Wall climbing observation diary

Chu Qishou was drunk yesterday by himself, and after waking up, his head was empty and he couldn't remember anything, but at this moment, his memory was stimulated by the piece of paper on the table, and he suddenly remembered that this marriage registration application was printed out by himself and handed over to him. To explain.

At that time, his thoughts were chaotic, and he randomly searched for a document from the Internet, but he didn't know whether it was true or not.This operation can be regarded as unreasonable, but Yanming was extremely patient, and honestly filled all the blanks inside while he was drunk and asleep.

Chu Qishou wiped off the water stains that dripped on the edge of the form with the back of his hand, and looked at it again before his eyes.

Chu Qi received and read the words above in a low voice: "According to the provisions of the Marriage Law, we voluntarily become husband and wife..."

It's a pity that there is no provision in the Marriage Law for them to meet.He is already an adult in his 20s, and it shows that he has been in the entertainment industry for a long time and his mentality is even more mature. Both of them have already passed the age of delusion that the content of this form can be legal and valid.

No one takes it seriously.

Scanning the two printed marriage declarations at the end, Chu Qishou saw Yan Ming sitting at the table and carefully writing down each word stroke by stroke.At some point, he heard the sound of water droplets pattering on the paper.He wiped the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and the wet traces were still there. It turned out that he had shed a small tear.

Chu Qishou put the handwritten form into the black document bag he brought, and stuffed the document bag neatly into his backpack.There was his mobile phone in the bag, and he saw a message from Yan Ming.

Yan Ming: Today I'm going to the east of the city to record an interview, and after the recording, I'll go straight back to the studio.There are salmon fillets and ham in the fridge.

Looking back at the deserted and spacious lobby on the first floor, he began to regret why he had to drink so much alcohol yesterday, saying that he finally had a day to go back to V city during the filming, but he missed it in a daze.

He didn't even see what clothes Yan Ming was wearing yesterday, he only had a vague memory - Yan Ming carried him to the bathroom and took a shower.

Just when he was lost in thought, the phone rang.

It was Li Banyan calling.

Most of the time, this little boy is too busy abroad and wants to talk to him about jokes and homework.Chu Qi put the phone to his ear and said "Hello".

Li Banyan yelled: "The game is closed, something big has happened!"

The other party usually speaks anxiously and gets angry at a fast speed, but this kind of anxious and hoarse voice rarely appears.

Chu Qishou spent a long time in fear, and couldn't stand the panic brought by Li Banyan's voice.He was confused for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?"

Li Banyan swallowed his saliva: "Do you still remember that you told me to book a VIP box at the Qianwang Cinema near Yanming's house?"

Chu Qishou: "I remember. Yanming and I went together later."

Li Banyan: "You know that the privacy of our theater is very good, and we will not disclose the privacy of guests casually. But... Ergui just told me that your dad actually got the authority my dad gave him a few years ago. Your dad even told the staff not to reveal the news to me about the surveillance video of your VIP room that day, if it wasn’t for Ergui and his dad’s leak when they chatted yesterday, I’m still kept in the dark!”

The moment he heard his father call out the surveillance video, something suddenly collapsed in Chu Qishou's mind like the sky was falling apart.He was dizzy, and he couldn't even hear what Li Banyan said later, he could only feel the buzzing around him.

After a long time, the tinnitus that could cover up all the surrounding sounds slowly disappeared.The outside world was all closed, and he heard Li Banyan shouting non-stop: "Chu Qi accept?! Qi accept?!! Can you hear me?"

Chu Qishou nodded dully, not knowing who he was pointing to.His tongue was dry: "I am here."

Li Banyan was a little embarrassed: "You guys probably did something that day... right?"

Chu Qishou: "We held hands and kissed at that time, other than that, it should be gone."

Li Banyan's heart hanging in the air fell slightly, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "That's okay. If you can't hold back in the box and go straight to home plate, your dad will definitely have a heart attack after watching the video."

Chu Qi received a gloomy expression on his face: "That's what I said, but seeing my son kissing the same sex will not have a small impact."

"Then what did your dad tell you?" Li Banyan always felt that something was wrong, "Wait, I see your reaction, it seems that you don't know about it at all, has your dad never mentioned it to you?"

Chu Qishou had the same confusion as him: "Yes. He didn't tell me anything."

Li Banyan: "Your dad is really calm. If my dad found out that I was in a relationship with a man, he might have locked me up for three days and three nights by now. As for your dad... your dad is very kind and amiable, never Beat you."

Li Banyan went astray while talking.No wonder he digressed, since he was a child, he has been extremely envious of Chu Qishou who has a good and understanding father, unlike his own father who shaves his ass with a feather duster every day.

"Think of the best in everything." Li Banyan continued to persuade him, "Your father is so gentle and kind, maybe he has digested what he saw in the video in the past few days, and maybe he has silently accepted that you like men, but he is still with you." You didn’t puncture through a layer of window paper.”

Chu Qishou is not as optimistic as Li Banyan.He had a vague premonition in his heart: the current situation was like the calm before the storm, and the low pressure made him breathless.

He quickly searched the conversations he had with his father during the Chinese New Year, hoping to find some clues.

"Things are not that simple." Chu Qi saw a breakthrough, "Two days ago when he asked someone to play golf, he didn't forget to introduce a girl to me, and he said he was not satisfied with that girl, so he asked me to go on a blind date. He wanted to hug her." grandson."

"Ah, here." Li Banyan didn't quite understand, and made a guess, "That means he didn't take the surveillance video that was called out seriously? He still thinks you like girls, and he and Yanming are just for fun..."

Li Banyan suddenly realized: "That's right! Our parents all think so, and think that you will go home and get married if you have had enough fun."

Chu Qi stomped on something with his back heel, sprained his ankle outward, and sat down on the armchair, with his back pressed against the backpack he brought.Li Banyan's last sentence "marry" reminded him of the marriage registration application that Yan Ming had filled out in his bag.

He looked down, and it turned out that he accidentally stepped on a cup lid just now.This cup lid is a tool that is used to prevent milk from falling into dust.

Chu Qishou was at a loss: "My brain is messed up now. Let me think again."

Li Banyan: "Okay. Think about it carefully, should you continue to pretend to be with your father, or come out frankly. Oh, you can find me if you need it. Today I have an appointment with a fitness trainer, and it's time to go out."

Chu Qi accepted: "Well, let's not talk anymore. Goodbye."

Chu Qi hung up the phone and put on his clothes in a hurry. During the period, he also sent a message asking for the address of Yan Ming's interview in V City today.

At this moment, he was too eager to see Yan Ming, so he forgot to ask when the recording of Yan Ming would end.

He drank alcohol yesterday, so he didn't drive here.Right now, I can only take a taxi, but after waiting for more than ten minutes on the taxi-hailing software, I can't find a taxi.His residence was not far from Yan Ming's house, so he had to run back first and drive his own car on the road.

He hurried to the recording location, only to find out that the Yanming team had finished recording and left after asking the staff.

The weather was clearly not that warm, but the heating and air conditioning in the car made Chu Qi sweat profusely.After thinking about it, he decided to go to the convenience store on the first floor to buy a bottle of iced Coke.

After drinking a large bottle of Coke, he walked back to the garage, and when he took the key to open the door, he suddenly heard footsteps behind him.

The footsteps gradually approached, and finally stopped three or five steps behind him.Chu Qi looked back and found that it was Qiu Jin who came.

Probably because the recording of the show has been finished, the surrounding cars have basically left, and only his car is left at this corner, and no one is paying attention, so Qiu Jin can be so confident.

"What do you need from me?" Chu Qishou felt depressed, he didn't want to deal with these inexplicable people and things now.

Qiu Jin approached and asked him, "Why did you come to the staff's garage? Are you a staff member of Bei Chuan? But I didn't see you just now."

Chu Qishou didn't want to go around in circles with him anymore, anyway, Qiu Jin must have seen Yan Ming drag him into the dark balcony last time, and with a little thought, he could guess the relationship between the two of them.

Chu Qishou confessed: "Yanming gave me his work card from Beichuan."

After he finished speaking, he regretted a little, the more he heard this sentence, the more he seemed to be deliberately showing off.He doesn't need to be as knowledgeable as Qiu Jin.

Qiu Jin was a little irritated, and there was a flash of ferocity on his cute face, and then he quickly returned to normal. He took two steps back, and looked back and forth at Chu Qi's car with frivolous eyes: "Will you drive?" The car is really broken. Why didn’t Yanming buy you a better car? He doesn’t like you very much either. Are you two friends?”

The car Chu Qishou drives these days is the low-emission car he used to use when he was in college. It has been used for a long time, and its appearance is a bit worn out. The paint color is no longer as bright as when it was first bought.He hasn't really left his job yet, he needs to go to the company to commute, and he doesn't want to make too much publicity, so he temporarily parked the car his father gave him during the Chinese New Year in the underground parking space and replaced it with this old one.

He felt that it was easy to drive, who would have thought that in Qiu Jin's eyes, it would turn out to be strong evidence that Yan Ming and him might be friends.

Qiu Jin is half a head shorter than Chu Qishou, and his body is also thinner than Chu Qishou. Judging from his standing posture, he seems to have put height-enhancing insoles in the heels.

Even if his words were harsh and irrelevant, and he stared at Chu Qishou with sharp and exaggerated eyes, Chu Qishou didn't bother to beat him up.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Qiu Jin was a little complacent, thinking that he had been hit by a hit and dared not speak back.

He went on to say: "Just now, Yan Ming held my hand."

Chu Qi ignored him with a cold face, turned around and prepared to get in the car and leave.

Qiu Jin stopped him: "Aren't you wondering why I'm here?"

Chu Qi got into the driver's seat: "Your group is going to record a program with Yan Ming."

Due to the conflict between Naixin and her parents, Lin Xuanru's exposure was briefly curbed, and their combined activities after their debut as a group have not been able to take shape. Now that Naixin's forced marriage is successful, Lin Xuanru is no longer hidden in the snow, and the combined group No matter what, the event had to be popular with the show host Yan Ming, especially since Yan Ming had just been nominated for Best Actor for the Golden Ape Award, and it just caught up with the heat.

Qiu Jin was choked up, what Chu Qi received was indeed part of the truth, but it was not his original intention.

Chu Qishou obviously didn't take him seriously, but Qiu Jin was not annoyed. Instead, he looked confident: "What I mean is, you should guess why I followed you here."

Chu Qishou had already closed the car door: "There is nothing to guess, I know you like to follow others."

Qiu Jin looked down at him with a half-smile, curled eyelashes drooping, pupils constricted, his face was rather small, hit by the strange light and shadow in the garage, at first glance he looked like a meandering fox: "Your name is Xiao Chu Right?"

Qiu Jin: "Before recording the show, I heard Yan Ming's manager tell him to let him separate from Xiao Chu as soon as possible, otherwise there will be pain. Someone is putting pressure on their company. His manager said that the Golden Ape Award The award ceremony is coming soon, he is very likely to win the best actor, and now he is only 23 years old with many achievements, and the future is bright, it is not worth giving up his career for a man..."

Chu Qi put his fingers on the car door, and was about to close the car window, when he suddenly stopped, and his face was a little dazed.

However, such a change was fleeting, and Chu Qishou quickly pulled up his seat belt.

Qiu Jin didn't see Chu Qishou's strange behavior at that moment, he only knew that Chu Qishou was about to drive away, so he hurriedly said: "Yan Ming said that he would break up with Xiao Chu immediately. Just wait for him to find a suitable reason. He will break up with you, I think you might as well quit early—”

Not many people call him Xiao Chu.As the narrator changed from "Xiao Chu" to "you", the sense of substitution suddenly increased.

Chu Qishou closed the car window tightly.Qiu Jin's voice was completely blocked outside the car door.

He admitted that to a certain extent, Qiu Jin succeeded, and his thoughts were completely disturbed by these few words.It just so happened that on the day when he was most flustered, Qiu Jin said what he was most afraid of and most panicked about.

Right in the bull's eye.

He heard the sound of the car slithering away after it started, and it felt like he was running away.

Chu Qi stopped at the side of the road and circled, not knowing where to go.

Do you want to go back to work first?But he had nothing to do there, and the personnel department said he just had to go to the company the day after tomorrow to hand in the form.

He dared not go home to meet his parents, nor did he dare to chase Yanming out of town.

If someone else is faced with this situation, they may go home and have a showdown with their father, or ask their boyfriend for clarification.But he is different, he just wants to escape now, find a place to stay quietly for a while, or do something else to change his mood.

Someone called, and the ringtone broke the silence around him.

Chu Qishou quickly picked it up with the headset and asked, "Who?"

"It's me, Brother Chu." A mangman's voice came from inside, "Come over to eat Haidilao? The old place."

Haidilao on Fulu Street is a hot pot restaurant where he and Mangmang often meet.

Frustrated with nowhere to go, Chu Qi agreed and set the navigation to a new destination.

When he was approaching Haidilao, he suddenly remembered that Li Banyan had told him that Mangmang's family went bankrupt, the company closed down, and Mangmang's mother went to jail.

But Cai Mangmang's tone was cheerful just now, it didn't seem at all that something happened to his family, it was no different from before.

Could it be that Li Banyan made a mistake?

Chu Qishou stepped into this long-lost Haidilao with a heavy heart, and Mangmang had already sat down at the innermost table.He waved when he saw him.

Mangman was wearing a goose-yellow top under his coat, Chu Qishou vaguely remembered that Manmang had worn this shirt before.The reason why he noticed it was because he had never seen Mangman wear the same dress twice.

Coats aren't ironed as flat as they used to be.Chu Qishou glanced twice intentionally or unintentionally, and found that more than half of the nail polish on her fingers was missing.To be precise, it has grown naturally but has not made up new ones, which seems a little weird.This is not in line with Mangmang's habits, she has always cherished the hands that took pictures of Shen Ziqiu, and would go to the nail shop every month to get her nails colorfully groomed.

Chu Qi asked Mangmang: "Have you ordered?"

Mangmang: "Not yet, I'll order when you come."

Chu Qi received the scan code menu and said, "Let me treat you."

Mangmang said with a smile, "Brother Chu, you are so kind."

Chu Qishou added two pot bottoms, and while adding vegetables, he asked casually, "Did you drive here today?"

Mangman was stunned for a moment, his face changed slightly, and he replied: "Uh, um."

Chu Qishou saw that she pressed the nail of her thumb against the flesh of her index finger, and it became tighter and tighter, as if she was very nervous and embarrassed.

It seems that Li Banyan is right.The car she usually drives probably doesn't belong to her anymore.

Chu Qishou asked again: "How is your station?"

When it came to this topic, Mangmang was still in high spirits: "The station is doing well, and recently sold new merchandise, with a net profit of 40 yuan. How come Brother Chu, I'm amazing!"

Chu Qi accepted: "Did you spend all the income from the business on Shen Ziqiu again?"

"That's right!" Mangmang nodded, answering logically, "The website is just for him, of course it has to be spent on him. Yesterday I placed an order for 40 copies of the FMCG products he endorsed, exactly 1000. In fact, there was originally a shipping fee of [-] yuan, and I chatted privately with the merchant to erase the change..."

Mangmang bragged about every bit and every bit she had paid for Shen Ziqiu like a treasure, and she never tired of it.

Chu Qi felt a little numb after hearing it.He has long been disgusted with Mangman's unreasonable obsession with Shen Ziqiu, and he simply attributes this phenomenon to the male's jealousy and rejection of the same sex in the long-term natural evolution.Even if he is gay.

But at that time, I just couldn't get used to it, now it's harsh to hear her praise.

Mangmang continued to babble, and what he said seemed to be an excerpt from an anthology of middle school students' essays: "Ziqiu told me that he still has a dream to pursue, and I want to be the gardener who fertilizes the most flowers along the way."

Chu Qi finished taking the order, and the two waited for the bottom of the pot.Before the bottom of the pot came, Mangmang suddenly grabbed his arm: "I have an acquaintance at the security guard on the first floor, and he told me that Ziqiu is here! I guess he went to the box upstairs that he often goes to. Let's squat over there."

"Is that okay?" This must be considered illegitimate.

Mangmang clicked his tongue twice: "Look at your eyes...don't be afraid. Let's just knock on the door and go in. He always welcomes me, so let's come down after saying hello, anyway, the food hasn't been served yet."

Chu Qishou felt novel about the way Manmang and Shen Ziqiu got along. Even though he had seen it many times, he still wanted to take another look.

The nearest window appeared to be broken and required a stay to keep it open.A gust of wind blew suddenly, knocking the supporting boards to the ground, and some water droplets splashed on their table.

The waiter hurried over to apologize.As compensation, he said he would give them a plate of duck blood.

The mountain rain is about to come and the wind is all over the building.His intuition told him that something was about to happen.

They crept up to another restaurant upstairs.The thick carpet obscured the sound of their footsteps.Mangmang is the most senior member in this restaurant, the waiter at the door knew her and let her in without stopping her.

She stood still at the door of the innermost private room, took a deep breath, and was about to knock on the door, but she heard Pan Liang's voice from inside.

"Let me tell you, I didn't want to break up with Brother Chu at first. My manager insisted on me finding an excuse to break up with him that day, saying that it would be miserable if I didn't break up."

Mangmang turned his head to look at Chu Qishou who was approaching.

Chu Qishou looked surprised, he didn't expect to hear something related to himself.

"Okay, okay, I've said it eight hundred times." Shen Ziqiu was impatient, "But why didn't you ask the manager why?"

Pan Liang: "I don't dare to ask, that day the manager said that if we don't know, he will hide me. But think about it later, the manager probably wants to scare me, he is afraid that I will be found gay by the fans."

Shen Ziqiu chuckled lightly: "Heh, I don't need him anyway. Let's split it up."

Pan Liang: "That's right... But there's always a handsome guy around who is willing to give for you wholeheartedly. It's really nice. Since he left, I feel like I've fallen from the altar in an instant, and the good life is gone forever.

Shen Ziqiu smiled: "What a beautiful life. I think yours is purely vanity."

Pan Liang: "Hey. By the way, don't just talk about me. Where's your slut-like station sister? I haven't seen her recently. It's called... Mangmang, right?"

Hearing them talking about him, Mangman pressed his ears against the door frame, for fear of missing every word.

Shen Ziqiu: "Yes. In fact, it's fine without her hanging around in front of you. You can't see her."

Chu Qi lowered his head to observe Mangman's face.She has been frozen all over, turning into a petrified sculpture.

The heart-to-heart conversation inside the door is still going on.Pan Hao asked curiously: "How did you train her to be so obedient?

Shen Ziqiu: "Give me a slap in the face. When facing her, I basically acted like a baby, and occasionally lost my temper with her and asked her why she doubted me. At this time, she would feel guilty and blamed herself. Send all the money to me obediently."

Chu Qishou felt angry and aggrieved, but felt that Shen Ziqiu's description was unexpected and reasonable.

This is indeed the case.

Pan Liang realized his conscience, and couldn't bear it: "Aren't you exploiting women from good families too much?"

Shen Ziqiu: "It's okay, she is a rich second generation, she has plenty of money, even if she doesn't spend it on me, she has to waste it on others—"

Before the words fell, there was only a "bang", and the door was thrown open.Mang Mang punched the door panel.She was already furious, her spine was trembling with anger, her breathing was rapid, she gritted her teeth and could not speak a word.

Shen Ziqiu and Pan Liang didn't expect this situation, and they looked at each other in blank amazement.This time it was their turn to petrify.

Mangmang glared fiercely at Shen Ziqiu, looking like he could eat people.Then she lowered her head slowly, most of her bangs covered her eyes.After a while, tears fell on the fluffy carpet.

"Very good..." Mangmang wiped away tears. "I'll tell you what it means to be truly out of sight."

Mangman turned around and ran out, his figure quickly disappeared into the corridor.The stunned two people inside the door finally regained their sanity.

Pan Liang didn't know how much Chu Qi heard just now.He opened his lips and shouted, "Brother Chu..."

Chu Qi listened bored, and scolded: "Shut up."

As a result, this Haidilao meal was a waste.Back at the dinner table, he found that Mangmang had already left.

The bottom of the pot was bubbling with oil, but Chu Qishou was in no mood to eat it.He paid the bill and went home—the home where he lived alone.

When he got home, he called Yan Ming, but Yan Ming didn't answer, probably because he was at work.

Fatigued with a hangover, he simply took a nap in the afternoon and came back to sleep.

In the middle of the night, the phone keeps popping up new notifications.

A friend from the media retweeted the entertainment tweet in Moments, commenting: Shen Ziqiu is over.

It turned out that Shen Ziqiu's big and small scandals were continuously leaked in entertainment forums, and all the evidence was conclusive.Some people said that he got into trouble with his enemies, some said that the mysterious station sister turned off her fans and turned back, and some said that there were opponents who robbed him of resources.

Chu Qishou didn't click on the news to learn more about it. He seemed to have expected this ending and was not surprised.

Human thinking is inertial.Perhaps since a long time ago, Mangmang had begun to have doubts about Shen Ziqiu's trust. Later, her efforts were mostly self-persuasion, persuading herself not to give up the beliefs and friendships she had had over the years, and to share the weal and woe of the past. Nostalgia.

The perfect fantasy and the incomplete reality are merging with each other but repelling each other at the same time. Once the balance string is broken, it will backfire.

Today, Mangmang finally found a reason to be relieved.I just don't know who is more greedy, Shen Ziqiu or Mangmang.

The caller ID jumped, and Yan Ming called him back.

"Hey, Qiqi, I just finished my work." Yan Ming's voice was extremely tired.It's the exhausting kind of exhaustion.

Chu Qishou hesitated: "I'm very sorry, I have something to ask you..."

"'I'm very sorry'?" Yan Ming chuckled, "When did you become so rusty?"

Chu Qi also smiled back, but this smile sounded a little exhausted and not very happy.Chu Qishou asked: "Are you asked by the company to separate from me?"

Yan Ming paused for a few seconds, then sighed in a flat tone: "...you got it."

Chu Qi accepted: "Yes, I know."

One person may be able to make up nonsense, but two unrelated people saying the same thing is very suspicious.

Qiu Jin said that Yan Ming's manager asked Yan Ming to separate from him, otherwise he would suffer.

Pan Liang said that his agent told him to break up with Chu Qi, and that it would be miserable if they did not separate, and they even had to hide in the snow.

Chu Qishou Bingxue was clever, and after stringing together many clues, he immediately thought of the person behind the scenes: "It's my father."

Yanming sighed helplessly: "Yes. It's your father."

really.

Chu Qishou originally had a little hope in his heart, hoping that his kind and kind father would not deceive him with such duplicity.It turned out that his father couldn't tolerate his sexuality so much and wanted to drive his boyfriend away secretly.

So, will Yan Ming leave?

Chu Qishou repeated what Qiu Jin had said to him: "Did you tell your manager that you will break up with me immediately. As soon as you find a suitable reason, you will break up with me?"

Yan Ming was surprised: "Who did you hear that from?"

Chu Qi avoided the question: "Just say yes or no. If you break up with me because of this, I won't blame you."

Asking Yan Ming to fight against his father is tantamount to fighting against a man's arms.He can't bear it, he can understand.What man wouldn't choose a career?

Yan Ming thought for a moment and said, "I didn't say the first sentence."

Chu Qishou: "The first sentence is...'I will break up with you immediately'. Didn't you say that?"

Yan Ming: "Yes."

This means that the latter statement is still said - as long as he finds a suitable reason, he will propose a breakup.

Whether it is for the current career, reputation, or future prospects.These are the reasons for breaking up that artists often talk about.How appropriate.

Chu Qishou's heart swelled with pain, but there was nothing he could do.

He resigned to his fate: "Tell me yourself, so that I can have a good time."

Yan Ming: "But I can't find a reason."