desperate entanglement

, look, white dove. "Su Yan pointed to the sky and smiled softly.

I didn't look at the sky, but at him.

Against the backdrop of the blue sky and white clouds, Su Yan's handsome face appeared more and more clearly in my mind.

only……

I hung the curtain, clenched one hand, slowly let go, and then responded with a smile.

Su Yan, thank you for being by my side.

On the way back, we were robbed.

They surrounded Su Yan and me in an alley, and they met each other's eyes.

Su Yan held me in his arms and protected me.

"Hand over the money, and I'll let you go." One of them held a knife and stared at me and Su Yan with fierce eyes.

"We have no money with us." Su Yu said calmly, but I saw sweat on his forehead.

"Who are you lying to? You haven't brought any money when you come out to play?" The man sneered and waved his knife, "If you don't pay the money, the knife has no eyes, and it will kill you."

Su Yan frowned, looked down at me, hesitated for a long time, and then handed out the wallet in his pocket.

The person next to him took a look, took out a few banknotes, and threw the wallet at his feet, "You're playing tricks on us! It's just a little, who can spend it!"

"We didn't bring much money, that's all."

The leader looked at me, and I was startled and my body trembled.

"Is this your little lover? He must have money!"

Su Yan frowned, "No."

This person winked, someone came over and separated Su Yan from me. Although Su Yan was struggling, there were too many people on the other side and he couldn't escape.

Someone kicked me and put a knife on my neck, "Get out the money!"

"Don't hurt him!" Su Yan yelled and was punched.

I looked at Su Yan, and someone raised his hair.

"If you don't want him to die, hand over the money to me! Otherwise, I'll kill him immediately!"

I burst into tears, crying and shaking my head, hoping they would let us go, but these people are not good people.

His eyes sank, "It seems that you want him to die."

I immediately shook my head, only to see Su Yan being knocked down to the ground, and a group of people punched and kicked him.

No.

don't hurt him.

No.

I grabbed the man, gave him the card in the bag, took out the paper, and wrote down the code.

"Isn't that all right?" The man held the card and smiled triumphantly.

He waved to his men, and they immediately let go of Su Yan and walked away.

Su Yan got up from the ground, came over and hugged me, "Why are you so stupid, Hong He, you don't need to give it to him, they won't really want to kill us."

I shook my head and cried in his arms, wanting to say that he was fine.

He is safe and sound.

I will feel at ease.

After returning to the hotel, I bandaged Su Yan's wound, and seeing the red and purple on his back from being kicked, tears flowed down again.

Su Yan comforted me, with a hint of guilt in his eyes.

He hugged me, patted my back lightly, but finally said nothing.

At night, Su Yan hugged me and slept next to him. For the first time, I fell asleep so deeply that I didn't even dream again.

This is the first time I fell asleep without dreaming of Ji Yun.

It turns out that I have never dreamed of him.

Chapter 6

When I woke up, there was no Su Yan around me, the bed was cold, and everything about him in the room was gone.

I looked at the silent room, not particularly strange, but sat on the bed, waiting for Su Yan to open the door and enter the room as usual, and buy me breakfast.

But I waited all morning, but he didn't come back.

I know.

he's gone.

He will never appear in front of me again.

I opened the curtains, looked at the busy traffic downstairs, and smiled slightly.

I actually noticed something wrong with him early on, but I still wanted to believe him.

Just like how Ji Jin believed in me back then.

Because his smile is very friendly and gentle, which makes me feel at ease.

Even if it's a hoax, even if it's all phony, I'm grateful to him.

At least he was willing to stay with me for so many days without revealing his boredom.

Ji Jin was right.

I am indeed very simple.

In the face of intrigue, I don't know what to do, it's for my own good.

It's just that he doesn't understand why I long for someone to be by my side so much.

It has nothing to do with love or Ge Lian, as long as he can stay by my side, I am willing to give my everything.

I leaned against the window, waiting, waiting for the final judgment to come.

From dawn to dusk, from fruitless to hopeless.

When the car stopped downstairs, I felt a sense of relief.

A group of people downstairs walked into the hotel, and I counted down the time.

The so-called one second is also suffering.

Waiting means suffering.

"Knock knock."

A string in my brain suddenly snapped.

I took one last look into the night and went to open the door.

At this moment, my mood is very calm, without any waves.

Time seems to go back to that time, and I opened it like this, looking at the bodyguards outside.

The leader was still that man, "Young Master Hong He, you have had enough trouble, the young master is waiting for you to go back."

I opened my mouth, and it was useless to refuse, and it was even more useless to resist.

I nodded and left with them.

The inside of the car is the usual black, the color I used to see most often.

There was a peaceful smell in the car, and I slowly fell asleep.After waking up, my eyes were still dark.

I don't have to think, I know where I am.

My wrists were handcuffed tightly, and there were iron chains under my feet. I didn't want to leave even a trace of light.

Ji Yun's style is the same as before.

I got out of bed, and within a few steps, I was caught by the chain on my ankle.

I sat back on the bed, crossed my arms, and curled up.

I used to think that if I liked someone, I could give my all, even my life, and be free.

Later, after I experienced so-called love, I suddenly discovered that when I fall in love with someone, what I have to bear is pain.

excruciating pain.

I miss Ji Jin from the past.

Miss his tenderness.

Miss his smile.

Miss his arms.

But I am afraid of Ji Jin now.

Fear of his cruelty.

Fear of his assertiveness.

Fear of his master.

He is no longer who I think or think about.

It's a devil whose hands are filled with the blood of countless people.

As soon as the gradual sound of footsteps sounded, my whole body tensed up and trembled uncontrollably, but I was hugged into a cold embrace, and the air was vaguely filled with the smell of blood.

He buried his head on my neck, took a few breaths, and suddenly asked with a low smile, "Is it fun to run out?"

I was silent, not even daring to breathe.

He took my hand and gently rubbed my joints.

"Do you want to run out next time?" He bit my earlobe, and I couldn't help shrinking into his arms.

I shook my head.

"Really?" His voice was soft, and the strength in his hands increased, pinching me, but I didn't dare to make a sound.

"But you answered me in the same way last time, but you still ran out." He smiled, "And this time you are still cooperating with that doctor to lie to me, thinking that I don't know?"

I was taken aback, swallowed, feeling bursts of fear.

He leaned next to my ear, and his tone sank, "Don't you want to ask what happened to the doctor who helped you?"

I closed my eyes, eager to withdraw my hands, trying to cover my ears.

He didn't like what I wanted, he clasped my hands and smiled lightly.

"His eyes were gouged out, his limbs were torn apart, half of his tongue was broken, his bones were broken off joint by joint, and blood flowed all over the ground."

"what--"

I screamed, struggled away, and beat him with my hands, trying to kill him the murderer.

why?

why!

Ji Yun, how could you be so cruel!

He stopped me, pressed me under him, kissed away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and smiled, "Hong'er, didn't you know my temperament a long time ago? It was your fault that he became like this."

I seemed to have lost all my strength, and I was so depressed that I could never make the sound I wanted to make.

I want to talk so much, but I'm dumb.

I looked at him in the dark, but there was only darkness in my vision, without any light.

He imprisoned me in this room, trying to keep me from seeing the light all day long.

I have to endure this pain for the rest of my life.

I once asked him why he didn't just kill me, so that the threat to him would be gone.

He then gave me a bowl of fenugreek and stole my voice.

He said he loves me.

Every time he forced me, he told me that he loved me.

She loves me, not him.

He is an executioner.

Killed all my love for him with my own hands.

"Recently you're not here, I think you're crazy, do you miss me too?" He asked me while kissing me.

I tried to resist, but was still treated roughly by him.

As for the pain of the body, it is far less than the pain of the heart.

I knew it a long time ago, but I still hope that one day he can return to his former appearance.

Will spend with him forever.

There will never be relief.

The Ji Jin I loved died in my memory.When did he and I become like this?

When did he start doing this to me?

It seems that it started when he killed my whole family, and it seemed that it started when he learned that I saved him, and many, many seem... finally gave me a painful future.

His love requires me to bear the lives of my whole family.

His love requires me to spend every day and night in self-blame.

His love, if I want him, I can't love him.

The so-called his love is to push me to a dead end all the time.If this is his love, he might as well let me go.

Only he would never do it.

He said that even if I die, my tomb will bear his surname.

He wants me to have no peace in my life, and no peace in my death.

Chapter 7

When I was a child, my parents often locked me in the house and wouldn't let me go out.

Because they are high-ranking officials and have special status, many people will find opportunities to harm our family.

I spend most of my time at home, and sometimes I can go to a relative's house for a few laps.

I have no friends and just play alone.

Although parents will give