Yun was doing something with her mobile phone, she must be doing something confidential.

If I took his mobile phone and accidentally saw it, I would be wrong no matter how I think about it.

Ji Yun probably saw my fear, and smiled, "Are you worried about seeing what's in my phone?"

"No...not..."

"Use it then, I don't mind."

But I don't mind.

I'm afraid I want to learn a lot about him.

I finally took the phone from him, pressed the key, and after a while, I slowly put it down.

"Is there no answer?"

I lowered my head and responded softly, "Probably...they are busy."

"Then call again later."

I smiled and shook my head, "No, they are very busy."

Ji Yun looked at me with some doubts, but didn't ask.

I returned the phone to Ji Yun, and suddenly wanted to find an outlet to tell the reason why I came here, but I... couldn't.

I was afraid to speak out, afraid that people would know about my past.

Fear has a beginning and no end.

"Actually, if you're alive, there's no need to make yourself so tired. It's better to let nature take its course." Ji Yunyu took the phone and smiled at me.

This smile was different from his previous ones, and it warmed my heart.

"Thank you."

Meeting Ji Yun is the happiest thing for me.

It is my greatest luck to like Shang Jijin.

"You don't have to thank me, I just can't bear to see others showing sadness in front of me, and what you did just now really makes people feel distressed." The smile on the corner of Ji Yun's mouth exaggerated his beauty, and at that moment I seemed to see Angel.

No one has ever said to me that you really make me feel bad, never, Ji Yun is the first.

There may be so many firsts that I like him so much.

"You are a good person, Ji Jin." I smiled, not thinking about the things that bothered me, at least I am not thinking about it now.

Ji Yun looked at me, didn't speak, seemed to be thinking about something.

I'm a little strange, he seems to have given up on me?

He supported his head and narrowed his eyes, "Be friends with me."

I was in a trance, looking at him, I didn't react for a while, but my heart was already flustered.He wants to be friends with me, friends, why do I feel lost?

"...for...why?" I was a little happy, a little at a loss, a little worried, but more uncomfortable.

Ji Yun evoked a good-looking smile, and the corners of his eyes curved upward, "Do you need a reason to make friends?"

I was a little speechless, I stared at him blankly, and finally lowered my head, "We've only known each other for a few days, let's talk about you..."

I don't need to say the latter, he should be able to guess.

"No one stipulates the concept of a friend. I think you are worthy of being my friend, so what else do you need to care about?" Holding my hand, my heart immediately thumped.

I thought he was kind and didn't know I had other thoughts about him.

If he knows that I like him, will he not even be friends with me?

I don't want that.

I don't want him to hate me.

Because I care about it, I am afraid of losing it.

So, don't expect extravagantly, and there will be no pain.

Maybe what Ji Jin said is right, just let things take their course, there is no point in thinking more about useless things.

I knew early on that there was no possibility for me and him...

I smiled, "Well, okay."

The first friend I've ever had in my life makes me feel so terrified of losing him.

Ji Yun smiled, so my love affair will end here.

But really thank him.

Ji Yun, thank you.

Chapter 4

After staying with Ji Yun, I have been in a state of confusion.

Sometimes Ji Yun would look at me helplessly and say that I am innocent.

I think I'm not innocent, otherwise how could I hide my liking for him.

I was afraid that when he knew that I liked him, I expected him to know my feelings for him.

I am very conflicted, and I don't know how long this contradiction will last.

I thought that as long as I separated from Ji Yun in the future, this contradiction would disintegrate, but I was wrong.

This kind of friendship has always affected me until later, but the moment Ji Yun said that, I was really moved.

Ji Jin, if God only wanted us to be friends, I wouldn't extravagantly