I'm glad you love me

After Christmas is New Year's Day, Lin Zhi was happy only to find out that he hadn't seen Dong Cheng for a whole month.Although they don't keep in touch, they can meet each other occasionally when they go to Magic. It's been a month, and Dong Cheng seems to have disappeared.

Xiao Mo originally wanted to maintain a good impression recently, so he came to Dong Cheng's house for ten days in a row to knock on the door. There was no day when the door was opened. Yesterday, there was a loud knock on the door: "Xiao Mo, are you eating?" Too much?"

However, no matter how he knocked on the inside today, there was no sound. He was so angry that he couldn't bear it anymore and finally resorted to violent means to pry the door open. Damn, it should have been like this long ago.Only after Xiao Mo pushed the door open did he know what it means to regret. He really should have opened the door yesterday.

The furniture inside the door was covered with white cloth, the refrigerator was empty, and even the plug had been unplugged, most of the winter clothes in the closet were gone, and there were bare mattresses on the bed.Xiao Mo pressed the light switch, but it didn't turn on. He turned on the faucet, but there was no water, and turned on the gas stove, but there was no fire.Judging by this level, at least half a month has been planned.

Well, the little bastard Dong Cheng has already run away, he planned for a month.

The house in City C was given away when Xiao Mo and Xiao Mo were still together. Before leaving, I planned to sell him. When I walked to the door of the real estate agency, the appearance of the house and Xiao Mo's situation in the house kept appearing in my mind. look.Sigh~ Sure enough, he still couldn't bear it, and returned home annoyed to dispose of the food in the refrigerator, went to the property to find an acquaintance to deal with the water and electricity problems after he left, and finally escaped while Xiao Mo was away.

A white minivan is driving on the road. It is always foggy in the winter morning. There are not many vehicles driving on the road. There are green plants on both sides of the road. If you look into the car from the back glass, you will find that the car is clean. It was very clean. The seats in the two rows at the back were removed, and a fluffy cotton blanket was spread in the compartment. Two quilts were neatly folded on top of it, and a pillow was placed beside the simple bed. There was a small bed next to the simple bed. There is a computer on the desk, a kettle on the side of the desk, a suitcase in the empty space in the middle of the car, clothes are messed up everywhere, food is piled up a lot, a gas stove Put some pots and pans in a cardboard box.Sitting in the cab was a young man in his twenties, clean and white, holding the steering wheel with one hand and lighting a cigarette with the other. The smoke drifted out the window and merged into the morning mist.

This young man is Dong Cheng. Dong Cheng plans to go to the warm city of N. After spending a warm winter there, he plans to go to other places.Dong Cheng once suspected that Xiao Mo was responsible for the dismissal, and confronted someone, but Xiao Mo didn't know about it, and then he appeared in front of him almost every day, and sometimes he would be inexplicable when he woke up in the morning Xiao Mo found out that Xiao Mo, who was sleeping next to him, would be caught when he went out to play at night, and occasionally he would be urged by the phone when he came back a little late.It's like two lovers living together, yes, this house was given by him, and they lived here for half a year when they were together, probably they forgot to take back the key.

One night in the middle of the night, Xiao Mo got drunk and climbed onto his bed to take off his clothes. Dong Cheng also longed for it. The first time I had a relationship, the first time I could lie to myself was because of the medicine, but this time, I didn't seriously resist.After waking up the next morning, Dong Chengcheng quietly changed all the door locks in the house.

Love is not enough for you to love me and I love you. This is not a movie or TV novel. In real life, there is no Madonna. Even if you have been hurt, you can’t pretend that nothing happened.Dong Cheng is a person who is afraid of pain. He remembers being beaten by his parents when he was a child because of a mistake. The thin bamboo strips hitting the palms of his hands are several times more painful than pulling them with a stick. Dong Cheng will remember the sharp pain for a lifetime. The mistakes I made never happened a second time.Well, he can't do the idiot thing where the scar forgets the pain.

This year's Spring Festival was half a month earlier than in previous years, and it was already the 29th of the twelfth lunar month when I received Dong Cheng's call.On the other end of the phone, he said with a playful smile, "It's so warm here in N city, Lin Zhi, you should come over too."

"No, I can't leave the school here, and there are not many holidays. When are you coming back?"

"I don't know either. I'm afraid he will find out. Even the current van has someone else's name on it."

"Mr. Xiao came to look for me. He has been looking for you and asked me about your whereabouts. I said that you have not contacted me. He is very disappointed. He looks very bad and haggard. You, really don't Are you going to forgive him?"

"Let me think about it."

He knows a little about Dong Cheng and Xiao Mo's affairs, and he can't say anything to persuade Dong Cheng. The emotional matter is only for both parties, and outsiders can't understand it if they stay out of it. If it were me, I think I would I will never forgive you for the rest of my life.

At 11:30 p.m. on New Year’s Eve, Dong Cheng sat in the snow and looked at the sky. Only in this plateau area can one see such a beautiful starry sky. For Chinese New Year, do you want to send text messages?After being dazed for a while, the watch beeped, it was already early morning, so forget it.

This person is cunning, he doesn't fly, he doesn't take trains and cars, he doesn't live in hotels, and even the car is in the name of a friend, and then he disappears, and he can't find it no matter how hard he looks.Sitting on the bed, Xiao Mo took advantage of the last minute to send a text message to the number that had already been shut down: Happy New Year, come back.

Gu Sheng already knew that his parents would come back at 25, but because he didn't like being interrupted while writing, he never came to visit him. In the end, an imperial decree was issued that he had to go back there for a reunion dinner on the [-]th day.Gu Sheng also knew that he had to go, but he was not happy to let Lin Zhi stay at home alone.Although the two of them were not together, during the last Christmas date, he obviously felt that Lin Zhi treated him differently than before. Ask where you went.Ah, it's so annoying, I really don't want to go, it's hard to get here, the Spring Festival is such a good opportunity~!

"Gu Sheng, you're already thirty and you're still not going back?" Lin Zhi felt that even if he was alone, he would have a good year, so he woke up early to make glutinous rice balls, and saw Gu Sheng standing at the entrance, looking like he was going out or not. look.

"Lin Zhi, will you go back with me?"

"Ah? No." Lin Zhi refused decisively without any hesitation.Chinese New Year is a day of family reunion, it is someone else's home, no matter how hospitable and lively it is, it has nothing to do with me.

Gu Sheng lowered his head in disappointment, and answered as expected.When he opened the door dejectedly and was about to leave, he heard Lin Zhi say, "Come back soon!"

"En." The answering voice was very forceful: "Stay at home and wait for me to come back."

At noon, I still cooked a large table of dishes. Facing the large table of dishes, Lin Zhi smiled wryly. I really haven’t been home for a long time. Is it better.I almost want to cry, in the past few years with Ye Jing by my side, Ye Jing could always forget some nostalgia for his kindness at that time, now he doesn't even have the energy to make a phone call.

The dishes on the table only moved a little, and most of the dishes were left there intact. Lin Zhi sat on the window sill, thinking of the brown sugar glutinous rice cakes that his mother would make every Spring Festival. The hard joints turned white, and he pressed the number he had memorized by heart.

It might be very busy over there, the cell phone ringtone was replaced by a festive Spring Festival song, and it was only connected when the song was sung for the second time: "Mom." Lin Zhi's voice was choked, and tears stuck in his throat.

"What's wrong with Xiao Zhi? Did that man treat you badly? Why are you crying?" The mother's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone. In the few calls in the past, she has never heard the child so sad.

Lin Zhi sorted out his emotions, and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm fine, I just miss you. Are you in good health? Where's Dad?"

"We are all fine. Mom's blood pressure has been under good control recently. Even the doctor said that the dose of medicine can be reduced." Mother Lin paused. She was worried that the child was not doing well, and she also knew that Lin Zhi was alone. The past few years have not been easy outside, and every time I call home, I have to do it secretly while the old man is away. "Xiao Zhi, is it okay to be outside alone? Where do you work after graduation?"

"Hehe, really. Mom, I'm doing well. I'm in City C now, working as a teacher for No. [-] Middle School, and my job is also very good. The students like me very much."

"It's good to have a good life. You have not been at home for so many years. Mom also wants to understand. If you like men, just like them. Live well with that Ye Jing. Come back and see when you have time. Your father actually misses you too, but he is stubborn. If you don't go home and give him a step down, he will be in a hurry."

"Mom, I'm sorry that Ye Jing broke up."

"That bastard."

"Mom, don't get excited, you don't want to take more medicine. We have been separated for more than half a year. I am now sharing a rent with someone else in City C. The landlord is someone else. It is very good and takes good care of me."

"That you······"

"Don't guess, I haven't written a word yet. Mom, don't worry, I will find a good person to live a good life." Speaking of Gu Sheng, Lin Zhi's face turned red quietly.

"You, you are already in City C, and you don't know how to come back so close to your house. Come back today, I don't know if you still have to buy a ticket? Why don't you ask your brother to come pick you up? Your dad is holding his head when he hears your phone call Eavesdrop on me." Papa Lin glared at him, blushed and sat back on the sofa to watch TV seriously.

"En. I'll go to the station first and call brother if I can't buy anything." Lin Zhiyi hung up the phone and packed up some clothes excitedly. City C is only a three-hour drive from County Y. The bus departs on a mobile basis, and advance ticket sales are not supported. You may still be able to buy tickets now.