My cousin's daily routine

"I, Qin Mo, swear to God, I'm actually a normal 19-year-old boy."

Every day before going to bed, I say this to myself, saying that I think about it every day and dream at night, so maybe I won't always have some weird dreams.Even so, many times it is still difficult for me to get rid of those grotesque dreams. After waking up from the dream, I found that there was a reaction again...

In fact, it is quite normal for a boy my age to have some erotic dreams, but the other protagonist in my dream is a man—in the dream, his lips kissed me lightly, pressing against my teeth, He drove straight into the entanglement with the tip of my tongue, and then turned into a deep kiss, and then, his big cold hand also began to move down restlessly... Stop!Unknowingly, I remembered that shameful dream again. Those scenes seemed to circulate in my mind over and over again, as if... it was real.

I clicked my tongue and cursed in my heart the culprit who caused me to become like this - that is my cousin who is six months younger than me, Xiao Yuan.

Now I still remember the appearance of that brat when he was a child, with a pair of big black eyes always circling around me.I am an only child and have no brothers or sisters. My aunt often brought Xiao Yuan to my house to play. I was born in June, and my cousin was born in the twelfth lunar month of the same year, so I naturally regarded Xiao Yuan as my younger brother. Since then There is a small tail behind me.

I have to say that I still enjoy being an older brother, I have a small follower, and I have "face" in front of others.At that time Xiao Yuan looked like a little girl, good-looking is good-looking, but he looked a little bully, when he was a child he was a head shorter than me, so I naturally regarded it as my "responsibility" to protect Xiao Yuan.Whenever Xiao Yuan was bullied by other friends, he would hide behind me with red eyes, yelling over and over again, "Brother Mo, brother Mo..."

Why!Don't mention how happy I was at that time, so no matter who the other party is, even if it is the most difficult child king, as long as he bullies my "brother", I will definitely find that person to fight for my "brother" "Exit.

After I finished the fight, I thought Xiao Yuan wouldn't cry anymore, but he cried even more fiercely, with big drops of tears falling down, and I couldn't stop it.

"What's the matter with you, didn't I vent my anger on you?"

I asked him impatiently.

"Brother Mo is in pain, brother Mo is in pain..." He rubbed my face with his soft, tear-stained hands, and then I remembered that my face was accidentally stained during a fight, I don't know what happened, I suddenly felt a little moved in my heart, a little happy... that's how it feels to have a younger brother.

I told him softly that it doesn't hurt and it will be fine soon.

But the child kept crying stubbornly. I couldn't help it, so I held his little face and kissed him heavily, and the child's tears miraculously stopped immediately.Xiao Yuan was stunned for a few seconds, and immediately put on a big smile, and his small mouth started to kiss my face non-stop, I was kissed by him, but I didn't feel disgusted, who told me I was a good person" brother". "Brother Mo, I will protect you when I grow up."

The child's eyes were shining because of his firmness. It was the first time I saw his eyes like that. At that time, I suddenly felt that my child had grown up.

I just smiled, thinking that what this child said was really pleasant, but I didn't take it seriously.

A piercing bell rang, bringing my thoughts back to reality. The child was so cute when he was a child, and he is really... much cuter than now.

The originally quiet university classroom gradually became alive. I leaned back casually on the back of the chair, reached into the drawer under the table and took out my mobile phone, casually flipping through the messages on WeChat.

"Brother" let's go to the third floor of the cafeteria for lunch today, and wait for me^_^

I looked up at the back of the person sitting in the second row, and it happened that the person turned around to talk to a strong boy in the back row—yes, it was my cousin Xiao Yuan and his roommate, it seemed The surname is Xu, but I can't remember what it was called.

Xu Shi noticed my gaze, my cousin Xiao looked towards me almost immediately, our eyes met in the air, but he smiled at me with a happy face, while I glanced at him , looked away unnaturally.

I lowered my head and continued to check the messages on WeChat. The note to Xiao Yuan was the word "brother". Even if there are other buddies who are younger than me, I have never remarked this word. Probably in my heart, the only one who can be counted is me My brother is just such a person.But looking at this word now, I find it a bit dazzling, and the remark is just there ironically.I remembered that during the summer vacation when the college entrance examination ended, Xiao Yuan and I lost contact. At that time, I was not in the mood to change such a small thing as a note.

How about changing it now?My hands started to move according to my heart, but even if I changed it, so what, it’s really meaningless to change this kind of thing, I flipped through the message again, and then I simply put the phone aside, closed my eyes and went to rest.

Even with my eyes closed, I seem to be able to feel a line of sight from the front, so I just closed my eyes and ignored it.The tables and chairs in the university classrooms are all connected, and it is difficult for people inside to get out. I knew Xiao Yuan would not go out of his way to find me, so I simply let him watch.

When the bell for class finally rang, that line of sight disappeared sadly and focused on the class again.

I looked at Xiao Yuan's back, even though he was sitting in the front row of me, I could tell that he was much taller than me.From kindergarten to university, we have been in the same school, what kind of evil relationship is this?I remember that the first time Xiao Yuan caught up to my height was in the third year of junior high school. We wore school uniforms with blue and white stripes issued by the school. That school uniform was really ugly when I thought about it, but Xiao Yuan was still very handsome when he wore it, yes , I have to admit that God gave my cousin a good skin. He is a natural clothes hanger. Even with such a rigid school uniform style, he still wears the sunshine and handsomeness unique to young people.

On the day of the end of the final exam of the third year of junior high school, we rode our bicycles back together. He was riding in front of the bicycle, and the wind brought by the wind blew the hem of his school uniform. His voice began to change, and a low voice sounded faintly from the front.

"Brother Mo, let's go to a high school together. We will still play together then."

"Okay." In fact, he didn't say that, I also planned that, Xiao Yuan is not only my cousin, but also my best friend, always playing together has become a daily routine.

He chuckled, and his voice was a little lower, and it took me some effort to hear him clearly, "Mo, I'm as tall as you."

I don't know why he called me by my name all of a sudden. At that time, my intuition was an offense. Okay, boy, I don't care about me now. I was a little annoyed, and I sped up and passed him. turned around and shouted at him: "Come on! If you want to overtake me, wait another 1 years!"

Sure enough, we were in the same school in high school. After graduating from junior high school, many of our former acquaintances went to different schools, and we had regular gatherings, but there was always someone by your side. The feeling of familiarity was really good.I cherish my cousin more and more, probably I will never meet such a deep bond in the future.Even though the high school schedule was tight, we would still eat and play games together whenever we had free time.

He did not perform well in the exam that day, so I secretly bought wine, and we drank together in the open space behind the dormitory building at night.In fact, my grades are only in the middle, and I don't care too much about the test scores. I don't expect anything extravagantly after I have done what I should do.But my cousin is different from me. He seems to have a goal all the time. Although I don’t know what it is, he has been pursuing perfection. I have faintly felt it since junior high school. He has better grades than me, better than me I have to add one more thing to my appearance, taller than me.Yes, the "wait for 1 years" I said at the beginning was like a joke. I thought I would grow again, and I didn't have to worry about being surpassed by my cousin. In fact, I did grow a lot after entering high school. It's just that Xiao Yuan grew faster than me, and finally was 2 centimeters taller than me at the end of his freshman year.

Students are prohibited from drinking alcohol in the school because they are afraid that students will make trouble after drinking.I buy beer in cans, and I can drink some without getting drunk.The smell of alcohol was lingering in the cool evening breeze. We drank and chatted casually while drinking. I enjoyed this moment the most.I think it is only at this time that my cousin is still the little tail that followed me when I was a child, and he can't do without me.This feeling of being needed is not bad, to be honest.

Although I have always been straightforward and my tongue is very stupid, I still try my best to search for words that can be called "comfort" in my mind at this time, and soon there is a row of empty jars on the ground, Xiao Yuan seems to be a little Drunk, I guess he can't drink very well, he leaned his whole body on my shoulder, I patted him on the shoulder, and signaled him to go back to the dormitory to sleep when he was drunk, tomorrow is Saturday, so don't worry about oversleeping.

He didn't move, his big hairy head rubbed against my neck, I immediately laughed itchy, trying to push him away, but he stubbornly refused to move, his warm breath sprayed on the side of my neck, crisp Numb, I felt a strange feeling in my heart, I heard him say in my ear, "Mo, I have something to tell you after the college entrance examination."

I think he is hypocritical: "If you have something to say, can't you say it now?"

He was silent for a while before saying, "No."

I think he is drunk. People always talk nonsense when they are drunk. Now I guess he is very drunk, his fair face is stained red. I sighed. I knew he could not drink well. , I stopped buying wine, and when I carried him, I sighed again, it was so heavy.

When I was young, Xiao Yuan always liked to hang his two calves around my neck, then put his arms around my head, and sometimes even fell asleep like that.At that time, he was very thin and didn't weigh much on his back, so I thought he was carrying a koala.It was different now, Xiao Yuan who was taller than me was like a big pillar now, so I dragged him back to the dormitory even with my straps.

Life in high school was very tense, and I had long forgotten what I said that day. After the college entrance examination, I realized that what Xiao Yuan said that day was true.

"I like you." Xiao Yuan stood beside me and said in his deep voice.

I was stunned.

In my impression, these words are all sweet words used by boys to chase girls. I never thought that someone would say that to me, let alone a boy. The last thing I didn’t expect was that that person was my cousin. Brother, I thought I was hallucinating.

But as if he knew what I was thinking, Xiao Yuan repeated it again.

"I like you, Qin Mo. I have liked you since I was a child, but by the time I realized that it was abnormal, I couldn't take it back."

I thought about the meaning of his words, thought of the past events we had together, and wanted to find some traces that Xiao Yuan might like me. When I came to my senses, I felt two soft pieces attached to my body Lips, the dexterous tongue repeatedly licked the tip of my lips and teeth, and entered inside to entangle with my tongue when I was unprepared.

My brain short-circuited immediately, the only thing I could do was to push him away, and then I saw Xiao Yuan looking at me with some sadness.

"I'll wait for you. So, don't reject me now, I don't want to hear it."

I am speechless.