I'm glad you love me

This station in City C is almost all mobile departures. Most of the farther ones will choose trains or planes. Those who are not far away like Linzhi can only choose cars.The station was crowded with people, the noise of adults, the crying of children, and the smell of all kinds of food mixed together and made people sick.Lin Zhi tried his best to squeeze forward, and finally the emperor paid off and bought the car at [-]:[-] p.m.

Lin Zhi really felt that it was not suitable for him to take a car, even if he took a highway, he was stuck in a traffic jam and was late. After arriving at the station, it was already 08:30, and it is said that people would have already finished their meal, so Lin Zhi bought bread when he got on the car, thinking It's almost time to go home and have some supper. When he got out of the car, he saw his cousin Lin Hao and his mother standing at the gate of the station looking around.

Lin Zhi quietly walked behind the two of them, secretly grabbed the bag in Lin Hao's hand, and when the two turned their heads in horror, they saw Lin Zhi standing behind him smiling innocently.

"You son of a bitch, you scared me and my aunt to death. I thought it was some thief. I was impatient waiting for you, and I just wanted to say that I bumped into my hand and vented." Lin Hao Dalinzhi is 3 years old, is Uncle Lin Zhi's son, played with Lin Zhi crazy since he was a child, and has always loved this younger brother very much.By the time he knew that Lin Zhi liked men, it was already the Spring Festival of that year, and everyone was having a lively meal at the table, so he inadvertently asked where Lin Zhi was?His mother tapped his fingers with chopsticks, and the third father threw away the chopsticks and entered the room angrily.Are you wondering if you said something bad?After returning home, I heard my mother tell me about Lin Zhi coming out of the closet during the summer vacation. Lin Hao didn’t have much opinion on homosexuality. A good man.It's been almost four years now, and the baby brother who I loved and protected since childhood is finally willing to go home.

Standing on this familiar land, Lin Zhi took a deep breath. Small cities are better for Chinese New Year. There are beautiful trees decorated with colorful lights on both sides of the narrow roads. Fireworks and firecrackers are not so strictly controlled in small cities. There are many children setting off firecrackers and fireworks piled up on both sides, even the smell is good.I remember that when Lin Zhi was eight years old, he fired the cannon for the first time. He saw the red cannon rubbed against the paper and gave off a red light. He killed the cannon he was holding in his hand, and caused a piece of flesh to blow off his cousin's hand.

Lin Zhi's home is on the main street, which is usually the main commercial street in this small county. Lin Zhi's home lives on the third floor. There is a table surrounded by people in the living room. The dishes on the table are all cold dishes. a table.There are two bowls facing the door. There are some sausages and bacon in the bowls, which are often eaten during the Chinese New Year. Tribute to the elderly at home.

Standing at the door, Lin Zhi saw such a scene, facing his father looking straight at him, he called out in a hoarse voice: "Dad." Then he called his uncle, second uncle, and little aunt's family next to each other.A fifteen- or sixteen-year-old girl came out of the kitchen with vegetables in her hand and rushed to Lin Zhi.

"Ah, Brother Zhi, let's go out to play after dinner, Brother Hao doesn't take me to play every Chinese New Year."

Lin Hao, who was standing behind him, patted the little girl's head: "You are still a child, and you can't drink, why should I take you out?"

"Then you take Lin Ye out every time, it's annoying. You all bully me, brother Zhi is the best, I have brother Zhi, so I will ignore you.

"Tch, because I have it. Besides, what do you say when we big men go out to your girl's house?" The second uncle's son, Lin Ye, is a freshman this year.The second uncle married later than his father, so Lin Ye was also a few years younger than him.

"What are you guys making a fuss about? Your elder brother finally came back and you're still hungry. Let's eat first."

The uncle spoke, and several juniors obediently came out of the kitchen side by side with hot dishes, and the family finished their meal happily.

Lin Zhi smiled and watched Xiaomei and Lin Ye scrambling for the boiled fish in the soup. These two guys were not at odds since they were young. Because he and his cousin were closer in age when they were young, they grew up together and had a better relationship. , Later, with the birth of Lin Ye and the younger sister, the two older children ran around with the two younger children.Lin Hao was very wild when he was a child, and he was not afraid of anything. He took a few children down the slope on a bicycle. Once Lin Zhi took his little sister down and was hit by a taxi. The little girl lay on the front hood of the car and hit It wasn't serious, but the whole calf was bruised, and the driver was afraid of taking responsibility, so he drove away in the car.Lin Hao was frightened when he caught up from behind. At that time, he was only a half-year-old child, and no one dared to tell the family, so he pushed the bicycle with his little sister, and took Lin Zhi and Lin Ye to look for clinics everywhere. In the end, the doctor said it was all right, just soak in hot water the next day.After returning home, they were still found. In the end, Lin Hao and Lin Zhi were punished. The two knelt facing the wall for an hour.

"Lin Zhi, come here." Lin's father stood in the living room and called Lin Zhi. On the wall of the living room was a photo of the deceased grandparents. Lin Zhi walked in front of the photo. "Kneel down. Kowtow to grandpa and grandma to admit your mistake."

"Yes." The uncles were sitting on the sofa, the juniors were standing on both sides of the sofa, the family members were silently packing up the dishes in the dining room, no one looked at the living room, Lin Zhi went to the middle of the living room and knelt down.

"Kowtow three times first, don't go home for four years, don't contact the family, and apologize to grandparents."

"Yes." Lin Zhi bluntly nodded his head three times. The floor was made of porcelain tiles, which was cold and hard. When Lin Zhi finished kowtowing, his head was already slightly red and swollen.

"Okay, get up." Lin's father stepped forward and gave Lin Zhi a hand: "I also know that I have to go home during the Chinese New Year. Your mother told me that life is lived by myself, and others don't know if I am happy, but I It's your father, others don't know, but I still know." Father Lin patted Lin Zhi on the shoulder, turned around and went into the kitchen to help wash the dishes.

It was almost eleven o'clock, and the family had always had the habit of playing mahjong all night to watch the year, but the younger sister was too young, so she wanted to go out to play, so the three brothers had to take the little girl out to set off fireworks.

Lin Zhi and Lin Hao are a little older, so they don't have much interest in fireworks, but Lin Ye still has a little childish habit, and he accompanied his little sister to throw and wipe cannons everywhere.Lin Hao handed Lin Zhi a cigarette: "I heard from the third mother that you broke up with your boyfriend?" The third mother is Lin Zhi's mother, and it is customary in County Y not to call her aunt.

"Well, it's been more than half a year. It's true that I liked men because of him, but I don't think there's anything wrong with it. Maybe this is the way I should go and what I should go through in my life. It's hard to say about this kind of thing. It won't be him, it will be someone else."

"I understand the truth, and I won't force you to like women." Lin Hao took a deep breath of the cigarette, and after a while he let it out slowly: "But I thought you would bring him back."

"He didn't know about my coming out. He originally thought that he would bring me back after getting through the hurdles at home. Who knows that we have been together for more than three years, and it was only when they graduated that they realized that they had different understandings of life. Different understandings naturally lead to differences, so we can only go our separate ways." Yes, Ye Jing is still a student, he can be immature and self-willed, he can follow his own ideas, once facing the society, when he needs to be mature and sophisticated to adapt to society, Ye Jing can only go his own way. Will choose what he thinks a person should do.Just like a student should go to school, and when he arrives, he should take the driver's license test. Every multiple-choice question has the correct answer that he should choose.

"That's right." Lin Hao threw the cigarette butt on the ground, crushed it out with his toes, reached out to touch Lin Zhi's head, and said to the people playing around, "It's time to go back, it's already [-]:[-]."

The family is still playing mahjong lively, the four of them are a little tired from playing, each occupying a corner of the sofa, watching the countdown on the TV.Lin Zhi thought for a while, walked to the window and called Gu Sheng.

The call was connected at exactly 00:00, and there was a "bang bang" sound from both sides of the fireworks, Lin Zhi hurriedly said: "Happy New Year!"

"You too, happy new year." Gu Sheng didn't know about Lin Zhi's return home, but listened to the noise on the other end, asked nervously where you were, and then hung up the phone.

Lin Zhi glanced at the phone that was hung up. There were too many calls and text messages on New Year's Eve, and it was common for the signal to be squeezed out.After a while, the mobile phone received a text message, which was sent by Ye Jing, and it was also a shortened happy new year!Lin Zhi thought about it, and then replied the text message.

Because he was in charge of the third class and only had a week off, Lin Zhijun reluctantly bid farewell to his family after having lunch at home in the third grade.It was exactly four o'clock when I returned to City C, and I remembered that the table of meals I made on the [-]th day should be inedible, and it was already six o'clock when I bought the dishes and went home.

As soon as he opened the door, he smelled a smell of smoke. Lin Zhi felt very strange. He didn't smoke when he left. Even if it had been a few days, he should have left. Before he had time to turn on the light, he was hugged by someone, and someone was talking in the dark : "I thought you weren't coming back."

It was Gu Sheng, who scared him to death. He thought it was a thief who broke into the empty door, so he poked his head at the side of his neck: "How many cigarettes have you smoked? It stinks, stay away from me." He wanted to push the person away. .

"No." She hugged her tighter and rubbed her head on purpose.

"Easy, take it easy, you're strangling me. I still have something in my hand, it's very heavy, let it go first." He loosened his hand, took away the food in Lin Zhi's hand, and turned on the light by the way.Lin Zhi shook his hand that was purple from being strangled by the bag, took off his shoes and entered the room, there was a quilt on the sofa, the ashtray on the coffee table was full of cigarette butts, several instant noodle boxes, some empty mineral water bottle.He dragged Gu Sheng to the sofa and sat down. He was unshaven, his eyelids were blue, and he didn't know he hadn't slept for a few days.

"have you eaten?"

"No."

"When did you come back? Don't call either."

"I'll be back after thirty."

"Then why didn't you call?"

"I called several times, but I couldn't get through. I came back in the middle of the night on the [-]th day."

Touching his blue eyelids, Lin Zhi felt a little distressed: "Go take a bath first, come out to eat after taking a bath, and then go to sleep after eating, do you hear me?" He said deliberately viciously, and even slapped his face. review.

When Gu Sheng came out of the shower, Lin Zhi had already prepared a meal. He didn't cook any complicated dishes, just boiled fish porridge and some sausages from home, and fried bacon with garlic sprouts.

Tonight, Gu Sheng sticks to Lin Zhi tightly. When Lin Zhi washes the dishes, he puts the washed dishes into the cabinet. When Lin Zhi puts the sausage and bacon brought from home in the refrigerator, he squats in front of the refrigerator and watches.After Lin Zhi finished tidying up, he couldn't take it anymore: "Aren't you sleepy? Go to sleep."

Gu Sheng still didn't move, just looked at Lin Zhi.Gu Sheng was wondering whether he should speak clearly. He summed up Lin Zhi's attitude towards him, and evaluated the success rate of piercing the window paper.

Finally, Lin Zhi had no choice but to forcefully drag him into the room, pushed him onto the bed and covered him with the quilt, and squatted beside the bed and kissed the cheek of the person on the bed.The person on the bed widened his eyes, caught the person who was about to leave and stared at him, his eyes seemed to burn through a hole: "Can you sleep with me for a while."

Lin Zhi was very nervous, can you stop looking at me like this, I don't know where to look, I struggled with my hands twice but didn't move away, so I had to say hello, then took off my clothes and lay next to me, Lin Zhi couldn't help but Dare to lie face to face with Gu Sheng, so he had to stiffen his body and keep his back facing.

Gu Sheng tried his best to move Lin Zhi's stiff body, unable to turn around, and finally had to hug him from behind and fell asleep. He really wanted to sleep looking at Lin Zhi's face, but in fact, he wanted to do something more. Anything else, but will it be hated if it grows too fast?Still honestly fell asleep, sooner or later it will be his.

He noticed that the person behind him was breathing slowly and regularly, and gradually fell asleep.

Lin Zhi woke up early the next day. This was the first time he entered Gu Sheng's room. The layout of the two rooms was similar, but the books on the wall were much more spectacular than the bookshelves in Lin Zhi's room. Lin Zhi was not easy to flip through. I looked at it before, and most of them are books by Jie Ye, and there are also some other books.

Gu Sheng woke up, took a shower and rubbed his upper body.Lin Zhi finished his breakfast and was just putting it on the table. When he turned around, he was hugged, his warm lips were pressed down, his tongue was stuck in, and the hands around his waist were also tightened. Lin Zhi was pressed in front of the table and could not help but As he moved, the tongue in his mouth slid across the palate from time to time, which was Lin Zhi's sensitive place, and he couldn't help making a sound.Both of them froze, Lin Zhi pushed away the body that was pressing on him, blushed and didn't dare to look up, ran into the kitchen and brought the last plate of egg pancakes to pretend to be calm: "Put on clothes and eat."

Gu Sheng looked very happy, and while eating, he put egg pancakes in Lin Zhi's bowl.

During dinner, Lin Zhi answered a phone call, an unexpected call.It was Ye Jing who called. He told Lin Zhi that because the two hadn't been in touch for the past six months, his mother relaxed her vigilance and agreed for him to come to work in City C. He would arrive in a few days and asked Lin Zhi to pick him up at the station.

Lin Zhi didn't know what to do, he couldn't figure out what Ye Jing meant, but he could somewhat guess why Ye Jing appeared inexplicably when he was just about to start.

Gu Sheng went back and forth between Ye Jing and his room, holding Lin Zhi's clothes and some items in his hands, not knowing what he was doing.

"Gu Sheng, what are you doing?"

Gu Sheng said with some embarrassment: "I won't rent this house to you in the future, you move here and live with me." After cleaning, he took the rental contract and tore it up in front of Lin Zhi.

"Hey, stop, what are you doing tearing him up? I can't live in vain."

"No, you have to move over and share a room with me."

"I didn't say no to moving, but I don't want to take advantage of you. If you have a share, I must also take a share. Life is shared by two people."

"You have to clean up the house, do laundry, buy vegetables, cook and take care of me."

"I can't do the dishes."

"..."

The joy of the two bickering, Lin Zhi scolded himself for being crazy, he was an idiot, and who Ye Jing was, he didn't seem to know him well.