Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

The shadow cast by the bookshelf smeared Jiang Chunian's face, making his expression look obscure.

"Are you Wen Ci?" Jiang Chunian looked directly at Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing's heart beat wildly, the rapid heart rate made his mind go blank.

Faced with such a straightforward question, the first reaction of the brain is to avoid it.

"Ah?" Su Yunjing pretended not to hear clearly, and tilted his ear, "What?"

Jiang Chunian looked at every reaction on Su Yunjing's face, his eyes were not sharp questions, but deep and dignified.

"Did you come back?"

Jiang Chunian's shallow voice was somewhat sad.

Under such gaze, Su Yunjing's throat suddenly burned.

However, due to the repeated reminders from the book-through system, Su Yunjing could only suppress the emotions surging in his heart and squeeze out a relaxed smile.

"Why do you suddenly ask such a question?" Su Yunjing smiled lightly, "You don't really believe that there is such a thing as resurrection in this world, do you?"

Jiang Chunian's gaze still fell on Su Yunjing's face, and there was a tiny glimmer of light in his eyes.

His voice was very soft, "I don't believe it, but Brother Fu believes it, he has been waiting for Wen Ci to come back."

"Sometimes I think he's crazy." Jiang Chunian's eyes were filled with mist, "But I can only continue to lie to him, because in this way he can live well."

The smile on the corners of Su Yunjing's lips froze, and he quickly lowered his eyelids to hide his emotions.

Over the years, Fu Hanzhou's illness has come and gone, and when he is in a poor mental state, he will tend to self-destruct.

The person who persuaded Fu Hanzhou to come down from the high platform was not Jiang Chunian, but Wen Ci.

Fu Hanzhou firmly believes that he will come back, every time he will wake up at the last moment, and then come down from the top by himself.

So Jiang Chunian could only continue to lie to him.

Having lied to him for so many years, Jiang Chunian himself almost believed that Wen Ci would come back.

He couldn't believe it, because he couldn't bear the consequences.

Jiang Chunian initially agreed to be Fu Hanzhou's manager, not only because the other party promised to send him abroad to treat his legs, but also because of Wen Ci's relationship with Fu Hanzhou.

Wen Ci helped him back then, and gave him a ray of light and warmth during the darkest time of his life. Jiang Chunian always remembers this kindness.

But when he really understood Fu Hanzhou's feelings for Wenci and the emptiness of his spiritual world, Jiang Chunian began to feel sorry for him.

In the past few years, he has been worried, very afraid that one day Fu Hanzhou will know that Wen Ci will not come back, and his spirit will completely collapse.

"He's had a bad life." The mist in Jiang Chunian's eyes grew thicker, and his voice had a strong nasal tone, "He's had a very bad life these past few years."

No one knows better than Jiang Chunian, Fu Hanzhou's state in the past few years, and no one knows better than him, Fu Hanzhou's feelings for Wenci.

Fu Hanzhou would not fall in love with other people easily, otherwise he would not have tortured himself like this for so many years.

This was also the biggest reason why Jiang Chunian suspected that Su Yunjing was the one who heard the speech.

He didn't believe that there was such a fantasy in the world, but he hoped that such a thing would happen more than anyone else.

He wanted to hear the words and come back, and wanted Fu Hanzhou to be happier.

I want them to be together well.

"Be kinder to him." Jiang Chunian smiled softly, but his expression was more uncomfortable than crying, "Don't leave him again, he can't bear it."

Regardless of whether Su Yunjing admits it or not, in Fu Hanzhou's heart, he is just hearing the words.

In Jiang Chunian's heart, so did he.

After waiting with Fu Hanzhou for so many years, as time passed, Jiang Chunian felt Fu Hanzhou's despair.

Now that he finally has hope, he doesn't want to ask the reason, just come back.

Really, just come back.

Su Yunjing didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, he just felt pain everywhere when he heard these words.

Xiao Kujiao waited for him for ten years, her mental condition was already very bad, and now she had a full blown outbreak, but Su Yunjing didn't know how to heal him.

Thinking of what Fu Hanzhou has experienced in these years, his heart feels like being disturbed by an invisible big hand, and his viscera are pulled with pain.

Su Yunjing didn't reply to Jiang Chunian, and the other party didn't ask any more questions.

When the study room was eerily silent, Fu Hanzhou pushed open the door after taking a shower.

Afraid that he might see something, Su Yunjing avoided his gaze and wiped the corners of his eyes calmly.

Fu Hanzhou stood at the door, and the light shone on him, casting bright and dark light.

He stared at Su Yunjing silently, with a morbid exhaustion between his brows.

"Washed?" Su Yunjing didn't look at Fu Hanzhou, lowered his head and said, "I'll go find a hair dryer and blow dry your hair."

After speaking, Su Yunjing left the study, his back was a little panicked.

He needs some time to calm down, and he can't let Fu Hanzhou see that he is in a bad mood, otherwise, according to Fu Hanzhou's character, he will definitely be irritated again.

Fu Hanzhou followed Su Yunjing and left the study.

Seeing this scene, Jiang Chunian frowned.

He has known Fu Hanzhou for so many years, and when they had dinner together today, he could tell that Fu Hanzhou was not in the right state.

That's why he wanted to talk to Su Yunjing, because he thought something was wrong with Su Yunjing and Fu Hanzhou.

When he was in high school, Jiang Chunian discovered that Fu Hanzhou's affection for Su Yunjing was unusual, it was the kind of love between men and women.

Although Su Yunjing has a very close relationship with him, it is still a little different from Fu Hanzhou's liking.

Today, Jiang Chulai wanted to tell Su Yunjing that Fu Hanzhou had been waiting for him all these years, and hoped that the two of them would be well.

But Jiang Chunian suddenly discovered that it seemed different from what he had imagined.

Thinking of Fu Hanzhou's appearance just now, Jiang Chunian was thoughtful.

Originally, Jiang Chunian thought that now that Su Yunjing was back, he could finally breathe a sigh of relief.

As long as the two of them are persuaded to reconcile, he can take a good vacation and no longer have to worry about his heart like in the past.

But the situation was very different from what he had expected and guessed. Jiang Chunian postponed his vacation plan and stayed.

After Jiang Chunian left, Su Yunjing took a hair dryer and dried Fu Hanzhou's hair.

Su Yunjing picked up his damp black hair, blowing it carefully with the wind at a low speed.

After drying his hair, looking at Fu Hanzhou's exquisite facial features, Su Yunjing lowered his head and kissed him on the brow.

Su Yunjing's brows touched Fu Hanzhou's, his warm breath sprayed on Fu Hanzhou's face, and his name was blurred out of his throat.

"Cold boat."

He slowly lowered his body, hugged Fu Hanzhou who was sitting on the sofa, and asked him seriously, "Are you afraid of losing me, that's why you're in a bad mood recently?"

Fu Hanzhou looked up at Su Yunjing, the knot in his throat rolled up and down.

The shoulders and back are tight, and the back outlines the beautiful arc of two thin bones.

He shook his head, "I won't lose you."

After finishing speaking, he repeated stubbornly, "We will be together again forever."

Fu Hanzhou's determined tone confused Su Yunjing, "Then why are you always in a bad mood recently?"

"I'm not in a bad mood." Fu Hanzhou wrapped his arms around Su Yunjing's waist, he raised his lips and smiled, "I'm in a good mood."

Fu Hanzhou was not unhappy, he was very happy.

The spiritual joy even surpasses the physical pain.

From the mirror in front, Fu Hanzhou saw his current appearance.

The white worm was about to eat up the body, leaving only a little flesh hanging on it, most of which were white bones.

Fu Hanzhou watched calmly, his body was gradually rotting and festering.

His flesh and blood fused with Su Yunjing's in Bai Chong's body, and they would be completely together in a short time.

So why should he be unhappy?

Fu Hanzhou smiled, his eyes were pure and clean, as if he was really happy, at least Su Yunjing couldn't see anything wrong.

But for some reason, Su Yunjing just felt uneasy.

"You, are you really okay?" Su Yunjing was worried, and continued to ask him, "Have you figured it out?"

"Well, I figured it out." Fu Hanzhou buried himself in Su Yunjing's neck.

There's nothing wrong with this, at least he doesn't have to worry about Su Yunjing leaving again.

Su Yunjing was at a loss for a moment, he didn't know why Xiao Kujiao's attitude suddenly changed, there was something weird about it.

But it's been a long time since I saw him smile like this, maybe his mood has really calmed down?

Su Yunjing comforted himself. After all, he was by Xiao Kujiao's side. With him like this every day, his mood began to recover. It seemed that there was nothing wrong.

Jiang Chunian renewed the hotel room for two days. He was not worried about Fu Hanzhou, so he also stayed with the crew.

Apart from Su Yunjing, Fu Hanzhou also had two assistants.

Jiang Chunian didn't interfere with Fu Hanzhou's affairs, but just observed how the two of them got along.

Fu Hanzhou still couldn't sleep well at night, so his appetite was still not very good, but he was not as silent as before, and he became more cheerful in front of Su Yunjing.

This made Su Yunjing finally relieved, but he was afraid that his situation would repeat itself, and he and Fu Hanzhou were almost stuck together like Siamese twins.

Jiang Chunian was not so optimistic. After two days of observation, he inadvertently kicked Su Yunjing while the crew was eating lunch.

When Jiang Chunian was wearing a mechanical prosthesis and hit his easily injured ankle, Su Yunjing frowned in pain.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Chunian apologized to him.

Su Yunjing naturally didn't think too much, he waved his hand, "It's okay."

Fu Hanzhou looked at Su Yunjing. He couldn't see any expression from that half-skeleton, half-rotten face, and he was a little at a loss about the content of their conversation.

Jiang Chunian glanced at Fu Hanzhou.

After dinner, the first scene was Fu Hanzhou's rivalry with the leading actor.

Su Yunjing was in the studio, watching Fu Hanzhou filming with a thermos, when he suddenly received a WeChat message from Jiang Chunian.

[Let's chat? 】

Su Yunjing subconsciously went to find Jiang Chunian, and saw him outside the studio.

At such a close distance, he sent him a WeChat message, Su Yunjing pursed his lower lip, and replied 'OK'.

Jiang Chunian: [Don't you think something is wrong with Brother Fu? 】

Unexpectedly, it turned out to be about Xiao Kujiao, Su Yunjing was still thinking about how to answer him if he continued to ask him if he heard the words.

Su Yunjing replied on the phone, 【

He's been in a bad mood lately. 】

Jiang Chunian: [It's not just that he's in a bad mood, didn't you notice that he doesn't seem to be able to read your expression? 】

Su Yunjing was stunned, what does this mean?

When Jiang Chunian talked with Su Yunjing in the study last time, Su Yunjing was obviously very sad when he heard him say that Fu Hanzhou had a bad life in the past few years.

But when Fu Hanzhou entered the door, he didn't see Su Yunjing's expression.

Su Yunjing is a fan of the authorities. He tried his best to hide his emotions that day in the study, and didn't want Fu Hanzhou to see him, so he didn't think about it.

Jiang Chunian was an onlooker. He vaguely felt that there was something wrong with Fu Hanzhou, but he couldn't think of anything wrong for a while.

In the past few days, he finally figured out what was wrong -- Fu Hanzhou didn't care about Su Yunjing's emotions anymore.

Maybe it's not that he doesn't care anymore, he doesn't seem to be able to see it.

During the meal just now, Jiang Chunian kicked Su Yunjing on purpose, the other party clearly showed pain, but Fu Hanzhou still didn't respond.

If they were in high school, Fu Hanzhou would have given him a cold look.

Fu Hanzhou's spirit is different from ordinary people, and he has such deep feelings for Su Yunjing, so he shouldn't be unresponsive to Su Yunjing's emotions.

Jiang Chunian is a very delicate person. Because he lost his legs, he is always very sensitive to other people's emotions.

This is also the reason why Fu Hanzhou came to him in the first place.

If Jiang Chunian didn't say anything, Su Yunjing really didn't notice it, but what he said woke Su Yunjing up.

Recently, Xiao Kujiao has indeed become a lot slower in certain things.

Ever since he went to meet Yanlai and was almost hit by Xu Huai's car, Fu Hanzhou's spirits have been poor and his mood has been very low.

Su Yunjing left in a car accident, and if it happened again, Fu Hanzhou would definitely go crazy.

But why can't Xiao Kujiao see his expression?

Su Yunjing was a little confused. When Fu Hanzhou was filming, he was able to interact with other actors normally, so it didn't look like there was something wrong with his eyes.

After filming today's scenes, I went back to the hotel room.

After closing the door, Su Yunjing did nothing but stared at Fu Hanzhou.

From Fu Hanzhou's point of view, Su Yunjing's eyes were just two dark holes, looking at him without blinking.

Knowing that Su Yunjing likes to see him smile, Fu Hanzhou resisted the severe pain in his body, bent his eyebrows and eyes, and the tails of his long eyelashes fell to the corners of his eyes.

As always, well-behaved.

Seeing this smile, Su Yunjing felt unspeakably uncomfortable, a certain part of his body was throbbing with pain.

He raised his hand and waved it in front of Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou grabbed the slender hand and slowly clenched it, with a smile in his eyes.

Suddenly a drop of something warm hit the back of Fu Hanzhou's hand.

Fu Hanzhou reacted for a while, then stretched out his hand to touch Su Yunjing's face, felt the moisture on his face, his pale lips trembled unnaturally.

"what happened?"

Fu Hanzhou couldn't see Su Yunjing's expression, he didn't know what happened to him, and he was flustered.

Now that Su Yunjing finally confirmed Jiang Chunian's guess, he asked hoarsely, "What's wrong with you?"

"Hanzhou." Su Yunjing held up Fu Hanzhou's face urgently, and asked him worriedly, "Why can't you see my expression, are you hallucinating again? Did you see hallucinations on me?"

Fu Hanzhou hugged Su Yunjing tightly, "I just want to be with you forever."

Su Yunjing didn't understand why he said this suddenly, so he could only emphasize again, "We are together now, Han Zhou, I will never leave you again."

"I know, I know." Fu Hanzhou closed his eyes tiredly, and whispered in a sleepy voice, "We will never be separated again, no one can separate us."

After being reminded by Jiang Chunian, when Su Yunjing heard his words again, he would not naively think that Fu Hanzhou had really figured it out and his emotions recovered.

Su Yunjing continued to ask him, "Tell me first, are you unable to see my facial features clearly, why?"

Fu Hanzhou tightened his arms holding Su Yunjing a little more, but he didn't answer Su Yunjing's question.

Just when Su Yunjing wanted to ask, he suddenly thought of a possibility.

Su Yunjing cautiously asked for confirmation, "Did you see those bugs on me again?"

Fu Hanzhou hugged it even harder, his voice quivered slightly, "Does it hurt? Does it hurt?"

The question was endless, but Su Yunjing understood.

Xiao Kujiao had hallucinations again, seeing those bugs getting into his body, so when he asked him, he thought Su Yunjing was bitten by bugs.

With the help of the book penetration system, Su Yunjing entered Fu Hanzhou's spiritual world, saw those hideous ugly bugs, and knew what kind of scene he would look like in his eyes.

His throat felt like it was on fire, Su Yunjing asked hoarsely, "Since when did you first see it?"

Su Yunjing didn't expect that his mental condition was so bad that he had such hallucinations.

If it was because he was almost bumped by Xu Huai last time, Xiao Kujiao would start seeing bugs on him.

Su Yunjing couldn't even imagine how he survived the past half a month.

To Fu Hanzhou, those bugs are real, and they will feel real pain when biting them.

Fu Hanzhou still didn't answer Su Yunjing's question. He leaned on Su Yunjing's shoulder and said exhaustedly, "Let's leave here together."

Hearing Fu Hanzhou's words, Su Yunjing's heart immediately throbbed.

How did he find out that something was wrong with Xiao Kujiao until now, which made him suffer for so long alone.

Su Yunjing saw it with his own eyes, those bugs wreaked havoc in his spiritual world, eating him and Fu Hanzhou clean.

Fu Hanzhou was afraid that he would leave him, so he had this illusion and wanted to destroy himself. His spiritual world was collapsing little by little.

Su Yunjing let out a breath slowly, forcing down those negative emotions.

"I don't have bugs on me." Su Yunjing braced himself up.

He tried his best to comfort Fu Hanzhou, "Look at me if you don't believe me, I have nothing on me, and no one will take me away again."

"Hanzhou, look at me."

"I'm so tired." Fu Hanzhou's eyelashes were wet with tears, "It hurts too."

"Shall we get out of here and be together forever?" He said tiredly and painfully.

Su Yunjing had always known that Fu Hanzhou had a serious tendency to self-destruct, and when he heard it from him, Su Yunjing's heart ached.

"How do you want me to leave with you?" Su Yunjing asked him, "Do you think I jumped off the stairs, or was bitten to death by those bugs?"

Fu Hanzhou's lips trembled.

"You know, I'm afraid of pain." Su Yunjing tried to maintain a steady voice, "Fu Hanzhou, do you want to watch me leave like this?"

"As long as you are sober and don't be fooled by hallucinations, I won't be in pain anymore." Su Yunjing burst into tears, and he paused for a long time as if he couldn't continue.

When he spoke again, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, "Hanzhou, I'm in pain too, don't make me hurt like this, okay?"

"Okay." Fu Hanzhou trembled all over.

He let go of Su Yunjing, and then hugged him gently, as if he was afraid of pain.