drink moonlight alone

Zhou Qingyan had an old dream.

He dreamed of all the things he went through when he realized that he had abnormal feelings for Zhou Weiyue.In that year, Zhou Qingyan was just young and in full bloom, good at reading and good looking, plus he had a little tail named Zhou Weiyue, even if Zhou Qingyan had no intentions, he could not help but become the leader of the crowd irresistibly. focus.

In the beginning, it was Zhou Weiyue who held a pale pink envelope nonchalantly and came to her at a loss.The envelope was scented with flowers, coupled with the fact that she was handsome, everything inside and out showed that this was a love letter.But at that time, Zhou Qingyan blurted out before he had time to think deeply, and Zhou Weiyue refused. After all, he will enter high school next year, and puppy love is not good for study.The reason was so high-sounding that Zhou Qingyan believed it herself, until such trivial things were no longer uncommon, until Zhou Qingyan saw the elementary school boy in the first year of high school faltering, blushing with embarrassment and thinking about it. When I want to kiss Zhou Weiyue.

Zhou Qingyan only felt that there was a string in her heart, which seemed to be broken with a "snap" after being tense for too long.Unexpectedly, what Zhou Qingyan thought in her mind was not "what to do if the school finds out that she is gay", but "why should he kiss Zhou Weiyue".

He suddenly realized that the emotion called "jealousy" was growing in his heart, and the vines grew fiercely along the blood vessels, clutching his beating heart-he fell in love with his younger brother, not the young one. It was a whim, but it has been popular for a long time.

From the possessive desire that the two sides acquiesced to at some point, to Zhou Weiyue's dependence on herself, it has already become that eerie calm without knowing it.It's like under the frosty Lake Baikal, the water is surging all the year round.

The thoughts and knowledge of that era were far inferior to those of today. Zhou Qingyan concealed his intentions, but found that it grew more and more, and it was so serious that he felt unhappy when he saw Zhou Weiyue laughing and laughing with the same sex and the opposite sex.After a long period of time, Zhou Qingyan realized that he could no longer take care of Zhou Weiyue everywhere as he did in the past, and he was about to go to university first. At that time, Zhou Weiyue might date someone, but That person will never be me.

Impulsively, Zhou Qingyan made the idea of ​​confessing to Zhou Weiyue, but unexpectedly, the plan would never catch up with the changes. Her mother discovered his abnormality and deliberately brought her father back to her hometown from the other side of the ocean.Mother is a very smart person, those eyes can see through everything with a single glance, so Zhou Qingyan can only tell her parents everything frankly.As expected, the father was furious and the mother was puzzled, criticizing that this relationship was unethical, and the extremely unbearable words stabbed Zhou Qingyan like a sharp sword, but what he thought was that it was not Zhou Weiyue who suffered all this, But myself, probably the most unfortunate luck.

When Zhou Qingyan listened to Zhou Qingyan who was told by her rational mother, what exactly did her mother say at that time? "When you are a teenager, you always have no hesitation when talking about relationships. You think that you have a lot of time to squander and waste. If you regret it and turn back, it's just half of your life. But have you ever thought about Weiyue's future?"

Zhou Weiyue's future will be bright and bright, which is something that Zhou Qingyan has always agreed with subconsciously.If he doesn't have himself, then he won't be the "little follower" that others jokingly talk about, and he won't rub shoulders with the right person because he cares about himself.

So he agreed to his father's exchange terms, and went abroad, so that both of them could have their own lives fairly and wonderfully.At that time, after watching the grotesque floating dust three thousand, the love of seventeen or eighteen years old may only be a fleeting moment.

When Zhou Qingyan opened his eyes with trembling eyelashes, what he saw was the bright sunlight sneaking in from the house, like a sunny day after a rainy season that lasted for several days, and the sleeping face of Zhou Weiyue who was close at hand.The first few times we shared the same bed were full of apprehension and hard-won joy, but we were nostalgic but didn't dare to look more often.It's all right now, Zhou Weiyue is his own, and he has a lot of righteous and natural reasons to show more of what he didn't see before.

Zhou Weiyue's dream may be deep. His thin lips are slightly parted, his slender eyelashes cast a shadow over the mole of tears, his chest is rising and falling due to his regular breathing, and his arms are as usual across Zhou Qingyan's waist, which can be different than before. What's more, it's no longer the unintentional touch, but they are firmly close together, and they are trying their best to confine Zhou Qingyan in his arms.Zhou Qingyan looked at it for a long time, maybe not as long as he imagined, anyway, after realizing how idiotic his behavior was, he closed his eyes without silver 300 taels, turned over, and lay down with his back to Zhou Weiyue .

But soon, something warm and soft touched the bare back of the neck. After Zhou Qingyan realized it, a laugh escaped from his throat, "Woke you up?"

"I had a dream." Zhou Weiyue's voice was a little hoarse before she regained her sanity, but it didn't bother her. Instead, she added sexiness to him for no reason.

Zhou Qingyan turned back again, stared at his sleepy eyes and asked, "What dream did you have?"

"I dreamed that when I was 17, brother, you confessed to me."

The speaker was not interested in the listener, and Zhou Qingyan missed a beat. Fortunately, Zhou Weiyue just woke up and her thinking was still dull, unable to detect her own abnormality.He pretended to be nonchalant, and touched Zhou Weiyue's hair with a slight smile, "It would be great if I confessed to you when I was 17, so that we can always be together."

Zhou Weiyue said "Oh": "It's not good either. At that time, I was full of edges and corners. I couldn't even be a younger brother, let alone a lover."

"So, do you think it makes sense for fate to arrange for us to be together at this moment?"

"That's right." Zhou Weiyue leaned closer, and the clothes and sheets rubbed against each other, making a rustling sound, "Although I don't believe in God or Buddhism, I believe in cause and effect, and our cause is meeting, and the result is love."

Zhou Qingyan smiled and rolled her eyes, turned over before Zhou Weiyue recovered, straddled Zhou Weiyue's body, gently held his cheeks, and branded her dry lips like a dragonfly. Rippled kisses on the surface of the water.

Having a crush is a very dangerous thing.The affection that has been suppressed in my heart for many years is like a scourge once released. A meeting of eyes is enough to ignite a raging fire, so when the two of them were lingering and reckless again, Zhou Qingyan wanted to get up to make lunch, but it was below the waist. He was so sore that he was about to lose consciousness that Zhou Weiyue, who was late and guilty, stopped him.

Brat, if you really have a conscience, you won't fail to hear your begging for mercy.Although under that situation, the limp and feeble voice sounded like watery teasing no matter what.

When Zhou Weiyue cooked the porridge and greeted Zhou Qingyan to the dining table, it was already twelve o'clock in the noon. Ever since Zhou Qingyan moved here, he has been listening to it for the whole summer.The warm porridge in the mouth smoothed the stomach that had pantothenic acid. It is commendable that it is not overcooked. Although it is a little bland, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. The clear porridge is enough to make Zhou Qingyan drink with a smile in his eyes.On the contrary, Zhou Weiyue, who was sitting across from her, lowered her head very much, obviously out of embarrassment, her entire exposed ears were red.

Zhou Qingyan suppressed the corners of his mouth that went straight to the sides, and said seriously: "There is one more thing that I am very curious about."

"Huh?" Zhou Weiyue put down the spoon and raised her head.

"Your tattoo."

"The one behind the ear is the moon. It was tattooed in my freshman year." Zhou Weiyue tilted her head and thought for a moment, and explained the origin of the tattoo in detail, "The words on the hip bone are numbers. In my senior year, Chen Yan said buy one, get half free and push half to get the tattoo." of."

Zhou Qingyan let out a sigh of relief helplessly: "I mean, is there any meaning?"

When the words fell, Zhou Weiyue stared at him and fell silent.After putting the glasses on the bridge of the nose again, it seems that the hostility and arrogance of his whole body have been hidden, leaving only the gentleness and gentleness like the warm wind and drizzle. In this way, what is conveyed so intently is like a honeypot The love poured all over the place is general.

"Just... I know that the moon is your name, but what about the bar below?" Zhou Qingyan was uncomfortable being watched by him, and subconsciously stirred the porridge in the bowl.

"The bars under the moon are the ridges and eaves. When they are put together, it means the eaves go up to the moon." Zhou Weiyue raised her hand and stroked her ears, "The number is the day you went abroad to study in college, March 2010, 3 day."

Zhou Qingyan never expected to get such a heart-warming answer.

He opened his mouth dumbly, a little funny and embarrassed, but he didn't care, looking at the pitiful Zhou Weiyue with lowered eyes, he had never regretted his selfishness so much.I thought that he would have a better life worthy of what his parents said, but he never thought that what he did deliberately would become a pain enough for him to engrave it into his skin and remember it forever.

When he was abroad, it wasn't that he didn't think about being urged to get a tattoo, but every time he went, Zhou Qingyan would be persuaded to leave by the tattoo artist.A tattoo is a once-in-a-lifetime event. The ink penetrates into the skin and leaves an indelible imprint. If you regret and want to erase it in the future, the pain will be a thousand times greater than when you got the tattoo.

In most cases, no one would advocate tattooing things related to lovers on the body. After all, tattoos are eternal, but feelings may not be.

When Zhou Weiyue tattooed these tattoos that were inextricably related to her, the two of them were even just brothers.Thinking of this, Zhou Qingyan asked involuntarily, "Does it hurt?"

"I've already forgotten." Zhou Weiyue whispered.

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