Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

In Xiao Kujiao's spiritual world, Su Yunjing has seen scenes of "white worms" wriggling on his body, and those worms would crawl into Fu Hanzhou's body.

Afraid that Xiao Kujiao would feel pain when he was next to him, Su Yunjing put a big bear doll between them.

Fu Hanzhou didn't want to be separated, he was worried that Su Yunjing would leave him, that's why his mental condition was so bad.

In order to comfort him, Su Yunjing held his hand and placed it on the soft belly of the doll bear.

Su Yunjing looked at the darkness of the ceiling, and felt a sharp pain in his heart.

Xiao Kujiao wanted to leave this world because of his aggravated illness, and now she chose to live on because of him.

Thinking of this, Su Yunjing felt extremely uncomfortable, his chest was sore and swollen, he turned sideways, and exhaled slowly and with difficulty.

Seeing him move, Fu Hanzhou obviously tensed up for a moment, which made Su Yunjing not dare to collapse, nor could he allow himself to collapse.

He pressed his arm and looked at the furry bear, with his little Kujiao on the other side.

Su Yunjing clenched that cold hand, and his voice was slightly hoarse, "Do you still remember the time when you suddenly developed a high fever and went to the hospital?"

"Ah."

Su Yunjing smiled lightly, "Did you fall in love with me at that time, and you took a cold shower because you had desire for me?"

Fu Hanzhou didn't speak, but moved his fingertips.

"I remember that night, the two of us slept together on the lower bunk." Su Yunjing asked him, "Did you secretly kiss me while I was sleeping?"

Fu Hanzhou: "No."

"Then did you think about it then?"

The people on Xiong's side stopped talking, and Su Yunjing continued, "You pushed me into a corner that night, and when I woke up, you stuck tightly behind me, rubbing your face against the back of my neck."

To Su Yunjing, this only happened a few months ago, and he still remembers the situation that day clearly.

At four or five o'clock in the morning, Su Yunjing was squeezed by Fu Hanzhou and woke up in a daze.

Fu Hanzhou was burning hot, probably because he was uncomfortable and kept rubbing against Su Yunjing.

Seeing that his condition was not right, Su Yunjing took a thermometer to test it.

Seeing that Xiao Kujiao had a high fever, Su Yunjing quickly woke up Wen Huaishan and asked him to drive Fu Hanzhou to the hospital.

Su Yunjing scratched his palm, "Do you remember what happened that night?"

Fu Hanzhou's Adam's apple moved up and down, and it took him a long time to say 'hmm'.

Su Yunjing asked again, "Then do you remember what I looked like at that time?"

"Ah."

Su Yunjing's clear and shallow voice flowed slowly in the night, "That night, after you took a shower, you squatted beside my bed. After I saw you, I gave up half of the bed for you."

Su Yunjing covered Fu Hanzhou's eyes with his other hand. He leaned over and approached Fu Hanzhou.

The eyes under the palm moved immediately, and the long eyelashes lightly swept over Su Yunjing's palm, leaving a numb itching.

"Think about it, if I knew you liked me at that time, I would give you half of the bed..." Su Yunjing's breath was hot and his voice was hoarse.

He pressed his lips against the corners of Fu Hanzhou's lips, "I will kiss you like this."

With a light touch, Su Yunjing left.

Because Su Yunjing is not sure, in Fu Hanzhou's mind, is he covered in bugs now, or is he the boy he was ten years ago.

Su Yunjing hoped that when mentioning the past, Xiao Kujiao would think of his previous appearance, so that Su Yunjing would not feel pain when he touched him again.

In Fu Hanzhou's spiritual world, he has changed beyond recognition. Su Yunjing wants to use the memories of the past to slowly appease Xiao Kujiao.

This is Su Yunjing's initial plan, let's see if this trick works.

After kissing Fu Hanzhou, when Su Yunjing was about to lie down, Fu Hanzhou suddenly hugged him.

Su Yunjing straightened his body and didn't dare to move. He let Fu Hanzhou hug him for a while, and then asked him cautiously, "Does it hurt?"

The person in his arms shook his head.

Su Yunjing didn't know if he really didn't hurt, or if he wanted to get close to him too much and pretended that he didn't hurt.

In the past half month, Su Yunjing didn't notice Xiao Kujiao's abnormality, because he was still clinging to him as before, and the two of them even had an affair once.

Su Yunjing thought about the bugs all over his body and Fu Hanzhou...

Scalp tingling.

Xiao Kujiao perfectly interpreted the phrase, "No matter what you become, I will love you" with practical actions.

After hugging for a while, Fu Hanzhou let go of Su Yunjing, and did not show any other intimate gestures other than obediently holding his hand.

Jiang Chunian knew that Fu Hanzhou had a mental illness a long time ago. Fearing that something might happen, Su Yunjing told him the news that Fu Hanzhou's condition had worsened.

In case any leaks are revealed in the future, Jiang Chunian is now prepared to take precautions, so he can control the public opinion immediately.

Hearing about Fu Hanzhou's situation, Jiang Chunian was very worried. He discussed with the director and wanted to buy some time for Fu Hanzhou to rest.

The first part of "Mercury Retrograde" is about the hero who is forced to go to Liangshan by the prince, knows the importance of power, and decides to fight for the throne.

The rise of the male protagonist in the second part first overthrows the prince, and then he is reused by his father, and is made the prince. Finally, the yellow robe is added to his body, and he becomes a virtuous king who will last forever.

So in this movie, Fu Hanzhou doesn't actually have a lot of roles, only accounting for one-fifth of the script.

Although there are not many roles, the character's mental journey is very complicated.

Under Jiang Chunian's patient communication, the director finally agreed to let Fu Hanzhou rest for a few days, and then shoot the last few important scenes of the prince's "The Beast Still Fighting".

Fu Hanzhou can go back and adjust his status after filming the current scene.

But this director is notorious for his slow work and meticulous work. It took more than a week to shoot a scene.

Fortunately, Su Yunjing finally figured out the cause of Xiao Kujiao's illness, and he was no longer as confused as he was a few days ago.

He made up his mind to try his own way first.

If you still can't appease Fu Hanzhou, go abroad to seek professional treatment.

Fu Hanzhou has a special status. If people know that he sees a psychiatrist, the media will definitely report it.

So to see a doctor, it is best to fly abroad.

Jiang Chunian completely gave up on his vacation plan and stayed behind to help Su Yunjing and the others cover up.

With Jiang Chunian, when Fu Hanzhou was not filming, he would send the other two assistants away so that they could get along with each other.

The box lunch for the starring role is separate from other actors. In the words of netizens, it is a set meal with chicken legs added.

There are also some big-name actors who don't eat crew meals and ask their nutritionists to prepare meals for them.

Fu Hanzhou belongs to the big-name and rich category.

When it was time for lunch, the hotel delivered the meal Su Yunjing had ordered, and he and Fu Hanzhou ate in the nanny's car.

After getting in the car, Su Yunjing covered Fu Hanzhou's eyes with a ribbon.

He was still wearing a costume, his eyebrows and eyes were made very long by a makeup artist, and there was a dark red mark at the end of his eyes, making him look sinister and cold.

When Su Yunjing came over with the ribbon, Fu Hanzhou leaned down, his long eyelashes half drooping, looking very cute.

As long as Su Yunjing and Fu Hanzhou are alone together, he will cover Xiao Kujiao's eyes, even when he sleeps at night, he will wear a blindfold because he doesn't want him to 'see' those bugs on his body.

Su Yunjing put down the dining board of the RV, and pulled Fu Hanzhou to sit down.

After opening the lunch box, he gave the rice and spoon to Xiao Kujiao.

The ribbon was very thin, and it was double-layered by Su Yunjing and wrapped around Fu Hanzhou's eyes, and the shadow of the food could still be vaguely seen.

"There are fish today, do you want some fish?" Su Yunjing picked up a piece of fish and asked Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou nodded.

Su Yunjing picked the thorns from the top and put them into Fu Hanzhou's spoon, "There are no thorns, so feel free to eat."

Fu Hanzhou lowered his head and bit it into his mouth, chewing the fine white fish meat between his lips and teeth, eating it with the same gentleness as before.

The glutinous rice ribs were stewed so soft that Su Yunjing easily picked off the bones and put the meat into Fu Hanzhou's bowl.

Fu Hanzhou likes him like this, and likes that Su Yunjing puts all his attention on him.

Looking at Fu Hanzhou who was honestly waiting to be fed, Su Yunjing couldn't help thinking about the past.

"Do you remember? When the two of us were studying in Nanzhong, I brought food from home for a while, and no matter what I brought you, you had to throw it out."

"At that time, I wondered, where did my obedient and cute little Chuanchuan go, and how did he become so arrogant and awkward when he grew up?"

Fu Hanzhou stopped to look at Su Yunjing, but through two layers of veil, he could only see the outline of Su Yunjing.

At that time, he was not sure that Su Yunjing was Lu Jiaming, that's why he always lost his temper.

Su Yunjing smiled, "Later when you came to Henglin to find me, I found that under Aojiao's skin was still the soft boat in the past."

"Afraid of the cold, loves acting like a baby, and likes to cling to me."

Fu Hanzhou lowered his eyes. He also likes to cling to Su Yunjing now, but when he is in a bad mood, he is afraid of hurting him or those bugs hurting him.

After eating, Su Yunjing deliberately lowered the temperature of the RV's air conditioner. Seeing Fu Hanzhou's lips slowly turning white, his thoughts moved.

"Is it cold?" When Su Yunjing asked him, he touched the back of Fu Hanzhou's hand tentatively.

Fu Hanzhou shook his head, but his hands were cold, like carefully carved ice jade, cold white and slender.

Su Yunjing touched him several times, but he didn't dare to do it rashly, he was afraid that Xiao Kujiao was still in the illusion, and if he was next to him, he would feel pain.

"Han Zhou." Su Yunjing called him.

Fu Hanzhou's eyes were still covered with ribbons, and he listened to Su Yunjing's voice.

"Think about how I used to be, when I was good-looking." This way, it won't hurt anymore when you stick to him.

Su Yunjing gently put his hand on the back of Fu Hanzhou's, "Have you felt my body temperature?"

Fu Hanzhou's lower lip trembled.

Su Yunjing imitated himself ten years ago, and said in a teasing voice in Fu Hanzhou's ear, "Chuan Chuan, if you are obedient, I will buy you another bear and let you sleep in the lower bunk with me."

"You hug me." Su Yunjing said softly, "I really like you."

Fu Hanzhou became short of breath, trembling all over, and when he heard Su Yunjing's seemingly bewitching voice, he kissed Su Yunjing violently.

Su Yunjing was pressed on the dining table, and his lower back was pressed against the edge of the hardwood, which made him a little hurt.

With Xiao Kujiao on his body, he seemed to be suffering from a cold, his body was shaking constantly, but the arms holding Su Yunjing were tightly bound.

Fu Hanzhou bit Su Yunjing's lips and tongue, like a drowning person, after finally finding a breath of fresh air, he was unwilling to let go when he got it.

He held Su Yunjing's face in his hands, and kept pestering him deeply.

Fu Hanzhou was dying of illness, and Su Yunjing was his only medicine.

While Su Yunjing hugged Fu Hanzhou to comfort him, a trace of worry emerged in his heart.

He didn't know what image he was in Xiao Kujiao's eyes now, so he could only remind him constantly between kisses, making him think about how he looked like without bugs.

The kiss was urgent and deep. Su Yunjing spoke intermittently, and he didn't express himself clearly for a long time. Instead, he became deprived of oxygen after being kissed.

Little Kujiao's situation is not going any better.

In the past few days, his appetite has been poor, he suffers from insomnia every night, and his physical fitness has plummeted.

At least Su Yunjing could catch his breath, but he was fine, lying sickly on Su Yunjing's body, as if he had been sucked by a goblin.

Su Yunjing: ...

Seeing Xiao Kujiao like this, Su Yunjing couldn't laugh or cry, and patted him on the back to help him calm down, "Now you know the benefits of eating?"

As soon as Su Yunjing finished speaking, Fu Hanzhou, who recovered a little strength, kissed him again.

Su Yunjing: ...

This time, the time was half shorter than last time, and he nestled on Su Yunjing's shoulder again, the tails of his eyes were flushed, there was mist in his eyes, and he gasped lowly.

After taking a few breaths, he kissed Su Yunjing again.

Su Yunjing was surprised by Xiao Kujiao's 'indomitable' spirit.

It's not that they just established a relationship, they both have been through that, isn't it?

But Su Yunjing thought about it again, Xiao Kujiao was still sick that day, he was covered in 'bugs', probably felt nothing but pain.

During these days, any intimacy between the two of them will only make Fu Hanzhou very painful.

Fu Hanzhou rubbed the tip of his nose against Su Yunjing's ear, his voice was low and hoarse, "I'm uncomfortable."

Xiao Kujiao's physical condition has not been very good these days, Su Yunjing asked anxiously, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

Fu Hanzhou didn't speak, and rubbed against Su Yunjing again.

After Su Yunjing felt that he was uncomfortable, the roots of his ears turned red.

But thinking that Xiao Kujiao's condition has turned around a bit, after all, she already has that need, and the spiritual world should not be so scary, Su Yunjing heaved a sigh of relief.

"This is the studio." Su Yunjing's face was burning hot, "Come back, let's talk about it when we go back to the hotel."

Fu Hanzhou stopped talking, and still lay on Su Yunjing's body.

Su Yunjing couldn't help asking him, "What are you thinking now?"

"Miss you." His voice was extremely hoarse.

Su Yunjing was burned by his sticky voice, and his throat rolled as if he felt uncomfortable, "...I know, but what kind of me is it, is it a good-looking version?"

"You look good in either way, and I like them all."

Fu Hanzhou closed his eyes, the red mark at the end of his eyes was still there, it seemed soft and tender, and he seemed a little tired. He lay on Su Yunjing and didn't want to move.

Su Yunjing glanced at him, then pressed his lips to the tips of his ears, and said softly, "Then let me tell you secretly, I like your youthful appearance."

"I liked you at that time because I regret not having kissed you."

"If I knew you liked me at that time, I would definitely like you too."

The beautiful phoenix eyes under Fu Hanzhou's ribbon were bent.

Seeing that he finally smiled, Su Yunjing also laughed, but his eyes were covered with mist, and his heart was sore.