Don't look at me, I'm not perfect

chant. "

The physics professor still couldn't accept this explanation, but finally stood up, put the peas in his pocket, and continued walking with a group of people.

People are like this. When they encounter something they can't understand, they always like to find a reason for themselves to accept. No matter whether the reason seems reasonable or not, they will not think of other things.

But some people like to get to the bottom of it, but even if they think of something in the end, they will give up because the conclusion is too shocking.

It can also be regarded as an instinct of human beings to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Instinctively fear...

Things that are not of my kind.

A group of people circled the parking lot, but found no missing car or parts. Finally, the security guard contacted the property and asked them to come over to repair the light bulb.

When Gu Yu left the parking lot, he quietly withdrew from the team, walked around the rockery pool in the community, and walked towards the north gate with his pockets in his pocket.

Outside the north gate is a narrow road, which is seldom used by people. Opposite the road is the moat. The river sparkles under the moonlight, and it looks like a galaxy brocade falling on the world.

Gu Yu looked around, but didn't see where Yan An was, and there was no sound around, as if there wasn't even a breather.

"Yan An?"

"Here." Behind the tall grass half a person stretched out a hand and waved it. When Gu Yu walked over, he saw Yan An pressing a five or six-year-old child to the ground with one hand. Free up a circle of friends.

Gu Yu: "..."

Yan An put the phone back into his pocket, stood up and picked up the child like a chicken, and shook it at Gu Yu: "Pea."

When the child saw Gu Yu, he opened his mouth quickly and spit out two beans. Gu Yu squatted sideways, and then turned his head to watch the peas smash into the safety fence beside the moat opposite.

Professor Gu's face darkened, and when he looked back, he saw Yan An pinching the child's upper and lower lips with a guilty expression: "Cough, I forgot for a while...Professor Gu..." He held back, and spit out: "Skills are really agile, agile .”

Gu Yu: "..." If he wasn't quick, he would have been drilled by this kid right now!

"I'll call the research institute first." Professor Gu, who was almost smashed, sighed. In the end, he didn't bother with the two children in front of him. The researcher lying down was urgently called out to work overtime.

Yan An could foresee that what he would see later would be a group of grieving ghosts in white clothes.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Yu turned his head and saw the little chicken still being carried by Yan An, his brows were slightly frowned: "Tsk, trouble, why is it a child this time."

"Children are easier to clean up than adults, what's the trouble?" Yan An was puzzled.

Gu Yudao: "He is easy to clean up, but his parents probably have reported to the police station at this moment, if we are seen, we will be arrested as child traffickers."

"It's okay, I broke the cameras along the way, no one will see."

Gu Yu choked: "..." In the end he was so angry that he laughed, "Do you still want me to praise you?"

Yan An blinked: "Don't you want to praise me?"

"You're skinny." Gu Yu cursed with a smile.

I don't know when the people from the research institute will come, so Gu Yu simply stepped into the grass with long legs, sat down cross-legged, and watched the little chicken in Yan An's arms tightly clutching his arm, although his mouth was still pinched, but It doesn't prevent the little chick from sticking to Yan An's body.

"He seems to like you very much?" Gu Yu asked. It stands to reason that when the parasitic human beings are able to attack people, their sanity is no longer controlled by their own brain center. At this time, they are equivalent to a tree without sanity and in a manic mood. However, at this time, the child in Yan An's arms unexpectedly showed his dependence and love for Yan An, and his mood was peaceful. It was only when he saw Gu Yu that he became irritable again.

Yan An didn't know why, since he grabbed the little Douding, he was so quiet that he wanted to tie him up, but the kid didn't let him go after he hugged his arm, and he didn't vomit anymore. Dou Zi, Yan An thought about it, and finally dragged him out like this.

Anyway, there is really no threat at all.

"Maybe this pea plant lacks love." Yan An made an excuse, and the corner of Gu Yu's mouth twitched: "Then why does it only treat you like this?"

"Probably because... I'm handsome?"

Gu Yu: "..."

"By the way, that gentleman was sent to the research institute this afternoon. Aren't you following to see if he's alright?" Yan An asked casually, remembering Chen Xibai who was taken away before.

"There will be a special person in charge of examining his body and then performing the plant separation operation. If I had to follow everything, I would have been exhausted." Gu Yu stretched out his hand and grabbed Xiao Douding's hair in Yan An's arms, and the child immediately Changing his face, looking fierce, he turned his head and seemed to want to spray him, but unfortunately Yan An squeezed his mouth tightly, so he could only stare at Gu Yu.

"Don't tease him." Yan An said angrily, "It's a good thing that the plant cells were implanted. If the other party becomes more abnormal and forcibly changes the human gene, it will be a disaster."

Yan An casually complained, but Gu Yuwen's expression changed: "What did you say? Say it again."

"Ah?" Yan An didn't understand, so he asked, "What's wrong?"

"Repeat what you said just now."

Yan An obediently repeated with a dazed face, and then saw Gu Yu's expression became more and more ugly: "What you said is not impossible."

"What do you mean?"

Gu Yu frowned tightly: "During this time, we took several parasitic samples from the human body for research, and found that these parasitic samples may be able to evolve. Although they are only invading the human body through cells now, it does not mean that they will never It does not alter the genetic fragments of the person."

"Once people's genes are altered, whether they can still be called human...is not certain."

Yan An was taken aback for a moment, for some reason, he suddenly felt a little stuffy in his heart.

Gu Yu's words seemed to be meant for him. Human genes are a mysterious and miraculous existence. If there is a slight change, it is impossible to predict what will happen next, and he...

Exactly the one, the genetically altered...

Half human?

36. Accept yourself

His gene was a mutation that occurred in the mother's womb. His mother was tortured to death, and he could not escape the fate of gene rewriting.

He is restricted by the growth characteristics of plants, and his body may even mutate. Gu Yu is right, such a him cannot even be called a human being at all.

Although he is always complaining that purebreds are too weak, his so-called strength is actually just self-deprecating and self-consolation. In a certain way, he will even become vulnerable to a single blow.

Since he was a child, he was asked not to get too close to others. Later, when he had a flowering period, he could only stay at home for those two months and could not go anywhere.

Except old man Zhao, no one can see him again.

Because when the flowering period arrives, his time for photosynthesis will be prolonged, and the red velvet flowers of mimosa will gradually appear in his eyes, and red patterns will start to spread on his body. Yan An has seen himself in the flowering period once. .

It was as ugly as a monster that could not be tolerated in the world.

From then on, as long as he took a bath during the flowering period, he would close his eyes and not look at his body. He would not dare to open his closed eyes until he put on clothes to cover them up. All the mirrors in the house were hung with silk cloth. The things that really reflected his own appearance were all covered under the silk cloth.

he so...

really not human...

"Yan An? Yan An?" Gu Yu called him. When Yan An raised his head, his eyes were still blank, looking at a loss.

Gu Yu's heart tightened slightly, and he deliberately softened his voice: "What are you thinking? I called you several times and there was no response."

Yan An smiled with reluctance: "It's nothing...just thinking of something not very happy."

"Since it's something you're not happy about, don't think about it anymore." Gu Yu stretched out his hand and poked Xiao Douding's face on his arm, smiling.

Said: "If a person is always burdened with sadness and moves forward, he will become like a snail, because the burden on his back is too heavy, he moves slowly, and he is full of guard and tired of this world. In the cage of one's own circle, one will not distinguish whether the approach of others is benevolent or malicious."

"So." He looked up into Yan An's eyes, as if with a soothing magic power: "The reason why people have to learn to manage their emotions is to clean up those bad things on a regular basis, which will drag down their emotions, so that they don't have to Confined to the past, but to see the future."

"Your life has just begun. No matter what you encounter, one day, you will always let yourself go. If you can't do it for a year, it will be two years. Don't think about it deliberately. Don't let it become a shackle that binds you and binds you. Recognize yourself, and accept yourself."

Silence spread in the night, Gu Yu shut up after finishing such a long list, leaned back with his hands on the ground, and began to look at the few stars in the sky.

Yan An was smart and would always understand what he said.

"Professor Gu." After a long while, Yan An hugged Xiao Douding hanging on his arm, wrapped his belly with one hand, and pinched his mouth with the other.

Gu Yu glanced at it, but said nothing.

In fact, this is a posture that people who lack a sense of security usually do. The human abdomen is the softest part of the human body. Only in front of someone you trust with all your heart, will you unfold your abdomen defenselessly. On the contrary, if you He is disturbed and will cover his belly as much as possible.

He is afraid.

Gu Yu didn't know what Yan An suddenly remembered, which caused his mood to change suddenly, and he was obviously surprised just now.