drink moonlight alone

"You don't know where you are, do you? You are tall and have a good-looking face, not to mention that compared to me who is boring, you are familiar with everyone like a long-lost friend." Zhou Qingyan laughed , "You like this, even if you are talked about as my little follower, you have never left me half a step. Why, how could I not be curious."

"So what I feel sorry for is that a large part of it is that your parents are irresponsible to you."

Zhou Weiyue shook her head and said, "No."

"No bullshit." Although this is rough, it is reasonable, and Zhou Qingyan didn't bother to correct it, "I brought you back without any reason, and then threw such a heavy burden like me into your arms, forcing your life to integrate You are a stranger, but you have no right to refuse."

After all, from the beginning to the end, Zhou Qingyan has no right to expect Zhou Weiyue to be single-minded to him.With this in mind, he was willing to swallow all the love that he wanted to tell him countless times, in order to prevent his life from adding some trivial changes because of his own existence.Leaving and giving him back his freedom, this is what Zhou Qingyan thinks about day and night, and it is the most responsible way for a person's life.

"But not now, you can say no, you can leave the Zhou family, and you can stop calling me brother."

Zhou Weiyue walked back against the shock wave, and stood in front of Zhou Qingyan, with a vague expression, "Brother, you know that this is impossible."

"Are you really not leaving?"

"Then will you leave again?" Zhou Weiyue asked back.

"No." Zhou Qingyan smiled lightly and slowly, blinked slyly, and touched Zhou Weiyue's little finger with her little finger in a flash, "You forgot that we pulled the hook, the lie is puppy."

"Compared to a puppy, I still think it's better to be your brother."

Zhou Weiyue was amused by his straightforwardness, shook her head noncommittally, and asked again: "Brother, do you have anything else to apologize for?"

Zhou Qingyan moved his eyes away, turned around, and started to walk towards the intersection of the coast. He held his hands tightly in front of him where Zhou Weiyue couldn't see, straightened his back, and let Zhou Weiyue's blatant gaze nailed him. On his back—it was so hot that Zhou Qingyan could even clearly feel the stickiness stretching from the back of his neck to the tailbone.

It was as if he wanted to pierce his heart through the skin of his clothes.

What else is there to be sorry for?Of course there is.For example, I'm sorry, I've secretly loved you for a long time, but I still can't tell Lan Yin without hesitation.

Of course, this sentence is not yet the time to say it, and I have to wait for a while, after I have prepared myself to be alienated and truly disgusted.So Zhou Qingyan smiled, turned around, and said slyly to Zhou Weiyue: "It's gone."

I don't know why, Zhou Weiyue heard that a ray of light flashed in the eyes behind the lens, and quickly dissipated into the dark pupils, but only Zhou Qingyan, who had been looking at his eyes, really felt its existence, even if it was only for a moment. flashed by.

"Really." Zhou Weiyue put her hands in her trouser pockets, walked over to join him, her tone was calm and cheerful, "Then I'm gone too."

After waiting for a long time, when Zhou Qingyan woke up in the morning and looked in the mirror, he suddenly realized that there was a white hair hidden in the tip of his hair. Just as he was about to complain, a pair of hands with strong muscles and lines were wrapped around his waist and abdomen, and behind him and himself. Zhou Weiyue, who is inseparably exchanging temperature, that sparse and ordinary day, a long time later, he will know that the 30-year-old summer is full of shock waves, and he and Zhou Weiyue have tacitly swallowed the words of love that they almost blurted out one after another. Belly, become the secret that each other thinks.

At that time, the long future that Zhou Qingyan was looking forward to day and night only existed in the rare midnight yellow beam dream.

When walking back from the beach, Zhou Weiyue took Zhou Qingyan to hide from the summer wind, and plunged into an inconspicuous passenger rest area in a corner. It is not so much a rest area as a canteen with relatively complete supplies. Smaller than the only Family Mart convenience store on Tobishima, there is no air-conditioning, and only an old wall-mounted electric fan "squeaks" and rotates inside.On the counter there was a wilted chamomile, stuck in an empty glass bottle of Arctic Ocean soda, the root stem not above the water full of fallen petals.

The wall is covered with photos of 80s pictorial girls. It is not difficult to see that they were torn out of magazines. It is also a poster, but the history may be more recent, and it will not be broken.Zhou Qingyan glanced at it, and soon saw the lazy boss with his legs leaning on the cash register.

He was so comfortable that he didn't even bother to say "Welcome". When he noticed someone coming in through the door, he just raised his head from the newspaper and smiled kindly.

"what are you looking for?"

Zhou Qingyan followed Zhou Weiyue round and round, wandering among the rows and rows of storage racks that were full of shelves, seeing him looking for something, she couldn't help asking curiously.

"Ice cream." Zhou Weiyue replied, "Apology must be sincere, I'm sorry I said it, and there must be an apology."

"So the apology is ice cream?"

Zhou Weiyue said confidently, "Yes."

Fine.

Zhou Qingyan raised the corners of his mouth, he didn't dare to say a joke, but he couldn't help laughing.

The shop is not big, and without too much effort, Zhou Weiyue found the refrigerated cabinet that was stuck to the wall at the innermost part of the shop and surrounded by unopened cardboard boxes.He picked two orange-flavored popsicles from it, paid the bill, and threw the change into the charity donation box.

One orange-flavored popsicle per person. In late summer, when the vegetation is lush and lush, the air is full of sticky stickiness and the lingering salty smell of the sea breeze.This is exactly the same as in memory, except that at that time, the price of popsicles was lower, the ocean was cleaner and bluer, and the people around me smiled innocently.

A breakwater stretches from the beach to the sea level, and the cement anchor-like wave-dissipating blocks are densely stacked on both sides, forming an abrupt monochrome in the beautiful scenery.When the waves started to swell due to the wind, a silly seagull landed by Zhou Qingyan's hand, without any fear at all, he tilted his head calmly, looking straight at the seagull with his round and black peas eyes. The popsicles in Zhou Qingyan's hands gradually faded.

Zhou Qingyan looked amused, but had no intention of chasing it away. Instead, he stretched out his hand playfully to tease it.But Zhou Weiyue stopped him as he wished, and shook his head at him with eyes full of disapproval: "Seagulls will catch people."

"Have you been caught?" Zhou Qingyan withdrew her hand peacefully, sipped a popsicle, and asked knowingly.

"Brother, have you forgotten that Yan Ge pulled you to play with seagulls when you were young, but you were chased all the way?"

As he said that, he didn't know about Lan Yin, but Zhou Qingyan could clearly see disapproval and almost overflowing disgust from Zhou Weiyue's withdrawn eyes.

But Zhou Qingyan was reminded of his childhood memories by him, and he didn't care about him thinking about it, but fell into short-term thinking.

What Zhou Weiyue said happened when he was 12 years old.At the age of being ignorant, immature, reckless, fearless, and full of curiosity, he knows the truth and doesn't know a few things, but he tries to do everything in vain.Yan Ruoguang grew up on an island and was out chasing the sea. What he likes most in his free time is to catch up with bold kids like him and do things together that he has never done before. Being chased by seagulls is one of them. .Although Kite Island is called Kite Island, kite birds are not the only creatures. An island town surrounded by the sea, the most indispensable thing is the seagulls that frequently follow the fishing boats to pick up missing food and hover around the seashore.

But I don't know why the seagull, who gets along with people so closely, provoked public outrage because Yan Ruoguang scratched the seagull's head with itchy hands on a whim, and kept flapping its gray-white wingtips, chasing them screaming. down two streets.As a result, Xiao Zhou Qingyan almost had an asthma attack. Fortunately, Zhou Weiyue was not far from the beach, so there was no danger.

Zhou Qingyan couldn't remember the details of this incident, but only Xiao Zhou Weiyue saw him panting and flushed, with a "wow", tears filled his eyes instantly, and he rushed out of the grievance , but it made him feel distressed and funny to remember it till now.

"I remember, it scared you to tears." Zhou Qingyan blinked slyly, "I'm sorry."

"that is because--"

Zhou Qingyan stretched out her free hand, stroked the back of Zhou Weiyue's head, and rubbed it carelessly: "Because I'm afraid of being scolded by my parents, right? Got it."

Zhou Weiyue ate up all the popsicles, revealing a bare wooden stick with a clean top, without the expected "one more" word.He laughed in a low voice, grabbed Zhou Qingyan's hand that was sloppy on the back of his head noncommittally, and gathered it in his palm, "Half and half."

The author says:

Changing jobs is too busy and not enough to save manuscripts, so it is still irregular. It may be updated in two or three days or a week. Thank you for your understanding and reading!And I'm very sorry!