drink moonlight alone

After messing around in the room and bathroom twice more, by the time Zhou Qingyan lay down on the bed exhausted, so soft that she didn't even have the strength to lift a finger, it was already high time.After the rain stopped and the clouds rested, Zhou Qingyan only felt that his voice was almost hoarse, while the other party poured a glass of warm water with moderate temperature guiltily and helplessly, and slowly sipped it one by one. She fed Zhou Qingyan's mouth, and then gently hugged him from the back and rubbed his ears and temples.

At a quarter past ten, far from the time to sleep in the city, the neon lights outside the window burned all the way into the night, like a long flame burning.The sound of the car's engine is still deafening. In comparison, the interior looks empty and quiet, which amplifies the senses to the extreme.Zhou Qingyan listened to Zhou Weiyue's rhythmic breathing beside her ears, as if she went around looking for the gentle land she finally found, and the clouds and mist were playing a swaying lullaby.

Zhou Weiyue closed her eyes, stroked Zhou Qingyan's intertwined hands, turned over, and buried her head in his arms, with her forehead touching the place where the left atrium was beating vigorously.

Zhou Qingyan said lightly: "It's true."

Zhou Weiyue was so nervous that she froze, and cautiously reached out to lift up Zhou Qing's temple hair that was hanging down in front of her eyes, blocking her sight, "What?"

"We're really together."

"En." Zhou Weiyue responded hoarsely, even if it was insignificant, Zhou Qingyan still felt a little trembling from inside.

"I've been waiting for this day for a long time. I think about it when I see other people sticky and falling in love, I think about it when I hear the neighbor's grandmother and grandfather quarreling, and I even think about you when I eat a delicious beef noodle soup." Zhou Qingyan couldn't restrain his smile, he giggled, and finally he stopped laughing, raised his head and lowered his head to stare at Zhou Weiyue in his arms, "I'm sorry, I lied to you."

Xu Shi shed tears for a long time, Zhou Weiyue's eye sockets were still morbidly red, but the fundus of her eyes was very clear, some sharpness and hostility seemed to have been hidden in the lens, and now it was unblocked and could be seen clearly.But what's more is the love so strong that it can almost overflow with honey, which makes Zhou Qingyan feel ashamed just by looking at it for a moment.Obviously, no matter how detailed the intimacy has been done, but just exchanging a look at this moment seems to be able to ignite another spark.

Zhou Weiyue blinked suspiciously and asked, "Brother, what did you lie to me?"

"Before I was at the beach, didn't I say that there is nothing to apologize for? In fact, there is more, I'm sorry, I secretly liked you."

"Me too." Zhou Weiyue smiled, raised her head and sucked Zhou Qingyan's chin, "I'm sorry."

"Is there anything else I should be sorry for?" Zhou Qingyan readily accepted.

"Gone."

"Little liar." Zhou Qingyan yawned lazily, allowing Zhou Weiyue to confine herself even tighter without complaining, "Brother Yan told me, it's been a long time since you two, and he Letters sent to grandma’s house in the first few years, love letters stuffed into mailboxes by little girls.”

Zhou Weiyue froze all over, hesitated for a long time without daring to look at Zhou Qingyan's clear eyes, he mumbled his words for a long time, and said in a faltering voice: "...I'm sorry for that."

"I didn't do it on purpose. And I know that brother, you and Yan are as good as brothers. Even now I am not as good as him. I can't drink and can't go up and down with you wantonly, because my parents told me to do whatever I want. Take care of your safety as the priority. I thought many times when I was young, if I were Brother Yan, it would be better to have a playmate who pampers me than a younger brother who keeps nagging in my ears all day long. I think you think so, brother?"

"If Brother Yan gets angry because of this incident, I will apologize to him."

When Zhou Qingyan heard the words, she fell silent in a mysterious way.

He had no idea where Zhou Weiyue's absurd idea came from.Perhaps in the final analysis, he was abandoned since he was a child, which caused him to be portrayed in his bones and memories. Another self who is inferior is always timidly trying to please, smiling and saying the same thing, even if he wants to play with his brother in his heart, he is jealous of his brother's companions He also remained silent, chewing up those grievances and swallowing them into his stomach-how uncomfortable that must be.

Hearing what he said made Zhou Qingyan's heart ache, and he quickly stretched out his hand to smooth Zhou Weiyue's long sideburns, and kissed the corner of his mouth softly, coaxing patiently: "I never thought about it that way. .Whether it’s drinking or going up and down the mountain, I prefer to listen to your ramblings rather than talking about love.”

"But only because of you."

"Brother, if you pamper me like this again, I will go to heaven."

Zhou Qingyan laughed "haha" repeatedly: "Indulgence is to be indulged, but God can't, where can I find my brother?"

Smelling each other's heartbeats intermittently, Zhou Qingyan and Zhou Weiyue talked about a lot of past events, about the 12-year debt, the longing for the future, talking about their parents Zhou Qingyan, but Zhou Qingyan was not as sad as Zhou Weiyue expected, but looked relaxed , It seems that there is no threat to the feelings between them.Adhering to the posture of raising his knees for a long talk, Zhou Qingyan confessed those inexplicable attempts to seduce him when he was secretly in love with Zhou Weiyue, and what he said to his grandma, which made Zhou Weiyue squeeze him into the pillow and give him a sticky kiss.

Naturally, Zhou Weiyue and frankly confessed the matter of changing his choice in the past. Although Zhou Qingyan had always guessed in the bottom of his heart, but now that the guess was confirmed, it was inevitable that his heart was mixed with emotion and throbbing.

As for those 12 years of parting, the fact that Zhou Qingyan has not spoken to him is hidden, it seems that the dust has settled, the most ethereal sand has fallen into the palm of his hand, and he can't escape and can't escape. Now they Together, he still has ten or twenty years to listen to for the rest of his life.After all, he didn't tell the truth about his own naughty side, the careful scheming behind his back, and the precise manipulation of Zhou Qingyan's weakness - rounding up, the two were subtly evened.

As he spoke, Zhou Qingyan's voice suddenly dropped, and after a while, there was only the roar of the air conditioner running and his sleeping sound in the room.Zhou Qingyan didn't know how long Zhou Weiyue stared at her, as if he hadn't known, from that sentence of "I love you" in Finnish that he thought he concealed well, to those jerky little lies and tricks, and countless Hiding the news that the hidden love language was withdrawn, and even stealing a kiss on that rainy night, Zhou Weiyue was actually awake, but she just pretended to be asleep.

My brother is so cute that it hurts my heart.

The appearance of being defenseless is cute, the appearance of being worried and cautious, and secretly showing love is also cute, all his actions, unintentional or intentional, in Zhou Weiyue's heart are like being scratched by a perverted cat's paw Like scratching.

The author says:

Afterwards, I will talk about the family's short stories. It is obvious that family disputes are actually a show of affection.