desperate entanglement

I bought many toys, but I still can't be happy.

I want to go out and laugh under the sky like other little kids.

A few times I ran out secretly, and after my father found out, he punished me for confinement.

So much so that I have had a fear of the dark since I was a child.

I remember that there was a friend who was close to my father sometimes, and he often brought his children to my house and talked about something with my father.

The child has been with me, playing with me, and my life seems to be enriched with him.

I was expecting every day when he would come, but one rainy day, the man brought the boy to our house and begged my father for something.

My father didn't want to wade into the muddy water and drove them out.

I was in the room, looking at their lingering figures outside the house, and felt distressed.

The next day, it was reported that the man committed suicide by jumping off the building. His wives couldn't bear the blow and left one after another, leaving behind their children, living alone in this world.

I once asked my father where the child was, but my father just shook his head. I think he was picked up by his relatives.

Until the day I returned home from a trip, I saw the sky full of blood with my own eyes.

I never thought I would meet Ji Jin again so soon, but when I saw him pointing a gun at my father, I knew a revenge had begun.

At that time, my father had a high position and embezzled a huge amount of money, which was planted on Ji Yun’s father. He had been in prison for several years. I didn’t want Ji Yun’s father to have a strong temper, unwilling to accept trumped-up charges, and jump off the building to prove his innocence.

The death of Ji Yun's father was distorted by my father's relationship, and the facts became different, but Ji Yun's mother knew this fact and wanted to report my father.

My father became cruel and sent someone to kill Ji Yun's mother, but he didn't know that Ji Yun had witnessed the truth of everything and did not hurt him.

When I came to think about it later, my father was also very guilty back then, so he didn't hurt Ji Yun in the end, and sent him to the best school to make up for him, but unfortunately the hatred must be resolved.

When Ji Jin shot and killed my father, I finally understood why he said I was innocent, because I was saving a person who was about to kill my whole family.

Then he killed my mother, and all the servants in our family who were there that night, in front of my face.

Only he didn't kill me.

He took me back to Ji's house and humiliated me every day, forcing me to watch how he killed people and tortured those who betrayed him.

He said he likes to see my frightened expression, it will make him happy.

He said he knew I liked him and he liked me too.

He said he didn't like me being noisy, and sent a doctor to give me medicine so that I couldn't speak anymore.

He said that everything he did to me came from his love for me.

I thought it would be better if he shot me at that time, at least I don't have to suffer from his torture.

To torture my love for him a little bit.

This is not love.

This is revenge.

His revenge on my father.

He wanted my father to watch his son suffer more miserable pain.

He wants me to suffer hatred in the name of love.

He ruined me, ruined Ji Jin in my heart.

I don't hate him.

I don't love him either.

My beloved Ji Yun is in my memory.

He is so beautiful.

He also said to be friends with me.

He gave me a gentle smile.

He is not him, not the Ji Yun I love, so when he asked me if I hated him after he said he loves me, I shook my head.

Because if you don't love, why hate.After I woke up from a deep sleep, Ji Yun gave me a lot of medicine.

He told me in a gentle voice that it was medicine that was good for my body, but it made me fall into the next dream.

I know his purpose. He wants me to forget the time and not think about running away.

But I can't escape.

He sent someone to bring them back every time.

When Ji Yun is in a good mood, she will let me go out, but wherever I go, there are a bunch of bodyguards.

And he never let me attend any crowded place, the only place I can stay is the room, Ji's house, and I rarely go out for a walk.

Today, Ji Yun negotiated a big deal and took me to the exhibition held in New Century. This was the first time he asked me to accompany him.

He held my hand, and his smile looked polite and gentle to outsiders, but I knew how daunting and terrifying he was under that smile.

"Hong'er, wait for me here first, don't wander around." With a smile, he kissed my lips, but there was a warning in his eyes.

I don't think he needs to remind me, I can't run either, these people standing beside me must be faster than me.

He turned around, holding his wine glass, and was about to walk to the rostrum.

I suddenly reached out and grabbed him. He was a little surprised because I had never reached out to him before.

I shook my fingers, held his hand, and wrote on it, I want to go home.

He looked at me, hugged me, and kissed me, "Let's go back together later."

I shook my head, a little uncomfortable, and continued to write, I don’t want to be here, you can let me wait for you in the car.

He stared at me, as if he wanted to see what I was thinking, patted my head, and said to the people behind me, "Send Master Hong He back to the car, don't let him run around."

"Yes."

His smile was cold, and I also knew what kind of punishment they would suffer if they didn't keep an eye on me.

I was swarmed down the stairs, and when I arrived at the parking lot, before I could get into the car, a group of people suddenly rushed out of the darkness with knives in their hands.

The people who protect me are ordinary bodyguards. They don't have guns. It's normal to fight them with bare fists.

I leaned against the car, feeling cold.

I was kidnapped before, and the people who shot me were all Ji Yun's enemies. I almost died a few times.

Looking at the chaotic scene, I was a little startled, and suddenly someone pulled me over and put a knife on my neck.

"Stop everything, or I'll kill him."

When he yelled, I was stunned.

Yes……

Su Yu.

The bodyguards did not dare to act rashly.

He winked at the others, who took up their weapons and retreated into the car.

Su Yu supported me to go back, and those who were ordered to protect me did not dare to act rashly.

"Tell your young master to take 5000 million to Bijia Wharf alone, or I will send him a corpse." He left this sentence and took me into the car.

Since he was holding me hostage, my protectors could only watch the car drive away before notifying Ji Yun.

After I got in the car, I was knocked out by Su Yan.

When I woke up, I found that I was locked in an old warehouse, and the surrounding was very quiet.

I leaned against the wall and stood up. Seeing that my hands and feet were bound, I couldn't struggle and didn't move.

After a while, Su Yan walked in and saw me wake up with a complicated look on his face.

He came to me and knelt down, "Are you... really Ji Yun's lover?"

I don't understand why he asked me such a sentence, but I didn't expect to see him again.

I turned my face away, not wanting to speak.

It's a lie to say that it doesn't feel like being cheated by him.

Let me face him again, I will be uncomfortable.

"At the beginning I..." He didn't know what to say, and finally he could only say, "I'm sorry."

I don't want to accept his apology.

He and his gang should have split my money long ago.

Tell me this now, it doesn't make any sense.

He looked at me, thought for a moment, and said, "I can untie the rope, but you have to promise not to run away, okay?"

I closed my eyes and remained silent.

Seeing that I didn't answer him, Su Yu untied me anyway, and then I slapped him immediately.

This is what he owes me.

He was slightly taken aback, then smiled, "I thought you didn't care at all."

I ignored him and ignored the emotions contained in his guessing words.

He is a liar.

Maybe they are also lying to me now, planning to plot something.

"Hong He, are you hungry? Would you like me to bring you something to eat?" He asked me with a smile, and raised his hand to touch my head, but I stroked it away.

I looked at him, I wanted to hold his hand to write, but I hung down.

When he saw this action from me, his smile froze, and he gave me the paper and pen.

I wrote simply, but also very fast, and the words danced on the paper.

'You'd better let me go, otherwise Ji Yun won't let you go. '

After he saw it, his face changed again and again, "What's your relationship with him?"

'lover. ’ I wrote slowly, stroke by stroke, with little emotion.

"you love him?"

I looked up at him, smiled, and nodded.

Su Yan was taken aback.

I took a pen and wrote again, "You should not be a messenger. Before the people who pretend to be Ji Jin find this place, hurry up and leave, otherwise Ji Yun will kill all of you. At that time, none of you will be able to escape." '

Instead of reading what I wrote, he grabbed me, stared at me and said, "You lied, you don't love him."

I was startled and shook my head.

I love him.

I love Ji Jin.

There is no doubt about this matter.

Su Yan was about to speak when a phone call came.

As soon as he got connected, his face changed drastically, and he looked at me with his brows furrowed.

He responded and pulled me out.

There were many people outside, together with Su Yan, who saw Su Yan take me away, but did not stop them, but followed us by car.

"The superior wants me to take you to Bijia Wharf."

When he said it to me, I didn't understand what he meant.

Does he want me to be mentally prepared to die later?

I don't know if Ji Yun is there, how will he solve it?

After driving for a while, Su Yan suddenly asked me, "If I hadn't lied to you then, would you have given me a chance to be with me?"

I opened my mouth, silently, took a piece of paper and wrote, no.

Unless one day Jijin died.

Unless one day I forget about Ji Yun.

Otherwise, Ji Yun and I will keep entangled with each other forever.

He took the paper, crumpled it up and threw it out the window without looking at it.

Chapter 8

I leaned against the car window and fell asleep.

I want to wake up later, or it will be scarlet, or there will be no waves.

Ji Jin does things in these two styles.

It's just that I didn't think about it, there are other appearances.

Su Yumi took me to the designated pier, got rid of other cars, and drove me to the train station