Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

Last night Su Yunjing saw Xiao Kujiao curled up in the corner of the bed by herself, so he dragged him back to the middle of the bed.

He asked Fu Hanzhou to move, but the other party turned his back to him, holding a doll bear in his arms, but did not respond.

But when Su Yunjing hugged his waist from behind and planned to force him into the bed, he obediently cooperated.

Su Yunjing dragged him back without much effort.

But Fu Hanzhou still turned his back to him, and Su Yunjing had no choice but to give up communicating with him, and covered him with a quilt to let him rest well.

Su Yunjing brought his quilt from the guest room, and the two of them each had a quilt.

But I don't know when Xiao Kujiao got into his bed, and when Su Yunjing woke up, he met a pair of dark eyes.

Fu Hanzhou was lying next to him, with loose hair hanging on his forehead, covering his long eyebrows, only a pair of eyes were exposed, and his mouth and nose were hidden under the blanket.

Fu Hanzhou covered his beard and tail, like some kind of small animal that likes to burrow.

The deep and dark eyes stared at Su Yunjing without blinking for a long time, quiet and silent.

After what happened last night, Su Yunjing suddenly figured it out.

Anyway, things are already like this, even if he starts to keep a distance from Xiao Kujiao now, after the other party wakes up, he will ask him why he is so close to him for no reason.

Since you will always ask, why not do what you should do, and then talk about it after you really ask.

After Su Yunjing no longer struggled with Fu Hanzhou's attitude, it seemed much more natural to be alone with him now.

Su Yunjing also looked at Fu Hanzhou without hesitation.

Xiao Kujiao wrapped herself tightly, Su Yunjing couldn't see anything except a pair of eyes.

Those phoenix eyes are beautiful in shape, with the tails of the eyes gracefully upturned, and the long eyelashes that are half drawn down on the lower eyelids.

Su Yunjing followed the tips of Fu Hanzhou's eyelashes, looking at the row of thin and fluffy eyelashes on his lower eyelid.

He didn't know what was going on, his heart suddenly felt itchy, and he spoke with a softness that he didn't realize.

Su Yunjing asked him, with a smile in his voice, "Why do you always look at me? Do you think I'm handsome, or is it because I look like someone you know?"

Fu Hanzhou closed his long eyelashes and said nothing.

"Why don't you talk?" Su Yunjing raised his eyebrows, "Do you not want to talk to me, or do you not want to talk to anyone?"

"Ok?"

Su Yunjing's ending sound rose.

"Hey." He poked the ends of Fu Hanzhou's slender eyes.

Fu Hanzhou's body was still as cold as a piece of ice jade, but when Su Yunjing's warm fingertips passed by, there was a little warmth.

Fu Hanzhou's long eyelashes trembled slightly.

"I've seen all the movies you acted in, and they seem to be the original sound, and the sound is quite nice." Su Yunjing asked him puzzled, "Why don't you want to talk to me?"

Fu Hanzhou's dark eyes reflected Su Yunjing's current appearance, a young man with a clean and handsome face, his brows and eyes were gently bent, and there was a smile on his lips.

The other party poked the corner of his eye again and called him, "Mr. Fu?"

A lock of broken hair fell down and fell on Fu Hanzhou's long and thick eyelashes.

It seemed a little itchy, he blinked, and his long eyelashes moved accordingly.

The long eyelashes, which were soft and ink-like, did not part the lock of hair, and the tips were still resting on Fu Hanzhou's thin eyelids.

That long eyelash seemed to be twitched in Su Yunjing's heart, making it tickle numbly.

He brushed away Fu Hanzhou's broken hair, and caressed Fu Hanzhou's high brow bone with his fingertips.

Warm fingertips followed the brows and landed on the end of Fu Hanzhou's graceful and introverted eyes.

Su Yunjing rubbed it carefully, as if confirming the changes in Fu Hanzhou in the past ten years.

After confirming his eyebrows, he pulled down the quilt, revealing Fu Hanzhou's tall nose and soft lips.

His little Kujiao has grown up.

But still as good looking as ever.

Looking at Fu Hanzhou who was meekly lying next to him, Su Yunjing seemed to be tempted, and he stuck to him.

Pressing his forehead between Fu Hanzhou's brows, the corners of his mouth slowly bent down, "You look so good-looking, but unfortunately you are a little dumb and can't speak."

Su Yunjing leaned against Fu Hanzhou, the tip of his nose almost touching, and the warmth sprayed by Fu Hanzhou's lips when he spoke, made him shiver.

Fu Hanzhou's tight lips trembled sickly, and a certain nerve was on the verge of collapsing, allowing the longing in his heart to extend infinitely.

He wanted to get closer to Su Yunjing, to absorb more of his warmth, and to hide him, only for himself to see.

Su Yunjing didn't know what was going on in Fu Hanzhou's heart, but seeing that he still didn't coax him to speak, he thought about having breakfast first, and then making a long-term plan.

Fu Hanzhou's nerves jumped, and his whole body stretched into a bow, as if a little external force could completely break him.

He absorbs Su Yunjing's warmth, his lips are like two cherry blossoms in the cold wind, pale in the light pink, and trembling.

Su Yunjing distanced himself from Fu Hanzhou at this moment.

Fu Hanzhou was at a loss for a moment, his eyes subconsciously followed Su Yunjing, his dark eyes were as misty as lambs.

Su Yunjing opened and closed his lips, as if he was saying something.

Fu Hanzhou couldn't hear clearly, but tried hard to understand.

Su Yunjing asked Fu Hanzhou what he would like to eat, would it be okay to have porridge in the morning?He is going to make breakfast.

While asking, Su Yunjing got up and wanted to get out of bed to wash.

He had just lifted the quilt, before his legs had stepped out, when the person behind him suddenly pushed him onto the bed.

Su Yunjing's pupils shrank suddenly in shock, and after Fu Hanzhou pressed him over, they began to dilate again.

Until Fu Hanzhou kissed him, Su Yunjing's brain declared a complete shutdown.

The lips were crushed heavily, and then a soft thing pried open Su Yunjing's lips and squeezed in.

Su Yunjing was stunned, before he had time to do anything to resist, the tip of his tongue was caught by the other party, lingering silently.

Fu Hanzhou's lips and tongue seemed soft, but actually they were very strong.

Whether it was tossing and turning, or lingering, the numb and sore base of his tongue reminded Su Yunjing that this is a man.

On top of him was a man.

Or Fu Hanzhou.

The hand on the waist, the way of caressing made Su Yunjing's scalp numb, and something exploded in his blank brain.

Su Yunjing pushed Fu Hanzhou away violently, and rolled out of bed.

The heart was overloaded and beating wildly, and the blood supply was insufficient, causing the calf to be weak and numb, and he stumbled all the way to the door.

Su Yunjing looked back at Fu Hanzhou in a panic, and the other party fell to the ground in a daze, feeling as if he was waking up from a dream, and his eyelashes trembled.

Su Yunjing didn't dare to look any further, and hastily withdrew his gaze, leaving Fu Hanzhou's house.

After leaving the community, Su Yunjing woke up a little bit after being blown by the cool wind.

He was barefoot, wearing pajamas, and he didn't take his mobile phone or money. Su Yunjing didn't know where he was going with this image.

After going around for a while, I finally went to the park near the community and found a bench to calm down.

Su Yunjing was frightened by Fu Hanzhou's sudden desire.

Fu Hanzhou's kiss and touch just now were full of strong lust.

Su Yunjing's mind was in a mess, but he still figured out the clues of the matter little by little.

Although Fu Hanzhou has met the original owner, but has never been in contact with it, his desire should not be for the original owner.

Who is that for?

To Wenci, to him.Su Yunjing smiled wryly.

When Su Yunjing recalled the scenes of getting along with each other in the past, it was really...

The mood is different, and the understanding is also different.

Fu Hanzhou likes to sleep next to him so much, putting his hand in his clothes, kissing the back of his hand, and even kissing his ear...

Su Yunjing couldn't help but hugged his head and hammered it hard, it was so fucking obvious, he didn't suspect it, was it a pig?

Having lived for more than 20 years, Su Yunjing has never been kissed by someone like this before, and the base of his ear is still hot, and it is still heating up.

After sitting alone in the park for half an hour, Su Yunjing slowly calmed down and began to think about his relationship with Fu Hanzhou.

Su Yunjing is a very vulgar and straight guy. Before he had a car accident, he fantasized about finding a beautiful girl with a good personality to marry.

Although he didn't meet the right one, it didn't prevent Su Yunjing from thinking about it occasionally.

The second time I read it, when I was studying in Henglin No. [-] Middle School, because Fu Hanzhou's family background was dug out, he also became famous and received a love letter.

Before Su Yunjing read the love letter, Fu Hanzhou handed it to the teacher.

But at that time Su Yunjing really thought about finding a girlfriend. He thought that with Fu Hanzhou around, it would be impossible to find a girlfriend.

Because before Fu Hanzhou is not happy, he will definitely put Fu Hanzhou first, and he will take care of Fu Hanzhou's feelings in everything he does.

Su Yunjing's behavior is similar to Ma Baonan's nature of supporting his brother's devil. Su Yunjing thought of him as a brother, so don't harm other people's little girls for now.

Su Yunjing also thought about it, if Fu Hanzhou didn't meet the right one, it would be nice for the two of them to live together.

But that kind of life is not the kind that Fu Hanzhou wants, that is, good brothers are single dogs together, living together and taking care of each other.

Fu Hanzhou's appearance today really scared Su Yunjing.

Shocked that Fu Hanzhou had that kind of thought for him, and shocked that a man had that kind of thought for another man.

Online male-female CP is very popular, Su Yunjing also made this kind of joke in the real world, but never took it seriously.

I never thought that Xiao Kujiao would be one day.

He wasn't disgusted, just terrified.

Su Yunjing was surprised that he didn't reject it, Xiao Kujiao seemed to be a very special existence to him, no matter what he did, Su Yunjing could accept it.

If it was Jiang Chunian who slept together in his arms at night, and the other party kissed him, Su Yunjing would get goosebumps just thinking about it.

And he wouldn't stick to Jiang Chunian's forehead when he was in a bad mood and say that he was good-looking, but he was just a little mute.

Facing Fu Hanzhou, he will naturally do a lot of intimate things, Su Yunjing thinks it's okay.

But for another person, Su Yunjing suddenly felt that he was very gay.

Good fucking base.

So what kind of feelings does he have for Fu Hanzhou?

Su Yunjing is in a mess right now, and he doesn't know how to deal with this matter.

Thinking of Xiao Kujiao's bewildered expression when he was about to leave, a place in Su Yunjing's heart seemed to be pricked by a thin needle.

Su Yunjing suddenly got up and ran back to Fu Hanzhou's house without thinking.

After unlocking the electronic door with the password, Su Yunjing went up to the second floor barefoot.

Fu Hanzhou's bedroom was open, but there was no one in it. Su Yunjing searched the whole house and found no one.

Su Yunjing panicked immediately, and went to the bedside table in the guest room to call Fu Hanzhou with his mobile phone.

No one gave him Xiao Kujiao's number, Su Yunjing called the number he had always used.

As soon as Su Yunjing got through, a familiar bell sounded from the next door.

He walked over following the ringtone of the mobile phone, entered Fu Hanzhou's bedroom, opened the first drawer, and saw the Nokia that Su Yunjing had bought for him before.

Su Yunjing hung up the phone, took out the Nokia, and sat down on the bed silently, feeling astringent in his heart.

There is also a mobile phone next to the Nokia, which is used by Fu Hanzhou to communicate with people at work.

Both of his mobile phones are here, but he never came back.

Su Yunjing waited in the bedroom for 10 minutes, and finally couldn't bear to call Jiang Chunian.

Not daring to tell Jiang Chunian the whole truth, Su Yunjing picked what he could say and lied that he went out to buy breakfast and came back, but Fu Hanzhou had disappeared.

Jiang Chunian was very good at grasping the key points, and immediately heard the most important content of Su Yunjing's words, "Did you sleep at his house last night?"

"I thought he was emotionally unstable, so he stayed." Su Yunjing added superficially, "I slept in the guest room."

When he said this, his heart was very empty.

Whether Su Yunjing slept in the guest room or on the sofa, Fu Hanzhou was enough to surprise Jiang Chunian if he could let him stay.

Now we are not discussing why Su Yunjing can sleep at Fu Hanzhou's house, but where Fu Hanzhou has gone.

"How was he in a mood when you went out to buy breakfast?"

Su Yunjing's lips twitched for a moment, and he said awkwardly, "I didn't pay attention at the time, but now that I think about it, it's not very good."

There was silence for a long time, and when he spoke again, he felt a little imperceptible fear, "Go, go to the roof of this building and have a look."

Jiang Chunian's words pierced into Su Yunjing's eardrum like a sharpened bamboo, making him deaf for a moment.

He couldn't understand the meaning of why he went to the rooftop to find Fu Hanzhou.

Su Yunjing was so flustered that he almost couldn't stand still.

Xiao Kujiao was sick, why did he leave him alone?

Why did you leave him here alone?

Su Yunjing searched around the rooftop with weak hands and feet, but he didn't see Fu Hanzhou, so he called Jiang Chunian again.

According to Jiang Chunian's understanding of Fu Hanzhou over the years, if he fell ill, he would not go too far.

After a little peace of mind, Jiang Chunian asked Su Yunjing, "Did you tell him when you bought breakfast? How long have you been out?"

Su Yunjing lowered his eyes, "I didn't say it, the time is not too short."

He was in the park for almost an hour.

Jiang Chunian thought for a while and thought of a possibility, "Then he might have gone out to find you, so you should stay at his house and don't go anywhere."

Jiang Chunian didn't know what happened to the two of them, but it could be seen from various details that Fu Hanzhou seemed to accept Su Yunjing.

He is a person who will be very concerned about something once he accepts it. Su Yunjing will go out without saying a word, and when Fu Hanzhou contacts him, he will probably go out to look for it.

Su Yunjing had no other choice but to go back and wait for Fu Hanzhou honestly.

While waiting for Fu Hanzhou, Su Yunjing kept thinking about their relationship.

In fact, except for the wrong gender, Xiao Kujiao is good in everything else. If she really wants to live her whole life, Su Yunjing can accept it.

As for this gender... It seems that there are no other disadvantages other than not being able to have children.

Speaking of having children, Su Yunjing likes children, but the well-behaved and sensible little Kujiao surpasses many bear children, and it is enough to raise him alone.

So, there seems to be nothing wrong.

The problem is that his current identity is not Wen Ci. Although Fu Hanzhou likes him, the reason he kissed him just now is definitely because this body is too similar to Wen Ci.

In other words, Xiao Kujiao used him as Wenci's substitute.

Hmm... It's not impossible to have a substitute, anyway, it's Su Yunjing himself, he doesn't care at all.

Su Yunjing was thinking wildly, his mind was racing.

Thinking about it, Su Yunjing suddenly felt something was wrong.

It's not a problem for Xiao Kujiao to be a man, it's not a problem not to be able to have children, it's not even a problem to be a substitute.

Nothing is a problem, so what is the problem?

Su Yunjing felt that the biggest problem was that he felt that everything was not a problem.

He was subconsciously bending himself, convincing himself to be with Fu Hanzhou!

But then again, it seems that there is really no problem.

Su Yunjing: ...

Now his mind is full of thoughts, this is a problem, but it doesn't seem to be a big problem, but it's not a big problem, it's a problem.

Questions come and go, Su Yunjing doesn't even know the word 'question', and doesn't know what these two words mean.

The greatest philosophy of all time - is this a question or not.

Su Yunjing was about to be driven crazy by himself, so he went to the bathroom to get some cold water.

Looking at the water dripping down his face from the sink above, Su Yunjing suddenly remembered that Fu Hanzhou was lying next to him before, went to the bathroom for no reason, and came back with a look of steam on his face.

Why do you go to the cold water in the middle of the night?

Depend on!

Su Yunjing's ears burned, and he left the bathroom angrily.

After pacing back and forth anxiously in the living room for a while, Su Yunjing went to Fu Hanzhou's room on the second floor.

For some unknown reason, Su Yunjing opened Xiao Kujiao's closet, and saw his youthful clothes and pajamas inside.

They were all covered with a transparent dust cover, and they were neatly stacked next to Fu Hanzhou's clothes, as in the past, as if the two of them still lived in the same room.

There are things that Su Yunjing used before in the drawer, and various tutorial books that Su Yunjing bought for him on the bookshelf...

In this big empty house, Fu Hanzhou seemed to live alone, guarding the memories of the two of them.

Su Yunjing's irritability disappeared suddenly, and he calmed down strangely.

At that moment, all problems are no longer problems.

He doesn't like men.

But he likes Fu Hanzhou, his obedient obedience, and his coquettish clinginess.

Su Yunjing's liking is not a volcanic eruption like Fu Hanzhou's, but a trickle, accepting Fu Hanzhou little by little.

Whether it's his illness or his excessive possessiveness, Su Yunjing understands and accepts them all.

Whether his strengths or weaknesses are good, neither is a problem for Su Yunjing.

Let alone a single gender.

After Su Yunjing's anxiety disappeared, he calmly waited for Fu Hanzhou to have a good talk with him when he came back.

Su Yunjing waited until night, but Fu Hanzhou still didn't come back.

During the period, Su Yunjing went to the rooftop several times, afraid of missing Fu Hanzhou, Su Yunjing kept calling Fu Hanzhou when he went out, and he could hear the ringtone when he came back.

Su Yunjing didn't know where he had gone or where he could go, so he could only call Jiang Chunian again.

This time Jiang Chunian was also anxious, "Is he going to..."

Jiang Chunian seemed to want to say something, but felt that this possibility was unlikely, so he murmured in a low voice, "There is still half a month before that day, so he shouldn't be so early."

It is now April, half a month later is May [-]st, which is the day Su Yunjing passed away.

Every year around this time, Fu Hanzhou would be in a bad mood and his illness would come and go, so Jiang Chunian would not usually arrange a lot of work for him in April.

In May, the huge work will be postponed.

When Su Yunjing heard Jiang Chunian's words, he suddenly thought of a possibility.

After a quick chat, Su Yunjing hung up the phone and booked a train back to Donglin City.

Donglin is Wenci's hometown, and Su Yunjing also died in a car accident in Donglin.

There is no airport in Donglin City. If you take a plane to a nearby city and then catch a train, it is better to take the train directly.

It takes three hours to take the express from Kyoto to Donglin. Su Yunjing's 7 o'clock train arrives in Donglin City at ten o'clock in the evening.

After taking a taxi, Su Yunjing asked his master to take him to the hill where Fu Hanzhou buried him according to his memory.

The taxi driver was a man, but he was apprehensive when he brought Su Yunjing to this suburb in the middle of the night.

So Su Yunjing discussed with the driver if he could wait here for a while, and he could add more money, and the taxi driver also declined Su Yunjing.

After pulling Su Yunjing to the place, the master left directly, and asked him to call a car on the APP to go back.

Su Yunjing was afraid that he would not be able to get a car, but he was even more worried that Fu Hanzhou would run here alone.

Before coming here, Su Yunjing bought a very bright flashlight, he gritted his teeth and went up the mountain alone.

The night in the mountains was very cold, Su Yunjing's fingers were blue from the cold, but his body was sweating.

The undeveloped hill was a bit steep, Su Yunjing climbed the tree branches all the way up the hill.

After finally finding that flat place, Su Yunjing didn't dare to turn on the flashlight, fearing that Fu Hanzhou was really here, and it was difficult for him to explain why he knew it was here.

Feeling the darkness, Su Yunjing heaved a sigh of relief when he saw that the ground was bare and there was no one.

The fact that Fu Hanzhou was here meant that his condition had worsened, but Su Yunjing was worried about his safety when he was not here.

Su Yunjing felt very uncomfortable, and regretted why he pushed Xiao Kujiao away at that time, and let him kiss, and a piece of meat was indispensable.

His hands were very stiff from the cold, but his back was sweating, and his forehead was also dripping with hot sweat. The cold wind blew his heart away.

Su Yunjing breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his hands, turned on the flashlight and was about to go down the mountain when a figure slowly sat up.

The light of the flashlight happened to hit, and the cold white light reflected on the man's eyebrows and eyes, as if covered with a layer of frost.

The light of Su Yunjing's flashlight was slightly deflected, and he saw a shovel on the ground, and his hand shook.

Then he walked slowly, only to find that Fu Hanzhou had dug a hole.

He sat in the grave-like pit, watching Su Yunjing approaching step by step.

Fu Hanzhou could almost be described as a wolf, with dirt particles all over his body and face.

The bandage that Su Yunjing had tied him before was also loose, and blood had soaked out of it, and now it had solidified, turning into brown stains mixed with soil.

Su Yunjing's heart seemed to be grasped violently by an invisible big hand, and he was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.

He blinked, and something warm came out of it.

Heart throbbing throbbing pain.

Seeing Su Yunjing like this, Fu Hanzhou came out immediately, his whole body was extremely tense, and the muscles inside his arms were twitching.

He bent down and wiped Su Yunjing's tears.

His fingertips were as cold as ice and trembling.

Fu Hanzhou wiped Su Yunjing's tears extremely carefully, as if he was dealing with a fragile object, and as if he was afraid of puncturing his dream.