Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

Fu Hanzhou's makeup artist is a woman with a keen sixth sense.

The makeup artist noticed something was wrong the moment he saw Fu Hanzhou enter the door.

She put down her phone, got up and came over and asked with concern, "Why does Brother Fu look so bad?"

Fu Hanzhou was pale as if covered with a layer of frost, and his trembling eyelashes cast a heavy shadow on his eyelids, giving him an indescribable gloom.

His whole body was trembling, like a critically ill patient.

Su Yunjing was afraid that the make-up artist would see the clue, so he grabbed the blanket he had prepared for Fu Hanzhou from the sofa, wrapped it around Fu Hanzhou, and quietly blocked her sight.

"Mr. Fu has had a high fever since last night, but he did not expect to have it again now."

Su Yunjing took out Fu Hanzhou's medicine box, pretended to be calm and said to the makeup artist, "Go and eat first, and let Mr. Fu rest here for a while."

The make-up artist frowned. A high fever wouldn't make you shake like this, would it?How hot does it have to be?

"I can't do this, I'll borrow a thermometer." The makeup artist was worried, "If the fever is too serious, I have to go to the hospital to see it. The health is important, and hard photos can be taken at any time."

Su Yunjing just wanted to get her out quickly, so he told her that there was an electronic thermometer in the car.

The makeup artist didn't think much, and went out of the dressing room to find a thermometer in the car.

As soon as she left, Su Yunjing quickly closed the door and locked it from the inside.

"What's the matter, what's wrong?" Su Yunjing asked Fu Hanzhou in a low voice, his face full of worry.

Fu Hanzhou's face was pale without a trace of blood, and he looked at Su Yunjing.

There seemed to be something in the dark eyes that was on the verge of breaking, the end of the eyes was wet, and the eyelashes were trembling.

Seeing Xiao Kujiao like this, Su Yunjing's chest felt like it was burning.

Su Yunjing didn't know why he had a sudden emotional breakdown, and he was afraid that others would find out about his situation and take him as crazy.

My heart was so uncomfortable that my fingertips trembled a little.

He didn't care about appeasing Fu Hanzhou now, so he quickly took out his mobile phone and called Jiang Chunian.

At this point in time, it was midnight at Jiang Chunian's side.

However, he often deals with urgent matters late at night, so he never turns off the phone when he sleeps at night.

Not long after, there was a call over there.

Su Yunjing didn't exchange pleasantries, and directly talked about the situation on his side, "Mr. Fu had a high fever last night, and it's still running up to now, and he's not in a good mood."

Hearing this, Jiang Chunian's heart suddenly rose.

The two of them knew very well what it meant to be in a bad mood, Fu Hanzhou was ill.

Su Yunjing called Jiang Chunian because he wanted him to hold back the makeup artist who was looking for a thermometer in the car. Fu Hanzhou was emotionally unstable and he couldn't let outsiders see him like this.

Now Su Yunjing is just a newcomer, and his qualifications are not as good as that of a makeup artist. It is most suitable for Jiang Chunian to come forward at this time.

He can hold her back for any reason at work, and buy Su Yunjing time to appease Fu Hanzhou.

Jiang Chunian understood what Su Yunjing meant, and immediately called the makeup artist after hanging up the phone.

Fu Hanzhou has always had a serious tendency to self-destruct, but when he was seventeen or eight years old, his situation improved a lot after meeting Su Yunjing.

Not long after Su Yunjing came in for the second time, Fu Hanzhou actually found out that he was Lu Jiaming in disguise.

Fu Hanzhou initially targeted Su Yunjing because he was too similar to Lu Jiaming, so he especially rejected Su Yunjing's approach at that time.

Because he always reminded him of the past, Lu Jiaming, and being abandoned.

Fu Hanzhou began to doubt Su Yunjing's identity, and it was the other party who persuaded him to get off the balcony that night.

It is impossible for the real Wenci to disturb Fu Hanzhou's wedding scene, expose his illegitimate child's identity, and still care about him without any grudges.

Coupled with the sense of familiarity that Su Yunjing had always given him, Fu Hanzhou looked at the person sleeping next to the bed that night, and he couldn't help but came up with an idea.

Did he come back for him?

But that self-destructive Fu Hanzhou immediately poured cold water on him. No one in this world really likes him, and no one wants to stay with him forever.

Fu Hanzhou is leaning towards the basin of cold water - Lu Jiaming has already left, and he will not come back.

After that night, Fu Hanzhou still ignored Su Yunjing, but deep down in his heart, he believed that Su Yunjing was Lu Jiaming.

So Fu Hanzhou couldn't bear his kindness to him, and would take back the thrown vegetables, and would unknowingly go to Su Yunjing when hallucinations occurred.

At that time, he was very conflicted, vacillating between two extreme thoughts, instinctively wanting to get close to Su Yunjing, but also feeling disgusted with himself that no one would care about him.

It wasn't until Su Yunjing returned to Henglin, when the tendency to self-destruct reached its peak, that the moment Fu Hanzhou called him after he knew that the other party had left the capital, the balance of Fu Hanzhou's heart completely swayed to Su Yunjing's.

Even if it was absurd for people to be resurrected from the dead, he was still willing to believe that it was Lu Jiaming who came back to find him.

He suppressed his hostility, disgust, and extreme thoughts, and went to Henglin to find Su Yunjing.

Get his brother back.

But this time Fu Hanzhou became more ill. The moment he recognized Su Yunjing, he completely believed another voice in his heart.

That voice was wrapped in a layer of sweet candy, telling him that Wen Ci was waiting for him in another world, as long as he went there, he could be reunited with him.

Unpack the sugar on the outside, and the inside is to destroy him.

Fu Hanzhou waited for ten years, he was already very tired, in confusion and despair, he believed in that candy without hesitation.

But when he saw the real Su Yunjing, he instinctively wanted to lean in, but he didn't dare.

I'm afraid it's just a bubble, I'm afraid that Wen Ci is really in another world, I'm afraid that if I make him wait too long, he will leave.

He wanted this bubble to disappear, but when the other party disappeared, he felt so painful, so painful.

Fu Hanzhou is like a fragile butterfly, fluttering his wings helplessly in the wind and rain.

But to Su Yunjing, it was a butterfly from the Amazon River in South America, which created a storm in his heart.

The rapid hurricane twisted the softest piece of flesh at the tip of Su Yunjing's heart, and he couldn't see Fu Hanzhou being so fragile.

Su Yunjing thought he saw those bugs again, they were ugly and bloody in Fu Hanzhou's spiritual world.

In the past, Su Yunjing only heard Fu Hanzhou describe it, and only after seeing it with his own eyes did he realize how shocking the scene was.

It was so dense that it seemed to fill Fu Hanzhou's entire world, trying to swallow him completely.

Fu Hanzhou's trembling body was hugged by Su Yunjing in distress, and a blanket wrapped him tightly, as if blocking everything from the outside world.

When Xiao Kujiao is extremely insecure, she will try to wrap herself up like a silkworm chrysalis.

Su Yunjing wrapped him up and hugged him tightly, trying to give him enough sense of security.

Fu Hanzhou's sight dimmed, and the messy voices in his ears disappeared, and he only felt that he was next to a warm body.

He knew that Wenci was waiting for him in another world.

He knew he was going to find him.

He knows everything here is fake.

But just like when he threw out Su Yunjing's food and picked it up again, Fu Hanzhou couldn't persuade him, and he couldn't push the person in front of him away.

He was instinctively greedy for this person's warmth, and longed for such warmth.

Fu Hanzhou's lips trembled nervously, desperately resisting this bubble, resisting his own instinct, not letting himself lean into his arms.

Because Wenci is still waiting for him, in another world.

While holding the make-up artist up, Jiang Chunian used another mobile phone to send a WeChat message to the assistant, asking him to communicate with the filming director, saying that Fu Hanzhou has a high fever now, can the filming be delayed or another day.

The team managed to coordinate the time, and the venue fee and labor cost were all expensive, so it was almost impossible to delay.

Jiang Chunian himself knows that it is difficult to change the weather, and money is easy to talk about, but the photographer and lighting engineer are well-known in the industry, and their work is busier than that of Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou has few announcements, so he can afford the money and energy consumption.

But they can't. They have other jobs, which are all arranged in advance, and the next itinerary is also full.

Fu Hanzhou seldom breaks down while working. Jiang Chunian didn't know what happened, so he could only coordinate with the filming team as much as possible.

Jiang Chunian tried his best to buy Su Yunjing an hour.

During this hour, Su Yunjing stayed with Fu Hanzhou in the dressing room.

In the past, when he stayed by Fu Hanzhou's side, even if he didn't do anything, Xiao Kujiao's mood would gradually improve.

But probably because of unfamiliarity, the effect was not so obvious this time, but Fu Hanzhou returned to normal and soon entered the working state.

Fu Hanzhou's illness was related to Su Yunjing, and it was Su Yunjing's appearance that stimulated him to fall ill.

He feels that this world is fake, but the reason for urging him to work is still the same as in the past ----- hope that Su Yunjing will find him very well-behaved when he comes back.

This is why he has always been so dedicated.

Fu Hanzhou's current state of mind is very poor, and his sanity has almost reached the point of confusion.

He has been waiting for Su Yunjing to come back for the past ten years, and firmly believes that he will come back. He is still waiting for Su Yunjing now.

But sometimes I feel that Su Yunjing is in another world, waiting for him to go and find him.

Now that Su Yunjing really came back, Fu Hanzhou began to jump back and forth in three chaotic thoughts.

He wants to wait here for Su Yunjing.

The person in front of him is not Su Yunjing, but a fantasy made by him.

Su Yunjing was waiting for him in another world.

While resting in the dressing room, Fu Hanzhou was in Su Yunjing's arms, telling himself repeatedly that he was fake, and so was the world.

But when the assistant knocked on the door and asked him to go to work, Fu Hanzhou only felt that Su Yunjing in front of him was fake, but this world was real, and he was waiting for Su Yunjing to come back.

So work hard.

Because Su Yunjing will be happy to see his current achievements and active life when he comes back.

Fu Hanzhou insisted on going to work, but no one noticed that something was wrong with him.

Even though the make-up artist noticed Fu Hanzhou's mental problems just now, but looking at the man with calm brows and eyes and extremely outstanding facial features in the make-up mirror, he now thinks that he has taken antipyretics and is in good condition.

It's just that her complexion is a little pale, but her complexion will look better with makeup on. The makeup artist is not worried about this.

Su Yunjing was the only one who could tell that Fu Hanzhou was in a bad state, which stemmed from his understanding of him.

Although he didn't know Fu Hanzhou's real thoughts, Su Yunjing could feel his exhaustion.

He seemed to be stretched by a string, and the string was getting tighter and tighter, and he didn't know when it would break.

This made Su Yunjing very worried about him, and he didn't know what to do to make Xiao Kujiao happy.

All he can do now is to stay by his side when he is working.

Shooting started at two o'clock in the afternoon and continued until nine o'clock in the evening.

On the way back, Fu Hanzhou was lying on the leather car seat, with his long and narrow eyes closed, his thick and stunning eyebrows hidden in the darkness, looking a bit tired and lonely.

Fu Hanzhou seemed to be asleep, and he didn't change his position when he got in the car.

Su Yunjing pursed his lips and glanced at him from time to time.

The other assistant and the make-up artist turned their mobile phones to silent. They had long been accustomed to Fu Hanzhou's reticence, and kept their heads down to play with their mobile phones or deal with work matters.

Su Yunjing was afraid that Fu Hanzhou would fall ill again at night, so he was worried about leaving him alone, because he felt that Fu Hanzhou's current condition was very, very poor.

The driver first sent Fu Hanzhou to the door, and Su Yunjing followed.

Fearing that the assistant and the make-up artist might be suspicious, Su Yunjing made an excuse, saying that Fu Hanzhou's fever had not subsided, so he made an appointment with a private doctor to come to see him, and he had to wait for the private doctor to come.

Su Yunjing said to the driver, "You can take them back first, and then I will take a taxi and go back."

The driver was naturally happy to take one less person home and get off work earlier. He told Su Yunjing to be careful at night and not to call black taxis, and then drove away.

Su Yunjing followed Fu Hanzhou into Fu Hanzhou's house, but the other party didn't say anything.

For a person with a strong sense of domain, this is obviously not right. Su Yunjing suspected that Fu Hanzhou was in the stage of illness and took him as a resignation.

But if he really took him seriously, this attitude...was not very close.

Su Yunjing glanced at the electronic watch in the living room, it was already ten twenty.

Fu Hanzhou's long eyelashes were half drawn, and there was a faint shadow under his eyes, looking tired.

Su Yunjing was a little distressed and worried about him.

"Mr. Fu, I think you are not in a good condition today. How about I stay here for another night. If you feel uncomfortable, you must call me. I will sleep next to you."

Seeing that Su Yunjing was going to stay overnight again tonight, Fu Hanzhou's eyelashes twitched. As soon as the emotions of peace of mind and joy surfaced, he was overwhelmed by another gloomy self-loathing.

He pursed his lips vigorously, the lips that were not blood-colored at first, turned blue-white.

Only after Fu Hanzhou let go did blood color cover his lips.

He took a low breath, didn't say anything, and went upstairs directly.

Su Yunjing was also in a bad mood. On the one hand, he was worried about Fu Hanzhou, and on the other hand, he was worried about himself.

He was too close to Fu Hanzhou, and when Xiao Kujiao returned to normal, what if he suspected that he had other plans?

Before coming here this time, the book wearer system has repeatedly told him not to reveal the identity of the book wearer.

Su Yunjing didn't know what the consequences would be after the leak, and the system didn't say anything.

Su Yunjing pressed his pulsating temples, he had been in fear for a whole day, and he still had heart palpitations, and his head felt a little stuffy and dizzy.

He walked up to the second floor with heavy steps, and when he passed by Fu Hanzhou's room, he paused for a moment.

Some things get more and more annoying the more you think about them, so let's take one step at a time.

Distraught, Su Yunjing went back to the next room.

Fu Hanzhou couldn't sleep. Ever since Su Yunjing left, he couldn't sleep well at night all these years.

Lying in a pile of bears that Su Yunjing gave him, Fu Hanzhou fixed his eyes on the dark door.

He looked forward to the door opening, because he wanted to see Su Yunjing very much.

Fu Hanzhou waited on the bed for a long time, the door did not open, and Su Yunjing did not come to look for him.

He had no choice but to pick up a bear, sit up and continue to wait for Su Yunjing.

In fact, another voice in his heart told him that it was not Su Yunjing, the real Su Yunjing was in another world.

But Fu Hanzhou still wanted to see him.

He kept a posture and sat for a while, his crossed legs were numb, and the door didn't open.

Fu Hanzhou panicked and couldn't help getting out of bed.

He opened the door by himself and stood at the door of the guest room, wondering if Su Yunjing was still sleeping in it, and if he had disappeared.

Fu Hanzhou stretched out his hand to the doorknob.

When his fingertips touched the cold metal, Fu Hanzhou shrank back as if he was electrocuted.

In case he is not inside, in case he disappears, otherwise why didn't he come to him?

The voice in his heart wanted to tell him the answer, but Fu Hanzhou didn't want to hear it, and he didn't dare to listen.

Su Yunjing was obviously very tired, but he tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.

He took the phone and looked at the time. It was past one o'clock in the morning. He has always been a big-hearted person, and no matter how much trouble he had in the past, he would sleep like a pig at this time.

Su Yunjing was anxious on the bed for a while, and finally decided to go to the next door to see Fu Hanzhou.

Pushing open the door of Fu Hanzhou's room, it was dark inside, and a shadow sat under the bed.

As the door opened, the shadow moved, stiff like a puppet, staring at Su Yunjing inch by inch.

Su Yunjing originally wanted to knock on the door, but he was afraid that Fu Hanzhou would fall asleep, and even more afraid that after Fu Hanzhou woke up, how would he explain why he cared so much about him.

So Su Yunjing wanted to sneak over to steal a peek at him, to see if he was okay, so that he could feel at ease.

Unexpectedly, the other party was not asleep. When Su Yunjing was caught and was embarrassed, he found that Fu Hanzhou seemed to be holding something in his hand, and the dark light shook Su Yunjing's eyes.

He squinted his eyes, only to see clearly with the faint light outside the window, it was a fruit knife.

There was a chill on the back of his spine, and it went straight to his forehead, making Su Yunjing's footsteps feel like the wind, and he stepped forward.

When he walked to Fu Hanzhou's side, he found blood on the fruit knife.

Su Yunjing didn't feel dizzy, but when he saw Fu Hanzhou's two bloody wounds on his arm and the back of his hand, his chest felt tight, his eyes turned black, and there was white noise in his ears.

Afraid that Fu Hanzhou would become emotional, and that his own reaction would make Fu Hanzhou think that he had mental problems, Su Yunjing tried his best to maintain his composure.

He squatted down in front of Fu Hanzhou very slowly, every movement was very laborious.

Not daring to take the knife from Fu Hanzhou directly, Su Yunjing controlled his voice, but it was still trembling.

"Your hand is injured, I'll bandage it for you, but can you give me the knife first?"

As soon as Su Yunjing came, he attracted Fu Hanzhou's sight and attention. He looked at Su Yunjing.

He looked at Su Yunjing greedily.

Fu Hanzhou didn't want to die, but just now the whole space was extremely distorted and strange, which made him unable to distinguish between reality and dream.

He wanted to see if it was reality or a dream, but he just swiped twice and didn't intend to leave.

Because Su Yunjing was still there, even if it was just a bubble, he was not willing to leave.

Seeing that Fu Hanzhou did not react strongly to his approach, Su Yunjing cautiously took the fruit knife in his hand.

Just when he was about to touch the blade, Fu Hanzhou moved suddenly, which frightened Su Yunjing to a halt.

Fu Hanzhou adjusted the fruit knife, as if afraid of scratching Su Yunjing, he held the blade in his hand and left the handle to Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing felt very uncomfortable all of a sudden, since when did he start to harm himself when he used to be an obedient and cute little Kujiao?

Su Yunjing took the knife from Fu Hanzhou's hand, and saw that he was not agitated, so he began to check his wounds.

The wound was not deep, the blade cut a thin bloody gash across the back of the hand, and there was another gash on the arm.

The scarlet blood was like two fires, burning in Su Yunjing's eyes, so hot that he could barely open them.

Su Yunjing stood up uncomfortably, and turned on the light in the bedroom.

Sitting on the ground, Fu Hanzhou's eyes were glued to Su Yunjing's body, and the light shone into those dark eyes. He closed them uncomfortably, and opened them still staring at Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing forced a smile, his voice was austere, "Wait here for a while, I'll go downstairs to get the medicine."

When Su Yunjing came back with the medicine box, he found that Fu Hanzhou's posture remained unchanged, and his eyes were fixed on the door.

Su Yunjing suddenly remembered that when the two of them were young, Fu Hanzhou used to always watch him go to school.

At that time, the iron fence of the orphanage separated Fu Hanzhou, preventing him from going to school with Su Yunjing.

Now he drew the ground as a prison, trapped himself in the fence, and prevented himself from getting close to Su Yunjing.

But his eyes were uncontrollably stuck to Su Yunjing, which was clearly expected.

Su Yunjing walked towards him, a voice made him erect all his thorns to repel Su Yunjing.

But with every step Su Yunjing approached, those voices were defeated.

Fu Hanzhou was like a small animal in suspended animation, his whole body was stiff and he didn't dare to move.

He was afraid that this dream would easily wake him up.

"Does it hurt?" Su Yunjing cleaned Fu Hanzhou's wound with physiological saline.

Fu Hanzhou didn't speak, his body was stiff.

After treating the wound, Su Yunjing bandaged it with gauze.

Worried that Fu Hanzhou would harm himself again, Su Yunjing didn't dare to let him sleep alone in the room.

Fortunately, Fu Hanzhou doesn't reject him now. Su Yunjing proposed to sleep here at night, but Fu Hanzhou didn't say anything.

He lay on the outermost side of the bed, giving up most of the bed to Su Yunjing, holding the biggest doll bear in his arms.

When Fu Hanzhou's 1.8m[-] stature curled up, he looked like an insecure baby.

With his back to Su Yunjing, he buried himself in the bear, occupying only a small corner.

Seeing this scene, Su Yunjing's throat was sore and astringent, and his Adam's apple trembled even when breathing was irritating.

He didn't know what happened to Xiao Kujiao, or what happened in the past ten years.

Thinking that his own death may have aggravated Fu Hanzhou's condition and made him become like this, Su Yunjing was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Su Yunjing stretched out his hand slowly, brushed the tip of Fu Hanzhou's hair with his fingertips, and covered the back of his neck with his palm.

The opponent obviously froze, but he didn't wave Su Yunjing's hand away.

Only then did Su Yunjing lean closer and hugged Fu Hanzhou from behind.

Xiao Kujiao said before that no matter how bad her mood is when she sticks to him, she will get better. I wonder if this still counts now?

I am back.

I'm holding you.